The scarred hunter yelled back at Thayl, hurting her ears. “Only what you told me to!”
“I should never have allowed you to keep that beast. I said to catch them, not kill her!”
Wrenching her body around, Memory spat in the hunter’s face, clawing vainly against him with her black nails. He turned to her in shock.
“Stupid bitch, this is your fault.” He let her go and brought his hand down over the base of her neck. The blow chattered her teeth, and threw sparks of light into her eyes. She squeezed her hand closed. Just a bit of a distraction and a flick of the wrist.
The man grabbed her by the hair again, pulling her back up. She looked him in the eye with a smile soaked in tears. Holding up her hand, she revealed the delicate finger sized flute.
“No!” the scarred man bellowed as though she’d ripped out his heart.
Every man in the square turned to stare at her, uncommon fear in their eyes. In the distance, she saw Roen stirring.
Time slowed.
The scarred hunter snatched for the flute.
Thayl blasted a bolt of violent magic at her.
She clenched her hand with a force that drew blood with her fingernails. The old, rigid bone within it broke into pieces.
The dragon roared.
And Memory waited to die.
Somehow, she felt nothing. The force of Thayl’s magic flew at her, went straight through and killed the scarred wizard hunter behind her instantly. He fell forward, on top of Memory, pushing her down into the mud. His hand was still tangled in her hair. She cried out, pinned on her back beneath the dead hunter, staring up into the falling rain.
High above, little more than a spot in the sky, the dragon sang a deep, mournful cry that would be heard throughout Avall. Then it fell like a stone. It took down three men before the others knew what had happened.
Memory pushed at the dead weight on her with one arm, her other twisted beneath her. She pushed her feet at the ground and they slid in the mud.
Bloodcurdling terror screamed out all around. Roen moved toward her. She cried out for him but it was lost amongst the wailing of the dragon and men.
Roen stopped before he reached her, bending down to something she couldn’t see. He bared his teeth, bent forward and scooped up Eloryn’s body. He almost fell as he lifted her with one arm, the other hanging limp. He turned, stumbling, running, through the chaos around him, away from Memory, into the surrounding trees.
“Roen? Roen, no, I’m here!” Memory screamed. Her sanity tearing away in strips, she writhed like the possessed. Her consciousness faded out then in. Her insides boiled. The knife kept in her corset scorched her chest, heated to burning. She found herself free, the dead body of the scarred hunter face down beside her.
She rolled onto all fours, panting. The dragon threw itself over and over at the men running through the square as they tried to find cover, help injured friends, make their escape. Blood covered the ground as though it were the rain that fell. A man in leather armor lay next to her, staring with dead, black-brown eyes. Perceval.
Illness overtook her like a knife in the stomach. Memory vomited wretchedly. She coughed it out, eyes and nose stinging raw. She wobbled and stood up on shaking feet, taking a step to follow Roen. A gust of wind from the dragon’s wings threw her back on the ground.
She tried to stand again, and as she reached her feet, there were arms around her. They lifted her, cradling her, wrapping her chest, pulling her off her feet. She wrestled against them but the arms were like a vice around her, pushing her against a wild, scarred body as it ran. Taking her away from the slaughter of the men. Away into the forest. Away from Roen and Eloryn.
Chapter Twenty-Two
Under the cover of the trees the light rain barely penetrated through. Only the odd, heavy drop fell between the changing leaves, hitting him as he ran.
Memory swore and screamed in his arms, blending with the tortured howls of the men behind them. He hadn’t been there to keep her safe. Mina had kept him away, kept him even though he wanted to go to Memory. He’d let her be hurt again.
Memory slammed her knee into his gut so suddenly he fell out of his run, dropping her.
She slipped forward, trying to run back toward the danger. He pounced, tackling her down. They skidded across slimy leaves. The ground opened up beneath them. He twisted around, pulling her on top of him, wrapping his body around hers. They tumbled down the slope of a gully in an avalanche of red and gold.
He landed hard on his back, and darkness took him.
Gasping, sobbing breaths woke him. His arms were still protectively wrapped around the small weight of her, her dark hair falling in his face.
She thrashed in his arms. “Let me go!” she squealed. “Don’t touch me!”
I broke the rules again. But I had to, to save you. His arms went loose with guilt and she pushed out, bursting from their blanket of leaves and scrambling across the ground away from him. She hit the water-carved earth of the steep gully wall and clawed against it.
He pulled himself up slowly, shaky from the fall.
“I need to get back to Lory and Roen,” she said, not at all to him. She tried to climb the slope. Too weak. She tore her hands at the rocks and exposed roots, shrieking at them.
He reached out to her.
She beat his hand back, staring at him with ferocious red-rimmed eyes. “I said, don’t touch me!”
She forced her back into the dripping dirt wall, cowering from him. “Who are you? Why are you following me? Was it you who hurt me?”
She didn’t know him at all - he already knew this - but that she could think he was the one who hurt her like that opened him raw. He frowned, looking back toward the solace of the surrounding forest. Too hard to find the right words.
“What do you want from me?” she sobbed.
He knelt in front of her. What did he want? There’d only been one dream for so long.
“Hope,” he said, shrugging as he forced his words to work, “just to find you again. Keep you safe, like I couldn’t before.”
An angry fire spread in him to say it. He knew what that man on the children’s home staff did to her, and he could never do anything to stop it. He was too young, too weak back then. Perfect bully bait, a smaller than average boy who studied hard and had a talent for music. It was her that saved him from beatings from the older boys. He swore to her that he’d protect her one day. She had laughed at him in response. Kindly.
“How do you know me?” Tears still streamed down her face, but her sobbing lessened.
He nodded. “From the other world. You don’t remember.”
“Other world?” She buckled forward, clutching her stomach as though in pain. “I don’t remember anything. Thayl took everything from me, my memories, my... everything.”
“I know. I was there.”
It was after she’d come back with that knife, shoplifted from somewhere. She looked at it like it was a thing of salvation. But when the man at the children’s home had come for her again, the knife mustn’t have helped, just as he had never helped. He didn’t know what happened. She came back bloody, badly beaten, blind with panic. She’d never been beaten before.
“You ran away from the home. I followed you. When I caught up, that man, Thayl, had you. Don’t even know what he was doing to you, but it looked bad and I… just pushed him.”
“Oh God, I saw that in my dream. But it wasn’t you. It was just a kid, some little boy.”
He pulled his lips inward. She does remember me. Just some little boy. “It was me. Years ago, don’t know how many. I don’t get it how you look the same still, but things are different here, all magic and stuff. There was no magic there, only stories of it.”
She shook her head at him, “I don’t remember anything else before waking up here a few days ago. We were somewhere different? A different world? What does that even mean? It wasn’t... hell?”
“Not hell. Just... our world.” He shifted his legs, moving back aw
ay from her into a crouch. His throat felt tight. She asked so many questions, and he struggled to make his words work. Mina wasn’t much for conversation. “I don’t know. We were there, then I was here. They’re different. The man grabbed me when I pushed him, pulled me back through his weird portal. You tried to catch me and we both fell. I lost my grip on you and you disappeared in the smoke.” He swallowed and licked his lips. Sometimes he used to worry that she had never come through at all, that he would never find her. “Then I was in that forest, with all these dead people all around. Thayl tried to use his hand on me, but some woman started yelling at him like he’d done something wrong and I ran off. Been in the forest since.”
“If you hadn’t followed me, hadn’t stopped Thayl…” Her voice broke.
“You ran off without your wallet. I was just taking it to you.” He reached into the folded leathers at the side of his hip and pulled the wallet out, worn and tattered, and handed it to her.
She peeled it open, running shivering fingers over the contents. “Oh. Is that my name?”
He nodded. “Sorry it’s dirty.”
“I- I don’t know yours.”
“Will.”
She reached out timidly for his arm and turned it over to show the wrist, holding hers up against it. Their wrists matched. Rough inked tattoos of the symbol for eternity with a swirl through the centre.
“Did them ourselves.”
“Weren’t you like, eight or something?”
“You were my best friend.” Will’s face heated. “And, kind of a bully.”
“I’m sorry I don’t remember you. I must be such a disappointment.”
Will shook his head, but couldn’t say what he wanted to; that she was the only thing from that world that he missed, after a while. Except maybe the internet. After he’d lost his parents, everything in that world seemed cruel except for her, no matter how tough she pretended to be. He knew she thought of him as a weedy younger brother, but he didn’t care as long as she let him hang out with her. He always figured he’d make it up to her one day.
“Was I happy there?” she asked.
A frown chilled his face, and he looked away with a vague shrug.
She pried herself off the muddy wall, rivulets of water streaming down into the space she left. “Will, I need to find Eloryn and Roen. Can you help me?”
Will stilled himself and listened. No more screams, no more gusting of dragon wings. The smell of blood still lingered, reaching them on a gentle wind.
Mina had left with the other sprites, back through the Veil to their homeland as they often did. There was no way to say how long they would be.
Until then, he could look after Memory.
He nodded, took her by the arms and swung her around onto his back. Memory’s muscles jumped and tensed when he took hold of her and he cursed internally. In his time spent with Mina and the fae, touching was so natural that he kept forgetting the rules of his and Memory’s once-upon-a-time friendship. He pursed his lips, waiting for retaliation, but she remained holding on.
He reached up for the strongest exposed tree roots, and began pulling himself up out of the gully with her holding tightly around his neck.
Roen slipped again. The increasing rain made the ground slick and his body burned.
His arm around Eloryn grew numb, his fingers locked in their grasp around her. His muscles screamed. He wasn’t strong enough to carry her, not like this, but he had to get farther away. The trees in the direction he’d taken were thin and leafless, not providing enough cover from the deadly creature if it flew above. His other arm was useless, dislocated, possibly with bones broken. He wished it was numb too.
He floundered further into the woods. Sweat mixed with the dripping rain, running down his hair into his eyes. It stung, blinding him. Barely able to move, he saw a darker shadow, a thicker trunk. He gritted his teeth and dropped down to his knees. Lowering his shoulder, he let Eloryn slip down onto a bed of fallen leaves. He looked the other way.
Roen half walked, half fell into the wide trunk of the oak that covered them, its leaves not yet dropped. His shoulder muscles spasmed and he held back a moan, pulling his knife from his belt and biting down on it. He placed his shoulder up against the lichen encrusted bark and breathed out through his teeth. Then he pushed.
He couldn’t believe it had been only a fortnight ago that he’d done this for the first time. He had become too complacent, too sure of his skills, too damn arrogant. The house guards at the estate he’d made a business call to heard him. They gathered secretly, silently, and surrounded him, cutting him off on the second floor. He’d jumped from a window, farther than he’d normally dare, before any of them could see his face. His shoulder tore then for the first time.
He’d relocated it himself before heading home. Somehow, his mother still knew, still saw the way he nursed it, and he had to lie to her even more. He remembered thinking that night that he could never live if anyone found out what he was, what he did. Now he knew there were worse things to lose.
If he’d never injured his shoulder, he would have picked a more challenging mark in Maerranton markets that day. He would never have met Eloryn. Lucky, his mother always told him; that was his blessing. If his luck hadn’t brought him to her, would she have fallen into the care of someone more capable? Someone who could have saved her from this?
Tears ran into his mouth, mixing with the taste of metal. He pushed harder, and heard the pop as his joint was forced back into place. His knees withered and he bit hard into the knife, knowing he couldn’t risk crying out, as much as he wanted to. He breathed through the pain.
Done, he pulled the knife from his mouth, absently noting the teeth marks, and forced himself to go back to Eloryn. He didn’t want to know, didn’t want to see, but some fool hope in him said there might still be time. Maybe he could save her.
Kneeling back beside her, Roen gently moved Eloryn’s limp arms off her chest. Seeing her now clearly, he choked.
He ran his fingers over her neck, feeling for a pulse. His hands hammered to the beat of his own heart: useless. He bent in close over her face. Her normally alabaster skin was icy white. The warmth of a weak breath met his cheek.
“El.” He frantically pulled his tattered shirt off his arms. Bundling the cloth, he held it against the torn flesh on her torso, trying to hold in her life. Blood welled up through the fabric, staining his hands. He tore strips off her skirt and tied them around her waist to pull closed the largest holes in her body.
Eloryn’s mouth opened as though in pain, and spluttering a deep breath, she opened her eyes. They were dim and moved slowly, taking in her surroundings. Her eyes flickered over his shirtless chest and a trace of color made it to her cheeks.
“By the… Don’t blush now, you haven’t enough blood.”
“Roen. Are you hurt? Where’s Mem?” Eloryn’s voice was the softest rasp of whisper.
Roen’s emotions caught in his throat. Memory. He saw her fragile body fall under Thayl’s deadly magic. No one could survive that. The Wizards’ Council members were captured, awaiting execution. Alward was dead too. They were alone, and there was no comfort he could give her but more lies. Before he could answer she began to fade again. Roen squeezed her gently.
“Please, stay awake,” he begged her. “Can you heal yourself, with your magic?”
Eloryn’s eyelids fluttered. Roen knew it was no use.
“I’m sorry I can’t… Is there nothing else I can do? Tell me what to do.” He brushed his hand over her forehead, under her hair, feeling it cold under his flushed skin.
“Please don’t leave me again,” Eloryn murmured.
“Never, Princess. Just don’t leave me.”
Eloryn stilled. Roen lifted her shoulders, pulling her up into his lap.
Roen cradled Eloryn’s body. He stared at her face, as still and silent as she, in too much pain to let tears fall. Hearing the sound of soft footsteps approaching he wrapped his hand around the hilt of his thin kni
fe. His other arm remained around Eloryn. He barely looked up to see who approached.
“Roen! Oh God.” Memory came to a stop just in front of him. “Oh God, oh God, oh God.”
Roen tightened his hand around the knife hilt.
“It’s me,” she said, fighting the whine in her voice.
“It can’t be. I saw you fall,” he said.
“I’m fine. Tell me she’s not dead, please.” Memory moved closer, and he jumped in shock when she touched him, finally looking at her properly. He twitched again when he saw the tall shape of Will shadowing them. He pulled Eloryn’s body closer to him and looked to Memory with a skeptical frown.
“He helped me find you,” Memory said. “Roen, please, is she still alive?”
Roen’s head dropped. He laid Eloryn flat on the ground so Memory could see.
Memory suppressed a dry heave. The dragon had messed Eloryn up badly. It took her three times to build the courage to feel for a pulse, but when she did, she found one, slow and fading.
Memory looked up into Roen’s eyes. Red-rimmed, bloodshot, a question read in them clear for her to see. She nodded in slow motion.
“Do you think you can?” he asked.
No. “Yes. I summoned a dragon. I can do the goddamned impossible.”
I can do this, Memory told herself. God, I hope I can do this.
Memory took her mind back, remembering how she felt the morning after Eloryn healed her, going over what happened between Eloryn and Roen in the wagon. The way Eloryn described the process. There is magic in everything, an energy of life that can be spoken to. Our bodies remember what it is to be whole and healthy, and they want to be that way. The magic just gives the body the power to right itself. Reminding it how to be whole. Visiting the broken areas and helping to put them back together.
Eloryn had spent hours putting Roen back together from just a bruising. Why the hell did she think she could do this? No magic she’d tried worked the way she expected. She was more likely to blast Eloryn away than to help her. Numbly, she realized at this point Eloryn couldn’t be much worse off. Beneath thin bandaging, Eloryn still bled. Thayl’s words to her repeated in her head, and she cast them away. If this didn’t work, she didn’t want to think about what she could be losing.
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