"He was so much older than you. That didn't bother you?"
"Not until later, until I realized that our entire relationship was built on him telling me what to do, and my doing it without question. I married him when I was nineteen, thinking that would instantly make me a real adult. After all, there I was. A married woman. But all it really did was extend my childhood another seven years. I made virtually no decisions during our marriage. I had no say in our life."
She sighed again. She'd tried so hard to make her marriage work—to the point that she'd neglected her own personal needs. "But back when I was eighteen, Griffin was my personal Prince Charming. He was so handsome and high-class, and he had money and a great job—or so I thought. I honestly didn't realize who he was working for, Harry." She corrected herself. "At least not at first."
"But eventually you knew."
"Yes," she said. "Eventually I knew."
Yet you didn't leave him. Harry didn't say the words aloud, but Alessandra heard them anyway.
"I loved him," she said quietly. "But you know what, Harry? He didn't love me. He just liked owning me, and when I turned out to be defective, he got rid of me."
"He was nuts." The tone of Harry's voice left no room for argument. "I mean, look at what he did. He makes bad investments left and right, and loses all of his liquid assets. He could have sold that mausoleum you called home and reduced his expenses, but instead, he keeps investing, and keeps losing his shirt. So what does he do next? What's the solution he comes to, financial genius that he is? He steals a million dollars from Michael Trotta. Now, not only is that biting the hand that feeds you, but it's also fucking insane. Is it any surprise that he would dump you? No. Because the man definitely had a screw loose."
"Our marriage hadn't been working for years," Alessandra told him. "If he hadn't left me, I would've left him. Not right away. But I like to think that, eventually, I would've been strong enough to walk away from him. But I wasn't ready to give up on him yet. I don't know, maybe I was scared. Or maybe I was just making another mistake, hanging on when there was no hope. Maybe I never should have let myself love him in the first place."
"You can't choose who you love or how much you love them. I learned that the hard way."
"With your ex-wife?"
"No." Harry moved into the right lane. "Look, let's stop and get something to eat that won't dye my intestines neon orange."
"No fair. After I told you about Griffin… ? You can't end the conversation just when it's getting interesting to me."
"Wanna bet?" He pulled the car onto the exit ramp, heading into the parking lot of another in a relentless string of McDonalds. "I need coffee. I'm starting to see double." He parked and turned to look at her. "You want to take a turn driving?"
Alessandra was surprised. "Do you trust me?"
He reached across her to open the glove compartment and take out his wallet. "Would I have asked you, if I didn't trust you?"
"No."
"No is correct." He handed her a ten-dollar bill. "The winner gets to buy the coffee, while the loser in the baseball cap calls New York to check up on George."
"Harry. How can we really be friends, if you won't talk about yourself?"
Harry climbed out of the car. "How can I talk about myself when I'm so worried about poor George, lying in that hospital bed, probably in terrible pain… ?" He closed the door but then opened it right away. "Hey, get me one of those apple pie things, too, will you?"
Nicole took a deep breath outside George's room. She could hear the phone ringing inside. One ring, then two. Then three. And four.
If he was asleep, the phone surely would've woken him.
A nurse was breezing past, carrying a tray of medicine down the hall. She slowed. "Can I help you?"
The phone rang again.
"I'm here to see George Faulkner," Nicole said. "Is he out having tests or something?"
"No, he's in his room. You can just go on in."
The phone finally stopped ringing as Nicole opened the door, but the room was quiet. It was a double, but the first bed was empty. "Hello?"
There was a flurry of furtive movement from behind a thin curtain pulled around the bed on the far side of the room. Was the doctor back there? Or a nurse, changing his bandage? "George?"
A dark-haired woman emerged from behind the curtain, straightening her shirt and fixing her hair, "Gee, is it time for George's sponge bath already?" she asked.
The woman wasn't a doctor or nurse. Not even close. She was Kim. The stripper. Nicole's evil twin.
Kim was actually wearing a leopard-print blouse. Nicole didn't think she'd ever seen one outside of a cheap bar or nightclub. The thin fabric stretched tight across the woman's incredibly generous breasts, leaving little to the imagination. Her pants were so tight they might've been tattooed on, and her shoes had high, spiked heels. Fuck-me shoes, George used to call them.
How appropriate.
Nicole walked by her without a single word and pushed past the curtain. And there was George, sitting up in a hospital bed, intravenous tube still running into his arm, dressed in a hospital gown, a blanket pulled loosely up to his waist. His lean face was clean shaven, but his hair was uncharacteristically rumpled and perspiration beaded on his forehead and aristocratic upper lip.
It was so obvious what he and Miss Blow Job had been doing.
As Nicole watched, the stripper took her purse from the windowsill and reapplied her lipstick.
Nicole silently cursed herself for not expecting this, for letting herself stupidly fantasize that George would be waiting for her visit, that he would be glad to see her. She cursed herself for walking into a situation in which he'd managed to hurt her. Again.
"Well," she said. Years of practice hiding her emotions made her voice sound matter-of-fact. "Looks like you're feeling better."
He was honestly surprised to see her. Surprised, and dreadfully chagrined. He sat awkwardly, trying to hide the obvious physical evidence that she'd walked in on him being serviced, so to speak, in his hospital room, of all places. "Nicki. God, I wasn't expecting you."
"Obviously not."
Behind her, Kim cleared her throat.
George looked even more embarrassed. "Oh," he said. "Yes. Nic, this is Kim Monahan. Kim, Nicole Fenster. Nicki's my—"
"Boss," she interjected. "I'm George's boss." There was no way in hell she was going to give Suction Lips the satisfaction of knowing she was George's ex-wife.
"Nice to meet you." Kim stepped closer, starting to hold out her hand, but Nicole backed away, turning to look at George.
She had no intention of shaking the other woman's hand. She knew only too well where it had recently been.
"What are you doing here?" George asked.
"I need to know where the hell Harry is." Thank God she had a good excuse. She turned to Kim. "You'll excuse us… ?"
"If I have to."
"I'm afraid you have to," Nicole told her as sweetly as she could manage.
Kim took her time getting her purse. She crossed to George and kissed him full on the mouth.
From the window, Nicole could see the interstate in the distance, all the tiny cars rushing past.
"Don't worry, honey, I'll be back," she heard Kim whisper.
And then Kim was gone, the door closing tightly behind her.
George's hand was shaking as he discreetly tried to wipe away a bead of sweat rolling down the side of his face.
"That physical therapy sure can be tough," Nicole said tartly.
"Look, Nic, I'm sorry, but I don't know where Harry is," George said quietly.
"He's your partner, George. Give a guess."
"I think—I don't know this for sure—that he went to see his kids. He was having some kind of hassle with them."
"Would he have taken Alessandra Lamont with him?" she asked. "Was there something going on between them?"
"No. I think she wanted to start something, but Harry wouldn't let it happen. I don't know
what was wrong with him. I know he liked her, though."
"I'll need you to give him a call."
"I don't have his phone number," George told her. "You don't have it either—it's not in his personnel file. He's a little paranoid about letting anyone know where his kids are."
"Someone must know."
"No, Nic, he's been really careful about this. Even when he calls them on the phone, he's got this special coded number that he uses. It bounces his call all over the place, makes it impossible to trace where he's calling or where he's calling from. I think it costs him about a million dollars a minute, but he says it's worth it. Jesus, I wish they would let me smoke."
"So we can't reach him." Nicole started to pace. "Shit."
George shifted painfully in the bed. "What's going on?"
"We need to find Alessandra Lamont," she told him. "An informant came in yesterday and told us the price on Mrs. Lamont's pretty head has gone up. Significantly. It's over two million dollars now."
"For her husband's one-million-dollar theft—which was paid back in full?" He gave a low whistle. "That doesn't sound right."
She stopped at the foot of his bed. "Yeah. There's something else going on here that we don't know about. This one's personal—and it rings of desperation. We can't let this opportunity get away from us. If Trotta's desperate, he'll make mistakes."
"So you think if we can set up Alessandra again, this time we'll get Trotta."
"It's worth a try." She started pacing again. "If Harry calls you, just find out where he is. I don't want him to know what's going on. If he has gotten involved with Mrs. Lamont…"
"Maybe it would be better to let Alessandra go," George said. "Just let her disappear."
"You don't think Trotta's going to 'just let her disappear,' do you?"
He sighed. "No."
He was watching her, his face serious, his light brown eyes somber. He looked good with his hair messed. He looked good sitting up in bed, with life in his eyes—much better than he would have looked laid out in a coffin. And Nicole knew in a flash of bitter realization that she'd far rather him be alive and having sex with someone else, than dead.
"I'm glad you're all right." She had to work hard to keep emotion from filling her voice.
His voice was husky. "Nic, I was hoping you'd come." His eyes were warm—too warm. As if he actually gave a damn. As if he hadn't been the one who'd left her. And as if the son of a bitch hadn't had his penis in someone else's mouth just a few minutes ago.
"Too bad I didn't wait ten minutes, though, so that you could've come first." She gave him her iciest smile as she breezed toward the door without even saying good-bye.
"Hey, I thought you were going to let me drive?"
Harry looked out of the window at Alessandra, who was standing next to the car, holding two large coffees. Her smile faded as she caught sight of his face.
"Oh, no," she said. ''Is George… ?"
He reached through the open window and took the hot cups from her, placing them in the car's cup holders. "I didn't get through to George."
"Then… ?"
"Get in, okay?"
She crossed around the front of the car and climbed in the passenger's side, shutting the door behind her. Her eyes were about as big as he'd ever seen them, her mouth tight with anxiety. "What's the bad news, Harry? Just tell me."
Harry couldn't think of a single way to make it any easier for her to hear what he was going to say, so he just said it. "Baby Jane Doe's been adopted, Al."
She laughed. "Oh, my God!" She closed her eyes, and pressed her hand to her throat. "I was so sure you were going to tell me that she had died. But adopted… That's…" Tears sprang into her beautiful eyes. "That's good news." Her lower lip began to tremble. "Who got her? Do you know? Did they tell you?"
"They wouldn't give me a name, but the nurse I spoke to said they seemed very nice."
"I'm—I'm so glad." She was fighting her tears with such intense effort. Every muscle in her body was straining. Her shoulders were so tight that Harry's neck hurt.
He reached for her. "Al—"
"Don't!"
He put his hands on the steering wheel instead. "You know, Allie, it's okay for you to feel sad about this. I know how much you wanted her for yourself."
"Yeah," she said, her voice shaking. "As if I was ever going to be able to get her."
"I'm sorry."
"Yeah," she said again, looking away from him. "I know." She stared out the window, still blinking back her tears. "Do you mind if I don't drive right now?"
He wanted to hold her so badly his teeth hurt. "No, I don't mind."
Alessandra nodded. "Great."
Harry turned the key and started the car. He backed out of the parking spot and drove out of the lot. Within forty-five seconds they were back on the highway.
He kicked it up to seventy, kept his eyes on the road, and pretended not to see that Allie's tears had won, that she was silently crying as she sat, turned away from him.
He ached to hold her, but she'd made it clear she didn't want that kind of comfort from him.
And that was a shame, because right about now he could have really used a hug, too.
Chapter Twelve
Shaun opened the front door, expecting the postal carrier or a UPS delivery, expecting anyone in the world besides Mindy MacGregor.
But it was. Mindy the Mountain, larger than life, standing on his front porch for the entire eighth-grade class to see.
She smiled. "Hi. Do you want to go over to the park, shoot some baskets?"
Mindy was forever determined to put her height to good use. She played basketball every day, even when it rained. She didn't seem to notice that no matter how often she practiced, she wasn't getting any better. She was way too clumsy and slow.
"I have a couple dollars," she added. "We could ride over to the 7-Eleven and get an ice cream after."
She smiled again, a little less certainly this time, and Shaun realized he was staring. He was standing there with his mouth all but hanging open, in complete shock.
He'd been nice to Mindy over the past few days. He'd run into her in the library and, in the back corner, where no one could see them, he had helped her sign on to the Internet to look up information on Civil War re-enactments of the Battle of Gettysburg. She knew barely nothing about the Net, and he'd taken time to explain search engines and Web sites. They'd talked about music, about his dancing, too.
He'd told her about the red-haired girl he'd met in California, making it sound as if she were his girlfriend. He'd even given her a name. Lisa. He talked about Lisa as if they were practically engaged.
He thought that would be that, but today she'd sought him out after chorus, lending him a CD of some a cappella group she thought he'd like. He hadn't even looked at the CD, let alone listened to it. He'd just stuffed it into his backpack and fled the scene.
But she'd followed him home.
She was standing on his front porch, her bike parked by the gate.
For all the world to see.
It was obvious she thought he was as lonely and pathetic and as desperate for a friend as she was. But he wasn't. He wasn't like Mindy. He didn't need any friends. He didn't want any friends. And he especially didn't want any friends like Mindy MacGregor, God help him.
"Grab your bike," she said. "Or we can walk, if you want…"
Now that she knew he wasn't potential boyfriend material, she was far more relaxed, more confident. That was good, but he wished she'd go be more confident somewhere else.
"I, uh," he said. "I'm sorry, I, uh… can't." Quick, think of a good reason. "I've got, um, homework and… and my father is coming to visit, so I have to clean my room." Brilliant. Sheer genius. A parental visit was an undeniable bona fide excuse.
She smiled again but with far less confidence now. "Well, I don't mind helping you clean your room. They say two heads are better than one. And when cleaning, four hands are better than two, right? Besides, I'm great at
cleaning. My mom owns Merry Maids. I help her out all the time when her regular staff calls in sick."
If she came inside, her bike would be out front for anyone passing by to see. All it would take was Ricky or Josh or any of their asshole friends, and by tomorrow morning the entire school would know Mindy the Mountain had spent the afternoon at the Leprechaun's house.
God.
But if he turned down an offer for help, she'd know the cleaning thing was only an excuse, and her feelings would be hurt.
"Maybe." He cleared his throat. "Maybe you could put your bike in the back, behind the garage. Marge—my aunt—doesn't like it when we leave bikes out front."
Mindy turned around, and there was Emily's tricycle, right next to her ten-speed. And when she looked back at Shaun, he could tell from her big magnified eyes that she knew the reason he wanted her bike to go in the back had nothing to do with Marge. She knew why he didn't want to shoot hoops with her, too.
He didn't want to be seen with her. He didn't want anyone to know they were friends.
The flare of hurt in her eyes made him feel sick to his stomach. God, he was no better than Ricky or Josh.
No, he was worse. Ricky and Josh hadn't given her false hope by being nice to her, the way he had.
"I don't mind moving my bike," she said. She arranged her mouth into an empty smile. "I'll, um, meet you at the back door, okay?"
Now Shaun felt even worse. She knew the truth, but she was so eager for a friend, she was willing to be treated like shit. She should have punched him in the face, stomped him into the ground, and spit on his bloody remains, screaming her rage. Instead she silently moved her bike.
As she rounded the corner of the house he wanted to call to her, to tell her to wait, tell her it was okay to leave her bike out front. What the hell did he care what anyone thought? But he could see Andy Horton coming down the street on his Rollerblades, and he closed the door instead, praying that Mindy move her big butt a little faster.
And completely hating himself.
He was a complete coward, a total loser. No wonder his dad hated coming to see him.
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