Syntebra made her bow—not quite as pretty as her first.
"Sir," she returned in a breathless, husky voice. "A'thodelm yos'Galan. I am—very—pleased to make your acquaintance."
* * *
Well, Er Thom thought wryly, as he obeyed his mother's hand-sign and went 'round to pour wine for the guests, it should be no very great thing to show her that we shall not suit…
It was all Syntebra could do to keep the tears at bay. Certainly, she could not bring herself to look up at the tall gentleman beside her, nor could she think of one gay or witty or even sensible thing to say.
He would think she was a fool. He would—her delm would—
"Drink your wine, child."
The voice was very soft, the mode Adult-to-Adult. Syntebra looked up in startlement.
Violet eyes met her gaze straightly from beneath winged golden brows.
"You'll feel the better for it," he murmured, raising his own glass for a sip. When he lowered it, she saw he was smiling, just a little. "I won't eat you, you know."
Almost, the ever-ready tears escaped. She had not expected kindness. Indeed, she had expected nothing but scorn from so grand a gentleman. Of course, he was quite old, and it was perhaps not entirely flattering to be addressed as "child," when she had all of twenty Standards…
"One is informed," A'thodelm yos'Galan said in his soft voice, "that you have but recently attained your second-class license. Do you plan to pursue first class?"
First class? She wished she had never attained second! The sorriest day of her life thus far had been the day she tested well in the preliminaries. She hated piloting. She hated ships. She hated the Port, with all its noise and rabble and bewildering to-and-fros—
But, of course, one could scarcely voice such sentiments to a man who was both master pilot and master trader. Syntebra took a hasty swallow of wine—and was saved from answering by the dismaying call of the butler:
"Daav yos'Phelium, Delm Korval!"
Delm Korval was more terrifying than she had anticipated.
He spent some time speaking with Nexon and Thodelm yos'Galan, as was only proper. However, after the introduction, in quick succession, of Mr. Luken bel'Tarda and Lady Kareen yos'Phelium, he had turned his silent Scout steps toward her tete-a-tete with A'thodelm yos'Galan.
Now, Syntebra had long been wishing for something like this to happen. It was only ill-chance that her rescuer should be more dreaded than he from whom she was rescued.
"Ma'am." He gave her the grace of a small bow, and such a look from his bold black eyes that she wished she might sink into the floor.
Happily, the bold eyes moved in the next instant as Korval addressed his kinsman.
"Good evening, darling. Shall the guest be with us, after all?"
"I believe so," A'thodelm yos'Galan said in his soft way. He turned to Syntebra. "Scholar Anne Davis, guest of the House, is to be present this evening, as well."
Syntebra very nearly blinked. Scholar Anne Davis? But surely—She became aware that she was the object of study of two very vivid pairs of eyes, and raised a hand to her throat.
"I—ah—the Terran lady?" she managed, trying to seem as if she were quite in the way of meeting Terrans.
A'thodelm's yos'Galan's golden brows rose slightly. "Indeed," he murmured politely, "the Terran lady."
"You needn't be nervous of her, you know," Korval added in his deep, coarse voice. "She's quite gentle."
She looked up at him, but his face was composed, without a hint of the laughter she suspected he harbored in his heart.
"It is merely that one does not speak Terran," she said, striving to recover her dignity. "And to converse in Trade would seem out of the way."
"Ah, no, acquit her as the cause of such inconvenience, I beg." Korval said. "Her grasp of the High Tongue is entirely adequate."
"Scholar Davis," A'thodelm yos'Galan murmured, "specializes in the study of linguistics."
At that moment Lord and Lady yo'Lana were announced, then Delm Guayar. Syntebra, looking aside from the progress of these luminaries, saw A'thodelm yos'Galan exchange a quick glance with his kinsman.
"Scholar Anne Davis," the butler announced, and Syntebra saw A'thodelm yos'Galan smile.
"Hah." He bowed gracefully to Syntebra, gave his delm a nod. "Pray excuse me."
In the next moment he was gone, crossing the room to meet the lady who had just entered.
Syntebra fairly gaped. She had considered A'thodelm yos'-Galan and Delm Korval out-of-reason tall, but Scholar Davis revised that thought.
A'thodelm yos'Galan greeted her with the bow between equals and, looking warmly up into her face, offered his arm. The lady took it and they went down the room, pausing here and there to make proper introductions.
"There," Delm Korval said. "She doesn't look at all savage, does she?"
Undeniably, he was laughing at her. Of course the lady didn't look savage, though how such an immoderately tall, deep-bosomed creature could contrive to seem so regal went beyond Syntebra's understanding. She went 'round the room on A'thodelm yos'Galan's arm as if she were precisely High House, making her bows with grace, her clear voice carrying effortlessly to all corners of the suddenly quiet room.
"She bears an accent," Syntebra said to Delm Korval. The gentleman lifted one eyebrow.
"Well, and so do I," he said equably. "My Terran is quite marred by it, I fear."
She was spared any answer to this by the advent of the guest and A'thodelm yos'Galan.
"Daav." The Terran smiled, making free of Korval's personal name, as if, Syntebra thought, they were kin. She shrank into herself, anticipating the withering set-down to be delivered the lady for her audacity.
On the contrary.
"Anne," Korval returned with a smile that transformed his face into something approaching beauty. He bowed gently. "You look magnificent. Dance with me later, do."
The Terran actually chuckled, mischief lighting her eyes. "Do you only dance with magnificence, sir?"
"Ah, do not tease!" Korval returned in desperate tones. "If you won't have me there's nothing for it save I dance with my sister."
"A fate to be most ardently avoided." She smiled and inclined her head. "Count me your rescue, then." She turned her attention to Syntebra.
"Syntebra el'Kemin, Clan Nexon," A'thodelm yos'Galan said softly, "Scholar Anne Davis, guest of Korval."
Really, Syntebra thought, making her bow, that dress is entirely wanton.
However, there was no wantonness in the Terran lady's bow, or in her very correct, "Syntebra el'Kemin, I am pleased to meet you."
"Anne Davis, I am pleased to meet you," Syntebra replied, since she must.
She had to crane her neck to see the Terran's face. It was in no way a beautiful face, further marred by lines around the eyes and mouth. There was the suggestion of a smile in the grave brown eyes, and it was the outside of enough, Syntebra thought pettishly, to be laughed at by a Terran.
"Allow me to give you wine," A'thodelm yos'Galan said.
The Terran lady agreed to the suggestion and they went off, leaving Syntebra alone with Delm Korval.
"Will you tell, me," Er Thom said in soft Terran, "if the ring displeases?"
It was wrong to ask it; twice wrong to ask it here, now. But the sight of her naked hands had hurt—appallingly. It was as if he had leaned to kiss her and she turned her face aside.
"The ring is—lovely," Anne said, keeping her eyes steadfastly from his. "I—I chose not to wear it."
His breath was out of pace and he felt uncannily close to tears. Exercising stem control, he poured her wine and held the glass. She took it, looking down.
"Anne…" Gods, he was going to break and shame them both by weeping before all these gathered. He swayed a daring half-step closer, not caring who marked it.
"Anne, I beg you will tell me what is wrong!" The whispered plea came out with the force of a shout, and at last she raised her head.
Her eyes were desolate—det
ermined. He saw the lie form in their depths, felt the price she paid for speaking it as if it were wrung from his own soul.
"There is nothing wrong," she said, and took a breath. "Shouldn't you be attending to that pretty child?"
"That pretty child," he said, hearing the edge on his voice, "is terrified of me. The best I might do for her is to arrange matters so we need never meet again."
Anne glanced around in time to see Luken bel'Tarda approach Syntebra and Daav.
"Then you won't mind if you lose her to Luken," she said, raising her glass to sip.
"If Luken can abide her, he's welcome." He turned away and poured himself a glass of the red.
"At least tell me," he said, looking back to her, "if you yet intend to allow me the honor of becoming your lifemate."
Agony. Boiling lye poured across the open wound of his heart. He gasped, clutching his glass as the room spun dizzily out of control—and steadied. Before him, Anne's face was stark, desolate eyes sparkling tears.
She will lie, he thought around the singing in his ears. Gods, I cannot bear it, if she lies to me again.
Anne turned her head sharply, breaking his gaze.
"I must ask Daav to make me known to his sister," she said abruptly, and with no more ceremony than that she left him, walking so smoothly the gown barely rustled.
Er Thom took a sip to calm himself—and another—and moved out into the room, meticulously taking up his duties as host.
CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
The Lower Docks of Solcintra Port are the sphere of thieves, murderers, rogues and criminals of every description. Clan-less and desperate, they have nothing to lose, and are completely willing to relieve the unwary of their purses and, often enough, their lives.
—From A Terran's Guide to Liad
The final guest at long last bowed out, Er Thom leaned dizzily against the wall and raked his hands through his hair.
He'd lost track of Daav during in the evening; he supposed his cha'leket to have simply slipped away when the crush became too wearisome. He remembered that Anne had retired about mid-way through the dancing. Daav, her self-appointed cavalier, would have likely made his escape soon after.
The two dearest to him in someway accounted for, Er Thom closed his eyes, trying to ignore the roaring in his ears and considered what he could recall of the evening.
He had a vague notion that he had performed his hostly duties with competence, if not flair. Daav had attached himself to Anne, for which kindness his brother loved him all the more.
Luken had taken young Syntebra in to dinner, and danced with her several times. Duty had compelled Er Thom to claim the lady's hand for at least one dance, which he had done, and come away wondering how Luken could bear the chit hanging on his sleeve all evening.
But there, he thought, leaning his head back against the wall, Luken was a patient, good-hearted fellow. The child's apparent distress would be sufficient to assure her of his good offices.
Of the rest of the evening, he could recall nothing, save a feeling of bone-deep coldness, nausea, and the desire to break into tears at the most inopportune moments.
Ill, he thought, clawing his hair back from his face. I must be ill.
He'd been ill, once or twice, so long ago he could scarcely remember the occasions, much less the symptoms. He tried to recall when he had first felt poorly this evening—and gasped, coming up straight in the hallway.
Anne.
He'd been speaking with Anne. Anne who had not been her accustomed self for several days. Anne who had lied to him and who, reasonless, declined to wear his ring. Anne—
Gods, if Anne is ill—
He was on his way down the hall, half-running, shivering now with fear, lest she be lying in need and he unaware—
The door to the Smaller Salon opened. His mother came one step into the hallway and held up her hand.
"A word with you, sirrah. Now."
"Your pardon," he stammered, barely knowing what he said. "I must go to Anne immediately."
His mother's hand moved, flashing out with all her old speed, fingers locking around his wrist, crushing his lace, biting into his flesh.
"I think not," she said ominously.
For all her sudden strength, he could have easily broken the hold. But she was kin; she had borne him and given him aside, that he might be raised with Daav yos'Phelium, his beloved other self—and for that she was owed.
"Mother," he said gently, standing where she held him. "I have reason to believe the guest is ill."
"I see," she said, remotely polite. "A very grave affair, I agree. Mr. pak'Ora shall be dispatched to inquire into the guest's health. You will come with me."
For a heartbeat he thought he would not; thought he would break with clan entirely, rip away his arm and run abovestairs to his heart's own love.
But he felt the deep tremors in the hand that held him, saw the exhaustion in her face and the half-mad glitter in her eyes that said she kept her feet by will alone.
"Certainly," he murmured and they went together into the Smaller Salon, she leaning heavily on the arm of her supposed captive.
Er Thom seated her in a chair by the busy fire, then stood back, solemnly studying the table at her side.
Petrella's glittering eyes raked his face.
"Think I'm beyond keeping my word, do you?" she snapped and pulled the intercom to her.
The order to inquire into the state of the guest's health was given, brusquely, and the intercom shoved aside.
"Satisfied, A'thodelm?"
Er Thom bowed. "My thanks, mother."
She made no answer to this, but simply sat for a time, staring into his face, fingers gripping the arms of the chair.
"The Terran scholar looked uncommonly fine this evening," she said at last, and in milder tone than he had anticipated. "Eyla dea'Lorn's work, I think?"
Er Thom said nothing. In spite of the fire he was cold— cold. He felt certain his mother could see him shiver.
"And the jewels," she pursued, after a moment. "Who but Moonel would think a yellow diamond rope? Allow me to offer my compliments, A'thodelm: You do handsomely by your light-loves." She paused, eyes burning into his.
"You will now have the goodness to name the day in this relumma on which you shall wed Syntebra el'Kemin."
Er Thom inclined his head. "I shall not marry Syntebra el'Kemin," he said steadily. "Not in this relumma or in any other."
"Ah, so?" His mother lifted her eyebrows in polite interest, her voice dangerously mild. "Pray, why not?"
"For the first part, because the child is frightened of me."
"A condition," Petrella pointed out, still in that tone of menacing mildness, "you did very little to alleviate this evening. But I interrupt! If there is a first part, then a second must be at hand! Enlighten me, I beg."
His hands were ice; he felt sweat gathering along his hairline; his stomach was cramped and there was a roaring in his ears that overrode the crackling of the fire. Er Thom grit his teeth and bowed.
"Scholar Davis and I are agreed to become lifemates," he said, around a strangling tightness in his throat. "We go to seek the delm tomorrow."
Silence. Petrella was seen to close her eyes—and open them.
"I forbid it."
"You cannot," he answered.
"Ah, can I not?" She leaned forward, fingers clawed into the carven arms of the chair. "I remind you that I am Thodelm yos'Galan. It is I who decides issues of Line and I have decided that it is not necessary to take a Terran into yos'Galan. Why should we do so? We are Liaden!"
"We are Korval!" Er Thom's shout startled him as much as his mother. "There is strength in diversity, weakness in same-hood! You have read Cantra's logs—" He flung his hands out, showing her his empty palms.
"Mother, you have not even seen the child we made," he said, voice somewhat calmer. "Bright, bold-hearted and quick—as quick as any in the clan at his age—quicker than many! How is this ill-done? Why, the clan can use a dozen
such!"
"And may have them yet, should I decide to breed you thus often!" Petrella pushed to her feet, face nearly white in the fire glow.
"Mother—"
"Silence!" The Command Mode: Thodelm to Line Member. She pinned him with glare.
"You are forbidden," she stated, all in High Command. "You are forbidden from this moment forward to see, touch, speak to or think upon Anne Davis. She is not for you. You are commanded to name a day when you shall wed Syntebra el'Kemin. Now."
"Never!" he cried. "As for denying Anne, I shall not! We are lifemates, in all but word! Tomorrow morning, we shall be lifemates entirely! You cannot stop us from seeking the delm, you cannot—"
"I forbid this lifemating!" Petrella snarled. "Pursue it at your peril, A'thodelm, unless you wish make a way for yourself and your lifemate on the Lower Docks!"
Er Thom froze, jaw tight. He met his mother's eyes straightly.
"There is no need for a master trader to seek the Low Port," he said, and the inflection of his voice was nearer Terran than any proper mode. "And if you will have my license called in question, then I remind you there is yet no reason for a master pilot to go further than the Guild House in the Upper Port." He bowed.
"If you will have it so, ma'am, then you will. I wish—with all my heart—that it were otherwise. As it is not, I shall take myself and mine—"
"Enough!" The Command Mode: Delm to Clanmember. Er Thom bit off his sentence as Daav came, quick and silent, across the room.
"You!" He flung a hand out to Petrella, black eyes bright in a face that might have been carved of gold. "We bar none from the clan tonight! You!" The hand flashed to Er Thom, Korval's Ring snagging the firelight. "We drag none unwilling into the clan. Ever!"
Er Thom started, was stilled by a flare of black eyes. "The lady has told me—tonight!—that she would have none of you. She swore it, and I believe her. The game is done."
"No!" Er Thom shook off his delm's gaze. "I will see her, speak with her! There is something gone ill and she—"
"Silence!" Korval commanded and Er Thom gasped, staring into black, black eyes. In the fireplace, a stick broke noisily, releasing a rain of sparkles.
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