by J L Bryan
“Mr. Ruppert, Pastor John will see you now,” the woman at the desk said. She stood, checked her face in three angled mirrors mounted on her desk, then whipped her head to toss a heap of blond locks behind her shoulder.
She finally looked up at him. “You’re the guy from the news?”
“I am.”
She escorted him towards a recessed panel in the wall, which slid aside to reveal a long, narrow, mirror-lined hallway. They approached the double doors at the far end.
“What’s it like to be on GlobeNet?” she asked.
“Making the show is pretty much the same as watching it.”
“I’ve always wanted to be big onscreen.”
“Maybe you can have my job.”
She frowned at this. They reached the double doors, which folded inward to reveal Pastor John’s enormous office. The walls were all screens, depicting a lush rainforest.
The young woman stepped immediately to one side and curtsied towards Pastor John, who occupied a broad, hand-carved desk that looked as if it had been lifted from a medieval cathedral, dark wood engraved with hard-faced angels and leering gargoyles.
“Mr. Ruppert to see you, sir,” the woman said.
“Thank you, Alexa. Bring us a pot of tea and you can go home for the night.” Pastor John rose from his chair and shook Ruppert’s hand. “Good evening, Daniel. I hope you don’t mind sparing me a few minutes this evening.”
“Not at all, sir.” Ruppert was trembling. He’d never been so close to the man before, had really only seen him as a small figure in the distance and a gigantic face overhead. In person, Pastor John moved like an electric eel, fluid and effortless, the whole room thrumming with his energy. He did not make a sound as he returned to his high-backed chair.
“You may sit,” Pastor John said, and Ruppert took one of the row of hard wooden chairs facing the desk.
“Now,” Pastor John said. “I understand that you’re facing some difficulties.”
“I don’t think I’m any worse than anyone else, sir. Liam O’Shea is ambitious. He just wants to prove himself.”
“We are not going to bother discussing this Liam character’s concerns.” Pastor John’s halogen-blue eyes were magnetic, commanding Ruppert’s attention. “He’s been a member of this church for some time, and he is an employee in my Social Services division. I know as much as I require about him. What we are discussing today is your situation with Terror. Thank you, Alexa.”
The attractive receptionist leaned close to Pastor John, letting her breast brush his shoulder as she poured two cups of strong green tea. She set one in front of Ruppert, but he did not feel inclined to drink.
Pastor John remained silent until the receptionist had left and the door closed behind her. He took a painfully long time to lift his tea, wave the cup under his nose, sample a taste, nod his head, set it back on the desk. Then he looked at Ruppert, letting his eyes bore into Ruppert’s skull, as if perfectly aware of the unsettling effect he was inflicting.
“Now,” the Pastor said. “You have been chosen for a valuable assignment. You will serve your country and Our King in Heaven by carrying this out.”
“I’ll do my best, sir.”
“I am certain that you will.” Pastor John stared at him for another long moment. “However, in times of tribulation, it is often the case that we are tempted. The devil is everywhere, Daniel Ruppert, and he wears a multitude of forms. He can tempt you, he can lure you, he can whisper poison in your ears as you sleep. Do you understand?”
“Yes, sir.”
“I want to talk to you about the devil within, Daniel.” Pastor John tapped the side of his own head. “The devil that whispers. This devil can deceive you. He can draw great illusions over your eyes. Do you know how he deceives you?”
“With…temptation?”
“No, Daniel. That is a lesser devil, the devil of the belly and the loin. That devil is for simple men. You are not a simple man, Daniel. The devil in your mind, Daniel, deceives you with questions.” Pastor John leaned back from him. “That’s all. That is his most powerful instrument. He pours questions into your mind day by day, asking questions about your God, your faith, your beliefs. He makes faith itself seem weak. He tells you that the truth is a lie, that lies are the truth. When you walk in righteousness, he whispers that perhaps you are deceived, perhaps even this very church works deception against you. In reality, of course, he is the deceiver, and this church is the truth.
“I do not try to deceive anyone, Daniel. I lead them to walk in the only real truth, the only truth that matters, and that is the truth of Our King, for whose coming we must subdue and ready the world. I have tried to keep you on this path, Daniel. I have tried to keep you in the way that leads to salvation. Do you understand?”
“Yes, sir.”
“I pray that your faith is strong enough to guide you through all temptation. You will soon embark into a world of darkness, of lost souls and damnation. You must keep your faith strong within you during this time. You must pray, even if it is not safe to say your prayers aloud. And you must do as you have been told. You must not succumb to the devil within, but stand tall and act for your King. You must not falter. You must not stop to question. You must do the righteous thing.”
“Yes, sir.”
“You are on a road, Daniel. The road will lead you to life. But if you stumble, if you turn, if you walk the opposite way-that road, I promise, leads only to destruction. If you choose the road of destruction, even I cannot help you. Do you understand?”
“I understand, sir.”
“If you have any doubts, now is the time to share them with me. I’m here to counsel you through this and bring you to life everlasting.”
Ruppert thought it over. Of course he didn’t believe a word Pastor John said, and he wasn’t entirely clear how the church was so intertwined with the Department of Terror. He knew he would be of little use to Terror after he carried out their orders, but there were others in his life to think about.
“I’m worried what will happen to Madeline.”
“Madeline?”
“My wife. Once I do what you want, I won’t survive long. I understand that.”
“Nonsense.” A beaming smile broke out on Pastor John’s face. “You will be protected by Our King.”
“Okay,” Ruppert said. “But as you said, I’m going among dark forces, and I could physically suffer or die for it. Of course Terror would never hurt a patriotic citizen like me, but the enemies of the state that I contact might. I accept that. But I have an obligation to take care of Madeline-as the church teaches-and I won’t be able to provide for her if I’m gone.”
“Do you not have a life insurance policy?”
“If the insurance company can declare I died in questionable legal circumstances, they can deny the claim. I want to make sure. Madeline’s never done anything wrong. She lived by your rules. I’ve watched her break herself to pieces to fit into your rules. She hates me, but she’s my responsibility. I need assurance of her security. It will help me do my part.”
Pastor John reached across and squeezed Ruppert’s arm just above the elbow. “You have my promise as the pastor of this church and servant of Our King.”
“I’m going to need something more concrete than that.”
“You want money, then.” Pastor John pulled back, sighing. “That’s what this is about. You feel you should be paid for carrying out your duty to the King.”
“It’s only for my wife’s sake. I don’t think I’ll survive to enjoy it.”
Pastor John regarded him with cold eyes, his fingers steepled in front of his mouth. “How much?” he finally asked.
“Enough to pay off the mortgage and keep her comfortable.”
Pastor John remained silent for another long moment. “It troubles me that you would be so concerned with material issues when performing an act of a spiritual nature.”
“I saw pictures of your Beverly house in People magazine. It looks nice.�
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“Yes, I entertain often-”
“It mentioned you also had a place in Colorado, one in Florida, a yacht-”
“I gather your point, Daniel. Fine. I will personally arrange a transfer of funds in recognition of your concern for your wife. She will be cared for, provided you perform the task that has been assigned to you. However, if you try to take the money and run, as they say, you will find that you can go nowhere. The eyes of Our King are everywhere, and no man may buy or sell without His approval.”
“That’s from the Bible, right?”
“We are living in Biblical times, Daniel. The forces of darkness are loosed upon the Earth. For the sake of your soul-and for your wife’s-you must bring the light of the King forward into the wastelands, and carry out His will.”
Pastor John stood, and Ruppert hurried to his feet. The pastor shook his hand again, but this time with crushing force. Ruppert thought he could hear the bones of his fingers creaking under the pressure. Pastor John’s eyes seemed to have darkened.
“Our King is vengeful to those who transgress against him, Daniel, and His wrath is without end. Remember that.”
SEVENTEEN
Friday evening, Ruppert was in his office upstairs reading a bad murder-mystery novel when he heard a shattering crash from downstairs, followed by the sound of Madeline screaming. He’d been on edge, not believing he’d actually extorted money from Pastor John, though the man certainly had the resources. The money had magically appeared in the joint spending account he shared with Madeline-two million dollars. He had no doubt that it could disappear again just as easily, but he’d done the best he could for her.
Gathering his bathrobe around him as a pathetic form of armor, Ruppert hurried downstairs towards his wife’s shrieking voice. He did not own a gun, although he probably could have qualified for one, at least before his recent troubles with Terror.
He rushed down into the foyer, where Madeline hurled porcelain decorations from a side table at two unannounced guests. A broken lamp and two demolished vases lay on the floor near them.
“Out! Get out of my house, you whore!” Madeline screamed.
Ruppert recognized one of the two visitors-it was the sandy-haired Packers fan, though today he looked much more rough, with the tattered and stained shirt of a street person and a few days’ growth of beard. His Packers gear was gone. Ruppert did not recognize the young woman with him, apparently the target of Madeline’s wrath. Her skin had a dark caramel tone, which was enough to trigger anger or fear in Ruppert’s neighborhood. Suspicious blood, possibly tied to Neocommunist or Mercosur forces. She deftly blocked the flying porcelain objects with her forearm, which was fortunately clad in a leather sleeve.
“Benny,” she said, “What’s with the hostile wife?”
“I don’t know!” The Packers fan-whose name was Benny, apparently-noticed Ruppert and scowled. “You said she had church groups every Friday night.”
“She had them almost every night, but she hasn’t been going,” Ruppert said.
Madeline saw him on the stairs and her lips curled into a snarl behind the tangle of dark red hair smeared across her face. “You told her to come over, didn’t you?” Her hand scrabbled across the rosewood side table, but she was out of ammunition. She growled her frustration, then overturned the entire table.
Ruppert approached his wife. “Madeline, just calm down. I have to go somewhere with these people.”
“I know where you’re going and what you’re going to do!” Madeline struck out at him, trying to claw at his face with her fingernails. “They showed me. They had video!”
“We don’t have time for this.” The dark young woman raised what looked like a standard handheld remote control for the screen, but heavily modified, with strange buttons and loose, dangling wires along the sides. Ruppert was aware of beeping from the small screen next to his front door, but he was busy trying to fight off Madeline’s attack.
“Will you just listen, Madeline?” Ruppert said. “I have to go now. You’re going to be fine. There’s plenty of money in the bank-”
“I don’t want money,” she hissed. “I want my baby. I’m on a schedule, I’m on a schedule, and now you’re going to go spray it all over this…this Jezebel-whore!”
“Excuse me?” the woman asked. There was a rush of crackling static from the screen.
“Madeline, I don’t know her…Madeline, listen. I might not be able to come back. I want you to know I love-”
“Don’t come back!” Madeline jerked away from him, walked backwards towards the kitchen. “I don’t you want back, ever.”
“Madeline, that’s what I’m saying-”
She stomped into the kitchen, letting out another frustrated scream.
“We have to get moving,” the Packers fan said.
“I’m just trying to explain-” Ruppert noticed his screen. Numbers and symbols raced across it, too fast for his eye to read. The woman with the remote control inserted a circular plastic plug into the data jack beside the screen, the place where Ruppert would plug in his camera to upload video. A sticker showing a jaguar was plastered onto the plug. The screen began to sputter and flash, then turned black. “What the hell are you doing?”
“A carnovirus," she said. "It's washing your house. I don’t want any records of my face. If Terror tries to dig around, they’ll just get an ugly infection.” She removed and pocketed the carnovirus plug. "Let’s go.”
“I just have to tell Madeline-”
“There isn’t time,” the Packers fan said. “Where’s your suitcase?”
Ruppert looked between them, then heard the crash of appliances breaking in the kitchen. “One second.”
After he returned with the case, the two ushered him out of the house.
“Drop your wallet,” the woman told him. “Leave everything here but cash.”
“Who is she?” Ruppert asked the young man.
“Lucia,” the Packers fan said. “She runs extractions. You should do what she says. They can track you through your wallet.”
Ruppert emptied out the cash compartment of his wallet, reached out to lay the wallet unit on his front steps, then hesitated. Without his wallet, he couldn’t prove his identity, couldn’t access his accounts, couldn’t reach anyone on his contact list. He would be completely at the mercy of the two strangers who were taking him from his home. Beyond that, he was supposed to use the "weather" icon on his wallet screen to contact Terror. Leaving it meant breaking his bargain.
“Look,” the Packers fan said. “There’s no point in keeping it. It’s no use to you anymore.”
“Would you hurry him up?” Lucia snapped. “The police will already know his house has gone funky.”
“Sorry.” Ruppert held his wallet a moment longer, then tossed it up to the top step. His knees felt a little weak.
A patched, rusty station wagon idled in his front driveway. Ruppert couldn’t help wondering how much the neighborhood association would fine him for keeping a car like that in front of his house. The neighbors must have noticed by now. Likely one or another of them would call the police on suspicion.
The Packers fan opened a rear door of the station wagon and lifted out a puffy, hooded coat that reminded Ruppert of a life preserver.
“Put it on,” the Packers fan said.
“Why?”
“You might have a tracker implant, too,” Lucia said. “This blocks the signal until we can check.”
“I don’t think I have a…" Ruppert stopped and considered how much time he’d lost while captured by Terror, the blacked out time he couldn't remember. They might have done anything to him. He slid the coat over his shoulders, buckled it, drew the hood in around his face.
“Good luck,” the Packers fan said. “Thanks, Lucia.” He climbed into the driver’s seat of the old station wagon.
“We’re not going with him?” Ruppert asked.
“We take your car. It’s got hard resale value, even if we have to chop-shop it. I�
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Inside the car, she drew a small toolkit from her pocket and used a small flathead screwdriver to pry open his uplink console.
“I disabled that,” he said. He felt odd-he couldn’t remember ever sitting in the passenger seat before. “I disconnected the fuse.”
“Not good enough.” Lucia dug the screwdriver in underneath a circuit panel, then cracked it loose. She lifted it free and threw it out the window onto Ruppert’s lawn. “They install backup batteries now. You have to get rid of the whole thing.”
Lucia stepped on the accelerator, and the Bluehawk launched backwards, crashing through the low cactus hedge banking his driveway. They flew out into the street, and Lucia spun the steering wheel and stomped the brake. The car screeched to a stop just before hitting his neighbor’s mailbox. The stink of roasted rubber poured in through the air conditioner vents.
“This is a nice car,” she said. "Good pick-up."
“Okay…where are we going?”
“The desert.”
As they hurtled towards the neighborhood exit, Ruppert looked back at his retreating house, wondering if he would see it again.
As they drove east into the Mojave desert, the layers of smog gradually peeled away overhead, and Ruppert was stunned at the sight of the great vault of the sky overhead glittering with billions of stars. He had spent so much of his life surrounded by concrete, walls, and security fences that the sky had become a meaningless detail, just a dark brown smudge you might happen to notice high overhead if you happened to look up when you happened to be outside. Here the sky arced from horizon to horizon-and he realized the horizon itself was the truly unfamiliar sight, land reaching out into the night further than he eyes could follow.