by Emme Rollins
Tommy nodded enthusiastically, "Yeah, man. No problem. Come on, Melissa. You want a new drink first?"
Melissa and Tommy headed toward the bar. Alex leaned in to me. "Tommy told me that he thought your friend was hot."
I smiled. "She is hot."
Alex's eyes flicked over me. My body heated as he gave me a slow perusal. His eyes burned with intensity as he took a drag of his beer, watching me.
Just when I thought my panties would ignite in flames from his smoldering gaze, we were interrupted. A cute girl, her long blonde hair pulled back with a clip, sauntered up to Alex.
"Hi Alex." My stomach churned as I saw her hand slip around his waist and into the back pocket of his jeans. She clung to Alex in a proprietary manner. My shock immediately turned to despair. He has a girlfriend. So much for my insane fantasies.
Alex's jaw tensed as he turned to the blonde. "Hey, Cassie. This is my friend, Lena."
We exchanged greetings, but I could see the contempt she felt for me burning in her eyes. Something that I'm not proud to admit, but there is nothing more than catty girl behavior that gets me angrier. And when I'm angry and drinking, a different Lena can burst out of nowhere. I think that's when I decided to make Alex's bitchy girlfriend sweat a little.
Alex looked slightly annoyed that Cassie was hanging onto his right side. I leaned in toward his other side, fully aware of the perfect view that Alex, and probably Cassie too, had of the tops of my breasts spilling out of my tank top.
I pressed my chest against him slightly as I brought my mouth close to his ear. "Alex, it looks like you got some new tattoos since college. I'd love for you to show me sometime." I kept my voice lower so Cassie wouldn't hear, but realized it came out rather breathy and sultry sounding.
Alex's arm snaked out and grabbed me by the waist. He pulled me against his full hard length. I forgot about my silly game with Cassie. I forgot everything. Except for the quiver of awareness that coursed through my body.
Our eyes locked. My insides were fighting to remain calm. My eyes flicked to his lips. I flashed back ten years.
We were just kids, really. His fraternity was hosting a party that night. The local band was jamming in the background and kids were packed together like sardines in the small, sweaty room. I was with my girlfriends. We had been dancing and drinking and flirting with the guys all night.
I hadn't noticed Alex standing against the wall right away. I waved him over and when he didn't come, I went over to him.
"Come on, Alex. Let's dance."
We were always laughing or joking together, so when he didn't answer, I was worried. "Is something wrong?"
He shook his head. Then he pulled me into his arms. I put my arms around his waist to hug him close to me. I looked up at him, smiling. I was so happy he showed up. I hadn't seen him all night and I missed him.
And suddenly he was kissing me. Passionately. And I kissed him back. Yeah, he had a girlfriend, but he had started it. And I was free at the moment. And it felt so right.
I felt myself giving in to my feelings. My head was spinning with emotion. My hands were beginning to slide up his back while my body pressed into him. I wanted him. I wanted my best friend with an intensity so powerful it scared me.
I tried to ignore the tugging at my arm. But it was persistent. I dragged my lips away from Alex and turned to my friend, Beth. "What?"
She giggled. "Come on, Lena. We're all heading to Phi Kap now. Are you coming?"
I glanced at Alex, so unsure. He didn't say anything. And I was so young and inexperienced in a way. Not a virgin, but just inexperienced in life. I had almost given in to my burning desire. Having sex with Alex would be a big deal. Could I handle it?
I let Beth pull me away from Alex. I can still remember the look in his eyes.
Shaking off my memories, I watched as Alex's mouth slowly descended onto my own.
The kiss was explosive. It left me dizzy and clinging to Alex with a desperation born of years of longing. Our contact seemed to set off sparks of energy that buzzed through my body. Butterflies danced in my stomach as a knot of throbbing need assaulted my pussy.
His tongue entwined with mine as the passionate kiss grew deeper. I pressed into his body, my need growing urgent. I felt his hand slide over my ass and press me intimately into the hard cock I felt beneath his jeans.
My hand was slipping under the bottom of his shirt when he groaned and pulled his lips away. "Jesus, Lena."
I was still in his arms, panting heavily, trying to regain my composure. I had matured a lot since I had last seen Alex. I had dated, and certainly kissed, many men. Some I loved, some I lusted after, and some were just nice to be with. But none of them had ever kissed me like Alex just did. I had never felt such a deep connection or such a kiss that electrified my very soul - or one that had my pussy aching with overwhelming desire. His effect on me was devastating.
I tried to pull back out of his arms; I needed some space before I did something embarrassing. Alex kept his hands circled around the small of my back, wedging me between his legs.
His eyes looked guarded. "Don't run away from me, Lena."
I relaxed against him. I wasn't trying to run, just trying to regain my sanity. "What happened to your girlfriend?"
Alex looked confused for a moment. "She's not my girlfriend. She's just a girl that hangs around the band a lot."
My eyes narrowed. "And one that you have sex with."
A pained look flashed across his face. He didn't say anything, confirming my suspicions. I hadn't meant to hurt him. I'm not even sure why I felt such a concentrated flare of jealousy, of course he's had sex with women.
Regretting my outburst, I shook my head. "I'm sorry. That was weird."
The shadow that had passed across Alex's face lifted. He flashed me that sexy smile I loved and said, "I missed you."
Chapter Three
The after party continued well past 2 AM. I stuck by Alex's side all night, but we hung out with the other band members, too. Tommy was the fun party guy, always making everyone laugh, including Melissa, who was increasingly getting drunker and clinging more and more to him. Not that it looked like he minded. Nick had disappeared hours ago, probably with one of the girls that was constantly hanging around him.
The lead singer, Tyler, surprised me the most. My first impression of him was that he was a conceited and aloof prick; that the rock star fame had gone straight to his head, creating an over-sized ego in that gorgeous body. He turned out to be surprisingly friendly and I could tell that he and Alex were also pretty tight. Tyler's sunglasses had come off sometime in the last few hours, making him seem more approachable and less god-like.
When it was Alex's turn to make a beer run, Tyler approached me draping his arm casually around my shoulders. "So, Lena. You plan on sticking around for awhile?"
Laughing, I answered. "Well, I can't go anywhere without Melissa. She's got the keys, and she sure can't drive in her condition. Where is she, anyway?"
I looked around the still crowded bar. I hadn't seen Melissa or Tommy for at least an hour.
Tyler took a swig of beer. "I don't mean tonight. I mean hang out with the band for a bit. We're playing Jones Beach on Monday. So we'll be in this area for a few days."
Was Tyler hitting on me? I was so tipsy I wasn't really sure. "Hang out? I don't know if Alex would want me to hang around…"
Tyler raised his eyebrows, "I'm sure he wouldn't mind."
Alex came back with the beers and passed them around. Tyler scooted away when Alex returned to my side. "Was Tyler behaving?"
Grabbing Alex's beer, I took a swig. I had stopped drinking earlier trying to sober up for the drive home. "Yeah, he was fine."
I wasn't sure what Tyler was up to, but I didn't care. My time remaining with Alex was winding down and I wanted to enjoy every last minute. But he was going to be in the area for a couple of days. A tiny seed of hope began to take form.
"Alex, have you seen Melissa or Tommy around?"
I was beginning to worry. Melissa was blowing off my text messages and phone calls. If she was hooking up with Tommy and was drunk enough, she'd probably forget all about me. And she had the damn car keys.
Alex put his arm around me. "I think they're long gone, Lena."
"We've got to find them. How am I going to get home if I can't find her?" It was a good thing I wasn't fully sober or I would have been angry.
A bunch of Alex's friends stopped by to say good-bye before leaving. When they left, Alex checked his watch. "It's almost three in the morning. You think I'm going to let you drive all the way home now, after you've been drinking all night? No way, Lena. C'mon. I'll find us a ride back to the hotel. You can stay with me tonight."
I'm not sure I ever wanted anything more in my life. But for less platonic reasons than he was probably offering. "Are you sure?"
Alex gently tugged at a strand of curls hanging past my shoulder. Jokingly, he answered, "Don't worry. I won't take advantage of you. Unless you want me to."
Oh, yes. Please.
***
Someone who worked with the band drove us to the hotel. The trip was strangely surreal. We hardly spoke. Alex talked with the guy about the band's earlier performance and I worked myself into a frenzy wondering what was happening.
What I knew for sure was that the night's outcome lay in my hands. Alex would never push himself on me. He would follow my cues. If I gave off a 'no sex' vibe, he'd be a gentleman. If I climbed all over him like a horny slut, I'm sure he would oblige. And there was no questioning what I really wanted from him.
So why was this epic battle going on inside my head? Because, I wanted to know if it would be 'just sex to have sex' or sex because 'I really want to have sex with you because you are special to me and not just conveniently available and slightly drunk right now'. What? My drunken mind sounded stupid even to myself. Why did I always overthink everything?
Finally, we reached the hotel. With every step we took closer to his room, I got more nervous. I leaned against the wall as we rode the elevator up. Alex looked at me and laughed, "You look like you're walking off to your execution."
I swallowed. "I guess I'm just kind of nervous."
Alex reached for my hand. "Hey, it's me. I wouldn't hurt you."
He was right. And damn the consequences. I'd deal with all that stuff in the morning. Now, it was time to make my recent naughty fantasies come true.
The elevator door swung open and we stepped into the hall together.
In college, I used to jump up on Alex's back and he would obligingly give me piggyback rides. We'd usually end up collapsed together in a pile on the warm grass on the campus quad. When Alex stopped to dig the room card out of his pocket, I got an irresistible urge.
I took the opportunity to swing up onto his back. Alex half caught my legs and started running down the hall with me wildly bouncing on his back. My shrieks must have woken up some hotel guests, but I didn't care.
As I balanced precariously on his back, he swiped the key card through the door slot. He stumbled with me barely hanging on into the room. He dumped me onto the bed and then collapsed besides me. My laughter faded as the tension in the air sizzled. This was it. Make your move Lena.
As usual, I hesitated a moment too long. Alex shot up from the bed. "Toss me a pillow. I'll sleep on the floor."
"What? No. That's not necessary." How the hell was I fucking this up?
Alex grabbed a pillow himself. "Don't worry about me. I'm used to sleeping on floors. Less than a year ago we didn't even have a tour bus. We slept in the van, on stranger's floors, anywhere we could find. A hotel floor is luxurious in comparison."
I sat up and watched him first strip off his shirt and then his jeans. He stood in his boxer shorts, his gorgeous body gleaming in the moonlight shining in from the window. He pulled a small folded blanket off the foot of the bed and spread it on the floor. My mind was screaming in protest when he settled down on the blanket.
My mouth hung open in shock. Did he really think he was going to blow me off so easily? I sat silently stewing for a few seconds. Determined, I peeled off my tank top and bra. I shimmied out of my tight denim skirt and tossed it to the ground. I was left standing in my lacy black panties. Now what?
I walked over to where he lay on the ground. His back was facing towards me so I lay next to him on the small patch of blanket that was left. I snuggled up as close as I could get to him, pressing my body against his entire length. Nothing. Was he passed out already?
My fingertips ran over his back, tracing the tattoo on his shoulder. My hand slid down his muscled biceps and across to his lean stomach before slipping inside his boxers. Guess he's not asleep. I heard his sharp intake of breath when my hand encircled his hard cock.
He rolled onto his back. "Lena, are you sure?"
I didn't answer. I sat up and slipped his boxers down his hips and off his legs. I climbed between his knees and lowered my mouth to his thick cock. His groan only served to fuel my desire. I kissed the tip of his cock lustfully before sliding his shaft as far into my mouth as I could.
I was only getting started when Alex stopped me. "Oh God, Lena. That feels so good. But you've gotta stop. I'm not gonna last…"
Part of me wanted to keep going - to make him explode. But I wanted to feel him inside me more. I gave him one last suck before I climbed up his body, lying on top of him, crushing my chest to his own.
I looked into his beautiful face. I wanted to memorize every last detail. His hair was tousled and his eyes were filled with lust. "I've been waiting ten years, Alex. Are you going to make me wait any longer?"
Somehow he flipped our positions, so that he was now on top of me. I felt the weight of his warm body on me and the press of his cock into my belly, just like in my dream. I closed my eyes as his lips crashed against mine, demanding and sure.
He pulled up. "Let's get on the bed."
I protested, looping my arms around his neck, trying to pull him back to me. "No, don't stop."
Alex slipped his arms around my body and lifted me in one swift motion. "Believe me, when I'm through with you, you're going to be glad we were on the bed."
Not expecting it, I shrieked when he tossed me roughly against the pillows. I watched with wide eyes as he climbed onto the foot of the bed. His hand snaked out and grabbed my ankle.
Alex growled. "Get over here." He dragged me by the foot across the bed closer to him.
I laughed at his playful behavior. Had I ever laughed during sex before? I didn't think so, but didn't have much time to contemplate it. Alex had started running small kisses up my leg, leaving my laughter far behind and leaving me panting with anticipation.
His fingers hooked under the waistband of my panties as he continued kissing up my inner thigh. I squirmed with pleasure, as he got closer to my most intimate spot. When his lips reached the top of my inner thigh and sucked softly at my tender skin, I moaned in agony. I was burning with wicked need.
Alex sat up between my legs, devouring my body with his eyes. "God, you're so beautiful, Lena."
His fingers slowly worked my panties over my hips and down my legs. I lay silently, throbbing with desire, as his hunger-filled eyes raked over me.
"Do you want me to kiss you, Lena?"
I squirmed under his intense gaze. "Yes." It came out a soft whisper.
Alex put his hands on my thighs and spread my legs wider. It felt like an eternity until his mouth found my pulsing center. The pleasure he brought me was indescribable. His tongue tortured my sensitive clit mercilessly, circling and flicking and teasing it endlessly. I began to moan when his tongue wandered closer to my juicy hole leaving me on the edge of pure bliss. My hips lifted and pressed against his face; I was frantic with unquenchable need.
The pressure was so concentrated I thought I would burst at any moment. When I felt a finger slide into my slippery slit and slip deep into me, I felt the momentum of my climax build to the brink of ecstasy.
I writhed on the
bed and called out his name as Alex's tongue brought me to an earthshattering release. My head thrashed against the pillows as my inner muscles contracted around Alex's finger. When my spasms slowed, Alex removed his finger, but replaced it, as his tongue plunged deep inside, licking the creamy juices of my orgasm.
"Alex!" I gasped his name as new waves of pleasure washed over me. My hips bucked against his mouth, pressing him hard against my shuddering pussy.
When I thought I could take no more, Alex pulled his mouth away. He stared at me with piercing eyes. "Tell me what you want, Lena."
I want you, Alex. All of you. Only you.
I reached for him. "I want you, Alex."
Alex covered my mouth with his own. I could taste myself on his lips and on his tongue. We kissed with a hungered passion as Alex thrust into me for the first time. I moaned into his mouth as the sweet jolt of unparalleled bliss coursed through me.
I had never had sex while kissing before. The experience was so overwhelmingly sensual; I thought I might drown in the erotic sensations. My head was dizzy with overpowering emotions and feelings.
Alex was pumping into my slippery sex faster and faster, just as his tongue plundered my mouth with expertise. I was hurtling toward another orgasm. I felt almost panicky as the feverish pressure built so quickly. I knew I would burst at any moment in glorious rapture.
My lips pulled free of his as my legs squeezed tightly around his waist. I began to cry out as I reached a mind-blowing climax. Alex continued to plunge his cock deep into me, almost robbing me of all sanity, until one final thrust. His body grew rigid as he spilled his hot seed inside. Alex watched my face as my inner muscles clenched frantically against his spurting cock.
As we came down from our euphoric joining, I pulled him against me, keeping my legs wrapped tightly around him. Neither of us spoke for several moments. Finally, he kissed my forehead and rolled off of me, next to my side.
Alex's fingers slowly stroked my arm. "Lena, are you okay?"
My eyelids were growing heavy. "Yeah, I'm okay. That was just perfect."