by John L. Hart
“Two hundred and fifty milligrams. He gets it b.i.d.”
“My god,” Israel blurted, disbelief overtaking his horror of the whole scene. “Two-fifty twice a day? That is a ton. He shouldn’t even be conscious.”
“But as you can see, it is not even touching him,” responded Thibeaux. “More Margie, up it stat to three hundred fifty q.i.d. The hallucinations are driving his agitation towards burning him up in his own skin.”
As Margie saw to the injection, Thibeaux continued to soothe Waters in a lullaby voice until the drugs kicked in, mercifully quick, then promptly ushered the group “right this way” as if they were being led to a cotillion ball rather than another hospital bed, fully occupied, eerily silent.
“We have here Lieutenant Bill Wilson. Just brought in two days ago from Pleiku.” Solicitously, “How are you, Lieutenant?”
Wilson stared up at the ceiling, unblinking, his eyes fixed on something no one else could see.
Clap, clap! The sharp strike of Thibeaux’ palms next to Wilson’s ear produced nothing, not even a flinch. Next Thibeaux shouted, “Look out!”
Israel ducked, covering his head with the hands he struggled to get under control.
Someone softly touched his shoulder. “It’s okay.” Gregg’s voice.
Israel forced his hands from his head and behind his back, the substance of jelly. Then Margie caught his gaze. She was looking at him with a kind of knowing look. Even if he couldn’t force more than a grimace in response to her little smile, Israel was grateful. Thank god, he thought, there is someone else here as scared as me.
“Observe.” Thibeaux gently lifted Wilson’s arm high into the air, released. It stayed there, a mannequin pose.
“As you can see, Lieutenant Wilson exhibits classic catatonic features. The waxy flexibility of his limbs and the nonresponsiveness to sensory stimulation confirms this diagnosis. Lieutenant Wilson was found in the field, sitting there, just like this. He has yet to speak. Every man around him in the field had been killed. Clearly, they are not speaking either regarding what happened to instigate this extraordinary condition.”
“Wilson is our newest arrival and will likely be sent out within a week, Dr. Moskowitz,” explained Colonel Kohn. “We have only seven days or less with the patients. If they are admitted here, they are almost always acute and severe and if we do not think that we can get them back to duty within seven days then they are sent out to Japan.”
Thibeaux lowered Wilson’s arm, touched him warmly on his shoulder, a sincere “thank you, Bill,” and he moved on to the next bed where another poor soul, in full leather restraints on his wrists and ankles, slept heavily. His face was calm, at peace, and Israel could see that he was just a big boy.
“Corporal Kim Sellers,” Margie announced, handing Thibeaux another metal clad chart.
“Corporal Sellers is completely restrained and heavily sedated with good cause,” Thibeaux continued, as though lectures in catatonia and demonstration lessons of deep compassion were just a typical day’s work. “This man is extremely agitated. He is paranoid and he is violent. We have dangerous jobs here, Dr. Moskowitz. The KO down in Saigon lost their psychiatrist, a social worker and a specialist six months ago. They weren’t the first and they won’t be the last.”
“Lost?” Israel noticed the group was very quiet. “How were they lost?”
“They were killed by a patient. And unless we want to risk the same fate, we must all be most careful with our Corporal here. He is quite dangerous to himself—and to you. And you … and you.” Thibeaux’ finger pointing down the line ended with Israel, before Thibeaux jabbed the air a good distance from the unconscious Sellers, as if he didn’t trust the corporal’s teeth from taking a body part while the rest of him slept. “Watch him. We will keep him heavily sedated, but do not turn your backs to him if you get him up to the toilet or you are feeding him or bathing him. The medication will slow him but he is a tied up tiger. And he will not hesitate to take you down.”
Israel willed himself to detach again, but he couldn’t. His head was buzzing and his stomach churned bile, produced by the dawning realization that he was in a war zone where the patients were murdering their doctors. This was worse than anything in a horror movie. He was trapped in a ghastly prison sentence and had a year of his life to spend in this kind of special hell. Why, why, hadn’t he followed in his father’s footsteps and gone to law school instead?
“Good work, Robert David.” Colonel Kohn congratulated Thibeaux with a salute. “Okay folks, that’s it. Clinic people, move out.” Then, privately, “Dr. Moskowitz, as you can see we keep some formality in rounds, trying of course to remember we are doctors here in this place.”
Israel swallowed. His throat was sandpaper. He felt numb all over, except his fingers, toes were tingling. He didn’t trust his voice but he had to say something. “Yes, sir. Where—where is the clinic again?”
The Colonel came in closer, put a steadying hand on his shoulder. “Take it easy, Izzy,” he said quietly. “It’s your first day. Don’t worry, we will get you through this.”
For the second time today someone had called him Izzy. It took Israel back to more innocent times. It took him back to Morrie who would roar at the irony of his best pal getting saddled with a dorky nickname he’d ditched at the onset of pubescent acne when Iz ze da pits or what? threatened to stick like gum to a shoe.
What Morrie got stuck with was worse. Much worse. He would trade in his wheelchair for combat boots and jungle fatigues in a heartbeat. And because Israel needed to find some dark humor in something, do a little more penance for the accident no one had ever blamed him for but himself, “Izzy” managed a nod.
“That’s it,” said Kohn, sounding like a proud coach whose best player hadn’t let a little rough sacking take him out of the game. He even threw in a back slap as he called, “Hey, Gregg, would you be so kind as to take Izzy and Dr. Mikel for the usual introductions at headquarters with The Emperor, then show them the ropes at the clinic?”
“My pleasure, sir,” Gregg called back and promptly steered his charges out of the air conditioned unit and into the sweltering heat.
The effect was immediate and intense. Izzy felt like he’d slammed into an invisible forest fire while the humidity simultaneously plunged him under boiling water. He struggled to breathe. Sweat moved down his back and his thighs.
“It’s hot,” he gasped, and felt so damn stupid. You’re in a war. If you aren’t careful, the patients are going to kill you, and here you are whining about the weather?
“Oh yeah, it’s hot at first, but then…” Gregg gave him a sympathetic look, “...it can get even worse if you’re not careful. You’re not wearing underwear are you?”
“Uh. . .”
“Because you can get a bad rash if you do.”
“Yeah, crotch rot is bad,” agreed Mikel, who must not be human because he was not sweating, panting, or showing any signs of physical distress. “Guys bleed down there if it gets bad and if they get infected, it’s worse than bad. You hanging in there, Izzy?”
“Yeah, yeah. Fine, fine,” he lied, knowing if this cool cat Mikel in his aviator shades was showing concern, he must look like road kill. Izzy half expected to see buzzards circling overhead while they continued to traipse across the metal tracks that covered the sand and mud stretching to the headquarters it was taking them forever to reach.
The many different buildings serving various hospital functions that Gregg pointed out en route had a temporary yet somehow established feel—like the Red Cross building that looked a bit like a tropical lounge with a bunch of soldiers hanging around on a thatched roof porch where a stunning brunette suddenly emerged.
Spying Gregg, she gave a whistle and waved.
“Hey, Nikki!” Gregg stopped in mid-step and motioned her over. “Got a couple of new docs in town for you to meet.”
As
the prettier than pretty Red Cross girl in a dress bounded their way, every eyeball still on the porch ate up her tracks. With a dazzling smile spiked with a twang, Nikki said, “Well, welcome to Vietnam, Doctors. Come on over and get some cold lemonade. Make a phone call while you’re at it.”
“That’s a very kind offer,” responded Mikel. “But Gregg’s taking us to headquarters.”
“Yeah, thanks a lot, Nikki,” Gregg agreed before Izzy could protest, “but I promised Colonel Kohn I’d get them introduced to Colonel Kellogg, then out to the Camp McDermott clinic. Maybe later?”
“You just come when you can, Gregg, and I’ll make y’all some fresh lemonade. And remember, I’ve got the phone if you want to call home. Even if it’s not Wednesday.” A wink and Nikki was gone.
Gregg and Mikel were already several paces ahead when Gregg stopped and pointed to the space between them. “Hey, Iz, if you want to know all there is to know about Nikki, ya gotta come and get it.”
Izzy caught up in the hope there might be some cold air at headquarters to compensate for the phone call he was dying to make to his fiancé. The letters Rachel had sent to officer’s training were already falling apart from his constant folding and unfolding to read and re-read what he had already committed to memory.
“Nikki is Margie’s roommate.” Gregg’s voice had some kind of soothing magic to it, like they were chumming around the water cooler for some hospital gossip. “Nikki is a really fine woman—they both are—but while Margie’s available, Nikki has something going with a strange one that was fortunately elsewhere this morning. Peck, you’ll meet him soon enough. He’s the other psychiatrist besides Robert David.”
“What makes Peck so strange?” Mikel sounded curious. Izzy didn’t care if this Peck ate lab rats for breakfast as long as he could get his hands on that phone and chug a gallon of the lemonade Nikki had offered.
“Well … I don’t like to badmouth anyone, but let’s just say he’s a real piece of work. One day he’s Mr. Nice Guy, the next he’s filing a report because some captain passed him on the highway. Oops. Guess I did cut that one a little close. He left some candy out on the table at our quarters, and then got all pissed off because Robert David ate a piece while he was gone. Petty things like that, plus some other stuff you’ll hear about that gets a little disturbing. Peck has a room at the villa, doesn’t use it much, which suits the rest of us fine.” Gregg shrugged. “You can draw your own conclusions when you meet him, but beats me what Nikki sees in the man. Especially, because she’s a ‘Dolly.’”
“A what?”
“He means a Red Cross Dolly,” Mikel explained. “They got the nickname Donut Dollies because of all the donuts they gave out to the troops in World War II.”
“Donuts sound good.” Izzy wondered if he could keep one down if Nikki offered one along with the lemonade. How he had loved the donuts that were always around the hospital break room. A little too much perhaps, though no one would guess it now. He had already dropped twenty pounds and was on track to lose another five in water weight before they made it to the stupid headquarters.
“They do a lot of other work to support our men. Like having a shoulder to spare when ‘Dear Johns’ get delivered, and that’s a huge help for sure with morale,” Gregg said. “Except for the nurses, the Dollies are the only round eyes around here.”
“Round eyes?”
“The women who aren’t Asian.” Mikel again.
“She, uh…she said something about a call?”
“Sure, let’s come back after lunch. It is Big Wednesday, phone call day.” Gregg thumbed back at the line of soldiers on the porch that was now behind them. “You can call home, back to the world. It’s a big deal.”
Home. Izzy nodded, unable to get another word past the lump in his throat. Calling home would be a very big deal right now, bigger than any deal he could think of. Because he felt like an eight year old sent off to camp—
A camp so far away it was no longer considered to be in the world.
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