She's really something. Aidan thinks what they have is special. Aidan felt happy being with her.. But he's afraid about what the future hold for them.
Aidan couldn't take another rejection. He doesn't want to feel alone and left out again. Although he thinks his connection with Phoebe is magnificent, he also thinks their relationship will be hard.
The way Aidan sees it, Phoebe is a career woman. She values her career, and is even aiming for greater projects in the future. On the other hand, Aidan is very notable and successful. As a matter of fact, he has been the very foundation of his company ever since. He knows he couldn't sacrifice his life and neither does Phoebe.
What makes it even harder is that Aidan has children. All of them are based in New York so he really couldn't imagine leaving the three of them just to be with a woman who is based in Paris.
It's going to be a hard battle. He just knows because he calculated everything. But what are you gonna do? He's falling for her, and he can't stop it anymore. I believe he can't resist anymore knowing Phoebe already feels the same.
The feeling is just too strong. It may not be a perfect love, but Aidan is very sure it is a pure love.. A pure love that is hard to tame and hard to find.
He sat there at a bench of their usual meeting place. He devours a nice pizza and a soda in his side, waiting for Phoebe to arrive. When he spotted Phoebe walking in his direction, he immediately gave her a wide smile. She's wearing a pink sweater with a white skinny pants.. And boy, she's rockin' it.
"Hey there. How are you?", he greeted her followed by a kiss in the cheek.
"Great. I just finished my rehearsal. What's that?", she asked her.
"Oh, pizza. I ordered a few slices in case you're hungry. I even bought us a soda. We can sit here for the mean time. I like the view from this spot.", he lingered.
"Okay. Well, this is great.", she said giving the pizza a big bite. They sat in the bench where people walked by enduring the perfect view.
"Have you been here before?", Aidan asked.
"Yeah. Several times. I mean, this is my home.", Phoebe told him.
"Have you been here with a guy?", Aidan asked giving her a really cute curious face. Phoebe chuckled for about 5 seconds.
"No. What kind of question is that?", she giggled.
"I'm just kidding. So, tell me, how was your day?", Aidan asked again.
"Oh, pretty hectic. I am dead tired.", in their language, this means her career is doing well.
"That's great. it's nice to know they want you.. Innit?", Aidan said.
"Of course. How about your children? Where are they? You haven't introduced me to them yet.", Phoebe dropped a huge topic.
"I thought you said you wanted to take things slow?", Aidan's defense. He is such a guy.
"Yeah, but I didn't say I never want to meet them.", Phoebe told him. This has been bugging her for days now.
"To make you feel better, my son heard about you. The girls not yet. I don't like when they both get excited and all that. Girl thing.", Aidan smirked.
"So.. We're really doing this? Officially?", Phoebe's question to him. She is dying to know his answer.
"Yes. Officially.", Aidan responded, "I mean, if that's what you want. I just have one big question. It's been killing me for about what.. 2 to 3 days already? How do you plan this whole thing with me?", Aidan asked.
"What do you mean?", Phoebe really knows what he means. She just needs time to think more about her answer.
"I mean, this whole official thing going on between us. How do you plan to do this? Me in New York, you here in Paris? How?", Aidan gave him a serious look.
"If you want me to tell you I'd leave here for you.. I don't think I can say that, Aidan.", Phoebe's honest reply.
"I see. And believe me, I understand where you're coming from. You worked really hard to be in this position. And it's very unfair for me to ask that. The thing is, I also couldn't say that I would leave New York for this.", Aidan's respond, "So, again Phoebe, how do you plan to do this?", he asked one more time.
"I don't know, Aidan. But I want to try.", Phoebe told him. In the movies, this is the time where the leading man will say he loves her. Why can't he say that?
"That's quite an answer.", Aidan said taking a big gulp in his soda.
"Why can't you say it?", finally Phoebe spit the words.
"Phoebe…"
"No. I want to know. Why can't you say it to me?", Phoebe said in a hurtful tone.
"We're both not ready.", he told her.
"You know this is not turning useful.", Phoebe got annoyed by Aidan's replies.
"Hey.. Hey.. How about we both enjoy the rest of my stay here. And then, I let you meet my children.. And then we go out again.. And then, we see where this goes. Sounds fair to you?", Aidan told her, leaned on her to give her a kiss.
"Okay. But I'm gonna miss you when you leave me.. officially.", Phoebe's sad statement.
"Don't worry, I will be there whenever you need me.. officially.", that was all he can say to make her feel assured. And you know, it was enough… and it was all she needed to hear.
Aidan went with Phoebe to spend the night. They headed to Phoebe's apartment which was just at the corner of the street. When they reached the apartment, Aidan couldn't take it anymore.
Phoebe was just so attractive that he felt tormented desires internally. He tried kissing his nape, and gave her a hug from the back. Phoebe slowly caressed his head as if she was enjoying Aidan's affection to her.
Her back is so soft that Aidan felt so much urge in him. He started kissing her neck and pulled her closer to his body. His hands roamed her thigh, up to her waist, and to her breast. When she knew she couldn't take it anymore, she turned around to kiss him.
She felt weaker and weaker. His kiss turned her into a helpless woman who's wanting for more. She kissed him passionately that Aidan opened his mouth for her to join inside.
Their tongue danced together and his hands lingered in her body as if he was exploring her. He grabbed her to where the bed is. He removed his shirt and she did the same. After a while, they kissed again.. Harder and harder that their bodies flamed hotter than a fire.
She unbuttoned him and she also removed hers after a few seconds. Aidan unbuckled her bra and made signal for her to turn around and bend.
He slipped his hand to her inner thigh.. He felt her wetness and played with her clit making her moan deep. Phoebe just replied by kissing him from her back. Soon, Aidan slowly slipped her panty, exposing her warm cunt.
He licked her, and sucked her until she couldn't take it anymore. His right hand traveled her breast while his left hand stroked Phoebe's clit. She just moaned as if tonight was the last night of her life.
Phoebe then moved her body, and checked Aidan's face. They were both burning with stronger yearning. She gave him a kiss but this time, even bolder and longer. As she kissed him, she started stroking him as well. He gave her a deep blown breath as if he was asking for more.
And so, that was exactly what she did. She lowered herself into his groin. She slowly slides down Aidan's boxer, and she gave his possession an excited glance.
She kissed it first, and then went to lick the shaft. She did it again, again, and again, until Aidan held her breasts. When Aidan started to mash her two large boobs, that was the time she knew she needs to suck him. She sucked him not once, but several times.
She blew him harder and harder, and then played with his balls. Aidan found himself in such an incredible point where he felt nable.
After the sucking, there goes the licking and the kissing. It was very hot that they felt like they were in heaven.
They kept on going until Aidan finally felt warmer, and so did Phoebe. The time comes so Phoebe went back to her position and waited for Aidan to go inside her. Aidan strokes his to her noble and Phoebe was able to make a long moan. It was the longest one she probably made.
She never felt this wet before. She never felt warmer, she never felt wanting more.
It was so powerful.. And it's just getting started.
Aidan slowly entered her and she moaned once more. "Oh, you feel so good..", she whispered. Aidan kissed her back, and sooner, he started pumping her.
At first, he thrust her slowly. But after a few seconds, he started pumping harder and faster. Phoebe was banging the bed but she liked it.. hell, she loved it. Aidan moaned and then cupped Phoebe's breasts with his two hands.
He played with her as he gave a faster thrust in his cunt. She was hot.. But boy, he was hotter. He pressed his lips to hers. They were searing hot so he continued thrusting her in a much faster pace.
They were both so high that Phoebe started kissing him again. It made him even harder and so he yanks her for another time. They were soaring in agonizing perfection. They were both lost.. But it felt really good.
She then positioned him to bed. After kissing, she started riding him in her own bed. She's obliterated.. but she didn't care. They both gasp in wonder.
She shagged him until he started kissing her breast. His hand where in her waist, cautiously guiding her as she grinds herself in him. They were both blazing, but damn, he just wants more.
"Do it! Do it!", he screamed. Phoebe just continued doing him until she was feverishly exploded.
Finally, the much awaited prime time happened and he came together with her. They were united and it was a steady hot ride. They squeeze each other, and top the journey with a passionate kiss.
They made love.. And they made love in the most powerful moment. They were both moved, and even though there are a lot of questions rattling their minds, they just laid there hugging each other.. It was love.. sweet love.
Aidan woke up in Phoebe's bed. She caught Phoebe resting in his arms, and nothing in this world had been that beautiful and precious. Phoebe slept in his chest and all he can do was stare at her perfect little face.
He gave her a kiss while she was sleeping. Phoebe felt the kiss so she opened her eyes. Aidan's face was the first thing she saw. She didn't care about morning breath anymore, so she kissed him back.
"Good morning!", he greeted him.
"Ugh, what time is it?", she asked him.
"I don't know I just woke up.", he answered.
Phoebe lifted herself up to see the window. From the looks of it, it shows that it is still early. The birds are chirping, the sun is high, and there are few cars outside.
She moved away from the bed and searched for her slippers. Fortunately, there are two blankets in the bed. She took the first one she saw, and covered her body. She leashed her hair and then gazed to where the clock is. The clock says it's 8:30 in the morning.
"Where are you going?", Aidan asked her.
"In the bathroom. I need to brush my teeth, I feel disgusting. Do you want to brush yours? I have extra toothbrush here.", she chuckled. Aidan just smiled at her.
"I had a wonderful night with you.", he said. Phoebe just smiled. After a few seconds, Aidan took his clothes with him to get dressed. He knew he's already late to his appointment with his children. However, he thinks they will understand. Marcus knows he has been dating Phoebe for about a week now so he would be kind enough to explain this to the twins.
What he worries would be Sarah and Vanessa's reaction. They have been supporting him in dating other women but he also knows that his girls will worry about him because of this.
Phoebe lives here in Paris, and as far as they all know, he is based and located in New York. He is a hundred percent sure that his girls will worry about their relationship.
The last thing Aidan wanted would be to choose between his family and Phoebe. They are all important to him so it would be extremely hard to pick one. This is not what he wanted but this is also what's given.
Also, being with Phoebe made things even more inevitable. He knew he had to choose but he was just so reserved.
"I'm cooking breakfast. What do you want me to prepare?", Phoebe asked him as she comes out the bathroom.
"What do you usually cook at this time?", he asked.
"The usual breakfast of a Parisian, egg with some hotdogs. What about you? What do New Yorkers usually eat during this time?", she flirted with him and Aidan just found her so cute. She swept him off his feet.
"Somewhat the same with yours. Hey, it's funny because you said you are half French. I never heard you tell me about pastas, speak French.. I mean, I gotta hear it.", he flirted back.
"What? No.. I'm not speaking French in here. You are not in the position to give orders or request. This is my house!", she laughed.
"Hey, come on! You know my vacation here will not be complete if you won't let me hear you speak French. Go on! I wanna hear your sexy accent!", he laughed hilariously.
"What do you want me to say to you? This is ridiculous Aidan!", Phoebe told him.
"Well, how about I had such a wonderful night last night?", Aidan requested.
"Avait une merveilleuse nuit hier.. There.. you happy?", Phoebe's translation.
"Hmm.. Wow. So sexy. And you never let me hear you speak French?", they both laughed, "Okay, okay.. how about I like you?", he added another request from her.
"Oh, it depends. It has many translation.", Phoebe's tease to him.
"Don't be such a baby. Tell me one.", his defense.
"Okay.. It's - es sympathique.. or it could be - tu me plais..", she chuckled.
"Nice..", he said giving her a kiss, followed by a long deep stare from him, "how about I LOVE YOU?", he added. Phoebe was just left in tears.
"Je vous aime.", she said.
She slightly moved a little farther than him. Aidan just allowed her to do what she wanted. But he couldn't take no more, so he gave her a hug.
"I love you.", he said directly this time.
"What are we going to do, Aidan?", Phoebe asked her. She knows this love is going to be a hard one. Neither of them doesn't want to sacrifice themselves. Neither of them wanted a long distance relationship.
Long distance relationships are just so awful. Both of them are aware this is going to be heading the same direction.. The same fate almost all long distance relationship suffered.. and they don't want that.
"I love you, Phoebe. I don't know how the hell we are going to work this out, and I am so frustrated. But you know, I love you. You pulled me out of my misery, and I have never felt this way in a long time. I want this to work. And I don't know how, but here's what I am very certain about.. I love you.. and soon, we are going to find out how things will work out. I promise you. I believe so much in our love. And trust me, everything will be alright.", Aidan told him. He literally gave his heart to this woman.. and he is just so madly in love with her.
Phoebe just smiled at her. She couldn't help but see herself helplessly in his arms, screaming and begging for the universe to just make things easier.. and just when she thought she couldn't ask for more, she kissed her.. and all she ever had to say was..
"Je vous aime trop."
Aidan just looked at her with his eye popped and his curious face, "What was that supposed to mean?", he asked.
"It means I love you too.", and they both kissed.
THE END
THE COMPLETE SERIES OF THE BIG THRILL MYSTERY 1-7
1 The Beginning Of Everyhting
2 A Beautiful Chance
3Loving Paris
4 Assassination of Aidan Shaw
5 VANTAGE POINT
6 SUSPECTES
7 MOST AWAIT FINALE
THE END
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