So, we did exactly what he wanted and we began the day with touring the other side of the island and walking on the beach looking for seashells. We stopped for lunch at a tiki bar on the beach and had fresh sushi and wine, compliments of the private chef on location. It was glorious. The flavors and taste mingled in with the heat of the day and my day had just been made complete. What a life! I was still getting used to it!
And Finn was incredible. God…the guy made me laugh. I was seeing a different side of my boss. Not only was he incredibly charming but he had an amazing sense of humor. I would be laughing up a storm by his side all day and it couldn't have been more perfect for me. He just made me so happy without any effort, we just fit together like a puzzle. Two pieces that had been lost finally finding each other and fitting together again perfectly. All because I had agreed to a sexual arrangement. I was hoping to God it wasn't all just an act. But considering he kept reminding me that he had never met anyone like me before, I was pretty sure he was being genuine and the bad part was, it was becoming really hard for me to keep my emotions at bay.
I was starting to feel a little buzz so early in the day from all the wine we were drinking so I suggested we hit up one of the trails to sober her up a bit. I didn't want to end up being tucked in at 3 pm in the afternoon. We spent the next two hours going through the trails until I literally felt like dropping. Thank god I wore sensible shoes or I would never have made it. I couldn’t wait to get back and enjoy some one on one time with him. He just inspired the naughty side in me. And he was way too generous when it came to splurging on the trip for me, I found it overwhelming.
Life truly was good for me at the moment and I couldn't believe how much had changed in a short period of time. I was afraid it was all going to disappear and I didn't want it to. Being there with Finn was truly a dream come true. This man was capable of bringing so much happiness to my life. And the way he completed me, filled me sexually – the things that he did, the effort that he put in, just to make me feel good…was this just a sexual contract? Was he just my sugar daddy?
When we finished our trail exploring, we decided to just order room service from the private chef and relax by the pool as we had an exhausting day of drinking and walking, so we decided a night in was just the answer. As we walked back inside, I reveled once again in the cabin that we were staying in, it was just amazing, I loved it.
We made our way up to our room and laid out on the bed.
“Would you like a drink?” I turned to find Finn behind me holding a glass of bourbon.
“Sure, I'm not a big liquor drinker, but hey we're on vacation, right?”
He laughed, “That's a good attitude to have.” He poured me a glass and handed it over to me.
I took a sip, a bigger one than I should have because it seared my throat as it went down. A coughing fit struck me and Finn started patting me on the back. “Are you okay?” he said laughing.
I composed myself as best I could. “Yes, I'm fine thank you. Real elegant, wasn't it?”
“That's what I love about you most Harper, you're normal. You don't put on airs for anyone.”
I looked deep in his eyes and something just clicked in me, “I want you.”
He moved in close, “I want you too, Harper.”
“Then take me, I'm all yours.”
He took the glasses and set them on the table and pulled me close.
He lifted me into his arms and carried me out of the bedroom and set me down on the kitchen counter. I giggled as I wrapped my arms around his neck and bringing him in for another kiss. He looked so hot that I could barely contain myself. He immediately took one of my nipples in his mouth and sucked on it. I gasped excitedly, wanting his cock that much more. I lifted my bottom up and wiggled out of my shorts and panties. He watched as I spread my legs on the counter revealing my opening. I was giving him the motivation to hurry up and fuck me. He bent down and started eating me up.
He looked up at me. “You taste like the sea.”
I giggled as I smiled down at him. He put his face in between my legs again and started to lick me.
I moaned loudly loving the feel of his tongue against my pussy. He was so good at oral; it was just heavenly.
I moaned his name as he sucked on my clit. He was so incredible in bed that I could just imagine what it would be like to be with him all the time. I knew with a guy like Finn, it probably had to do with his need to claim me in his own mind and I allowed it because it turned me on so much.
He sucked on my clit, slowly fingering me. I gasped and he pumped into me hard, my mind swirling with the intensity building up inside me. I knew what was coming, he would slide his cock hard into me right there on the counter and claim me once again. The fact that we fucked anywhere that we wanted without a care in the world made sex so much more exciting. Finn was very well endowed and it was always an overwhelming feeling to have him enter me especially if he was going in hard and fast. It was all in a good way no doubt, he hit every nerve inside me when we fucked.
He stood up and pulled me off the counter “Turn around baby, I want to fuck you doggy.”
He didn't need to ask me twice and I immediately turned around and pushed my bum in the air. “Fuck me Finn, really good. Fuck me hard.”
That was all the encouragement he needed to plunge his throbbing cock inside me.
I cried out with the pressure of his size pushing into me. He pushed into me deeper and I moaned loudly. Having him inside me drove me wild. I couldn't get enough of him.
“Please Finn, baby, I need it. HARDER.”
He pounded roughly against me and I moaned with every thrust. He rubbed my ass as he slowed his thrusts moving deeper in and out of me.
“Finn, god baby, you feel so good.”
“Your pussy feels incredible, Harper.”
He leaned over and reached around to my clit. He liked giving me double the pleasure when he could. That was why I loved doggy so much. I moaned feeling fulfilled in both areas. He rubbed my clit hard and I started to feel dizzy from all the pleasure he was giving me. He was thrusting his cock into me hard again while he rubbed my clit.
He fucked me slowly again with his hard cock and then bent over further. This time, he gently bit me on the shoulder. I was delirious with pleasure and wanted him to pump into me harder and faster. Sometimes, I wanted it rough too. And the best thing with Finn was that he made it all about me – me and my pleasure. How could a man do that? Experience, I guess.
“There you go baby, that feels good, doesn't it?”
“Oh Finn, you make me feel so good.”
He found my clit underneath and rubbed into me as his pace picked up. It felt so good having him tease my clit while he fucked me.
“Oh Finn, I'm going to come.”
He pumped into me until I came and then he spilled himself into my pussy releasing his own orgasm. He pulled out of me and I turned to him enveloping myself in his arms.
I was considering going for another dip in the ocean with Finn before we hunkered down for the evening. Finn did promise me a swim before we turned in for the night and I watched him head out to the ocean. I smiled feeling warm all over again. I doubted that I could tempt him with round three again before the swim but anything was worth a try.
Maybe skinny dipping would get him in the mood once again. I giggled at the thought.
21
Finn
Having sex with Harper was one of the best experiences in my life and I was so glad that I found a way to make it happen. We had so much sex so far on the vacation that I had completely lost count. It was magnificent and wonderful and I literally could not get enough of her. She was magic, pure and simple and she had me completely bewitched. I needed her every minute of the day and it was starting to scare the crap out of me. I hadn’t expected to get so attached to her but there was not a moment that I didn’t want to be inside of her. I was starting to wonder if I would be able to give her up after all.
When I placed h
er fine bottom on the kitchen counter, I could not wait to get inside of her. She was so hot that I felt like I would come before I even got inside of her.
She bore her mouth onto mine and the fire that lit between us was hot and intense. She gasped inside my mouth and my loins burned for her. My hands went into her hair, pulling her closer to me. I needed her closer to me at all times. I kissed her deeply finding her tongue and sucking on it gently. She moaned and the sounds she made caused me to go rock hard. Oh yes, I would have her tonight. I needed to hear her moan all night long and I was going to do everything in my power to make that happen. I stood up then and pulled her body to mine and held her tightly. I kissed down to her chin and trailed kisses down her neck sucking on her as I went along. Her hands found the bulge in my shorts, rubbing me hard, causing a friction that drove me insane. The fact that she was eager for my cock drove me half mad. I pulled off her t-shirt and unclasped her bra. Her breasts dropped deliciously from the bra and I bent down to suck on her pink nipples. She gave a guttural moan and I sucked even harder. She pushed me away, tearing off her shorts and I glimpsed a pair of white lace panties before she slid them to the floor.
I dropped in front of her, spreading her legs as she leaned back. Her pussy was so pink it made me crazy. She was already wet and I slid a finger inside her, feeling her drip down my finger. She moaned my name and it was just about the best sound I had ever heard. I leaned in and sucked her good while fucking her with my finger. She came all over my finger and I pulled out.
“Please Finn, I want you inside me.”
I loved it when she begged. I pulled her up and turned her over as she slid off the counter. She gasped in excitement as she bent over for me, her tight round bottom in my face. I bent down and kissed her bottom, moving in real close to her. I was hard and couldn't wait to plunge inside her pink little pussy. Her tight bottom drove me insane and I drove deep inside her causing her to moan loudly. She was tight and wet and I really had to control myself.
“Finn, I need it.”
She loved the sight of her magnificent ass as I plunged deeper inside and moved within her. She called out to me loudly and I briefly wondered if there was anyone within earshot. I couldn’t care less even if the whole island was hearing. I was fucking an amazing woman and I wouldn't stop for anything.
She came against my cock and I continued to rock inside her until I spilled into her as well. I leaned down on top of her back, breathing heavily into her hair. I was like a man possessed; I was working overtime trying to bring her as much pleasure as I possibly could.
“Oh Harper, that was incredible.”
“Yes, that definitely was amazing.” I could not wait to fall asleep tangled up in each other’s arms that night.
***
That night, we had a romantic dinner together and it was just as magical as the sex had been. Everything seemed brighter with Harper around, food tasted better, alcohol tasted better and the sunrise could bring a tear to my eye if it meant that Harper was there beside me, experiencing it with me. I just liked being around her all the time and when she wasn’t in the same room with me, I felt a sense of loss. I didn’t like that feeling because I knew that I was getting overly attached to a woman that wouldn’t be in my life in a matter of months. What the fuck was wrong with me? What was I doing?
The personal chef had made us up a fruit plate to go with our dinner. We were sitting side by side and I started to feed her pieces of fruit with my hand. She would take the pieces of fruit delicately into her mouth and I would watch her mouth as she chewed the fruit slowly, her gaze never leaving mine. It was almost erotic what we were doing. Once dinner was complete, we walked hand in hand on the beach to watch the sunset again. It was starting to become a ritual of ours. We hadn’t missed one yet and I really liked experiencing those moments with her. I couldn’t remember the last time that I had felt so relaxed and at peace. All the stress from work and the irritation of Axel just all melted away from me. I couldn’t remember the last time that I felt that good. Actually, I could, it was before Emelia died.
We sat on the beach together and watch as the sun met with the horizon causing a pink and orange hue to go over the water.
She turned to me. “Can I ask you a question, a personal one?”
I stiffened slightly and told myself to just chill out. I knew that the conversation was bound to come up at some point.
“Sure.”
“What happened with your wife?”
“My wife died in a boating accident.” A wave of fresh guilt overcame me as I thought about the incident again. Emelia had been too young to die and I had always blamed myself for it.
“I’m really sorry to hear that.”
“I’ve struggled with it a lot because I feel like it was my fault.”
“Why do you think that?”
“She didn’t want to go out that night, she wasn’t in the mood. I convinced her anyway and we got caught in a random storm. The boat capsized and she drowned. I couldn’t get to her because the water was too choppy even though I sure tried hard to.”
“How could you possibly think that it was your fault. Accidents happen.”
“If I hadn’t have convinced her to go out there, she would still be alive today. I should have watched the weather better and brought us in sooner. It was my fault.”
She stared at me and I couldn’t meet her eyes. I felt so ashamed. It sure didn’t take much to bring the guilt crashing back into my life. I felt humiliated and ashamed to have to tell Harper about what I did.
“Finn, this isn’t your fault. I can understand why you feel the guilt, anyone would probably feel the same way but it’s not your fault. These things happen and it was just her time. I really believe that. You can’t stop those things from happening.”
“I don’t know.”
“Finn, you couldn’t have known what was going to happen and I assure you that your wife wouldn’t want you to blame yourself for the rest of your life. That is no way to live.”
I smiled sadly at her. “I can’t help it, it’s the truth. I’m the reason we were out there to begin with.”
“What was her name?”
“Emelia.”
Harper smiled. “That’s a beautiful name.”
“Yes, it is.”
She got up from the sand and took my hand in hers, pulling me up.
“I think I’m ready to turn in. I am beat from the day.”
I nodded and we returned to the lodgings in silence. I tried as hard as I could to push away the fresh feelings of guilt that had overcame me on the beach but it wasn’t as easy as I thought it would be. I didn’t want to feel guilty about moving on from Emelia, but there it was as fresh as the first day that I lost her.
When we laid in bed that night, I had a hard time falling asleep. All I could think about was Emelia and that brought the guilt along with it. I had no idea what I was going to do but I could hardly be with Harper if I couldn’t get over my dead wife. It seemed as if I was still attached to her as I was when she was still alive. Was I ever going to be able to get over what happened? I was starting to think that I wouldn’t and that was frightening.
The things that Harper had said to me on the beach haunted me a little. I struggled with the knowledge that Emelia wanted me to be happy. Logically, I knew that to be true because she was the kindest person in the world, of course she would want that for me. Love was just like that. If you were in love, you wanted the best for that person and I knew that deep down that would be true of Emelia. Even if it was true, the thought of moving on with another woman made me feel like I was betraying her. Had she not died; I would have never replaced her. We would have stayed married and grown old together. There was nothing else that I wanted more in life. She had been a wonderful woman, so how did I move on from that?
If it wasn’t for me talking her into going on the boat, she would still be alive. We would still be married and living in bliss together. I would not be on a private island with another
woman. Since I blamed myself for her death, I really didn’t think that it was fair that I got to move on with someone else and be happy. Emelia had lost her life, her future, she had never been able to have children and do all the things that she wanted to do.
I needed to get those thoughts out of my head. I needed to cleanse myself of them. Harper had a great way of helping me to forget. I moved closer to her in the bed and spooned myself against her butt. It wasn’t long before I grew hard against her bum. Thoughts of her going down on me that night flooded my mind and I almost blew my load just thinking about it. It was kind of embarrassing how crazy this girl had me. I wasn't sure how to handle her and in truth I didn't really want to. She was a handful and so was I. I needed her more than anything and I knew there was a little more going on in my head than just sex because no matter how I sliced it I could not stop thinking about her no matter what. So, there I was torn between two women. The past and the future.
22
Harper
I woke up to Finn’s mouth on my body and it was the most electrifying feeling in the world. I didn’t understand what was happening at first, my thoughts foggy and lost but I loved every moment of it. To my surprise, he scooped me up and carried me to the bathroom. I looked up into his eyes as he carried me but I couldn’t read his thoughts. I wondered if he had a nightmare that evening. Was that why he was up so late?
He set me down and I turned the tap on so that hot water poured out and then I switched it to the shower setting and water cascaded from it. I closed the bathroom door and locked.
I undressed quickly and Finn undressed slowly as he watched me. I felt warm under his gaze and I went to him kissing him full on the mouth. I bit into his lower lip when he put his hands on my ass. I pulled away from him and stepped into the shower letting the water cascade down my body and soaking into my hair.
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