Tens of thousands."
It did make a terrible sense. Men who could channel seldom knew what they were
doing, at least in the beginning. At first, they often just seemed to be lucky.
Events favoured them, and frequently, like the blacksmith, they rose to
prominence with unexpected suddenness. Siuan was right. The Black Ajah had begun
a slaughter.
"But they do not know to look for a boychild," Moiraine said. As hard as she had
to be. "An infant will show no signs." Not until he was sixteen at the earliest.
No man on record had begun channelling before that, and some not for ten years
or more later. "We have more time than we thought. Not enough to be careless,
though. Any sister can be Black. I think Cadsuane is. They know others are
looking. If one of Tamra's searchers locates the boy and they find her with him,
or if they decide to question one of them instead of killing her as soon as it
is convenient . . ." Siuan was staring at her. "We still have the task,"
Moiraine told her.
"I know," Siuan said slowly. "I just never thought. Well, when there's work to
do, you haul nets or gut fish." That lacked her usual force, though. "We can be
on our way to Arafel before noon."
"You go back to the Tower," Moiraine said. Together, they could search no faster
than one could alone, and if they had to be apart, what better place for Siuan
than working for Cetalia Delarme, seeing the reports of all the Blue Ajah
eyes-and-ears? The Blue was a small Ajah, but every sister said it had a larger
network than any other. While Moiraine hunted for the boy, Siuan could learn
what was happening in every land, and knowing what she was looking for, she
could spot any sign of the Black Ajah or the Dragon Reborn. Siuan truly could
see sense when it was pointed out to her, though it took some effort this time,
and when she agreed, she did it with a poor grace.
"Cetalia will use me to caulk draughts for running off without leave," she
grumbled. "Burn me! Hung out on a drying rack in the Tower! Moiraine, the
politics are enough to make you sweat buckets in midwinter! I hate it!" But she
was already pawing through the trunks to see what she could take with her for
the ride back to Tar Valon. "I suppose you warned that fellow Lan. Seems to me,
he deserves it, much good it'll do him. I heard he rode out an hour ago, heading
for the Blight, and if that doesn't kill him — where are you going?"
"I have unfinished business with the man," Moiraine said over her shoulder. She
had made a decision about him the first day she knew him, and she intended to
keep it.
In the stable where Arrow was kept, silver marks tossed like pennies got the
mare saddled and bridled almost while the coins were still in the air, and she
scrambled on to the animal's back without a care that her skirts pushed up to
bare her legs above the knee. Digging her heels in, she galloped out of the
Aesdaishar and north through the city, making people leap aside and once setting
Arrow to leap cleanly over an empty wagon with a driver too slow to move out of
her way. She left a tumult of shouts and shaken fists behind.
On the road north from the city, she slowed enough to ask wagondrivers heading
the other way whether they had seen a Malkieri on a bay stallion, and was more
than a little relieved the first time she got a yes. The man could have gone in
fifty directions after crossing the moat bridge. And with an hour's lead . . .
She would catch him if she had to follow him into the Blight!
"A Malkieri?" The skinny merchant in a dark blue cloak looked startled. "Well,
my guards told me there's one up there." Twisting on his wagon-seat, he pointed
to a grassy hill a hundred paces off the road. Two horses stood in plain sight
at the crest, one a packhorse, and the thin smoke of a fire curled into the
breeze.
Lan barely looked up when she dismounted. Kneeling beside the remains of a small
fire, he was stirring the ashes with a long twig. Strangely, the smell of burned
hair hung in the air. "I had hoped you were done with me," he said.
"Not quite yet," she told him. "Burning your future? It will sorrow a great
many, I think, when you die in the Blight."
"Burning my past," he said, rising. "Burning memories. A nation. The Golden
Crane will fly no more." He started to kick dirt over the ashes, then hesitated
and bent to scoop up damp soil and pour it out of his hands almost formally. "No
one will sorrow for me when I die, because those who would are dead already.
Besides, all men die."
"Only fools choose to die before they must. I want you to be my Warder, Lan
Mandragoran."
He stared at her unblinking, then shook his head. "I should have known it would
be that. I have a war to fight, Aes Sedai, and no desire to help you weave White
Tower webs. Find another."
"I fight the same war as you against the Shadow. Merean was Black Ajah." She
told him all of it, from Gitara's Foretelling in the presence of the Amyrlin
Seat and two Accepted to what she and Siuan had reasoned out. For another man,
she would have left most unsaid, but there were few secrets between Warder and
Aes Sedai. For another man, she might have softened it, but she did not believe
hidden enemies frightened him, not even when they were Aes Sedai. "You said you
burned your past. Let the past have its ashes. This is the same war, Lan. The
most important battle yet in that war. And this one, you can win."
For a long time he stood staring north, towards the Blight. She did not know
what she would do if he refused. She had told him more than she would have
anyone but her Warder.
Suddenly he turned, sword flashing out, and for an instant she thought he meant
to attack her. Instead he sank to his knees, the sword lying bare across his
hands. "By my mother's name, I will draw as you say 'draw' and sheathe as you
say 'sheathe'. By my mother's name, I will come as you say 'come' and go as you
say 'go'." He kissed the blade and looked up at her expectantly. On his knees,
he made any king on a throne look meek. She would have to teach him some
humility for his own sake. And for a pond's sake.
"There is a little more," she said, laying hands on his head.
The weave of Spirit was one of the most intricate known to Aes Sedai. It wove
around him, settled into him, vanished. Suddenly she was aware of him, in the
way that Aes Sedai were of their Warders. His emotions were a small knot in the
back of her head, all steely hard determination, sharp as his blade's edge. She
knew the muted pain of old injuries, tamped down and ignored. She would be able
to draw on his strength at need, to find him however far away he was. They were
bonded.
He rose smoothly, sheathing his sword, studying her. "Men who weren't there call
it the Battle of the Shining Walls," he said abruptly. "Men who were, call it
the Blood Snow. No more. They know it was a battle. On the morning of the first
day, I led nearly five hundred men. Kandori, Saldaeans, Domani. By evening on
the third day, half were dead or wounded. Had I made different choices, some of
those dead would be alive. And others would be dead in their p
laces. In war, you
say a prayer for your dead and ride on, because there is always another fight
over the next horizon. Say a prayer for the dead, Moiraine Sedai, and ride on."
Startled, she came close to gaping. She had forgotten that the bond's flow
worked both ways. He knew her emotions, too, and apparently could reason out
hers far better than she could his. After a moment, she nodded, though she did
not know how many prayers it would take to clear her mind.
Handing her Arrow's reins, he said, "Where do we ride first?"
"Back to Chachin," she admitted. "And then Arafel, and. . ." So few names
remained that were easy to find. "The world, if need be. We win this battle, or
the world dies."
Side by side they rode down the hill and turned south. Behind them the sky
rumbled and turned black, another late storm rolling down from the Blight.
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