Heal Me [Club of Dominance 5] (Siren Publishing Ménage Everlasting)

by Becca Van

  Kara lowered her eyes for a moment and nibbled on her lip, but then she raised her head again, and met his gaze. “No.”

  “Do you know what a flogger is?” Nathan asked then took a sip of coffee.

  Kara frowned. “Is it like a small whip with lots of tendrils?”

  “Yes, that’s exactly what it is, but those tendrils are called falls. A flogger is usually made of soft leather or suede. A Dom will always warm up their sub before using any of the equipment on her body.”

  “How…how do you do that?”

  “We start off with a spanking using only our hands to get the blood flowing. A good spanking makes the subs skin more sensitive and if done right, can actually make the submissive climax.” Nixon watched as she again shifted on the stool and knew that Kara was getting turned on even more.

  “It can?”

  “Yes, baby. We can show you if you’d like.”

  Kara gulped audibly but when Nix looked into her eyes again there wasn’t a trace of fear or nervousness. In fact she looked downright eager. She gripped her mug of coffee in both hands and brought it up to her mouth, but he still saw the slight tremble she tried to hide. After taking a sip, she lowered the cup back to the counter.

  “Okay.”

  Chapter Eight

  Kara had been surprised and puzzled over the fact that Nate and Nix hadn’t rushed her straight to their bedroom like she had expected them to. And although she was glad they hadn’t pounced on her as soon as they were inside, she was more than eager to get naked. But what would be even better was if they got naked, too. She was so hungry for them she was quivering with desire, but she wanted to know a little more about them before she became intimate with them. She was literally going to be placing herself into their keeping and wanted to make sure that they would take very good care of her.

  “What made you decide to become doctors?”

  “When we were younger, we had a friend who we spent all our free time with,” Nathan said.

  “Ray was like another brother to us,” Nixon said. “We went everywhere together.”

  “We were out fishing at the lake not far out of town and being boys we were pushing and shoving each other around. Ray tripped over and fell to his hands and knees. He was laughing like an idiot and didn’t even realize he’d been hurt. When he finally stood up his right hand and wrist was covered with blood.” Nathan’s eyes were slightly glazed as if he was back in that moment and she could see pain on his and Nixon’s faces. She felt horrible for dredging up such a painful memory.

  “I’m sorry. You don’t have to tell me.” Kara reached out and placed each of her hands over one of theirs.

  “No,” Nathan said, turning his hand over and lacing their fingers together. Nixon did the same with her other hand. “We want you to ask anything and everything you want to, baby. We will always answer your questions, even the painful ones. Sometimes it helps to talk to other people and get their perspective on things.”

  Kara nodded.

  “Ray had landed on a sharp piece of metal, which had been half-buried in the ground. We did everything we could to stop the bleeding and we called an ambulance, but we were too late. His artery had been severed and he bled out.”

  “I’m so sorry.” Kara squeezed their hands trying to offer them her comfort.

  “The hardest part was that he wasn’t sick. If we’d known what to do we could have saved him. A tourniquet could have slowed the bleeding and given the paramedics time to get to him.” Nixon shrugged.

  “It wasn’t your fault. You did everything you could to help your friend and I’m sure he knows that.”

  “We came to terms with what happened a long time ago, baby. But that accident was a turning point in our lives and that was when we decided to become doctors.”

  Kara felt closer to Nate and Nix on an emotional level more than she had previously. They’d been open and honest about a bad time in their lives and she felt a little guilty about the way she was holding back with them. But she’d been hiding part of herself for so long she didn’t think she could open up with anyone ever again.

  She wasn’t sure if she could ever talk about her parents and the thought of doing so made her feel physically ill. Kara took a deep breath and pushed those unsettling thoughts aside. Now wasn’t the time or the place to be even thinking about the past.

  Kara wanted to live in the here and now and experience having Nate and Nixon touching her, making love with her, and although she felt like she was deceiving them, she just couldn’t tell them. Even though she had a feeling they would eventually start asking her questions again, she had no intention of answering them.

  “Are you okay, baby?” Nathan asked.

  “Yeah, I’m fine.”

  “Are you sure, honey? You went really pale,” Nixon said.

  “I told you I was fine,” Kara snapped and instantly felt bad for her attitude.

  “That’s one,” Nix said in a cool yet firm voice.

  “One what?” Kara glared at him.

  “I’d be careful if I was you, little sub.” Nix placed his hands on the counter and leaned over until his forehead was almost touching hers. “Naughty subs get punished.”

  “Let us take you on a tour, baby.” Nathan offered her his hand and as she took it and got off the stool she saw “a look” pass between him and Nixon. If she’d been brave enough, she would have asked them what was going on but after being told she already had a “punishment” coming—whatever the hell that was supposed to mean—she wasn’t about to get herself in any deeper. At least she hoped she wasn’t.

  “I really like your kitchen with all the latest stainless-steel appliances.”

  “Do you like to cook, honey?” Nixon asked as he came up behind her and placed his hands on her shoulders. She could feel the heat emanating from his palms and another shiver skittered up her spine.

  “Yes, but I never bother just for me.”

  “You’re welcome to cook in our kitchen whenever you want to, Kara. We get sick of eating the same boring meat and potatoes or meat and salad, and stir fry.”

  “I’ll bet your mom doesn’t let you go hungry.”

  “She doesn’t.” Nate tugged on her hand and led her into the formal dining room off the end of the massive living room.

  “Couldn’t you find a bigger TV?” Kara asked, tongue-in-cheek.

  Nate threw his head back and laughed, and then he stroked a finger down her cheek. “Yes, but it wouldn’t have fit.”

  “How big is that thing?” Kara asked as she glanced about the room. She loved the dark blue leather sectional sofa and chaise they had in the living area and the red and white cushions gave the room a lift of color. There was a chunky wooden coffee table in front of the sofa, which had several medical magazines scattered on it, and there were two smaller side tables near each end of the sofa. Plus there was a rug covering the timber floor.

  “Eighty inches.”

  “Wow, that’s huge. This is a big room, but I like the furniture and the contrast of colors you have going on in here.”

  Nixon smiled at her and then took her other hand. “We’ll show you the rest.”

  They led her toward the hall, which she presumed was the way to the bedrooms and her heartbeat picked up pace. Her breasts felt heavy and swollen and her nipples filled with blood. The lace of her bra was pleasantly abrasive on her sensitive peaks but she wanted their hands on her, more than she needed to take her next breath. Thank God she’d learned to be patient while growing up a state of the ward. Otherwise she may very well have demanded that they take her now.

  “This is one of two guest bedrooms.” Nixon paused in the doorway of an open door and Kara peeked in. The room was sparsely furnished but it looked comfortable with the queen-size bed, closet, and dresser off to the side. Then they were showing her the next room, which was much the same as the other one. When they stopped at the third bedroom door, she knew this was one of their rooms. It wasn’t messy but it looked lived in with p
hotos and things on the large dresser, and there was an adjoining bathroom and a walk-in closet. The massive bed was covered in a dark green quilt, which matched the drapes.

  “This is my room,” Nathan said.

  Kara nodded since she wasn’t sure what to say and was glad when they showed her the next room. This one had a few clothes strewn about on a chair and shoes on the floor. There were photos on the dresser and the bed was just as big as Nathan’s was, but his quilt was a dark blue color.

  “One more to go,” Nixon said and then she was standing just inside the doorway of the biggest bedroom she’d ever seen. The size of it put her efficiency to shame. The bed was bigger than theirs. In fact it looked big enough to sleep at least four people. It had to have been specially made. The quilt was a dark purple color and so were the drapes. The walls were a light lavender shade and the carpet was a neutral beige color. There was an open walk-in closet, which looked large enough to hold the merchandise from a store, and there was also an en suite bathroom.

  “Come look, baby,” Nathan released her hand and then placed his on her lower back as he guided her across the room to the bathroom doorway.

  “Oh. My. God.” Kara placed a hand at her throat. She was looking at absolute perfection. The spa bath would easily fit six people at once and it had been sunk into the floor. The whole room was as big, if not bigger, than her place. There were three sinks in the granite-topped vanity with a mirror running the length of the counter. On the opposite side was a glassed-in shower cubicle with a tiled floor and wall and at least six water spigots. “I hope you have a large hot water heater.”

  “No, but we do have one of those instant hot water heaters, so we will never run out of hot water. We also have solar panels on the roof to heat the water and panels for electricity,” Nix explained.

  “And we have several large water tanks to supply the bathrooms,” Nathan said, “so we never have to worry about using too much water.”

  “It’s good that you’re thinking about our environment and our natural resources.”

  Nixon moved up closer behind her and wrapped his arms around her waist and nuzzled his nose against her neck. “You smell so good, honey. I just want to eat you right up.”

  Kara shuddered as his heat surrounded her and then he was walking her back into the bedroom. When they stood before the end of the bed, Nathan came to stand in front of her and he cupped the back of her neck.

  “We won’t be punishing you right now, Kara. We’ll leave that for later, but don’t think we’ll forget that you need to be disciplined for your attitude earlier. We are going to touch you and kiss you and make love with you.”

  Kara took a deep breath and held it as Nate slowly lowered his head toward hers. She exhaled and licked her suddenly dry lips, and then his mouth was on hers. He started off tentatively, which she hadn’t expected. It was as if he was testing her for a response and she opened her mouth to him. When his tongue glided along her lower lip, she started to melt and swayed forward until she was leaning against him. He growled low in his throat and then he was kissing her voraciously. His tongue thrust inside her mouth and twirled around hers before sliding over the edge of her teeth and then the tip caressed between her inner lip and gum.

  Nixon’s hands moved from her waist and caressed up her sides over her shirt until they reached the outside of her breasts. She didn’t know if he had nudged Nathan out of the way or whether Nate had felt Nix’s hands moving on her but Nate shifted his upper body away from her as he continued to kiss her rapaciously.

  Kara moaned when Nix cupped her breasts and began to knead her aching, fleshy globes. She couldn’t have stopped the instinctive arching of her body into his touch even if she was paid to. And then she whimpered with pain and desire when Nix pinched her nipples hard through her clothes. The pain wasn’t enough to really hurt but that pinch made her pussy clench and cream gathered on her labial lips before dripping off onto her panties.

  “So fucking responsive,” Nixon whispered against her ear. “You like having your nipples pinched, don’t you, honey?”

  Since Nathan was still kissing her she couldn’t really answer but she managed to make an “hmm” sound before it was swallowed up by Nate’s mouth. Kara clutched at Nathan’s shoulders when he removed his mouth from hers and she would have pulled him back to her if Nixon hadn’t gripped her wrists and brought them back down to her sides.

  “Easy, baby. We’ll give you what you want,” Nathan said, and then his fingers were on the buttons on her shirt, undoing them one by one until he reached the very last. “Are you sure you want this, Kara?”

  “Yes,” her voice came out sounding almost desperate and she hoped they hadn’t heard the urgency she had.

  “There’s no going back, honey. You’re ours.” Nixon deftly worked the button on her jeans and then he lowered the zipper.

  While Nixon pushed her jeans and panties over her hips and down her legs, Nathan pushed the shirt off her shoulders and down her arms. She quivered as the surrounding air caressed her heated skin causing goose bumps to rise up over her whole body. And then the last barrier was gone. Nate flicked the front clasp of her bra open and while she stepped out of her shoes, jeans, and panties at Nixon’s direction and balanced a hand on her hip as she lifted first one foot and then the other, his brother removed her bra.

  “Fucking perfect,” Nathan said in a deep, growly voice as his eyes perused her naked body up and down.

  She jumped a little when Nixon cupped her ass in both his hands and then kneaded her cheeks. “Beautiful. Your skin feels like the softest velvet. So warm and smooth and silky.”

  “Look at these gorgeous nipples, Nix. Have you ever seen anything so sexy?”

  Nixon shifted behind her and then he was looking over her shoulder, all the while his hands continued to move over her body. From the cheeks of her ass, up her sides, back down to her hips and then back to her ass again. And Nixon pulled her firmly against his body with an arm around her waist and the other around her arm and between her breasts. She felt controlled and helpless and she loved feeling that way.

  Nathan bent down and licked over one of her budded nipples and she sighed with relief but then she moaned because he sucked the peak into his mouth and pulled on the nub firmly, as if he was a babe trying to draw nourishment from her body. And then his teeth scraped over her nipple, eliciting a slight pain and it was all she could do not to cry out with her need.

  Nathan released her breast and blew over the moist peak, creating more goose bumps and causing her to shiver. And then he knelt down at her feet and started kissing and nibbling his way down her body. Kara shook with unrequited lust and tried to slow her breathing and rapid heartbeat but it was impossible. She was so turned on and felt in tune with every little caress and touch from them. She’d never known such hunger in her life and had a feeling nothing and nobody else would come close to the way these two men made her feel.

  Nixon’s hold on her changed as he wrapped his arms around her waist.

  “Put your arms around the back of my neck, honey, and don’t let go,” he demanded in a raspy voice and Kara found herself obeying immediately.

  Just as she clutched her hands together behind his neck, Nate wrapped his arms around her upper thighs, lifted her legs completely from the floor, and then hooked them over his shoulders. Kara couldn’t help but let a little squeak out at her precarious position but she knew the two Charleston brothers wouldn’t let her fall. And even though she trusted them, she was still a little tense.

  Nate looked up at her as he moved his arms around her more so that he was supporting the back of her upper thighs while his hands gripped her ass. “We won’t let you fall, baby. Just relax and feel.”

  That was the only warning Kara got and then she was moaning as Nate licked her from the top of her slit to her pussy hole and beyond to her ass.

  He lifted his head and met her eyes again. “You taste so fucking good, Kara. Sweet and feminine. I can tell you now that
I’m never going to be able to get enough of your delectable honey.”

  “Oh God.”

  Kara squirmed when his mouth once more connected with her pussy. Nate’s tongue swiped over her engorged sensitive clit once, twice, three times, and then he sucked her pearl between his lips. She cried out and bucked her hips totally oblivious to her precarious position as the smoldering embers began to burn hotter and brighter than ever before. She was gasping for breath and shuddering with arousal at each lick of Nate’s tongue on her clit and each nip of Nixon’s teeth and suckle from his lips on the skin of her neck beneath her ear.

  Nate continued to suck and lave her button with his mouth as he changed his grip on her yet again. One of his fingers rimmed around her dripping pussy hole and then she sobbed with pleasure as he pushed the tip into her cunt. Kara whimpered and her head bumped back onto Nixon’s shoulder. Her eyelids, too heavy to keep open, slid closed and her mind shut down totally. All she could do was feel and feel she did. She’d never known that such bliss was even possible, had in fact been too scared to even chance becoming intimate with one man let alone two and here she was letting them do whatever they wanted with her, and there wasn’t even a thought of protestation in her mind.

  “So damn tight.” Nate groaned against her pussy sending vibrations deep inside her.

  Kara arched her hips forward when Nate pushed his finger deeper into her body. The slide of his finger in her dripping sheath caused friction to send pulses of sensations skittering through her whole pussy and tingles shot right down to her toes. With each press of his finger he increased the pace of his thrusts until she felt like her bones were melting right along with the rest of her. She nearly keened with frustration when he removed his fingers from her pussy, but she was able to stop the sound from escaping her mouth just in time.