by Aria Ford
“You have to work?” I asked, cutting off another slice of lightly buttered toast.
“In the afternoon,” he confessed. “But only for a few hours…it’s a gym training thing.”
“Oh.” I smiled. “Well, I have the day off. Which gives us a good few hours together, doesn’t it?”
He grinned. Set his coffee aside carefully. Kissed me slowly.
“It does,” he said when we moved apart. My body was already vibrating with longing and I could barely think straight for how much I wanted him. The breakfast had revived my desire along with the rest of me.
He smiled at me, that lovely, naughty smile that warmed his eyes.
“Well,” I said carefully, “I think we need to clear some things away.”
“Indeed,” he commented, taking the tray from me and carrying it and the plate from his lap across to my dressing table. He set them down carefully and then came back.
“There,” I said smiling. “Well, then.”
“Well then.”
He slid under the covers and reached for me and I reached for him. It didn’t take long before he was naked again and I was pressed against him, my fingers in his hair and my mouth firm on his.
I wanted him and I reveled in the chance to show him that, in the way I could stroke him and kiss him and make his body come alight under my touch.
We made love again, tenderly and slowly, his hands stroking me as my own hands explored him. I took him in my hand and then tenderly lowered myself onto him, smiling as he gasped beneath me, his body filling me and fulfilling me in ways that I had never known before.
In his arms, as we returned from the realms of wonder where we took each other, I lay and thought about how remarkable it was to be here, together, now. So much, and so little, had changed.
The way we were together was exactly as it always had been. Imperious and playful and gentle and funny. We responded to each other as we always had. But there was a new closeness between us. A mutual respect. And we had learned to trust, and matured in our needs too. There was a lot he’d learned since he was first with me; and not all of it was psychological.
I smiled, thinking of how completely satisfied I felt. He seemed to catch my thought, because he rolled over and smiled down at me.
“What were you thinking?”
I smiled up at him. “If you must know,” I said pompously, “I was thinking about how nice it would be to wake up every morning like this.”
He froze. He looked at me with utter wonderment on his face.
“You were? Macy,” he sighed. “Do you mean…”
I laughed. “Maddox,” I said with tears pouring down my cheeks, only this time they were happy tears, tears of joy and laughter and fulfillment. “When will you stop thinking that I want to be rid of you? You are positively exasperating sometimes!”
He chuckled. “Very well, Macy.”
“Very well?”
“I promise I’ll stop thinking you want to get rid of me. If you promise me something too.”
“What?” I asked suspiciously.
“That you’ll always tell the truth to me. Even if it’s that you want to be rid of me. I won’t stop trying to guess, if you don’t.”
I chuckled. I could see in his eyes that he was serious, though, and I could also see that it was really important to him. I sighed and cleared my throat.
“Yes, Maddox,” I said softly. “I will always tell the truth to you.”
He let out a long sigh. “Good. Thank you, Macy. And I promise the same.” He paused. “I promise I will always tell the truth to you. Absolutely always.”
I giggled. “No matter how bad?”
“Yes.”
“Good.”
We lay together with his arm round my shoulder and my hand on his chest and together we watched the sun rise high over the buildings opposite, filling the room with light.
It was the first promise we made to each other.
Epilogue:
The weeks past in a kind of haze of wonder. We had promised to tell each other the truth—the whole truth—always. That was our first promise to each other, but it wasn’t to be the last.
We decided to get married.
Of course, that meant finally coming out of the haze of vagueness in which we had been hiding our renewed relationship, and telling our families. Telling my parents.
To my surprise, they took it very well.
“I always worried it wouldn’t last,” my mother said with a soft smile. “That the two of you would lose interest in each other. I can’t really say that, now, can I?”
I giggled and kissed her head, breathing her floral smell. “No,” I said with a smile. “No, you can’t.”
We both laughed.
My father looked surprisingly upset. He said it would have been the same for him no matter who I said I was marrying.
“I can’t really think anyone is worthy of you, my Macy,” he said. “But if you love this man, that’s another thing.”
“I do love him,” I said through a throat blocked with emotion. “I love him with all my heart.”
So that was that. The only person in the family who didn’t seem surprised was Cousin Grady.
“I always thought the two of you were right for each other,” he said with a big grin. “How is my old pal, Maddox?”
“Extremely well,” I said dryly.
He laughed. “Congratulations, Macy.”
We planned the wedding for the springtime. We would hold it on the estate, in the same place where, all those years ago, we had first met at that event we attended together. The baby in question, my cousin Morton’s child, was now a pretty ten-year-old girl, Grace. She was our flower girl.
It was a warm, sunny day in spring when I stood in that tent on the field on the estate just outside LA. There were arrangements of roses in the entrance, and the tables were laid out just the same as they had been for the christening, a decade ago.
I smelled the fragrance of roses, drifting up from my hands where I held the bouquet, standing under the trees outside, where we would make our vows.
The parson smiled at us and I smiled radiantly back. I was in love with everything that day—the guests, the parson, the trees and flowers and birds, flying high overhead. I was so, so happy.
“And do you, Macy Arlene Trent take thee Maddox Norman Jefferson to be thy lawful wedded husband, to have and to hold, in sickness and in health, until death you do part?”
“I do.”
“And do you, Maddox Norman Jefferson, take thee Macy Arlene Trent to be your lawful wedded wife, to have and to hold in sickness and in health, until death you do part?”
“I do.”
I let the sound of his words move through me, the certainty and surety, the strength.
Then we were kissing under a spring sky of perfect, cloudless blue.
After that, all the sorrow and confusion and lessons learned, we were man and wife. In truth.
We kissed.
As we drove off after the reception, my arms wrapped around Maddox, his body pressed close to mine, I felt a thrill of anticipation pass through me. Not just for our honeymoon, for which we’d decided to go to Thailand, but for the excitement of the future ahead of us.
It had already been decided that he’d move in with me. He had recently got together a group of his old football pals and other friends and they were starting their own security company. I had high hopes that it would take off extremely well. Being in charge of his own business suited him well.
I glanced at him where he sat beside me in the seat, his arm wrapped around me and my head nestled under his chin. Our legs rested next to each other and his hand was on my thigh, my hand over it. I could see the ring glistening on my finger in the light from the streetlamps outside. It reminded me that I was married now. To Maddox: we had the rest of our lives to spend together. With anyone else that might have been a daunting thought, but with him, it was exciting. I knew that whatever the future held, we would be abl
e to overcome it. We trusted each other, after all. We loved each other. And I felt sure we could face anything, together.
After all, we’d overcome the many obstacles we’d built between us ourselves—his insecurity, my belief in his indifference—and that was no small thing. We had enough love and enough trust in one another, now, for anything. I was sure of it.
The End
UNEXPECTED: A SECRET BABY ROMNACE
CHAPTER ONE
Caleigh
I’ll never make it there in time, and then Dominic will dock me a full hour’s pay for being ten minutes late. I can’t believe my stupid alarm didn’t go off.
Oh. Maybe I should try charging my phone so the alarm will work and stuff. Shit. My fault.
I scramble into my uniform and pull my blond hair into a high ponytail. I love my long hair, but customers don’t exactly want long hair in their food. I always feel like wearing it in a bun would mean I’m either a ballerina (I’m not) or that I’m old (I’m twenty-two). So ponytail it is. I nearly crash into my roommate, Amy, as I rush down the stairs from our apartment. Amy works nights at a nursing home, so she’s just now coming home. We mostly pass each other in the hall like this.
“Please tell me you’re running late because you hooked up.”
“Forgot to plug in my phone.”
“Come on, Caleigh. Give me some hope—pretend you went out and picked up a hot guy.”
“I stayed up bingeing season one of This Is Us.”
“Oh my God, you’re killing me. I never meet any guys under the age of eighty because of where I work, but you’re with the public all day. Pick up a guy once in a while. Let me live vicariously through you.”
“Trust me, the guys I meet at the restaurant—they try to grab my ass and then don’t leave a tip,” I told her. “I gotta run. Sweet dreams!”
I ran to the bus stop and barely made it. I was at work only three minutes late. I tied my apron on and went to unload the dishwasher and polish the water glasses. When Dominic came in, he was talking on the phone and barely noticed me. The kitchen was crowded, which gave me some cover. I let myself relax a little and kept busy.
“Hey, North,” my boss said, “go change the specials. We’re doing Bucatini all’Amatriciana.”
I dried my hands and got the glass chalk out of a drawer. I love doing the lettering on the specials board. I chose orange for the letters because it’s a fiery sauce, and a little red for a drop shadow on the curls. I used to get this excited about sketching skirts in my intro fashion class, but that was before everything went to hell and the highlight of my week became writing the name of a pasta special on a notice board by a door.
I would have graduated a month from now, would have had my degree if everything hadn’t gone wrong. I was three semesters in when a drunk driver crossed the center line and took out my parents and my little brother on a Sunday night. They’d taken Josh to see a monster truck show because he had turned twelve the week before. They were just driving home, not hurting anybody, and some jackass who’d downed too much cheap booze totaled their Jeep and my life right along with it. I try not to think about school too much, the classes I had to drop, and the credit card debt they had, which I hadn’t known about—the debt that had eaten up their life insurance payoff and then some.
Just for the fun of it, I put an extra swirl at the end of the A on Amatriciana, giving some flair to a task that was the closest I came to a creative outlet these days. I reluctantly capped the orange and started the delicate business of adding a highlight here, a drop shadow there, a small flourish beneath the price. I stepped back, pleased with my work.
I couldn’t help but smile. I was in a good mood when the first customers came in, and I made sure their bread basket was full of hot deliciousness while they looked over the menu. We’re not really supposed to give them bread until they order food, but I always think greeting them with goblets of ice water and a basket of warm bread is a better way of welcoming them, so I do it whenever I can.
“Miss?” the woman said.
“Yes? I’m Caleigh. What can I help you with?” I said.
“I’m allergic to dairy. Is there any way I could get a chicken parmigiana without cheese?”
“Absolutely. I’ll see to it. No problem,” I said, taking her husband’s order and heading to the kitchen.
“North, you’re supposed to enter the orders in the computer,” Dominic droned.
“Yes, but this one’s got a special dietary need. I just need to talk to Marco.”
“Fine,” he said.
“Marco, is there parmesan in the breading for the chicken?”
“Yeah. Why?”
“This lady at table three is allergic to dairy. I need chicken with just breadcrumbs. Seasoned is okay, but not cheese.”
“There’s not that much parmesan in it. I’ve already got them made up,” he said in a low voice.
“Please? Otherwise I have to go tell her we don’t have a dairy free chicken…”
“Fine,” he said, a little grouchy, but I see him take down plain breadcrumbs and dump some parsley in a bowl.
I wait for the sous chef to give me the garden salad for her and the Caesar salad for him. I tell them it would be a few extra minutes on dinner because of a special dairy-free breading for her chicken, so if they needed more bread to give me a wave.
“Thank you so much,” the wife said, and I give her a smile.
“It’s no trouble. I just want you to have a good experience and not have to worry about any hidden dairy in your meal. That would be so stressful,” I said.
“Caleigh, I’m quite glad you’re our server today. Thank you for taking the time,” she said.
I was happy to bring their dinners, happier still that they both ate every bite. It feels good to know that woman had a delicious lunch without having to worry she’d end up in the ER from accidentally eating dairy. As I bring their receipt, she presses something, a tip and a business card, into my hand.
“My name is Marilyn Wells. I own Epicurian Advantage Catering. I’d like to offer you a part-time job as an event server. An attentive waiter with an eye for detail like yours, committed to customer service, can make excellent wages. Give me a call.”
“I—thank you. I’m not sure that I—thank you,” I stammer.
Did I want to take on a second job? I’d heard of this woman’s catering company—they were top flight. It would be a good opportunity, but I was already working about fifty hours a week. The thought of taking on more made me feel tired. But the phrase ‘excellent wages’ turned my head. I was a good waitress. I cared about my customers, and I could start saving some money if I took on extra work. Maybe even save enough for tuition, for a few classes at a time until I could finish my degree and say goodbye to waiting tables.
I tuck her card into my apron with the ten-dollar bill. I know I have to put it in the tip jar, and we’ll split them at the end of the night. Part of me wants to keep the ten because it’s mine. I sigh and go drop it in the jar. Immediately my shoulders relax, and I feel better. It bothers me that I even thought about keeping that ten-dollar bill a secret.
After my shift, I go home and shower and flop onto the couch. I look at Marilyn’s business card and then at the remote control that was basically my plans for the weekend. If I pick up, say, two parties a week, I could make my bills easier to deal with. I could put back a few hundred dollars a month and be that much closer to a life I actually like and want.
I pick up my phone and dial the number, hearing her voice when she answers surprisingly. She gave me her actual personal number?
“Hi. This is Caleigh North. I was your waitress today at Benito’s. I called to tell you I’d love to come work for you. My schedule now has me working weekdays from ten-thirty to eight, and Friday from two till close.”
“Excellent. That puts you free for Saturday evenings and Sunday luncheons. Would you be able to work this Saturday night?”
“Yes. I’d love that.”
“Be at the Rose Tattoo no later than seven p.m. and wear black pants and a black blouse, hair pulled back, no bright lipstick, small earrings if any, no other jewelry apart from a wedding band if you have one.”
“I don’t. Thank you. I’ll take note of that. I appreciate the opportunity,” I tell her.
I’m so excited I can hardly sleep. I look up all the reviews of her catering service and the sample menus and the price per head on even their cheapest events is stunningly high. I wonder what I’ll be earning, if there will be tips. A peek into the message boards for banquet servers leads me to believe I’d be able to make a hundred dollars a weekend if I could do two events. If I took one weekend off a month, I could use the first hundred to pay bills without scrimping and save the rest of the money, maybe for college courses.
I worked the rest of the week just living for Saturday so I could see if working for a fancy caterer for a private event in one of the hottest clubs in the city would be the great opportunity I hoped for.
CHAPTER TWO
Griffin
I’m glaring at the traffic jam. I do not have time for this. I look at the time on my phone and see the screen light up with caller ID. It’s Simpson again. I bet he’s trying to back out of our meeting.