by Jodi Meadows
Wind breathed through the surrounding gardens and trees, spurring me to follow the others as they entered the mansion. The whole place reeked of opulence, and so did Chey’s guests. No one stopped to look or admire, like such a display of wealth was an everyday occurrence.
It was for them. Melanie and I were the only ones trying not to gape as we hurried after everyone.
“I didn’t see Tobiah,” she muttered as we entered the mansion.
Good. “Maybe he wasn’t invited. Or didn’t want to come. I heard he refuses to attend most social events.” Warring scents of rose and honeysuckle filled the mansion’s front hall, making my head spin.
“The dining hall is through here.” A footman gestured to the left, his tone holding all the enthusiasm of having said those exact words five thousand times tonight; we were among the last to arrive.
One of the house staff led us through the dining hall, resplendent with crystal chandeliers and glossy wood panels along the walls. A string quartet sat in the corner, their music nearly drowned out by the several dozen guests talking.
“Here are your seats.” The footman pulled out two chairs at the lower end of the table, next to a handful of men in military uniforms.
A surge of disgust made my face hot.
I saw soldiers of the Indigo Army every time I came to Skyvale, but I’d never been forced to share a meal with men who might have been there during the One-Night War. With men who might have murdered citizens of Aecor City, high nobility, and my parents.
Focusing on calming breaths, I accepted the cushioned chair and arranged the russet gown over my lap.
“Oh, thank saints.” A young man wearing the uniform of the Indigo Order offered a wide smile. His hair was short, in the style of most soldiers, but the top buttons of his jacket were undone, as though he hated even that much confinement.
He was too young to have fought in Aecor. Maybe he’d be all right.
“I was afraid I’d be alone with these old men all evening.” He motioned at the four other men surrounding us, who all grumbled good-naturedly. “I’m Lieutenant James Rayner. The old men are Clint, Ethan, Eric, and Bryce. They all have ranks more impressive than mine, so I’ll just skip over those, if that’s all right with you. I do, however, have the distinction of being Crown Prince Tobiah’s principal bodyguard.”
Maybe he wasn’t all right, after all.
But the last bit of information snapped him into my memory; he’d been in the king’s office yesterday. “I’m pleased to meet all of you. I’m Julianna Whitman. And this is my companion, Melanie Cole.”
“I remember. My most heartfelt condolences for the loss you’ve both suffered.” James offered a deep nod, almost a bow. “I, too, know the pain of losing someone close.”
Rayner. That was the queen’s maiden name, which made James Tobiah’s cousin. If I recalled, there was a scandal around James’s birth, which was why he carried his mother’s name, rather than his mysterious father’s. Later on, his mother had married a prominent lord, but he’d died in a fire at the Rayner family home; that must have been the loss James spoke of.
“It seems you’ve had no trouble securing places in society,” said one of the other soldiers. He looked about the king’s age, though he wore the years with more grace. It was entirely possible he’d been in Aecor ten years ago. Any of the four older men, actually. They all wore medals on their jackets, but I couldn’t tell what they represented.
My stomach turned over, but I managed to say, “Thank you.” I wanted to make the tablecloth slither alive and hurl dinnerware at the soldiers. I wanted to instruct forks and knives to—
Melanie reached for my hand under the table, and squeezed. “We’re fortunate for Lady Meredith’s and Lady Chey’s consideration. We don’t know anyone here, but we’re eager to make friends.”
“I don’t think that will be a problem for either of you.” The soldier smiled easily.
“Lady Meredith said this is an engagement ball. Who is her fiancé?” she asked.
Everyone swung his head around, eyebrows lifted and mouth slightly agape. “You don’t know?” James looked incredulous.
Melanie paled slightly. “Unfortunately, our invitation came only minutes after we arrived, and we weren’t informed of any details.” She shot a glance toward the head of the table, where Lady Meredith sat. “I suppose we’ll find out soon, won’t we?”
At her easy, palpable charm, the men seemed to relax. “That you will, my lady.”
“We’re also eager to see the whole palace and the parks behind it. If only we could find someone willing to give us a tour or two.”
James grinned. “Well then, you’ve been seated with the right people. If I’m ever given a day off duty, I will beg for your company.”
“Aren’t you off duty now?” she asked.
James gestured toward the head of the table. “At events like this, I’m not important enough to sit by the crown prince, but I can see him from here. If anyone threatens him, I’ll just cut down everyone between us. I’m not worried.” He winked as though it had been a joke, but there was a hardness to his expression that revealed otherwise.
“We’ll be sure to stay out of your way, in that case.”
So the prince was present after all. I glanced in his direction and saw the distracted, sullen expression of someone who didn’t want to be here. He sat between Lady Meredith and his father, who looked very gray this evening. The queen sat on the other side of the king, her face turned away from me.
James caught the prince’s bored look, too, and flashed an awkward smile at me. In a low voice, as though sharing a secret, he said, “His Highness doesn’t usually come to balls and parties. He’ll make an appearance when he must, like tonight, but often he spends his evenings alone with his father.” James cast another look toward the crown prince and shrugged. “His preference for staying in gives me plenty of nights off, but it is good for him to be out in society.”
“Ah, the scandal there would be if he’d skipped this event!” Clint chuckled to himself.
Why should I feel sorry for him, even if he was watching his father die a lingering death? By my count, he’d had nine years more with his father than I had with mine. And he would get to say good-bye.
I shook the thoughts away—I was Julianna tonight, not Wilhelmina—and let myself be pulled back into James’s company as he indulged Melanie and me with the names and ranks and current gossip of everyone at the table.
This, if nothing else, was an excellent time to study my enemy.
A glass clinked at the head of the table, and Lady Chey rose to her feet; a servant spirited her chair back, out of her way. She smoothed her elegant lavender gown, with finely cut diamonds arranged in an elaborately stylized wave that crested on the bodice, which accented all her best feminine qualities.
“Thank you all for joining me this evening.” At Chey’s greeting, the remaining murmurs faded and the quartet played a soft chord before lowering their instruments. “I hope we’ve all had opportunities to catch up with old friends and make some new ones.” She glanced at me, eyebrow lifted in falsely sweet acknowledgment.
It took all my self-restraint not to flip my little finger at her.
“Tonight, we’re here to celebrate the engagement of two people who I admire greatly, and who are some of my closest friends.” She made a welcoming gesture toward Crown Prince Tobiah and the young woman sitting next to him. “His Royal Highness Tobiah Pierce, and Lady Meredith Corcoran, Duchess of Lakeside.”
The prince smiled politely, though he managed to make it look gloomy. Lady Meredith was radiant as she gazed up at her fiancé.
Well. That was bound to be a loving marriage with no problems whatsoever.
Lady Chey continued with her speech, mostly recounting all the time she and Meredith spent together, and how privileged she was to host their engagement ball thanks to this close friendship. A few of the guests began shifting in their seats, and a woman—her mother, perhaps—glared p
ointedly, a clear signal for Chey to stop talking.
Finally, the first course was announced and served. After the blessing, everyone began picking at the crab puffs, and it was all I could do not to shovel the food into my mouth as quickly as possible.
Melanie moved just as stiffly as she speared a puff, and soon the conversation turned toward favorite dishes and desserts. James and his friends kept up a steady chatter, which allowed Melanie and me the space to observe them, as well as the rest of the guests.
A few people flashed us curious looks, but I didn’t acknowledge the accompanying whispers of gossip as the meal progressed into the second and third and fourth courses.
I had to stop myself from eating everything, or risk revealing my real life as an orphan, but I hated myself for wasting food. While I ate more than my fill in here, children in the Flags went hungry tonight. Knowing that, how could I enjoy the meal?
The music stopped a little while later; the players took their instruments and quit the room, which seemed to be a signal.
At the head of the table, Lady Chey stood again and tapped her glass. Everyone quieted. She and several others delivered speeches congratulating Tobiah and Meredith, wishing the best for the Indigo Kingdom, and hinting there should be no fewer than a dozen children after the wedding. Even the king managed to say something, though he remained seated for his part.
“The night is not over,” Lady Chey said. “If you’ll proceed into the Crystal Room, the orchestra should be finished preparing for dancing.”
Several people clapped and began rising. My companions all finished their glasses of wine before standing. James offered his arm. “Allow me to escort a beautiful lady?”
I reminded myself he was too young to have been part of the One-Night War.
“Thank you.” I placed my gloved hand on his forearm. Now that dinner was over and the men were tipsy, Melanie and I would separate and begin asking more probing questions.
“May I beg the first dance?” James guided me from the dining hall, after the others.
“I’d be honored. I should warn you, though: I’m a terrible dancer.”
“I don’t believe it. Surely, you’re too modest.”
There was no modesty about it. I’d learned a few dances as a child, and every Osprey had received instruction over the last several years, but we’d had little opportunity to practice. But I just smiled at James and allowed him to lead me onto the dance floor where several other couples were already arranged.
As its name implied, the Crystal Room glittered from floor to ceiling, though most of the crystals were actually just glass and mirrors. There was plenty of space for all of us, but the reflections made the room seem bigger. The orchestra had set up in a small balcony overhead, so when the music began, it soared above the crowd.
“If you’re as terrible a dancer as you claim”—James drew me into the line of flushed-faced nobles—“then please just follow my lead. I’m a fantastic dancer.”
“If that’s true, it seems I’m doomed to embarrass myself.” But in the first few measures of music, he proved himself correct. James held his frame tall, but relaxed and comfortable with the movements. The music carried us along as we spun through the room.
“So.” James held my gaze as we stepped close, then far. His eyes were brown, as warm as his smile, but sharp with wariness. Readiness. Though it was true he wasn’t old enough to have been part of the One-Night War, he’d seen other battles.
“Yes?” I’d have to be careful around this one.
“What do you want to know about Prince Tobiah?”
I lifted an eyebrow. “I didn’t ask about him.”
“Not aloud. But I saw you looking yesterday.”
“Oh.” He thought I was interested in Tobiah? A sour boy with a perfect life he couldn’t even see? Well, as long as the prince’s bodyguard thought I liked the prince it was better than knowing I’d been imagining punching that sullen prince in his sullen face. “I wasn’t well yesterday. I was exhausted and dizzy from the journey here, and His Highness just looked so familiar. It was rude to stare. Forgive me.”
“Ah.” James stepped closer, his palm slipping over my upper arm. “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t tease you.”
I let my expression turn soft, forgiving. “I’d rather be treated like you’d treat any other young lady. I do not want to forever be the sad duchess from a fallen kingdom, too fragile to befriend or tease. That’s why Melanie and I came here tonight: to show that we won’t allow our tragedy to define the rest of our lives. The pain of what happened—it won’t last for eternity.”
A lie. I knew very well how pain could last, and fester, and shape a person in unnameable ways.
But James squeezed my arm. “Tobiah’s miniature was sent to many families a couple of years ago, including some in Liadia. Perhaps your family received one.”
“I wasn’t yet out, so probably not, but I must have had an older cousin or friend who received one.” I shivered. “Details like that are hazy now, like they’re filled with wraith.”
“It’s all right.” James’s voice was soft and comforting, and if I’d been the real Lady Julianna, I might have fallen for him right there.
“So.” I made my voice a little husky. “You were concerned that I might be interested in Prince Tobiah. Even though he’s engaged, apparently.”
Color rose up James’s throat and cheeks. “I wasn’t concerned, but I was thinking that the fastest way to get your mind off him and on to me would be to tell you something truly appalling about him.”
“By all means, tell me something truly appalling about him.”
James glanced across the room, and for a heartbeat his smile fell away, revealing a young man too used to checking on his prince to make sure nothing was wrong. “Well.” He gave an exaggerated sigh and spun me. My gown flared, a desert of silk at my feet. “I bear a great burden. As Tobiah’s bodyguard and best friend, I know all his worst faults.”
Best friend? That made me doubly glad I’d concealed my real feelings. “You do know how to keep a lady in suspense.”
He grinned. “Prepare to be scandalized. The prince is a terrible swordsman. He sleeps through breakfast almost every day. And once I saw him chew with his mouth open.”
“Just the once, though?”
“He was ten.”
I nodded solemnly. “I see. These are unforgivable offenses and I’m deeply scandalized.”
A smile lit his eyes. “At last, I’m not the only one to see his true nature.”
“And now he has a fiancée. What will she do when she discovers these dark truths? Didn’t you warn her?”
“The fair duchess would not be swayed from her decision to accept his proposal. No matter how often I complimented her beauty, she still chose him. Ah, to be a prince.” He pressed his hand to his heart.
“Lieutenant Rayner, do I perceive that you are something of a flirt?”
“My heart is simply more open than most people’s.” As the first dance ended, James offered a deep bow. “You’re not as terrible a dancer as you claimed, Lady Julianna.” He offered his arm.
Face ducked as though to hide a blush, I let him lead me off the dance floor. “You’re so kind.”
“So kind I’d like to get you a drink while we wait for the next dance, if you’ll honor me again. Wine?”
“Please.”
He left me by a gilt-framed mirror, which showed couples pulling closer and others seeking conversation partners. I caught glimpses of Melanie smiling shyly at a man, Lady Chey parading around in her exquisite lavender gown, and Tobiah listening to someone speak, a thin mask of politeness across his features. He looked ready to drop from boredom, in spite of Meredith’s presence beside him. She looked lovely, her hair all in tight coils, save a few pale tendrils that brushed her golden gown.
No doubt she was engaging in the long-celebrated tradition of marrying up, but what did he get from this? A lovely wife? Her family’s wealth?
“Her name is
Julianna,” a woman nearby said. “She’s a duchess from Liadia.”
I continued my admiration of the room as the woman repeated my manufactured history, occasionally shooting pitying looks my way. As long as they believed my story, it didn’t matter that I was in a palace filled with enemies, biding my time until I could go back to my ruined kingdom and scrape it off the ground.
James returned and handed me a glass of wine. “My lady.”
I thanked him and took a tiny sip, just enough to wet my mouth. The room was warm, and being Julianna, pretending that I didn’t hate everyone here, was exhausting. But I couldn’t risk getting drunk and revealing something I shouldn’t, either. I needed to stay sharp. Focused.
“You’ve said you don’t do much dancing,” James said. “What do you enjoy doing?”
Forgery? “Writing letters. Drawing.” Picking locks? “Puzzles.” Fighting? “Sewing.” I kept my tone pleasant—as pleasant as Julianna might, given her recent trials.
“I’d love to see some of your artwork.” James sipped his wine. “I’ve never had much opportunity to learn, but we have many fine artists in Skyvale. Many pieces are in Skyvale Palace, but I don’t have the knowledge to tell you anything about them. I simply enjoy looking.”
I dulled my tone a little. Just enough. “Unfortunately, all of my drawings are still in Liadia.”
James pressed his mouth into a line and nodded. “Of course. If you want to take up drawing again, though, I’m sure supplies would be provided.”
“I don’t want to be an inconvenience.” But really, what did I care about inconveniencing anyone here? Some other time, I’d reference this conversation when I asked for large sheets of paper and a selection of colored inks. The prince’s best friend and cousin said I should ask, after all.
“I’m sure you wouldn’t.” He continued inquiring about my hobbies and favorite things—animals, seasons, paintings—until the next dance was announced and couples began assembling on the floor. “Ready?”
We set our wineglasses on a shelf, and once the dance began, I circled my questions around his job and habits and promise to show Melanie and me around the palace.