by Lane Hart
“I may not be father material now,” I admit. “But I promise you that I’m gonna try and do better, for her. I want to either help you raise this baby or do it myself.”
Abby’s jaw drops open a few seconds before she recovers and shakes her head. “I don’t think you realize how hard it will be to raise a baby on your own. They don’t sleep much. They eat all the time and poop a lot.”
“It must not be that bad if everyone does it,” I point out. “And my schedule is flexible.”
“Who will watch her while you’re at the gym?” she asks.
“That’s what daycares and babysitters are for. Plenty of parents drop their kids off and go to work. Besides, my work day is only four or five hours.”
“A girl is gonna need a mother figure to help raise her.”
“Don’t you have a sister who can help me? And how do you know I won’t eventually settle down? Have a girlfriend? Get married?” I ask.
Abby’s jaw clenches, and she grabs her belly when she looks away. Huh. So she doesn’t like thinking about me with someone else.
“What if she’s a shitty mother?” Ah, so that’s what this is about.
“You think I have bad taste in women?” I remark, pointing out how hypocritical that was.
“She could be a real gold digger, out for your money, and not give a shit about you or the baby.”
“Really?” I ask. “Do I look that stupid? My money is on lockdown. I don’t even know how much I have. No one actually knows how well I get paid for fights.”
“They will if you get better.” She makes a valid point.
“I won’t let a gold digger screw me over.”
“Will you just consider that Linc and Claire might be the best option for providing her with a real family?”
“Claire will resent her and she’ll always cause problems for them. Do you really want to do that to our daughter? Do you really want to do that to Linc? Fuck his life over because you can’t be with him?”
“That’s not…I’m not…God, you’re such an annoying dickhole.” She’s flustered. And horny.
“Will you at least consider that I’m a better option than Linc and Claire?” I ask.
Abby stares at me for several silent seconds, judging my sincerity or whatever else, so I plow forward. “Just give me from now until the baby is born before you decide. If I can’t change your mind by then…”
“Fine,” she eventually grumbles, and then her face lights up. “If you can go the entire rest of the pregnancy without fucking anyone else, I’ll consider it.”
“You don’t want me to fuck anyone else?” I ask for clarification.
“No. If you can’t do that for a few months…”
“I can do it,” I assure her. I start to demand the same from her, but I don’t. In a few months, I’ll be free to fuck whoever I want and she…she may not even be…
“Yeah, right,” she scoffs. “There’s no way you can keep your dick in your pants for four more months.”
“I can. And who knows. Maybe all this arguing is for nothing.” I’m trying to think positively. Abby seems too healthy to be sick.
“Maybe,” she agrees with a small smile, telling me that she’s hanging on to that possibility with everything she’s got. I hope it’s enough. “So, do you wanna fuck?”
“What?” I ask, having clearly misheard her with my mind going back into the gutter.
“I’m sorry. Let me dumb it down for you. Do you want to get naked and put your cock inside me?”
Blinking at her, I’m still not sure where the hell that proposition came from.
“You want to fuck?” I ask. “Like right now?”
“Uh-huh. Oh, and Luke wants to watch.”
I see her lips moving, but the words coming out are not making sense.
“Did you say Luke wants to watch? Like you and I–”
“Fucking? Yes,” she says with a nod and smirk. She’s enjoying making me squirm.
“Why the hell would I want to do that?” I ask.
“You liked having the cab driver watch us.” Fuck, I hate when she’s right about shit.
“I didn’t know him, and he didn’t fuck you afterwards.”
“You could watch afterwards,” she says, playing teasingly with her long braid while my jaw comes unhinged.
“No,” I say, shaking my head and getting to my feet. She has fucking lost her mind. What is wrong with her? Oh yeah, she may only have months to live. “I’ll um, talk to you later,” I say. And with an annoyed tug of my fingers through my hair, I get the fuck out of dodge.
Chapter Twelve
Abby
“You were wrong,” I tell Luke when I open the door to let him in my apartment. “But seeing his face when I asked was priceless.”
“Senn said no? I can’t believe it. I thought for sure…” he says, spinning his orange baseball cap around to kiss me in greeting. “Oh, he’ll be back,” he says with confidence when he wraps me in his arms and his hands lower to squeeze my ass cheeks. “Maybe even tonight. I give him two days max.”
“Doubtful,” I say with a shake of my head. “You didn’t see him. He looked like he was about to blow a gasket.”
“Doesn’t he have a fight in a few weeks?” Luke asks, following me to the sofa.
“Um, I dunno. I think he may have one coming up.”
“Then he’ll be back…or he’ll go and fuck some random chicks from a club. Because when you’re horny, you can’t concentrate in the cage.”
“Oh,” I mutter, not wanting to think about Senn with other women. I mean, that’s what he does, and I’m with someone else, but I feel like he’s…cheating on me and the baby. The pregnancy makes me all possessive and shit. And, if he does do that, then he wasn’t serious about wanting to be father. Ugh, my life is so stressful that I need a nap. “You ready to go to bed?” I ask Luke. “I’m running on fumes.”
“Sure,” he says, standing up and offering me his hand. “Tonight we can just cuddle.”
“I’m not that tired,” I tell him with a grin when I get to my feet, noticing the pressure on my slightly swollen ankles. “Let me get in a nap, and then worlds can be rocked.”
“We’ll see,” he says doubtfully, leading the way down the hall to my bedroom. He doesn’t think I’ll wake up until the morning once I crash; and, honestly, I’m not so sure myself. It’s Friday night, and I’m turning in at eight p.m. What a way to live what might be the last few days of my life.
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Senn
What the fuck am I doing here? I ask myself for the tenth time. Sinking down farther into the leather seat of my truck, I eye the bright orange mustang across from me in Abby’s dark lot. He’s here. Of course he is. That was a given. But what am I doing driving over here at ten o’clock at night is the better question.
I’ve been antsy ever since I left Abby’s earlier tonight. My heart’s racing and my palms are sweaty, sort of like how the adrenaline gets pumping right before a fight. When I got home, I took an ice cold shower and jerked off, but that made it worse. I was even more turned on after imagining exactly how what Abby suggested would go down. There’s no way it would happen unless I’m calling the shots. Since I don’t think that’s much of a stretch, I drove my ass back over here and have been sitting in the truck weighing the pros and cons. The pro is…I get to fuck Abby. Con is I have to do it in front of a boy. A boy she’s been fucking. But see, that seems like a pro because the caveman in me wants to take her to town while he watches. I want him to see that I can fuck her better than him. The small part that’s messing with my head is, what if that’s not true?
If there’s one thing I know about me and Abby, it’s that when we’re together it’s explosive. There’s no fucking way he can top that shit.
Decision made, I finally get out of the truck and climb the steps two at a time to the second floor. My hand shakes when I knock my knuckles on the door; because as many women as I’ve fucked, I’ve never had anyone watch before.
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br /> Luke opens the door in nothing but shorts and a smirk. This is becoming a habitual greeting of his that I can’t say I’m real fond of.
“She’s asleep,” he says. “The pregnancy and cancer wear her out early most nights.”
I hang my head in shame. Here I am, showing up to fuck her when she’s growing my baby and getting sicker each day because of it. Someone should kick my ass.
“But she usually wakes up randy because she has these really naughty wet dreams.”
“Um, okay.” I’m not sure what else to say to that. The way Luke knows Abby’s days and nights so well makes me wonder how long he’s been in the picture.
“She’s moaned your name a few times in her sleep since she got back from the beach.”
Damn if that doesn’t make my cock swell.
“Why would you tell me that? Aren’t you pissed?” I ask in confusion. He looks so carefree about Abby wanting someone else that it doesn’t make sense.
Crossing his arms over his chest, he leans a shoulder against the door jam. “Jealousy isn’t really my thing,” he says. “And it’s hard to get mad at someone who’s dying to save her baby. Your baby.”
“I told her she should terminate…”
He shakes his head. “I know. She’s so damn stubborn.”
That’s when I realize exactly why he told me about the doctor’s appointment. He wanted me to find out what was going on and to try to convince her to save herself, because he doesn’t want to lose her. Hell, I don’t either, so I guess that’s one thing we’ve got in common.
“You coming in or not?” he asks when he straightens up and takes a step back.
“But I thought you said she’s asleep?”
“Stay the night, and I promise you’ll be really glad you did in the morning.”
“Are you sure she’s up for…”
“For now,” he answers. “I don’t know for how much longer.”
I nod in understanding.
“She doesn’t have anyone else really,” he says sadly. “Her family is pissed at her, still giving her the silent treatment. All of her friends graduated from ECU and live out of state. Linc’s married now. It’s just her sister, me, and you.”
“Are you trying to guilt trip me into staying, so you can watch us fuck in the morning?” I ask.
“Yes. Is it working?” he asks with a big grin.
“I call all the shots,” I say.
“Hell yes.”
Once I step into the apartment, he shuts the door and locks it behind me.
“You don’t get to touch her unless I say so,” I tell him, following him down the dark hallway.
“Understood.”
When we get to the bedroom, he turns on a bedside lamp, so I can find my way around. He climbs in bed on one side of Abby, so I go around to the other. The king sized mattress has plenty of room for the three of us. I won’t have to touch him or anything. Besides, who knows how much longer I’ll have to be able to share a bed with her. Maybe I can sneak right in and even convince her to change her mind about letting me raise the baby.
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Abby
I wake up warm, without chills, for the first time in…I don’t know how long. In fact, the bed with Luke’s heat feels like an oven. Rolling away from him to cool off, I encounter even more body heat. What the fuck? Squinting my heavy eyelids open, dark, wavy hair is inches from me. I’ll be damned! Luke was right.
Senn’s smooth, tan sculpted back muscles stretch beautifully across his wide frame, looking so tempting. The clock says it’s only six a.m. which is why the room is still mostly dark. I took a twelve-hour nausea pill with my prenatal vitamin last night, so I should have a few more hours…
My greedy fingernails reach out and stroke a path right down Senn’s spine, all the way down to the waistband of his boxer briefs. That wakes him up.
With a sleepy grumble, he rolls to his back. Stretching his arms over his head, he grips the headboard, flexing his biceps while making a damn fine tent under the sheets. My mouth waters just looking at him. His face is soft when our eyes lock and hold in a strangely intimate moment.
Grabbing my hand, he places it over his hard pecs, rubbing across his expansive chest before tracing along the outline of his abs. Unable to resist any longer, he directs our hands lower, following the soft trail of dark hair underneath his boxers until I’m grasping his long, hard cock. He moans at the same time I gasp when a hand touches my waist before slipping down and teasing me lightly between my legs.
Oh God, yes. There are two gorgeous men in my bed. How did I get so lucky? Did I die and go to heaven already? No, that can’t be right because I’m surely destined for hell.
Growing impatient, Senn throws the covers off of us and shoves his boxers down while his chest heaves. Knowing exactly what he wants, I raise up, getting to my knees to lean over and tease him with my mouth. Fisting him at the base, I slowly lick paths up and down the bulging veins of his shaft before wrapping my lips around the thick crown of his cock.
“Fuck,” he moans. “Take more.” His voice is already strained, and I just got started. The dripping, salty precum tells me he’s not gonna last long. So freaking turned on, I reach down and rub my clit with two fingertips before I remember there’s another man here that could to that for me.
“Luke,” I plead. Senn stops breathing and I don’t feel any movement behind me. “Luke?”
“Can I taste her?” the man behind me asks Senn. “She needs some relief.”
“Fine,” Senn grumbles. “Lick her pussy while she sucks me off, but she doesn’t finish until I come.”
“Yes, sir,” Luke responds, making my thighs clench around the emptiness.
Why was that exchange so hot? Two men talking about me like I can’t make decisions for myself. One deferring to the other. Before I can comment, Senn’s enormous hand is on the back of my head, redirecting me to my task.
Lowering my head again, Luke gives me more instructions, “Spread your legs wider and lift your hips for me.”
I quickly do as he asked while covering as much of Senn’s cock as I can with my mouth without gagging. The first gentle touch of Luke’s finger through my wet folds causes me to release a moan around his shaft.
“Fuck, yes,” Senn mutters. “Make her do that again.”
When I feel the stroke of Luke’s tongue in my pussy, I nearly choke and have to pull my mouth off Senn.
“If you stop, he stops,” Senn warns, looking down at me with hungry, hooded eyes. As soon as he says the words, the magic stops. Damn him. Even though I’m internally cursing him, it’s so fucking hot to know Senn’s in control. Luke’s easygoing enough to defer to him, and I have to say, between the two, right this second I want Senn more for being the dominating alpha.
I go back to sucking his cock because I want to please him, and in return have him allow my own pleasure. My eyes close and I whimper when Luke picks up where he left off. Knowing I’m so close to my release, I work harder on Senn. Swallowing as much as I can, I counterstroke his cock in a tight grip. His hips lift off the mattress, pumping into my mouth faster and faster while I squirm under Luke’s talented tongue and fingers in my pussy.
“So close,” Senn hisses between his teeth. His hold tightens in my hair a second before the warm jets of his release pulse down my throat. As soon as his cock slips out of my mouth, Luke’s tongue penetrates me so deeply I feel his nose pressed against me. My body convulses as I shout out with the ecstasy. Before I come all the way back down, Senn drags me gently up his body, so that I’m straddling his waist with my head lying on his sweaty chest.
Spreading my legs farther apart with his own, Senn tells Luke, “Now you can fuck her.”
“Hell yes,” Luke says before I feel him kneeling behind me. Big hands cup my breasts and knead them while a steel length rams into my sensitive flesh. I brace myself for his thrusts, gripping Senn’s shoulders. Luke drives me up the other man’s body until my face is buried in his neck that I kiss a
nd nip on between the blissful moans. Underneath my belly, I feel Senn’s cock already stirring to life again. The hard pressure of his length against my pelvis is what sends me over the edge.
“Oh God,” I moan when I grab two handfuls of Senn’s hair to hold on as I grind myself on his body while getting fucked from behind.
“Fuck,” Senn groans. “I need to be inside you.”
He reaches between our bodies, and then I feel the tip of his finger…inside me…with Luke’s cock.
Gasping, I push up on his chest. “What are you doing?” I ask. “Uh! Uhh!” I cry out when another finger eases inside me. Luke’s body jerks behind me.
“Does that hurt?” he asks.
I shake my head since Uh is all that I can make come out of my mouth as I look down at his amber eyes that look dark and desperate.
Feeling the same way, I lift my hips and grasp his cock, slowly sinking down on him with our eyes locked.
“Abby,” he groans simultaneous to Luke’s curse. I whimper as my walls stretch to hold two cocks. I don’t have to move after that. Luke’s thrusts do all the work for the three of us.
“You okay?” Senn asks, sweat dripping down his tense face.
“Yes,” I assure him. “Yes! Uhh!” I clamp down tighter on both cocks as my body shakes with release.
“I’ve gotta come,” Luke says right before he stills inside me.
“Fuck,” Senn groans when he also feels the warm, wetness of his release. That’s it for him, too, apparently.
We collapse into a sweaty, gasping pile.
After minutes or hours of silence, Luke says, “I’m just gonna go…yeah,” before he lifts off me and starts for the bathroom. When he stumbles and crashes a shoulder into the wall, he curses, making Senn and I both burst into belly laughs that rock us against each other.
“How’s our girl?” he asks once we’re alone and have stopped giggling. More ice melts from my heart as my boneless body continues to lay draped over Senn’s hard, massive body.
“She’s good. I felt her moving the other day.”