I ate it and smiled. “Thanks.” Then I watched him shove a forkful of taco salad into his mouth. “Is it good?”
“Yeah.” He looked toward the kitchen. “Thanks, Mom. Best ever.” Then he glanced at me. “You want some?”
I just nodded and opened my mouth. After I chewed for a while, I smiled. “It is good.” I ate a few more bites then relaxed into the cushions. “Maybe we could watch a movie?”
Chad smiled. “Sure we can.” He wolfed down a few more forkfuls. “How about we watch a girlie movie? Would ya like that?”
“Yeah.”
Chad moved his dinner to the side table and sat next to it. Then he helped me lay down with my head in his lap. “Mom, you guys wanna watch a movie with us?” He picked up the remote and searched through the list of on demand choices. He caressed my hair. “You seen “Brokenhearted” yet?”
“No.” My grief began to fade a bit with the closeness.
* * *
When the movie was over, Chad carried me to the bedroom. After he held me up so I could brush my teeth, he tucked me into bed, naked. I still felt helpless and hated that. At least the pain pills had started to kick in.
“I’ll get your pajamas on in a minute.” He kissed my lips softly before he took a shower.
As he walked out of the bathroom with only a towel on, I watched him. I had always liked to admire him just out of the shower. His curly blonde hair was much longer wet, down to his waist. It was usually around the middle of his back. His arms and chest were unbelievable. The rest of his body was more toned than first time I saw him naked.
When he took the towel off, I found myself so full of desire, I ached inside. It had been too long since we had been truly intimate. Since I had discovered my deeper feelings for him, my body and mind reacted to him. It wasn’t fair we couldn’t make love. I wanted to show him how I felt. As soon as he opened a drawer and pulled out underwear, I couldn’t stand it any longer.
“No. Don’t put those on,” I called to him, and surprised myself. I bit my lip when he turned to look at me.
“Why?” He looked truly confused.
I couldn’t take my eyes off him. “Because I really want you.”
He smiled slyly. “Oh, really?” He turned all the way around and laughed. “You want this?” He came to the bed and slowly crawled to me. “What d’ you want me to do to you?” he asked as he hovered over me. His hair touched my face.
I put my hand through it and smiled again. “I want you to make me scream.”
“Not a good idea with our mothers here,” he countered. “They’d probably both smack me if they knew what I wanna do to you. But, if you promise to be good and pretty quiet, I’ll be nice to you.” He sounded like his old self again.
He kissed my mouth deeply as he stayed on all fours. Then he pulled down the blanket. He carefully moved my broken arm and lay on me without much pressure. He continued to kiss me while his cock thickened quickly. I closed my eyes as his love filled me again. He kissed my neck, and I sighed. It was as if we had gone back in time.
I wanted to do so many things to him, but I couldn’t maneuver myself to do any of them. When I could reach, I kissed his neck. His breath quickened with each touch of my mouth. Then I found his spot and bit him. He let out a quiet sound of pleasure. Slowly, he pushed my legs open with his knees.
“You sure you’re ready?” His voice laced with desire. “Don’t let me rush you.”
“I need you. Please.”
Teeth sank into my neck. As soon as I arched my back, he pushed in carefully. “Baby, relax. You’re really tense.”
I had no idea I was so nervous, but it had been a while since I had sex with anyone. Since I knew he would stop if I didn’t relax. I took a deep breath and let it out slowly. Then I shut my eyes and imagined us at the beach. Chad’s lips brushed mine again. We kissed over and over while I let my body loosen up.
He moaned softly when he carefully drove into me again. I clung to him, pleasure all over. He let out sigh after sigh while he buried his cock deeper. Each gentle stroke was incredible. My eyes rolled back. I let my mouth drop open but nothing more. Then suddenly, I called out his name.
Immediately, he put his hand over my mouth. With a low moan, he finally thrust in as far as possible. “I love how perfect your pussy is. Am I hurting you?” He lifted his hand slightly.
“No. Feels amazing.” I smiled, as I remembered the day he told me I was the only girl who could take all of him. “I love you, Chad.”
“I love you too, baby.” He withdrew and slowly pushed back in. Then he let out a gasp as he ground into my pelvis. “Damn, Crystal. You feel so fucking good.”
My nails dug into his skin as I moaned softly. I enjoyed when he caressed my cervix. His hips went around, gently and a sudden orgasm came over me. I scratched his back as I held in a cry. Then just as my body went almost limp again, he started to thrust carefully.
Pain started again and gradually got worse. I struggled to get my mouth free. He moved his hand. “Chad, you’re hurting me.”
“Sor—ry,” Chad breathlessly responded as his hips froze. “What hurts?”
I closed my eyes. “My back. The cuts maybe?”
“I didn’t think of that,” he whispered then kissed my lips. “I’ll make it better.” He lay most of his body down, not quite on top of mine and leaned on his forearms. That took the pressure off my wounds. Then his head was on the pillow. “Does this hurt?”
I ran my good hand through his hair and craned my neck to see his face. “No. I love you.” I couldn’t help but say it.
“I love you too.” He kissed my forehead and carefully pulled his cock out most of the way before he drove back in slowly. “If it hurts again, I’ll try something else.” He covered my mouth again.
Slowly, his strokes got stronger and faster. His hair draped over my face and neck and I loved it, but each thrust caused pain all over. Then he shifted his weight and leaned on my ribs. His hand slipped off my mouth just as I cried out in agony.
He quickly pulled out. “I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt you.” Thankfully, the pain faded quickly.
A knock on the door made me jump. “Is she OK?” Chad’s mom asked.
We both looked at each other. He replied, “I touched her ribs by mistake.” We both laughed quietly. “Just go back to bed. I’ll take care of her.” He turned back to me. “Think she knows what really happened?”
I smiled. “After finding the condom wrapper, I think so.”
“Shit.” He jumped off the bed, definitely alarmed.
“What’s wrong?”
He headed to his dresser. “Nothing. It’s nothing.”
I didn’t push. Instead, I watched him walk. I couldn’t believe how much love and desire I still felt. It confused me feeling that way toward him when I knew what the next few days held. Nevertheless, I couldn’t help it.
When he opened the nightstand drawer again and pulled out a condom, I almost told him he didn’t need one. Thankfully, I thought better of it. There was no way to know if I was pregnant or not yet. Better safe than sorry.
He approached the bed as he rolled it over his erection. “Should we tell our moms we’re together now?”
I wasn’t sure if that was appropriate. “Everything’s new for me again. A few days ago you were my best friend. Now you’re my—my I don’t know.”
“Maybe after this is all over, you can say boyfriend when you think of me.” He smiled with understanding. “We’ll just have to make everyone understand.”
Soon, his thick cock slowly drove into me, as he kept most of his weight on my left side. Then he lifted my bad leg a bit. I whimpered as quiet as I could. My bruises still caused a lot of pain.
“Sorry. Guess I can’t do that.” He spread my legs wider.
I closed my eyes and exclaimed softly, “Ouch!”
He kissed my lips gently. “We’ll find a way, my baby girl.” Then he withdrew almost fully from me and sighed as he pushed back in. “D
oes this hurt?”
“No.” I picked up my left leg and hooked it over his back, to give him more room.
He shifted his body slightly, away from my injuries then gave me another long drawn out stroke. I moaned, not feeling an ounce of pain. When he was buried to the hilt, he carefully ground into me. I gasped and groaned with pleasure. I loved how he brushed my cervix with the tip of his dick like that.
Chad smiled at me. “See. I told you. That feels so good. God, I love you.” He moaned, softly. “I’ll be gentle tonight, OK?” He leaned down and kissed my lips.
My eyes closed when he began to thrust slowly. I was amazed at how good it felt. Fleetingly, I thought about how hard to was for Giovanni to please me at that pace. With Chad, it was incredible. Then guilt started to come over me and tears fell yet again.
“Baby, he’s OK with it,” Chad whispered as he kissed my tears. “He knows you love me. Us being together was his idea. You do love me? Right?”
I sniffled. “Yes, but he just—”
“Shh, don’t.” He touched his cheek to mine, his lips near my ear. “It’s OK to miss him. Even when I’m making love to you.”
“It doesn’t hurt you?”
“Crystal, it’s OK.”
He kissed my lips again and again, while he still pumped in and out of my pussy gently. My sad thoughts left me when he sighed. The sound made me shudder. Then I gasped and grabbed his bicep with my good hand. My insides quaked with pleasure, and I moaned loudly.
“Shit.” Chad quickly covered my mouth again. “I hope your mom didn’t hear you.”
I didn’t care if she did at that point. It felt too good. My leg slid down, over Chad’s ass. It was too hard to hold it up anymore. Slowly, Chad shifted his weight to his right arm and carefully took my good leg down then swung it around to his shoulder. Good thing I was still flexible.
“Oh damn.” He breathed with the position change as he covered my mouth again.
I quickly felt the difference. His pace quickened a bit, and I moaned. It took all of ten seconds to cry out his name while my head went back. His hand muffled my voice though. I trembled all over, almost consumed by pure ecstasy.
He gripped the sheet around me with both hands, and his head went back. “God, I love that.” He moaned and our eyes met. “You keep squeezing so hard. Uh, God… Fuck, baby… It’s gonna…. uh…. make me cum… Damn, that feels so fucking good.”
I held onto him with both hands and tried not to move my hips. I didn’t want more pain. The trembles within didn’t stop for a long while. I shut my eyes and moaned softly while my pussy gripped him hard.
“Fuck. I missed that. Love it when you cum so hard.” His breath came faster near my ear and suddenly he withdrew almost all the way. “I need to feel that again.” He rammed into me hard.
I held in cry of rapture while fluid released. It shocked me that pain didn’t come along with it.
“Oh damn, you soaked my dick. Fuck, that felt good. Wish I didn’t have a condom on though.” He put his arms around my neck and left shoulder. “Can you do it again?”
I couldn’t respond. I tried to stay still to avoid pain. That was not remotely easy. I wanted to move with him. Express myself more or at least arch my back. However, it would have to wait until I was healed.
My eyes opened wide when Chad held me still and started to thrust hard again and again. I gasped, shocked. Nevertheless, I was glad he found a way to give me more. In seconds, I moaned while I tensed within. My head went back a bit.
“Wish I knew this was all I had to do to make you squirt.” He groaned then sighed. “The bed’s gonna be drenched.”
“Chad, oh God,” I quietly called to him and pulled his hair while my insides quaked yet again. He moved slightly faster. Then I felt it again. My back arched which caused pain. Then Chad’s lips pressed against mine, and it faded away.
“This is so amazing,” he murmured with a sigh. “I love you so much… Uh… Baby, I’m sorry… Oh… I’m gonna cum soon.” Then he pushed against my pelvis. He circled his hips and moaned over and over again.
I grabbed his side. Then I gasped, while I tried to stay quiet. It was so overwhelming. “Chad… Chad…” He started to thrust again. After just a few seconds, my hips lifted slightly as I trembled fiercely within. “Fuck, ow… Oh God… Ouch.”
“OK. Time to tone it down.” He sighed as he slowed his pace. “I don’t want you in pain.”
Carefully, he shifted my leg off his shoulder. As he held me close, somehow he moved only his hips while he kept my body still. The easy rhythm he fell into soon had me seeing stars. Ecstasy washed over me. It was as if no matter what he did to me, it felt good.
The orgasm continued for so long, I worried I would scream. “Chad, it won’t stop.” My back arched a bit, and I gasped. His thrusts came even faster, and I dug my nails into his arm. “God, Chad… Chad…”
“I love when you cum so hard. Uh… baby…. Crystal…” His hips pressed against mine. “Ay.” His cock throbbed as his load expelled. As soon as his body relaxed, he sighed. “I haven’t touched my dick all week. Feels so good to finally cum.” His body shuddered again. “I hope it always feels this good.” He kissed my lips. “Still hurting?”
I sighed, satisfied. “No.”
“I love you.”
“I love you too, Chad.”
He smiled widely. “Finally, you can say you love me when I’m buried deep inside you, and mean it.”
That night came to mind. It was the very last time I cheated on Giovanni. Chad begged me to tell him I loved him several times, as we had sex. I looked away from him as the tears began yet again. Why can’t I stop crying already?
Chad held me as close as he could. “Oh God, I’m so sorry I brought that up.”
I cried louder as the guilt overcame me. How could I be so cruel? I cheated on Giovanni with Chad multiple times and was still doing it. “If he knew he’d hate me,” I whined.
“No, baby. None of that matters anymore. He can’t hate you.”
“But—”
He covered my mouth with his for a minute then pulled back a bit. “But nothing. I swear if you could talk to him right now, he’d tell you it’s OK.”
He kissed my lips again before he pulled out of me slowly. Then he carefully rolled off me, put a dry towel under me and walked back to the bathroom. By the time he came back, my eyes had closed. I heard him open bottles then soon he lifted my head.
“I guess you don’t need the sleeping pill.” When he put his arms around me, I had already started to drift off. “I missed you sleeping in my bed.”
* * *
When I opened my eyes, I was in the kitchen of me and Giovanni’s apartment.
“Crystal… Crystal, my love…”
I heard Giovanni’s voice but couldn’t find him. “Where are you?” I searched all over. Then I found him on the couch in only a towel.
He put his hands out to me, and I straddled his legs. “Please don’t worry about it,” he whispered as his hands caressed my bare back. I glanced down to see I wore one of his T-shirts.
“I cheated on you,” I told him through tears. “I’m so sorry.”
He kissed my lips. “I don’t care. You love us both. It’s all over now anyway.”
I moved my hands over his strong bare chest. “But, how could I have done that to you?”
“It doesn’t matter. I forgive you for it all. OK?” His hands slid down then up my thighs, to my panties. “Make love to me and forget about it.” His towel opened, and his erection grazed my leg. “One last time.”
I looked into his eyes, confused. Is this a dream, or is he really with me? Then he lifted me onto my knees and tugged at the bottom of my panties. When he pulled me back down, his cock slowly sunk into my pussy.
“As good as always,” he breathed in my ear. “I’ll love you forever. I promise.” He raked my hair with his fingers. “Ride me, please.”
I grabbed his shoulders and realized my casts were gone. I h
eld onto him tight and rose up as high as I could then came down on him hard. We both moaned loudly. I continued at a rapid pace and leaned back, as I knew he liked.
“Giovanni… Giovanni… oh God!” I cried out as my insides erupted with pleasure.
He clutched my hips hard. “Damn that feels so amazing. I missed you.” He pulled me close as I recovered and kissed my lips several times.
I started to move my hips again. Within seconds, I went faster and gasped. Giovanni moaned with me as I came down on him harder and harder. I needed to cum again badly. I dug my nails into his skin as it started to build.
“Together… Please!” he called to me. My back arched as he moaned loudly. “Yes, please… Cum.”
I screamed as incredible ecstasy came over me. Just as I tensed inside, Giovanni’s cock throbbed. He cried out my name and held my hips down to his while I felt his semen surge into me. I cried out again. I loved to feel each burst flow through my body without a condom.
“Finally got to cum in your pussy,” he whispered, out of breath. “I wanted you to have my baby.” He looked down for a few seconds. “That felt amazing, but it’s the last time. You belong to Chad now. OK? No matter what anyone says. Promise me you’ll love him forever too.”
I started to cry. “Don’t leave me. I love you.”
“Promise me.”
“I promise. I’ll love you both forever.”
“Good.” He kissed my lips softly. “He needs you and loves you more than I ever could. Hold him tonight. He won’t tell you, but he’s just as scared as you are. He thought you were gonna die too that night. Help him get through it. Be there for him like he was for you. It’s gonna be a rough week. If you stick together, you’ll come out of it stronger and even more in love.”
“Please stay,” I begged him.
He smiled. “I can’t. I’ll be back. I have to go. I’ll love you forever.”
My eyes opened again. Tears were on my cheeks. Was it real? I was in Chad’s bed, and Giovanni was gone. Then I heard Chad sniffle. I turned my head. Chad had his back to me. I wanted to hold him, but I was not able to get around well enough yet.
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