by John Lutz
He’d used it to cut the first con who’d had a go at him. Then he’d stomped on the glass weapon, grinding it into bits so it could yield no fingerprints. Nobody ever learned who’d opened the assailant’s gut so that closing it required thirty stitches.
Jock fell under the protection of a gang of skinheads. He’d been safe then from the gangs of black and Hispanic cons. All it took was keeping quiet most of the time and getting a few ballpoint ink tattoos that identified him as somebody not to bother without damned good reason.
Not that his time behind the walls hadn’t been hell. It would be, for a guy like Jock. But he was a fast learner and an operator.
He had to smile as he rolled his bucket along the Uptown’s side aisle, careful so the soapy water wouldn’t slosh out onto the carpet. Figuring angles, keeping quiet, holding your cards close-he’d learned those things in prison. They were also useful on the outside. They helped him to get things done.
Like Judith Blaney.
He dumped the bucket’s contents in the backstage sink, then rolled the bucket and mop toward the lobby. He made his way to the exit. It was six in the morning and already plenty bright and warm outside.
After helping to load the equipment in the Sweep ’Em Up van, he said good-bye to the rest of the cleanup crew and then ambled toward the subway stop that would take him south through Manhattan and home. It was already warm, the time of year when the concrete canyons didn’t completely cool off during the sultry nights. He wouldn’t smell so good on the subway, but he could put up with the sideways glances and people trying to get some space between him and them. It wouldn’t always be that way.
Underground in the subway stop it was cooler. The platform was already crowded. There were working people like Jock, standing back on their heels and tired from their night jobs. There were a few out-and-out alkies who’d fouled themselves and smelled even worse than Jock. Already there were plenty of men and women dressed for the office, some of them toting attache cases or folded newspapers. Getting an early start. Trying to stay employed in the lousy economy.
Everybody became more alert as a breeze moved over the platform. A train was approaching, pushing the air ahead of it through the narrow dark tunnel. A distant set of lights became visible, and the crowd on the platform moved nearer to the edge, preparing to board the train as soon as it lurched to a halt and the doors slid open.
Jock suddenly became aware of a man standing close to him, actually nudging his arm.
He looked over to give the guy a dirty look, and found himself facing the Skinner.
Jock drew in his breath. “What the hell…”
The Skinner smiled grimly and handed him a small cardboard box, the sort of thing a cheap piece of jewelry might come in.
“I thought you should have this,” the Skinner said, “as a reminder that it would be best if we kept our secret just between us.”
He turned and walked away, losing himself in the mass of people eager to board the train.
Jock knew he’d soon have to board and fight his way to a seat. The train had arrived and was already starting to slow.
He raised the lid of the tiny box and at first didn’t know what he was looking at. Some kind of snail, only too large for that. He prodded it with his forefinger and found it cold and pliable. Some sort of seafood? Dead, thank God.
Then he noticed the contour and color of the object and, staring at it, realized it was a human tongue.
Judith Blaney’s tongue!
It must be!
The message was indirect but clear. This is what happens to people who talk against the Skinner. Who can’t keep a secret.
Jock quickly replaced the lid and swallowed hard to keep last night’s doughnuts down. It almost worked. He had to clamp his teeth and lips together and gulp down the sweet and bitter column of bile that rose in his throat.
He slumped on a hard plastic seat molded for the derrieres of extraterrestrials. The train thundered through darkness while he sat holding the tiny white box on his lap with both hands, all the way to his stop.
After he’d climbed the concrete steps to street level, he began walking fast on sidewalks that hadn’t yet become packed with pedestrians. He was aware of the hardness of the concrete through the thin soles of his shoes.
He dropped the box in the first trash receptacle he came to. Casually. Not glancing back.
Only then did he slow his pace.
He was perspiring heavily. The odor of his own stale perspiration nauseated him. Bile rose again in a bitter column at the back of his throat.
Judith Blaney’s tongue. Jesus!
For a second-only a second-he felt sorry for her.
Then he thought about the detective who’d questioned him in his apartment. He couldn’t recall her name. The one with the black hair and eyes, and the big boobs. Despite her femininity, there’d been a kind of toughness about her.
She’d told him that if he came up with any other information he should call her. What if he called her with this? Handed her the box and said he’d found it in his mailbox or some such thing? “Maybe this will tell you something,” he could say, not smiling at her, keeping a straight face. A penitentiary face. All the while watching her expression as she slowly realized what she was holding. Pearl. Yeah. That was her name, Pearl something. With her job, she’d seen some shit, so maybe the tongue wouldn’t bother her and might even turn her on somehow. You never could tell; women were funny that way.
But he wasn’t about to go back and even touch that box again. He wanted its contents out of his life. Forever.
Still, the thought of handing it to the cop with the boobs amused him. It actually made him smile.
The Skinner sat on a park bench near a Central Park play area and searched through the Times and Post, as he always did after taking a victim. He’d watched local TV news faithfully, too.
Again, there was no mention of the missing tongues-neither Candice’s nor Judith’s.
There was plenty of other lurid detail in the news reports, especially in the Post. He’d looked in the latest giveaway copy of City Beat, too. Even though the thin paper was a freebie, it had broken some big news in New York. It must have spies and purveyors of gossip all over the city, calling themselves journalists.
Of course, he knew why there’d been no mention of the tongues. The police were holding back that piece of information so they could be sure they’d have the right man when finally they had a suspect. Only they and the killer knew about the missing tongues. Our little secret. The police envisioned an interrogation that would be like a quiz with a trick question. The suspect would have to pass the simple test to be authenticated, and then he would be bona fide and hell bent.
Maybe it would be fun to contact the police, or one of the papers or cable news channels, and mention the tongues himself. Keeping his identity unknown, of course. Taunt the police. Taunt Quinn, who was supposed to be some kind of super hunter of serial killers.
No, he decided; better to let them think they were ahead in the game. Or at least catching up. It was enjoyable, even titillating, to know so much that Quinn didn’t. To know that Quinn wasn’t half as smart as he thought he was.
In fact, having Quinn as lead investigator was a bonus. The Skinner appreciated Quinn. The famous serial-killer hunter made everything a lot more challenging and interesting than some NYPD drone would have done. A man to match the mountain. Almost.
The Skinner extended his legs as he leaned back on the bench and closed his eyes. The morning sun’s heat felt wonderful on his face. He decided he felt good. The turnover of the tongue to Jock Sanderson had gone well. The little bastard would still be shaken by that. He’d been given plenty of reason to guard his own tongue, to make sure it didn’t say the wrong thing to the wrong people.
Not that he hadn’t had reasons already. But it was always best to give people like Sanderson motivation they could feel as well as reason out. The Skinner knew the kind of man Sanderson was. A schemer and a taker,
without ethics or shame. A survivor who would do first of all what made the best sense for him. He would not be too prideful or stubborn to be scared into safe behavior. The severed tongue had been effective.
And here was an amusing thought: Maybe the tongue was something Judith Blaney owed Sanderson. A better-latethan-never piece of the entire woman he’d wrongly served time for possessing.
The Skinner relaxed in the warm sunlight, feeling the weight of his tension evaporate.
He assured himself that there was symmetry and justice in the world, and that destiny was on his side.
“He’s fixated on it now,” Helen Iman said. The lanky redheaded profiler was leaning, all six feet plus of her, with a palm flat on Quinn’s desk. Quinn marveled at how long her fingers were. No doubt she could palm a basketball.
“So he figures to remove the tongues of all his future victims,” Quinn said.
Helen nodded. “That’s the way it usually works in these kinds of cases. Two times in succession means a trend.”
“Fedderman checked with slaughterhouses. They don’t use the kind of knives to remove calves tongues that were used on the victims.”
“Human victims, you mean,” Helen said.
Quinn looked at her. “You a vegan, Helen?”
“No, no, just a plain old omnivore. Still, when you think about some of the stuff we eat…”
“The trick is not to think about it,” Quinn said.
“Maybe the Skinner’s mastered that part of it.”
At first Quinn didn’t know what she meant. Then he did. “Oh, Christ! You don’t suppose…”
“That the killer might be consuming the tongues? That to him they’re a delicacy?”
“I’ve seen so many things I didn’t think possible,” Quinn said.
“I doubt that he’s into cannibalism, but we can’t rule it out. I do know that if he isn’t, he might be plenty pissed off if it was in the news that he was probably eating pieces of his victims. Even cannibals don’t like to be called cannibals. And being falsely accused might make somebody go crazy with anger and make a mistake.”
“Could shake things up,” Quinn said. “Whether he’s eating parts of his victims or not.”
“A win-win,” Helen said.
“Do you think it might be more valuable to us that way than holding back the tongue information from the media?”
“That’d be up to you to decide.”
Quinn sat back and looked up at Helen’s bony face. It was still attractive, but it would become craggy as she aged. She smiled down at him from her lanky height, made even taller by the three-inch heels she was wearing. She should be coaching or starring on a women’s volleyball or basketball team. Or maybe even flaunting her tall self on fashion-show runways.
He smiled. “You seeing anybody, Helen?”
“Why? You interested?”
“Somebody worthwhile should be.”
“Somebody like Fedderman the clotheshorse?”
“Sure,” Quinn said. “Feds is a good man.”
He knew Helen had been going out with some creep of a lawyer who specialized in representing cops’ widows with insurance claims. Sometimes doing more than simply representing them. Guys like that, it always amazed Quinn that women couldn’t see through them, even in times of grief. Maybe it was because they wanted so badly to believe.
Women, he thought. So easy to fool and difficult to deceive.
“Want me to give you Feds’s number?” Quinn asked.
Helen straightened up her long frame and smiled. “I’ve already got his number, Quinn. And it doesn’t work the combination.”
Quinn considered phoning Renz and discussing whether the business with the victims’ tongues should be made public, along with the theory that the Skinner was not only a killer but a cannibal. If Helen Iman was right, that kind of publicity might drive the Skinner over the top. It might cause a killer who had raised procedure and caution to the level of art to make the one mistake that was all Quinn and his team needed.
Renz might go along with it. Then again, he wouldn’t like the additional heat directed at him for not being competent enough to apprehend a monster like the Skinner.
Quinn reached out and dragged the phone across his desk to him. But he didn’t call Renz. He called Cindy Sellers at City Beat.
Sellers had no scruples, and she could keep a secret. Probably Renz was already secretly feeding her information about the Skinner murders; she was his favorite media stooge and ally. Renz had used her to plant and manipulate information in a number of cases. But that wouldn’t matter. It wasn’t as if they were friends. Neither was the kind of person who had real friends. And Sellers wasn’t above playing a double game. In fact, it would appeal to her baser instincts.
She seemed to have a lot of those.
49
Hogart, 2005
As the days passed, the weight of Beth’s guilt became heavier. Wayne Westerley had told her where Salas was living, in a rundown trailer park fifty miles up the highway, near Lorenton. He wasn’t working, as far as Westerley knew.
So what was Salas doing? That’s what Beth wondered. Was he simply lying around hating her, blaming her, having good reason to think she’d ruined his life?
That was what Beth couldn’t stand, not knowing what Salas thought of this entire tragedy. Of the mistake-if he thought it was a mistake-that had cost him his reputation and some of his best years.
As she sat on her porch, in a wooden rocking chair Westerley had bought for her at a Cracker Barrel restaurant, Beth’s mind would dart like a trapped insect in a bottle with a cork, where there was no way out, but there was nothing to do but keep trying.
As she sat rocking, gripping the chair’s armrests so tightly her fingers whitened, she heard Sheriff Westerley’s big SUV turn into the drive. She recognized the sound of its powerful engine and the underlying whine when it switched gears to negotiate the rutted drive beyond the copse of maple trees.
It was sundown, and she was expecting him this evening. She sat quietly, rocking gently back and forth in her chair.
Westerley flashed her a smile from behind the steering wheel and then parked the big vehicle where he usually did, near the back of the house where it wasn’t visible from the road.
She heard the SUV’s door slam shut, then Westerley’s boots crunching on gravel.
Beth smiled as he stepped up onto the porch. He came over and leaned down, and she scrunched up her toes to stop the rocker momentarily while he leaned down and kissed her forehead.
“What were you thinking?” he asked, as she let up with her feet and the rocker resumed its slow rhythm.
“You don’t wanna know, Wayne.”
“Guess not,” he said, looking more closely at her.
She looked toward the orange ball of the sun dropping ever so gradually toward a distant line of pines.
“Eddie around?” Westerley asked.
“I thought I told you the other day, he’s visiting his great aunt in St. Louis.”
“You did tell me,” Westerley said.
He entered the house and came out a few minutes later with a beer can in his hand, letting the screen door slam behind him. “Sip?”
“No, thanks.” She rocked. The chair’s runners made a soft creaking sound on the porch planks.
“You don’t have to worry about Salas,” Westerley said. “I got that straight with him the day after he was released. He won’t harm you, Beth.”
“Did he say he forgave me?”
“I can’t tell you that. He wouldn’t discuss his feelings toward you. I think he’s so busy hating the state of Missouri, he’s got no room to hate anything else. He thinks they owe him.”
“I think so, too.”
“Well, that’s not for us to decide, except maybe on election days.”
She rocked silently for a while.
“Still and all,” Westerley said, “with Eddie away and you alone here, I get uneasy.”
“I’m fine here,” B
eth said. Why tell him about the nightmares she lived in as an alternate world, and the guilt that lay on her like one of those lead aprons that dentists use to x-ray?
“Sun’s almost down,” Westerley said. “We should drive up the highway and get us something to eat.”
“Then come back here?”
“That was my thinking.” He smiled at her. “Yours, too?”
“No need to drive anyplace. I thawed out some steaks,” she said. “I can make a salad while you’re cooking them on the grill out back.”
“Yours is the best plan,” Westerley said.
He moved close to her again, leaned over her, and kissed her once more in the dying light.
When Beth woke the next morning to a jay raising a ruckus outside her bedroom window, Westerley was already gone. The edges of the shades were illuminated by the brightness of the day. She couldn’t remember dreaming, but she must have. Her palms were red and sore where she’d dug her fingernails into them.
What she did remember vividly was last night before she’d slept. She absently reached over to where Westerley had lain and her fingertips explored cool linen.
If only her life had begun last night, instead of—
Just like that, her memories of Westerley’s touch, his warm breath in her ear, everything… dissipated. Her mood immediately darkened.
Salas. She seemed unable to go fifteen consecutive minutes without thinking about Vincent Salas, and what she had done to him. Nothing-not even Westerley-could change that. She wore the past like chains, and she couldn’t find a way to break free.
She felt her face stiffen and begin to contort. Unexpected and uncontrollable weeping threatened. It never lasted more than a minute or two, but it was becoming more frequent. She drew and held a deep breath, keeping it inside her until she felt her sanity return. The impulse to weep receded. She knew she had to do something about this. It might occur in public. She couldn’t let that happen.
Face your fears.
That’s what she’d been told by the state-assigned psychologist who’d been so much help to her after Salas had-after the rape.