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by Tad Williams


  Now, suddenly, as she thought about the dark surf rolling ceaselessly outside Qul-na-Qar, another thought came to her: what if the Sunlanders, the mortal insects who she had longed for years to crush, on whose swords she would gladly die if she had taken a great enough toll of her enemies f irst… what if the mortals were not merely like her people, but better? How long could a creature walk bent-backed before it could no longer straighten up? How long did cave animals continue to live as though one day they would return to the light before their eyes finally wasted away and their skins turned white as corpse flesh? How long could you live the life of an inferior beast before you became an inferior beast?

  "You haven't yet made war, my lady," Kayyin said at last, breaking the silence.

  "War?"

  "You swore only days ago that you would destroy the mortal city before us. Do you remember? It was when you took those two women from Southmarch captive. You were most impressive, my lady, most frightsome. 'It will be a joy to hear the screams of your people,' you told them. But I cannot help but notice that here you sit, and the screams have still not begun. Could it be you have thought twice about this unreasoning hatred of yours?"

  "Unreasoning?" She turned toward him, nettled. The fact of her annoyance was itself annoying-he lived only to goad her and she hated to satisfy him. But what he said now seemed odd, almost malicious. "It is only the persistence of reason that keeps them alive. Only a fool does not hesitate to do that which cannot be undone-and the plans I have for the mortals are of that sort. When the god is dead, the mortals will also die." She looked at him, allowed herself to blink once and once only, a signal of faint surprise. "Do you truly want me to attack them today, Kayyin? Do you want to hurry their end? I thought you had grown close to them."

  "I want you to know your own mind, Lady. Much, I feel, will hinge on that."

  "What nonsense are you talking?"

  "Nonsense that was breathed in my ear before I knew myself again." Kayyin paused for a moment as if searching for words. "It matters not. But although you may not believe it, I fear for our people, O my Mother. I fear your decisions. I suppose that is why I ask you. Like a misbehaving child who waits for a parent to come home, I fear the punishment less than I fear the waiting."

  "That is because you are a child, Kayyin, compared to me. When I decide to strike it will be swift and harsh and final. I will bring a power against this place that will kill everything that lives, even the birds in the trees and the moles in the ground."

  For the first time he looked surprised, his face suddenly full of something like fear. "What? What would you do to them?"

  "That is not for you to know, little turncoat. But because that destruction will be so complete, I will not begin until I am certain."

  "So you admit you have doubts?"

  "Doubts? Hah." She took Whitefire from where it lay in her lap and stood, stretching her long legs, then set the sword on her council table. The great hall that had once been the town's seat of goverment was empty even of ghosts. Her guards waited outside. Like Kayyin, they would be fitful and impatient at this long pause after their war had seemed all but won. Unlike him, they were soldiers, and would have the discipline to keep it to themselves. "Shall I tell you a story?"

  "A true one?"

  "You annoy me less than you think, but still more than is polite. Your father would have been ashamed-he was a creature of intense grace."

  "Is that the story you would tell me? Of my father?"

  "I would tell you of the Battle of Shivering Plain. Your father was unborn, but one of your ancesters, your great-great-great-grandfather Ayyam, was there. It was one of the last battles between the clans of Breeze and Moisture and their mortal allies. We fought for Whitef ire against the treachery of his three half-brothers, the ones these idiot mortals worship.

  "I was one of King Numannyn's three generals-Numannyn the Cautious as he came to be called. We had fought long in support of the great god Whitefire, battling for days against both demigods and armies of mortals, and our forces were tired. Night was almost upon us and the troops wanted nothing but to make camp before dark came. Whitefire's brother Moonlord had been killed and the moon had turned red and almost faded from the sky-the gods could fight without light, but it was harder for us. Numannyn, though, had a seer with him, and she told the king that under the cover of darkness a single man was escaping the field with a guard of several hundred mortal soldiers.

  " 'It must be someone important,' Numannyn said. 'One of the kings of the mortals, fleeing the battle, or perhaps a messenger from the mortals to the gods of Xandos. We must capture him.'

  " 'Your soldiers are weary,' one of the other generals told him. I did not dare speak then against the king's wishes, but I was also troubled. My warriors had been asked to give much already, and the next day threatened to be the bloodiest yet. Even the fiercest of our folk must rest sometimes.

  " 'Something about this speaks to me of ill omens,' the third general said. 'Can we not send a flight of Elementals to observe this refugee more closely? I smell a trap.'

  " 'If none of my generals will undertake this for me,' said Numannyn in anger, 'then I will take a company and go myself.'

  "We were all shamed. As I was the youngest and the only one who had not voiced an objection, I felt bound to this service. I took my companions, the Makers of Tears, and we climbed onto our mounts and set out.

  "We encountered the enemy crossing over the river Silvertrail at the base of the hills that ringed the great, icy meadow. As the seer had said, perhaps a hundred mortal soldiers were riding hard. They were strong and well-armed, but they seemed to have no other purpose except to protect a single litter carried by half-naked slaves. When we called to them to surrender they turned and fought, of course-we had expected no less. If the person in their custody was rich enough or important enough for such a large bodyguard we knew they would not give him up lightly. But for all their warlike strength and training they were only mortal soldiers and they had little more than us in sheer numbers. For us, it was like fighting strong but clumsy children.

  "When we had beaten down the soldiers the slaves dropped the litter and fled. The mortal man who staggered out of it was small and dark-haired. I did not know his face, although something about him seemed familiar.

  " 'Do not harm me,' he said in a frightened voice. 'Let me go and I will make you all rich.'

  " 'What could you give us?' shouted my men, laughing. 'Gold? Cattle? We are the People-the true People. There is nothing you can give us that we did not give to you stone apes in the first place!'

  " 'Our king wants you, and so you will come!' others jeered. 'There is nothing else to say.' And they threw the prisoner roughly onto the back of a horse, his hands bound behind him.

  "When we brought him before the king the prisoner spoke again, and although he still spoke pleadingly, there was something strange in his voice. 'Please, O Numannyn King, Master of the Qar, Lord of Winds and Thought, let me go and I will give you gifts. I do not wish trouble for myself or for you.'

  "The king smiled coldly-it frightened me to see it, although I did not know why, but I had the sense that one has when a great stone begins to shift and tilt downslope. Something was happening, though I did not know what, and in a moment it would be too late to stop it.

  " 'You can offer me nothing except what you know,' Numannyn said. 'And that you will give to me whether you want to or not. You belong to me now. Who are you and where were you bound?'

  "The mortal looked down for a long moment as if ashamed or terrified, but when he looked up neither of these things were on his face. His eyes were bright and his smile was as cold and hard as Numannyn's.

  " 'Very well, little king. I hoped only to leave this place and this incessant fighting, for which I am nowise fit, and return to my home atop Xandos. But you would stop me and interrogate me. You would make me a prisoner. Very well.' He lifted his hands. The guards nearest him drew their blades but the stranger made no other move
. 'You wish to know my name? My servants call me Zosim, but you know me better as the first and greatest Trickster.'

  "And it was indeed the god himself, wearing the form of a mortal man-even as he spoke he began to take on the true semblance of his godhood. He grew bigger and bigger. His eyes flashed and lightning played about his head. I was young and not as strong as I am now-I could not even bear to look straight at him as he revealed himself, so terrible was his aspect. And he was one of the least warlike gods! We had caught him trying to sneak away from the battle! But now he would fight. Now he would punish.

  "His skin turned black as a raven's wing, his eyes red like coals. His armor, of a metal that was both red and blue, grew over him like moss on a stone until he was covered from head to foot. All of us, the king's servitors, stood gaping like birds entranced by a snake. One of his hands reached up and there was a whip of fire in it. The other reached out and caught up a rod of crystal. He began then to strike out-even the song he sang was terrible. You have never seen a god, Kayyin. A god in his battle array is the most frightening thing you can imagine. I hope my own long life will end before I ever see such a thing again. In fact, with a god like Trickster, a lord of moods and mysteries, his appearance itself was part of what made him so fearsome-our own terror made him greater.

  "But do not misunderstand-his power was all too real. Some may say that the gods come from the same stock as we do-that they came at first from the same seed and bone, but what was different about them is what they could be, what they could control. Others say that they are another family of beings entirely. I do not know, Kayyin. I am only a soldier, and although I am old, the gods were old before I came into this world. But whether they are somehow our cousins, our fathers, our ancestors, never make the mistake of believing they are like us, because they are not.

  "King Numannyn was among the first to die, split by Trickster's humming staff like a piece of wood chopped for kindling. The other two generals died defending him, as did many dozen of their soldiers, wailing like the callowest of mortals. If Trickster's own guards had not run shrieking in terror when he revealed himself they could have destroyed half our army, so terrible was the damage the angry god caused. But he had told the truth-he did not like war. When the first heat of his anger had cooled Trickster turned and walked away, shrinking as he did so like parchment in a candleflame until only his mortal disguise remained. None of the survivors made a move toward him. I doubt any of them even considered it.

  "I had been beaten down in the first moments, my shield broken into flaming shards by Trickster's whip, my body flung away across the field by a chance blow from his gauntleted hand. I lay insensible for a long time and only awakened when your great-great-great-grandfather, Ayyam, was carrying me back to my troops. He was a warrior-servant to one of the other generals and had been wounded trying to save his master. He was loyal, and perhaps he went after me because he felt he had failed his general and his king.

  "In any case, we became friends and in later days more than friends. We never spoke of the night we had met, though. It lay across both our thoughts like the scars of a bad burn…"

  She paused then as if in a moment she might say more, but some time passed and she remained silent.

  "So why do you tell me this tale?" Kayyin asked at last. "Am I supposed to take some instruction from my ancestor's loyalty?"

  She looked up slowly, as though she had forgotten he was there. "No, no. You asked me why I do not destroy the mortals when I have told all the world I will. My beloved servant Gyir has died and the Pact of the Glass has come to nothing, as I feared it would. And so I will take down the mortals' castle, stone by stone if I have to, to get what I need. But that does not mean I will rush in, despite your impatience… and even despite mine."

  He tipped his head, waiting to hear.

  "Because the thing that dreams and suffers in uneasy sleep beneath that castle is a god, you foolish child. He is also my father, but that is of importance only to me." Yasammez's face was as pale and dreadful as a sky awaiting a thunderstorm. "Did you not understand anything of the story I told you? The gods are not like us-they are as far beyond us as we are beyond ladybugs clustering on a leaf. Only a fool rushes to disturb something that he cannot understand and cannot control. Do you understand me now? This will be our people's dying song. I wish to make sure that however it ends, we at least sing the tune we choose."

  Kayyin bowed his head. After a moment, Yasammez did the same. A stranger wandering into that place might have guessed they were two mortals at prayer.

  "Is that really what you're going to wear to meet the prince, Highness?" Feival asked disapprovingly. He was enjoying his new role greatly-too greatly, Briony thought: he was as much of a nag about her appearance as Auntie Merolanna or Rose and Moina had ever been.

  "You must be teasing, Highness!" said her friend Ivgenia. "Why didn't you tell me? Is he truly coming here-Prince Eneas?"

  Briony couldn't help smiling at the girl's reaction. Eneas was only a king's son, no different than Briony's own brothers-although, it had to be said, prince of a much bigger and more important court and country. Every woman in Broadhall seemed determined to treat him like a god. "Yes, he's coming." She turned to her other ladies. "And don't gawk at him when he arrives, you lot. Get on with your sewing." As soon as she said it, Briony wished she hadn't. It was the first time in the days since little Talia's terrible death that any of them had seemed interested in anything. "Or at least look as though you're sewing, please. Otherwise you'll frighten him off." She had an inkling that Eneas, like her brother Barrick, did not like being fawned over, although probably for quite different reasons.

  When the prince appeared it was with an admirable lack of ostentation, without bodyguard or escort and dressed in what, for the court at Tessis, was very informal clothing, a plain although clean and well-made jerkin and doublet, the full, baggy knee-breeches that were now the style here, a traveling cloak stained from actual travel, and a wide flat cap that also looked as though it had spent too much time in the elements. Briony could tell that Feival was impressed by the prince's good looks, but disapproved of his ordinary attire.

  "He must have closets the size of Oscastle," the young player whispered to her, "and yet he clearly never goes into them."

  Eneas must be the only person in this whole court who isn't in love with his mirror, Briony thought. The combination gave him a serious, pleasing air as far as she was concerned: he was a man who put on clean and handsome clothes to visit a lady, but also had things to do, and so wore his workaday cloak and cap.

  "Princess Briony," Eneas said, bowing. "Like everyone else, I was horrified to hear what happened to you here in the very heart of my father's kingdom."

  "By sheer luck, nothing happened to me, Prince Eneas," she said gently. "However, poor Talia, my maid, had luck of a much different kind."

  Charmingly, he blushed. "Of course," he said. "Forgive me. I can only guess at the sorrow her family will feel when they learn this news. It was a dreadful day for all of us."

  Briony nodded. He took off his cap, revealing hair dark as dried cloves; it looked as though it had received some attention but no great trouble from a hairbrush. She gestured to the cushioned seat. "Please, sit down, your Highness. You know Lady Ivgenia e'Doursos, of course-Viscount Teryon's daughter."

  The prince nodded to the girl, his face solemn. "Of course," he said, although Briony doubted he did remember her, even as pretty as Ivgenia was: Prince Eneas was famous for spending as little time at court as he could manage, which made his presence here today doubly interesting and more than a little flattering.

  "How are you, Princess-in truth?" he asked when they were seated. "I cannot tell you the pang I felt when I heard of this terrible murder. That someone should feel he could do this, in our own house…!"

  Briony had already decided that Broadhall Palace was not a great deal less dangerous than a nest of serpents, but she found it hard to doubt Eneas' sincerity. What had Fi
nn said about him, back when they had first come to Syan, so long ago? "He waits patiently. They say he is a good man, too, pious and brave. Of course, they say that about every prince, even those who prove to be monsters…" To her sorrow, Briony felt she had met enough monsters now to judge, and she doubted this man would ever become one. He was rather charming, really, and certainly having him here in her chambers would make her the envy of almost every other woman in Broadhall, young or old.

  "I am as well as can be expected," she said. "An enemy holds my throne. He tried to murder me, which is why I had to flee. He did murder my older brother Kendrick." She didn't know that for certain, of course, and Shaso had seemed to doubt it, but at the moment she was not testifying in the god-judged sanctity of the temple, but instead making a case to a potential ally. "And now he reaches out and tries to murder me here-or so I suspect."

  "No." Eneas said it in shock and disgust, not negation. "Truly? You think the Tollys would commit such a foolish act here, under the king's very nose?"

  The king's nose seems to be elsewhere just now, Briony thought but did not say. Living with the bawdy band of Makewell's Men had not made her more sweetly princesslike, but she had become much more practiced at dissembling. "I can only say that I was living here safely for some time, but within a day after Hendon Tolly's envoy arrived someone tried to murder me."

 

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