by Lisa Jackson
It was almost as if staring at her so intently, he was searching for signs of deception, and in the pauses in the conversation, she thought he expected her to fill the space, to say something she might later regret.
Or was she just imagining things? Had the shock of Luke’s death put her over the edge?
“I really think we should call someone to be with you. A friend? Relative? Maybe a neighbor.”
She thought of Vanessa Pomeroy next door, or her sister in Seattle, or Alicia on the West Coast, or her father, or Tanisha, the student who worked part-time in Abby’s studio in the city. “No. I’ll be fine. Really. It’s not as if I was still in love with him.”
One of his dark eyebrows quirked and she regretted her words immediately. She felt compelled to explain herself. “Listen, Detective, just because he left me for another woman, one quite a bit younger, doesn’t mean that I’m still pining for him or that I’ll break into a million pieces once you leave. What I’d felt for Luke died a long time ago. Sad, but true.” She looked down at her hands and gnawed at her lower lip a second. The lag in the conversation made the sounds of the house, the creaking timbers, a squirrel scampering across the roof, the steady gurgle of rain washing through the gutters, more noticeable. “The marriage was probably over before we moved here from Seattle. We were trying to make a second stab at it, but we failed.” She nodded as if to herself and the confession of her true feelings felt good. “Nonetheless, I just can’t believe he’s dead.” It was her turn to stare at him. “You’re certain of this, right? When I first heard he was missing, I thought it was a publicity stunt.”
“If it is, it went seriously wrong. Luke Gierman is dead. Trust me.”
A deep sadness welled inside her. As much as she and Luke had been at odds, she hated the thought that he’d been killed, his life snuffed before he reached forty.
Montoya rose and reached into his back pocket for his wallet. She watched his movement, noticed how his jeans hugged his butt, then looked quickly away. Geez, what was wrong with her? Yeah, the guy’s hips were right in her line of vision, but so what? Had Luke’s violent death kicked in her libido? How sick was that? What was she thinking, looking at the detective’s buttocks?
That was the problem, she wasn’t thinking. Hadn’t been. Despite all her protests of being okay with the news of her ex-husband’s death, she was still in shock.
So she’d noticed the detective was sexy. So what? It wasn’t a big deal. She also knew that she couldn’t trust him within an inch of her life.
He scribbled something on the back of a card, and if he’d caught her checking him out, he had the decency not to show it. “My cell phone number,” he explained. “If you think of anything else, contact me.”
“You, too.” She stood and took the white business card he handed her before a horrifying thought struck her. “Please tell me I don’t have to go to the morgue and identify the body,” she asked, suddenly weak in the knees again.
“No. His parents are coming into town.”
She nodded, didn’t want to think about her former in-laws and the grief they were enduring.
“So . . . I saw the FOR SALE sign out front. Are you getting ready to move?”
“After I sell this, yes,” she said and wondered why she felt defensive about it, as if the question was one he might ask a suspect. She half expected him to wink at her and advise her not to leave town, but he dropped the subject, only asking once again if he could call someone to be with her and, when she declined, promising to return with her dog.
She walked him to the door. The rain had stopped, leaving puddles in the drive and only a few drops still dripping from the trees. From the porch she watched as he folded his muscular frame behind the steering wheel of his cruiser, his black hair shining like ebony in the dismal rays from a cloud-covered sun. He backed the vehicle out of her long drive, his tires splashing in the water that had collected, then he nosed the cruiser onto the road.
As he drove out of sight, she collapsed onto the porch, dissolving into tears that streaked down her face. It was stupid, really, she didn’t love Luke, hadn’t for a long, long time, but still, knowing that he’d been murdered, that he was gone forever, left a hole in her life.
Who had murdered him? Had he known his attacker? Had the woman pulled the trigger? Or had someone decided to kill them both?
Montoya had been a little vague about the details of the slayings, and now, after some of the shock had dissipated, she had questions, lots of them. Who had killed Luke? Granted he had dozens, maybe hundreds, of enemies, but who had been so outraged, so deadly furious, as to have shot him?
And why the girl?
Unless they were involved romantically. Sexually.
Sick as it was, she could imagine Luke being fascinated by a coed with her bright, innocent smile and young, supple body. He’d always had a thing for young women and now it may have cost him his life. How had someone overpowered him? Where had he been abducted? And why?
Slapping the stupid tears away, she forced herself to her feet and into the house. Get a grip, Abby. Pull yourself together! He was no longer your husband, and face it, sometimes you didn’t even like the guy!
With a twist of the deadbolt, she locked the front door and headed for the shower. She had to focus. There was nothing more she could do. She checked her watch. She had just enough time to clean up, swab out the tub, then face the single guy who had expressed an interest in seeing her house.
Peeling off her clothes, she headed for the bathroom. Her heart was heavy, but she gritted her teeth and told herself life went on. As bad as she felt, she wasn’t going to change her plans.
Not this time.
Her father’s mantra started all over again. When the going gets tough . . .
“Yeah, yeah, I know,” she said as she twisted on the faucets and the shower spat and coughed before thin needles of hot water started spraying over her body, washing away the sweat, the tears, the shock. Adjusting the temperature, she let the water pour over her body and reached for the bottle of shampoo. For the moment she would push all thoughts about Luke and his murder out of her head.
CHAPTER 5
There was something about Abby Chastain that didn’t ring true, Montoya thought as he drove into the city. Worse yet, she was sexy as hell and didn’t seem to know it. Even without a trace of makeup, her hair scraped away from her face, exertion evidenced in the sweat that had stained her T-shirt, she pulled at his senses.
He hadn’t liked the awareness that had built within him as he’d watched raindrops shimmer in her hair, then plaster her shirt against her body. He’d caught a glimpse of her cleavage in the V-necked T-shirt, seen a raindrop drizzle its way between her breasts, noticed how her wet hair, slick and pulled back, framed a heart-shaped face, and he’d thought, stupidly and dangerously, of what she might look like coming out of a shower.
Shit.
His thoughts, though fleeting, had been totally unprofessional.
Completely out of line.
He’d been too long without a woman, that was it. Ever since Marta’s death . . . Instantly his gut clenched and his fingers curled around the steering wheel. Flipping on his siren and lights, he stomped on the accelerator, as if he could outrun his thoughts, his grief.
It had been nearly two years since Marta had been killed and it was time to get over it. Maybe his interest in the ex-Mrs. Gierman was a good thing, a signal that he was back to his old self.
And yet, he had to watch his step.
Abby Chastain Gierman was off-limits. Way off-limits. Even though the evidence pointed to a man being at the scene of the crime, that didn’t mean she couldn’t be involved; if not actually having set up the crime, then a behind-the-scenes player. It didn’t seem that way, but until all the evidence was in, he wasn’t crossing anyone off the suspect list. Especially an ex-wife.
Who knew what kind of personal ax Abby Chastain had to grind?
Angry at himself, Montoya forced himself to decel
erate. He switched off his lights. Hell! What had he been thinking?
As he drove into the Garden District, his police band crackled, the windshield wipers slapping time at the fitful rain. Checking his rearview mirror, he saw the irritation in the narrowing of his eyes. He didn’t think Abby had out-and-out lied. She seemed too smart for that. But she’d known more than she was saying. Even if he gave her a break for the shock of learning that her ex-husband was dead, she still hadn’t come clean. He could feel it.
And it bugged the hell out of him.
He slowed for a stoplight on St. Charles Avenue. Drumming the tips of his fingers on the steering wheel, he saw the raindrops reflect red from the signal, the only illumination in this gray, soggy afternoon. As he waited for the light to change, he watched as pedestrians with umbrellas and hats climbed off the street car and made a mad dash across the street to the cobblestoned, tree-lined sidewalks.
Students on their way to classes at Tulane and Loyola, two old universities resting side by side facing St. Charles Avenue, crossed in groups. Laughing, talking, carrying paper coffee cups and wearing backpacks, they hurried onto the paths and broad lawns of the universities that were within minutes of Courtney LaBelle’s home. If she’d decided to attend classes at Loyola, the red brick Catholic college with its turrets and crenels that resembled a medieval castle, would she be alive today? Set here in the Garden District, Loyola was within walking distance of her family. Of safety.
Seeing other young students blissfully unaware of what had happened to Courtney LaBelle, he ground his back teeth. Man, this case was a pisser.
What he needed was a smoke. Just to take the edge off his nerves. He considered stopping at the next convenience store for a pack of Marlboros. Shit, he’d love to draw in a lungful of nicotine about now. Quitting the habit was harder than he’d imagined and he remembered giving Bentz a hard time about giving up smoking a few years back. He’d accused him of being a wuss for leaning on gum or the patch or anything Montoya had considered a crutch.
Now, he understood.
Hell.
It was times like these, when he really wanted to think, to mull over his recent conversation with a witness, that he felt the urge to light up.
The traffic light turned green. The crosswalk was clear. He trod on the gas, water spraying from the Crown Vic’s tires as he hit puddles from the recent shower. His mind wandered to Abby Chastain again.
Seeing her had hit him hard.
Where it counted.
If she hadn’t been out-and-out lying, then she’d been holding something back. There was a mystery in her gold eyes, some kind of secret. She hadn’t been coy, seemed straightforward, but something was off. Or maybe he’d been distracted, surprised at how she’d affected him. He’d expected to walk up to her house, give her the bad news, watch her reaction, and find someone to stay with her, to help her get over the shock.
But that’s not what had happened.
The woman had gotten to him.
And he, blind-sided, had let her.
Petite, packed tight, curves in all the right places.
He flipped on the radio and told himself he had to stop thinking about Abby Chastain’s body. Jesus, hadn’t he learned anything in the last five years? His jaw tightened as he slowed for a corner. He’d always been accused of being a player and it was true enough that he enjoyed women, a variety of women. The one time he’d thought of settling down, the situation had gone from bad to worse.
His guts twisted as he thought of Marta again . . . God, she’d been beautiful, with a sharp tongue and flashing dark eyes that had held him captive.
He’d thought she was the one, if there was such a thing. He hadn’t believed it before and he didn’t believe it now, but for that one short period of his life, he’d been certain that he’d wanted Marta Vasquez for his bride.
“Son of a bitch!” he growled as a guy in a red Mazda RX7 cut in front of him. Montoya slammed on the brakes. As the driver glanced in his mirror and obviously realized he’d nearly collided with a cop car, he shifted down, slowing to the speed limit, and immediately became Mr. Good Citizen, the epitome of the perfect driver. “Yeah, right,” Montoya muttered. If he had any balls, he would pull the guy over and read him the riot act, maybe scare the bejeezus out of him by slamming him up against the side of the car and pulling out his cuffs before slapping him with a ticket and a fine that would make the guy’s eyes bulge.
Montoya smiled at the thought, then checked his watch as it began to rain again.
No time to spare.
“Next time, buddy,” Montoya said as the sports car turned into a bank parking lot.
With a sigh, he forced himself to concentrate on the task ahead: informing Mr. and Mrs. Clyde LaBelle that their daughter wasn’t ever coming home. “Damn it all to hell.”
This was the part of his job he detested the most.
“. . . I don’t know,” Sean Erwin said as he walked slowly through Abby’s house. Behind sleek black-framed glasses, his eyes darted from one side of the living room to the other as he and Abby walked toward the dining area. It was the third pass through and Sean, a tall, lean man with spiky hair, patrician nose, and thin black brows over expressive eyes, wasn’t happy. Yet he wasn’t going away. “I just don’t think this is big enough.” Tapping one long finger against his mouth, he frowned, pursing his lips as if he’d just sucked on a lemon. “I have a lot of oversized pieces. An armoire from my grandmother, an overstuffed couch, a small piano . . . and my bed is a king.” He strode quickly down the short hallway where the bathroom separated the two bedrooms. He poked his head into Abby’s room again. “No. Don’t think so. Your bedroom doesn’t look like it could accommodate my bed, the two night tables, and my dresser.” Sighing dramatically, he pulled a small tape measure from his pocket. “I’d better take some measurements.”
“Go ahead. I’ll be in the kitchen if you need me.” It was all Abby could do to keep her cool. While this art dealer from the city walked through her house as if he already owned it, and didn’t like what he saw, she was thinking of Luke’s murder. Somehow Sean Erwin’s furniture arrangement didn’t seem so important today. The couple who’d stopped by an hour earlier had wandered through for the second time, but hadn’t seemed all that interested either. They’d left without asking any more questions.
The phone rang and she picked up in the kitchen where Ansel was cowering under one of the chairs.
“Hello?”
“Oh my God. Tell me it’s not true!” Zoey’s voice shrilled through the wires. “Tell me Luke’s okay!”
“I can’t.”
“He was murdered? He and some girl?”
Abby nodded, though her sister couldn’t see her. “I found out, less than two hours ago. A detective from the police department came by.”
“Are you all right?”
“No, but then who would be?” Abby said, trying to keep her voice low as she heard Erwin in the bathroom, opening closet doors and closing them. “How did you find out?”
“I work in the news business, remember.”
“But you’re on the West Coast.”
“Seattle isn’t exactly Timbuktu and we do get feeds, you know, running streams of news from all over the world. I just happened to see information about a double homicide or maybe homicide-suicide in New Orleans and then . . . then I called a local station. They said the next of kin were just being notified, but someone at the station has a contact in the department. He let the identities out. Officially, the police aren’t releasing information about who was killed until the next of kin have been notified, but I figured that was you and Luke’s parents.” She exhaled shakily. “I just can’t believe it.”
“You and me both,” Abby said.
“So how’re you holding up?”
“Still in shock, but I’ll be okay.”
“You’re sure?” Zoey’s voice was filled with worry.
“Of course I am,” Abby said a little hotly. Her feelings for Luke w
ere ambivalent, but to deny that she had any was ridiculous. She heard Erwin walk out of the bathroom and test the cupboard door in the hallway, the one that always squeaked. “Look, I’ve got to go. I’ve got someone looking at the house right now. I’ll call you back.”
“You’d better give Dad a ring. He’ll want to know. He always liked Luke.”
One of the few in the family, Abby thought, gritting her teeth. “I will,” she promised just as Sean Erwin poked his gelled head into the kitchen. Tape measure at the ready, forehead creased, he eyed the doorway to the back porch. “You don’t have a pantry, do you?” he asked, oblivious to the fact that she was still on the phone.
“I’ll call you back,” she said to her sister and Erwin finally saw the receiver.
His head ducked back into his shoulders like a scared turtle. “Sorry,” he mouthed, but she was already hanging up.
“No problem.” Oh, Abby, you’re such a liar. She was irritated and couldn’t help saying, “And no, I don’t have a pantry. Nor a piano, so space for one isn’t really a concern for me and my smaller bed works out just fine.”
He blinked as if shocked, and she decided it was a good thing that she made her living in photography rather than by trying to sell real estate. But she was steamed and Erwin’s questions seemed not just curious but kind of pointedly snarky.
“I understand,” he said, stung, “but I’m just trying to work with what you’ve got here.”
“Then go for it. But there’s only so much space unless you want to add on, or connect the main house to the studio.” She walked to the back door and opened it. Ansel streaked outside like a shot. “It’s unlocked if you want to see it, just on the other side of this porch.”
“I will. Thanks.” He hurried out of the kitchen and Abby wished he’d just go away. As much as she wanted to sell the house, today was not the day.