“No!†wailed the merchant.
“If your story is true,†said the officer, thrusting over a rack of ceramics,
and a cabinet, “why were these goods, not destroyed, as well?†He hurled a kylix
to the wall. In his anger, his destructive fury, doubtless the belated eruption
of precedent frustrations, he kicked articles about, and trod even on bowls.
Even his ankles and legs were bloodied.
“They did not come so far,†said the merchant. “But you, it seems, are
determined to complete their work.â€
“Do you have rope, or hammers and nails?†asked the officer.
“Of course, Captain,†said the man.
“Strip her,†said the captain to one of the men.
“No!†cried the merchant. He was restrained by two guardsmen.
The girl, crying out, shrieking, pulled half from the chest, had her veil and
clothing torn from her.
She was then thrust down again, now naked, trembling, in the chest.
“No!†wept the shopkeeper, throwing himself to his knees before the officer.
“This will teach you to put her on the registries,†said the officer.
“She is on the registries!†wept the merchant.
“I have found hammers, and nails,†said the other of the guardsmen.
“Please, no!†cried the merchant.
“Is this where free men of Ar belong, asked the captain, “at the feet of Cos?â€
“Get off your knees!†said one of the guardsmen.
The merchant could not move, but sobbed helplessly.
“Nail shut the chest,†said the officer.
“I will say anything you want,†said the shopkeeper, looking up piteously at the
officer, “anything! I will render whatever testimony you desire. I will sign
anything, anything!â€
The room rang with the blow of the hammers.
“It will not be necessary,†said the officer. The merchant collapsed.
The lid was no hammered shut on the chest.
The officer left the fellow on the floor of the rear room, and signaled for two
of his men to pick up the chest and follow him.
(pg. 181) He then, followed by the rest of us, including the two fellows with
the chest, threaded his way through the front of the shop and to the street
outside.
“Captain!†said one of the men outside, pointing to the exterior wall of the
building.
There, on the wall, scratched on the stone, was a delka.
The captain cried out with rage.
“I am sure that was not there when we entered, Captain,†said one of the
guardsmen.
“No, it was not,†said the captain.
That was true. As it might be recalled, Marcus and I had entered the shop after
the captain and his men, having been on our rounds in the neighborhood.
Some men were about, but seeing the captain and his men, and Marcus and myself,
hurried away, perhaps fearing that the delka might be blamed on them.
I did not doubt but what some of these folks had peeped within the shop and seen
the bodies about. That would have been easy enough to do when we were in the
back of the shop.
The two fellows carrying the chest put it down.
“I fear they are everywhere,†said the captain.
“Who?†I asked.
“The Delta Brigade,†he said.
I myself, in a paga tavern or two, some days ago, had dropped this expression,
mentioning it as though it were one I had heard somewhere, and was curious to
understand. I was pleased to note that it was no common currency in Ar. Such are
the wings of rumors.
“You think the afternoon’s attack was the work of this Delta Brigade?†I asked.
“Surely,†he said.
“Who are they?†I asked.
“Dissidents, or renegades, doubtless,†said the captain, “traitors to both Cos
and Ar.â€
“I see,†I said.
“I suspect veterans of the delta campaign,†he said, “or scions of disaffected
cities, such as Ar’s Station.â€
“I am from Ar’s Station,†said Marcus.
“But you are an auxiliary,†said the captain.
“True,†said Marcus.
“Perhaps Marlenus of Ar has returned,†I said. I thought that an excellent rumor
to start.
“No,†said the captain. “I do not think so. Marlenus was not, as far as we know,
in the delta. I think it is more likely to be (pg. 182) veterans of the delta,
of which there are many in the city, or fellows from the north, from Ar’s
Station or somewhere.â€
“Perhaps you are right,†I said. The captain was a shrewd fellow, and thusly an
unlikely candidate to enlist in my efforts to initiate rumors, or at least this
particular one. To be sure, even a fellow of genuine probity, one who is
unlikely to nourish, reproduce, transmit, or credit a rumor in its infancy, may
find himself uncritically accepting it later on, when it becomes “common
knowledge,†so to speak. Are we not all the victims of hearsay, even with
respect to many of our most profound “truths� Of our thousands and hundreds of
thousands, of such “truths,†how many have we personally earned? How many of us
can determine the distance of a planet or the structure of a molecule?
“I will have a wagon sent for the bodies,†said the captain.
“Yes, Captain,†I said.
The captain regarded the delka, scrawled on the wall, with anger.
“It is only a scratching, a mark,†I said. “No,†he said. “It is more. It is a
defiance of Cos, and of Ar!â€
“Of Ar?†I asked.
“As she is today,†he said.
“But perhaps not of the old Ar,†I said.
“Perhaps not,†he said.
“You have met men of Ar in battle?†I asked.
“Yes,†he said. “And it is a mark of the old Ar, the Ar I knew in war, the Ar of
spears and standards, of rides and marches, of dust and trumpets, of tarns and
tharlarion, the Ar of imperialism, of glory, of valor, and pride. That is why it
is so dangerous. It is a recollection of the old Ar.â€
“The true Ar?â€
“If you wish,†he said. Then he exclaimed, angrily. “They have been defeated!
She is dead! She is gone! How dare they remember her?â€
He looked up and down the street. It now seemed deserted. I did not doubt but
what word of what had occurred had spread.
“How dare they resist?†he asked.
“There seem few here now,†I said.
“They are there, somewhere,†he said.
“Perhaps,†I said.
“Guard yourselves,†he said.
“Thank you, Captain,†I said.
“They may be anywhere,†he said.
“Surely there are only a few,†I said, “perhaps a few madmen (pg. 183) who
cannot understand the barest essentials of the most obvious realities, political
an
d prudential.â€
“They are verr,†he said. “But not all of them. Some pretend to be verr. Some
are sleen, disguised in the skins of verr.â€
“Or larls,†I said, “patient, unreconciled, dangerous, capable of action.â€
“Cos, too, has her larls,†said the captain.
“I do not doubt it,†I said.
“Had I my way,†he said, “we would have finished Ar. She would have been done
with then, forever. There would be nothing here now but ashes and salt. Even her
name would be excised from the monuments, from the documents, from the
histories. It would be as though she had not been.â€
“It is hard for a man to be great who does not have great enemies,†I said.
“And so Cos and Ar require one another, that each may be greater than they could
otherwise be?†he asked.
“Perhaps,†I said.
“There was no glory here,†he said. “We did not win this victory in storm and
fire, surmounting walls, breaching gates, winning Ar street by street, house by
house. It was not we who defeated Ar. It was her putative own who betrayed her,
in jealousy and intrigue, in ambition and greed. Ideas and lies defeated Ar. It
was done through the sowing of confusion, the propagation of self-doubt and
guilt, all suitably bedizened in the meretricious rhetorics of morality. We
taught them that evil was good, and good evil, that strength was weakness, and
weakness strength, that health was sickness, and sickness health. We made them
distrust themselves, and taught them to believe that their most basic instincts
and elemental insights, the most essential and primitive promptings of their
blood, were to be repudiated in favor of self-denial and frustration, in favor
of vacuous principles, used by us as weapons against them, in favor stultifying
verbalisms, to cripple and bleed them, and entrap them in our tolls. And thus,
betrayed by those who sought advancement in the destruction and dissolution of
their own community, abetted by the well-intentioned, the simpleminded, the
idealists, the fools, they put themselves at our mercy, at that of another
community, one not so foolish, or not so sickened, as theirs. I saw strong men
gladly setting aside their weapons. I saw citizens of Ar singing as their gates
burned, as they tore down their walls with their own hands. That is no honest
victory for Cos, won at the walls, at the gates, in the streets. That is not a
victory of which we can be proud. That is a victory not of steel but by poison.â€
(pg. 184) “You are a warrior,†I said.
“Once,†he said.
He turned and looked at the shop. “When the bodies are removed,†he said. “I
think I shall have this shop burned.â€
“There are adjoining buildings,†I said.
“Ah, yes,†he said. “We must avoid incidents. We must keep the verr pacified,
lest they learn how they are milked and shorn.â€
“Surely you do not believe the merchant is involved with the Delta Brigade,†I
said.
“No,†he said. “I do not really believe that.â€
“And the slain men?†I asked.
“Well-known brigands,†he said, “insults to the armbands they wear.â€
“And what report will you make of this?†I asked.
“Heroes, of course,†said he, “slain by overwhelming odds.â€
“I see,†I said.
“There is a game here,†he said, “which I shall play/ I have no wish to lose my
post. You see, the sickness of Ar infects even her conquerors. We must pretend
to believe the same lies.â€
“I understand,†I said.
“And even if I did not make such a report I do not doubt but what it would be
something to that effect which would eventually reach the tent of Myron, my
polemarkos.â€
“He is a good officer,†I said.
“Yes,†said the captain/ I had always heard this of Myron. To be sure, I had
gathered that he had once been too much under the influence of a woman, a mere
slave, who had been named Lucilina. She had been captured and was now owned by a
common soldier in the retinue of Dietrich of Tarnburg. No longer was she a high
slave, pampered and indulged. She was now a low slave, and among the lowest of
the low, and was worked hard. She must often kneel and fear whipping. It was
said, too, that in the arms of her master, well handled and mastered, she had
discovered her womanhood. I doubted that Myron, for his part, would again make
the mistake he had made with her. I did not doubt but what his women would now
be well kept in their place, at his feet. They would kneel there, I did not
doubt, in all trembling and subservience, and be in no doubt as to their
collaring.
Again the captain looked angrily at the furrowed wall, the tracing of that
triangle, the delka.
“Captain?†I said.
“How many do you think are in the Delta Brigade?†he asked.
“I do not know,†I said. “Surely no more than a few.â€
(pg. 185) “A few today may become a regiment tomorrow, and after that, who
knows?â€
“The merchant spoke of only two men,†I reminded him.
“There had to be more than that,†said the captain, “though how many it is
difficult to say, perhaps ten, perhaps twelve.â€
“Why do you say that?†I asked.
“The victims were not civilians, not tradesmen, not potters or bakers. They were
skilled swordsmen,†he said.
“Perhaps then there are ten in the Delta Brigade,†I said.
“I am sure there are many more,†he said.
“Oh?†I said, interested.
“This sign turns up frequently in the city, and more often from day to day,†he
said. “It is a symbol of resistance, smeared on a wall, scratched on a
flagstone, carved into a post, found inscribed on an unfolded napkin.â€
I had not known these things. I myself had not seen much evidence of this sort
of thing. To be sure, Marcus and I usually prowled in the darkness, protected
from suspicion by our armbands, as though we might be on duty. And during the
day we had normal duties, guarding portals and such, or, when assigned them,
rounds, usually in public areas, as today, where the inscribing of the delka
would be more likely to be noticed. I suspected these delkas were mostly to be
found in the alleys and the back streets of Ar.
“The scratching of the delka,†I said, “ might even be permitted, as an outlet
for meaningless defiance, as a futile token of protest from those too helpless
or weak to do more.â€
“I am sure you are right, for the most part,†said the captain.
“Then I would not concern myself with them,†I said.
“Four soldiers were found murdered this morning,†said the officer, “off the
Avenue of Turia. The delka was found there, too.â€
“I see,†I said. I had certai
nly known nothing of this. Marcus and I, it seemed,
had allies.
The officer’s men, the guardsmen, looked at one another. I gathered that this
was information to them, too.
“Do you wish for us to remain on duty here, my fellow and myself,†I asked,
“until the arrival of the wagon?â€
“No,†he said.
“Is there any way we may be of service?†I asked.
“We have our rounds,†said the officer. He glanced at the chest on the street,
outside the door of the shop.
“Yes, Captain?†I said.
“What do you think of the contents of this chest?†he asked.
“A pretty lass,†I said, “although young.â€
(pg. 186) “Do you think she would look well in slave silk and a collar?â€
I thought about it. “Yes,†I said. “But perhaps more so in a year or so.â€
“Did you not see how, when the lid of the chest was held open, her veil had been
disarranged, that her lips and mouth might be visible?â€
“It was impossible not to notice it,†I said. I recalled her father had chided
her about this. Such a lapse I was sure, had not been inadvertent, not on Gor,
with a free woman. If it had not been overtly intentional, consciously arranged,
so to speak, it had surely been covertly so, unconsciously so, a pathetic sign
manifested outwardly of a dawning sexuality and an innate need whose first
powerful promptings were doubtless felt even now.
“Do you think she would make a slave?†he asked.
“I assume you do not mean a child might be a slave,†I said, “carried into
bondage to be trained as a mere serving girl or page, to be in effect held for
true bondage later, say, to be auctioned as a pleasure object, if a female, or
say, to be sent to the fields or quarries, if a male.â€
“No,†he said.
“Yes,†I said. “I suppose she is ready for the block now.â€
“Do you think she is on the registries?†he asked.
“Probably,†I said.
“But it does not really matter one way or another,†he said, “as she is a girl
of Ar.â€
“True,†I said. Ar, and its contents, belonged to Cos.
“Do you know where the loot area is,†he asked, “that in the district of Anbar?â€
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