“This is completely whack, Al. I don’t see how this is going to make me change my mind. I mean, he’s married to you, having kids and shit in his head. So I get the daytime Kyle, and you get the nighttime Kyle?” she asks me.
“I hope our dream life is over since we both know this path is the right one and the best one for all of us. This baby will be loved so much, Laura. You don’t have to worry, just have faith,” I plead with her.
“I don’t know, Ally, I won’t be deciding anything right now. I want to go back home, to Cloudcroft,” she tells me.
“What, Laura? No, please don’t do that. You’ll never come back. I know this is a very different situation, and one which could never have been predicted, but you belong with us. You and he really do belong together. Please stay with us for a while, please,” I beg her.
“I need to call my mother, Al. Can I use your phone? I don’t know where mine is.” she asks me.
I hand her my cell phone. “Do you want me to leave the room while you talk to her?” I ask.
“I’m not telling her I’m pregnant yet. I’m only a couple of months you never know what might happen, I might lose the thing,” she says, and I feel like she hopes she will.
“I’ll let you have some privacy. I’m going to get something to eat in the cafeteria. I’ll bring you something back,” I say.
“I really want pancakes, Ally. They brought me breakfast at like six this morning, and I’m starving.”
“Got it, Laura. I love you and Junior too,” I say, then I walk out the door, closing it behind me.
I stop as soon as I walk out, and fall against the wall.
How do I feel about this? Why does this have to happen so fast? How is Kyle taking this? Why can’t life be more simple?
“How is she?” Eden says as he walks off the elevator, noticeably alone.
I walk to him, taking his hand and pulling him back into the elevator. “Did he tell you?” I ask him, as we go down to the cafeteria.
“Yes, so she told you then?” he asks.
I nod. “She isn’t taking it well. Even though he suggested they get married. She’s just not feeling he really loves her.”
“He loves you so much more,” Eden tells me.
I look at him like he’s crazy. “No, he doesn’t.”
“Yes, Alyssa, he does. This is making him feel awful. He isn’t ready for this. This dream life you two have has really messed him up. You know how everything feels real to you? Well, it does for him too. It’s too soon for him. He hasn’t gotten over the fact your child will never be, and he doesn’t want any with anyone else, yet,” he says.
“Well, I can see I have to talk to him. He has to get over it. He has a real child on the way now, and he has to put whatever happens in our dreams into the proper perspective. He can’t live his life in dreams alone. His future is with Laura and their children. His real life is with them.”
“You know what I found out I can do now?” Eden tells me.
I shake my head. “What can you do now?’ I ask him as I pick up a tray, and look at the lady across the glass from me. “Pancakes, please with bacon.”
Eden leans down, closer to me. “I tried something and it worked.”
I pick up the plate the lady is handing me, then walk over to get Laura an orange juice. “What did you try, Eden?”
“Kyle fell asleep on the sofa as soon as we walked in, he was exhausted. I went up and brought a blanket down for him. As I put the blanket down on him, my hand brushed his back, and images started to appear in my head,” he says.
“You and your spying on people’s thoughts, Eden, really you have to stop that,” I whisper because it has become obvious people are eavesdropping on us, and our ridiculous conversation.
Alone in the elevator, I feel we can carry on our conversation. “So what did you see?” I ask.
“I see that he only sees you, Alyssa. We have to give them time alone, to bond. Your presence is stopping that from happening.”
“I can talk to him. We don’t have to leave. That’s not the answer, Eden. My best friend needs me right now, I’m not leaving her,” I tell him.
Eden opens the door to Laura’s hospital room. I take the tray of pancakes and set them down on the little table. “I found you some pancakes, Laura,” I say.
“Hey Laura, you look a lot better. I’m really glad to see that,” he tells her.
“You are looking gorgeous as usual, Eden. Do you have any flaws?” Laura smiles as she asks him.
He smiles back at her. “Many of them. You know Laura, I can see a glow about you,” he tells her, as he sits down on the bed next to her, I hang back a little.
“He told you, huh?” she asks.
He nods, and takes the back of his hand, running it over her pale cheek, then letting it rest on her shoulder. “You have nothing to fear. All is as it should be. I have seen the future, Laura, and it is good.”
He’s lying to her!
I can’t believe he’s making this up. I have to stop him. I move closer to him, reaching out to touch his shoulder to try to stop him from giving her any more false hopes.
As I touch his shoulder images begin to appear in my head. There’s a small boy with a head full of golden curls, swinging in the backyard of the house we gave to them. Laura looks beautiful, she’s pregnant and smiling. Kyle pushes the swing, and the little boy is laughing.
“Can you really see that?” she whispers.
“I can. Ask Alyssa. She saw it too. You’ll be a very happy family. There’s nothing to worry about,” Eden tells her as he pulls her hand up and kisses it gently.
A tear rolls down my cheek, and I notice Laura has tears rolling down hers as well. “Eden, you have made me feel so much better, you have no idea.”
The door opens as the doctor comes in. “Hi guys,” he says, as he enters. “Oh, tears. We can’t have any of those around here. How would you like to go home, Mrs. Stevens?”
Laura smiles at him. “I would love to go home.”
“Then get dressed. Eden, come with me, and bring your magic card, so we can get her paid for and out of here,” the doctor says.
“Yes, sir,” Eden says as he follows him out of the room.
The doctor stops and turns around. “Laura, come see me within a month. My address is on the paperwork. I like to see my mothers once a month, as soon as possible. The nurse will be bringing some prenatal vitamins to you. Please take one a day, and try to take them a bit more religiously than you did your birth control pills, young lady. Tell your husband congratulations for me, and I hope I’m invited to the real wedding, Ms. Tanner,” he tells her, then walks out.
Laura and I look at each other, then laugh. “Well, there you are, Ms. Tanner. Looks like you and junior are in good hands,” I say.
“Guess so,” she says as she gets up out of the hospital bed. “Now home we go. Am I ready for this, Al?”
I put my arm around her shoulders. “Probably not, but this life has a way of making us get ready for things we never expected.”
A nurse comes in to take Laura out in a wheelchair. “I’m fine, I can walk,” she tells the nurse.
“Hospital policy, Mrs. Stevens,” she says.
“Come on, Mrs. Stevens, just accept the free ride,” I tease her.
Eden meets us in the front of the hospital in Laura’s car. He jumps out when he sees us, and helps Laura into the back seat. To my surprise he reaches across her, buckling her in.
“You doing okay?” he asks her.
“I’m fine, Eden, you don’t have to fuss over me,” she says.
“Let me fuss, I like it,” he tells her as he closes the door then turns to help me in, buckling me in as well.
“He’s so attentive,” Laura comments.
“Yes, he is. I forget how attentive he can be,” I say, offhandedly.
Eden gets in and drives us home to find Kyle laid out on the sofa, still asleep. “Looks like Big Daddy is catching up on his z’s,” I say.
“Alyssa!” Eden admonishes me. “Let’s go out back, so they can have their privacy.”
The last thing I hear as Eden pulls me out the patio door is Laura’s voice. “Kyle, wake up. We have a lot to talk about.”
Chapter 70
KYLE
“Are you sure you’re okay with me doing this, Ally?” I ask.
“I think that, given the circumstances, it’s the best thing to do. In a normal situation, though I wouldn’t really think it was the thing to do,” she answers.
“You said you saw us together and happy, so it must be the right thing to do,” I say as I take the small black box off of the dashboard of his truck.
I asked Ally not to show me what she saw. I prefer to be a little bit surprised.
I get out of the truck, putting the black box in my pocket, then turn to help her out of the truck. I reach up to catch her as she slides off the seat, and into his arms. I hesitate before putting her down, looking into her deep blue eyes. I have to blink back the tears I feel welling up.
“You’re not okay with this, Ally. I hate I’m making you feel this way. Shit, why did I have to hurry this thing with Laura?” I ask myself.
“Don’t blame yourself, Kyle. I’m the one to put all of the blame on. I should’ve handled it extremely differently,” she says as a tear runs down her cheek.
I wipe the tear from her cheek. “I don’t want you to do that to yourself, you had no choice, Ally. I did have choices. Unfortunately, I made some bad ones. I should’ve taken more responsibility. If I had done that, then this wouldn’t be happening right now,” I tell her, then pull her to me, hugging her tightly.
“You’ll be a fantastic husband and father, Kyle. I know because you’ve been so good to me in real life and in our dreams. I just hope we can stop this dream marriage we have going. It’s making this so much harder for me to take,” she confesses to me.
I kiss the top of her head. She pulls her head off of my chest and looks up at me. Her eyes glisten with tears. These damn dreams are confusing me and her too it seems. We fall asleep and wake up in a world where we’re making a life together. I feel closer to her with every dream we share. Now I’m going to be someone else’s husband and have children with her.
Ally shakes her head, and says, “What kind of a brat am I? I’m happily married to the best guy in this world. Here I am wanting to have it all. I’m selfish to the core. My best friend needs you. You need her too. You can’t live the rest of this life without knowing what true love in the physical world is like. It wouldn’t be fair to you.”
“I guess you have to be careful about what you wish for Ally. You have gifts you’ll need to learn to control. Maybe you can stop the dreams if you try hard enough. I don’t want to put a lot of pressure on you about it, but life is going to be kind of tough if I have to live like this forever,” I tell her.
She smiles up at me. “I believe you might be right, Kyle. I’ll make an effort to stop the dreams. If my wish to see what life would have been like with you came true, then I should be able to wish for it to stop.”
Taking her hand, I lead her to the house. “Things sure have changed quickly for all of us, Ally. My mom is going to freak out. I don’t even want to think about what Laura’s mom’s going do. Thankfully, you gave us this house. It’ll make things a lot easier,” I say as I open the door.
Laura’s sitting on the sofa, watching TV. “I’ll disappear out the back door, so you two can be alone,” Ally whispers to me.
My heart is pounding in my chest. I make my way to her, and she smiles up at me. A real smile, a genuine smile, a happy to see you smile. When Laura smiles it radiates over her whole face. She’s beautiful and good, and she’s carrying my baby.
This is right.
“Hi,” I say.
“Hi to you too.”
I kneel in front of her. My hands rest on her knees as her smile fades. “I love you, Laura.” My voice quivers, and I swallow hard to steady it. “I want to ask you something, and I don’t want you to answer right away. The reason I’m asking you this isn’t just for one reason. It’s for many reasons.”
Her light blue eyes darken, and she frowns. “Kyle, wait,” she says and places her hands on top of mine. “You don’t have to do this. I’d never keep this baby from you.”
Moving my hands from under hers, I run them along her thighs. “Laura, please listen to me. You’re strong, smart, funny, and beautiful.” My hands run up to her waist, and I pull her to me as I lean towards her. A light kiss I place on her lips. “You’re sexy as Hell, and make me feel like I’m the only guy on the planet you care to show that side of yourself to.”
The touch of her hand on my cheek, makes me turn towards it and kiss her palm. Her words are quiet as she says, “You are the only one I care to show that part of myself to.”
Pressing my forehead to hers, I forge ahead. “I respect you, want the best for you, and our child. Just know I’m not asking this for the baby, Laura. I know you’re incapable of hurting a child to spite anyone. This is not something I’m doing to ensure you let me be a part of our child’s life.”
Her hands cup my face, and she tilts my head and places a kiss on my cheek. “It’s okay, I get what you’re saying, Kyle.” Gently, she pushes me back to my knees. “You’re a great guy. I know you want to do the right thing. We’re young, and we’ll change as we continue to grow up. We’re nowhere near who we will become.”
I press my finger to her lips to silence her. “I know that, Laura. There are no guarantees in this life. There is the time you live in at the present, and that’s what matters is right now. And right now, we love each other. Right now, I can’t think of spending a day without you. Right now, I can’t think of spending a night without you. And lastly, right now, you and I are going to have a baby, and I want it done right.”
My finger still rests on her lips, and she takes my hand, pulling it away. “I suppose you’re right. My mother left my real father when she got pregnant. Panicked, and ended up marrying someone anyway while she was still pregnant. Their divorce, and who I thought was my father, leaving us, never to return, messed me up. I don’t want that for this child.”
“That won’t happen to this child,” I say with a tap on her leg. “I’m not your father. I’m solid, and you can count on me. We have this house. We have all the money we will ever need, and we have one another. Now I’d like for you to share my name. That way we can be a real family. Not a couple of kids that went and got knocked up.”
Her eyes glimmer with the beginning of tears, and I lean up and kiss her. Her hands catch up in my hair, holding me to her as if she doesn’t ever want to let me go. Finally, I pull back. “Kyle, you can ask me now. I’m ready.”
I get on one knee and pull the box from my pocket. The large, three karat diamond shines like the sun as I open the case. Her hands fly to cover her mouth as an audible gasp falls out of it. “Laura Tanner, would you do me the great honor of becoming my wife?”
Tears flow over her pink cheeks, and she leans towards me. A sob comes out of her mouth, then her arms are around my neck as she hugs me, and whispers in my ear the one word I’ve been waiting to hear, “Yes.”
Chapter 71
ALYSSA
Eden is sitting by the swimming pool. He looks up at me when I walk out of the back door. He sets his cell phone down on the table and stands up, taking me in his arms. Tears flow out of my eyes as my cheek touches his shoulder.
“I know this is hard for you, Alyssa. You know it’s the right thing for them to do. You’ve seen everything turns out well for them,” Eden tells me.
“Why does everything have to be so damn hard?” I ask him.
“To make us stronger,” he answers me.
“Just like your devil trainer, Beck almost kills us with his workouts, and somehow that made us physically stronger?” I ask him.
“Pretty much the same, I guess. Maybe we all need our heartbroken at least once, so we know what it feels like when love is lost.
That way we know exactly how precious it is,” he tells me.
I pull my head up off of his shoulder. “Eden, you somehow always know the exact words to use to make me understand things I never thought I would.”
“It’s my job to make you feel better. You are my world, Alyssa,” he tells me.
“Eden, you’re my world too. I don’t know why I’m such a brat, but I intend to try my hardest to stop,” I tell him.
He wipes the tears from my eyes. “I have received some news that will take your mind off this for a while.”
“What?”
“We have to go back home in the morning,” he says.
“Eden, no we can’t leave. Not right now when Laura will need me so much.”
“I have been shown what our next mission is. We have no choice,” he tells me.
“How bad is it?” I ask him.
“It’s a little hairy, and pretty far away. We have to go get our passports.”
“How hairy?” I ask, feeling nervous.
“Where we are going the weather can get rough pretty quickly. A small boy is going to get lost in the forest near his home. If we don’t intervene he will die in a storm which comes up suddenly,” Eden tells me.
“This boy must be pretty important.”
“I guess he will be, but right now he’s an orphan, and I’m afraid no one gets very upset at his disappearance. In fact, no one looks for him at all,” he says.
“Eden, that’s so sad. What are we supposed to do?”
“We have to go to him and bring him to safety.”
“So where are we going?” I ask.
“Korea,” he tells me like it’s nothing.
“South Korea?” I ask.
He shakes his head. “The other one, the one where they hate Americans.”
“We have to do most of the mission as birds don’t we?”
He nods. “It isn’t going to be easy, Alyssa. We’ll have help from some people in South Korea. A family there will take him in and raise him. We just have to get in and get him and then get him over to them, without being spotted by anyone,” he tells me like it’s not a big deal.
“Eden, how old is this kid?” I ask.
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