by Alex Dawson
Truth was as natural to Tina as breathing. She shook her head.
"It just hurt," she muttered.
“I don’t think it should hurt,” he said, “All of my girlfriends have said that they’ve had plenty of fun by themselves.”
Tina started to cry in earnest.
Kenny cursed and said “Uh, normally I would hug you, but I’m trying not to look. If I hide in your bathroom for a minute, want to throw some clothes on? Or do you want me to go away?”
Tina shook her head, even though he wasn’t looking at her. She tried to calm her breathing enough to talk.
“I’ll get dressed,” she finally gasped.
Kenny spun quickly and stepped into the bathroom, shutting the door behind him.
Tina took a minute to calm herself down and got dressed, throwing away her toothbrush.
“I’m decent,” she said, when she’d gotten dressed. She wore underpants, a bra, jeans, a shirt, a longer shirt, and a cardigan, trying to counter how exposed she still felt.
“Okay,” Kenny said, and stepped out of the bathroom, “Can I sit down?”
Tina nodded, and Kenny took a seat
“Do you want to pretend I never saw that? I can totally pretend that. Or, if you like, I can try and help out,” he said, and quickly added “Not in a porno way, I mean, just by answering any questions you have, if I can.”
Tina wanted to pretend it had never happened, but she knew she couldn’t look him in the eye, she might as well go ahead and ask.
“Um,” she asked, “It’s supposed to feel good?”
“Well, yeah, that’s pretty much the whole point,” he said, and paused. “Can I ask you a really personal question or two?”
She nodded.
"Did you prepare yourself at all?" he asked. "Tease yourself, get yourself ready?"
She blushed hard.
"Um, I touched my nipples and between my legs," she said.
"For how long?" he asked.
"Maybe... a minute?" she said, unsure.
"That's not long at all. I see your hairbrush, were you going to try that next?" he asked.
She simply nodded.
"Okay, may I offer some advice?" he asked, and she nodded again.
“I don’t have firsthand experience, of course, but my girlfriends have told me about how they started to touch themselves,” he said, “and they generally started about like this. First of all, you need to be really wet, really turned on, maybe touch yourself a little more next time?”
She nodded, slowly.
“Oh, jeeze, please don’t get upset at me for asking, but do you know what your clit is?” he asked.
She shook her head.
“Right. Let’s start at the beginning,” he said.
Twenty minutes later, he left the room and Tina’s head was spinning with his explanation of how her body worked and how a woman felt sexual pleasure.
“Kenny?” she called back, as the door was almost shutting, “Thank you.”
“No problem, hot stuff,” he said, and winked.
She rolled her eyes. He was always so different when they were alone together, more serious, less flirty.
Tina wondered when she had started liking his flirting, or if she always had.
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Later that day, while Tina waited at the corner for the bus to drop her little sister off, a car pulled up in the lot behind her.
When Laura got off the bus, Tina heard the car door open and shut, and turned to see who it was.
Even though she was still a little embarrassed, she relaxed.
“Kenny,” Laura called, “I want to show you my work, I got a hundred percent.”
“Hot damn, kiddo,” Kenny said cheerfully, “Go ahead and leave it in your backpack for two minutes, though, I don’t want it to get lost. Can I take you girls to lunch?”
Tina hesitated. She didn’t have a lot of tip money, and she wanted to save it.
“My treat,” he added, “As a reward for a hundred percent.”
“Tina, I mean Kristi, please? Please, please, please?” Laura begged.
“We would be grateful,” she said, and he grinned.
“Okay, kiddo, your choice, Mexican or pizza,” Kenny said.
“Pizza!” Lauren yelled, and climbed into the back of Kenny’s sedan.
Kenny and Tina strolled over to the car together, and before they joined Lauren, he put out a hand, not quite touching her.
“Hey, before we get in the car,” he said, “I have to ask - are we okay? Do you want me to get lost for a while?”
She shook her head and smiled at him.
“I wouldn’t let you take my sister out to lunch if I wanted you to steer clear, would I?” she asked, and opened her own door.
On their way to get pizza, Laura told them both all about how her day had gone, and every detail about her teacher, and her favorite and least favorite classmates.
Tina found herself relaxing more and more as the three of them sat around a table and ate pizza together. Kenny heaped praise on Laura for her classwork, and paid attention as she showed him every single piece of work she’d done for a week.
Every once in a while, he smiled at Tina or she thought about the rest of her day and a thrill of embarrassment at excitement shot through her.
This man had seen her naked, and he didn’t seem to care. This man had seen her naked, and he was still being sweet to her sister. This man had seen her naked, and she had to admit, she sort of wanted it to happen again.
“Hey, kiddo, I got you a treat,” Kenny said, and produced a dozen arcade tokens.
Tina laughed at how big her sister’s eyes got. She knew that Laura had never gotten to play at an arcade in her life, it was just another place of sin, according to their mother.
The arcade seemed so harmless, actually seeing one, that Tina wanted to laugh again, or cry, or shake her mother. The more time she spent away from that house, the more ridiculous her mother’s tight rules and focus on sin seemed.
Maybe her mother’s views on spending time with a man weren’t correct, either.
“I have a confession,” Kenny said.
“Yes?” Tina said, biting the inside of her lip and waiting.
“I bought her the arcade tokens because I wanted to shoo her away so I could talk to you,” he said, smiling slowly at Tina.
“Oh, is that all?” Tina asked, “Oh, good. That’s okay. Not a problem. You can talk to me. I’ll talk to you.”
“Glad to hear it,” he said, “I was wondering if you’d like to go to the movies with me on Friday night.
“Like, a date?” she asked.
“Definitely like a date,” he said, winking at her.
She watched Laura race from machine to machine, deciding where to spend her tokens.
“I don’t have anyone to watch Laura,” she said.
“Bring her along, we can go see whatever terrible new kid’s movie is out,” he said.
Tina wrinkled her nose.
“If that’s a date, this is a date,” she said.
“I would be pretty deeply okay with calling this a date,” Kenny said, “Tina, I really like you, and I really like Laura. I know you’re in a shit spot, and you haven’t spent a lot of time out from under your family’s thumb yet, so I don’t want to rush things and make you regret it, but if you’re interested in dating me, I would be pretty fucking happy.”
Tina nodded, slowly.
“My mother always said that dating was a sin,” she said, “But she said arcades were also centers of sin, and they look pretty okay to me.”
She paused.
“I really like you too, and even if it is a sin, I would like to date you,” she said.
When Laura came back to the table to show off her tickets, they were holding hands and smiling at each other.
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After two months of dating Kenny, she discovered that she liked kissing, very much, even if it still made her squirm with
guilt sometimes.
She knew that her mother would condemn her.
They had a routine, and she loved it. If they spent time together on evenings or weekends, they’d take Laura with them and go for walks, or to the arcade, or bowling, or any other family style excursion they could think of.
If they spent time together during the day, though, when Laura was at school, they’d retreat to quiet corners and spend time kissing and touching.
“So,” Tina said, one day, as they finished up lunch together, “Would you like to come up to my room?”
Kenny paused.
“Are you sure?” he asked, “I don’t want to rush you.”
She laughed.
“Kenny, you normally sleep with a girl on the first date, or at least fool around, don’t you?” she asked.
He nodded and shrugged.
“You’ve waited two months, and I trust you. I’m not sure how fast I want to move, but I would definitely like you in my bedroom,” she said.
He grinned and started to stack plates to take them to the kitchen.
“Lead the way,” he said.
Once in the room, they stopped, seemingly both not quite sure about how to start.
Finally, Kenny leaned forward and took her shoulders in his powerful hands, pulling her close to him and leaning down to claim her mouth in a searing kiss.
She moaned and wrapped her arms around his neck, wishing that the kiss could go on forever.
In what seemed like no time at all, they were on her bed, his kisses filling her with desire, his body hot and strong over hers.
“I want to see you,” Kenny said, and she nodded, scooting away from him to strip off her shirt.
The desire and affection in his eyes warmed and thrilled her. Emboldened, she climbed off the bed and stripped completely naked except for her panties, standing before him closer to bare than she could have dared dream of before.
“You are so fucking beautiful,” he breathed, “May I touch you?”
"Yes," she said, surprising herself. She knew that she shouldn't let a man touch her before they were married, but she also knew that she couldn't wait any longer, she was desperate and wanting, and he was being so kind to her.
"All right, you need to tell me if I do anything you don't like," he said.
She nodded and climbed back on the bed, her legs pushed together, but her breasts exposed.
"You have beautiful breasts, Tina," he said.
She didn't say anything, only shut her eyes and enjoyed the feeling of his warm strong hands against her soft flesh.
As she lay there, he carefully massaged her breasts and then started to tease her nipples, rolling them between his fingers and then pinching them a little, harder than she had.
She gasped, and he stopped.
"Some girls like their nipples pinched and some don't, Tina, what do you think? Do you like it?" he asked.
She nodded.
"It feels good," she murmured.
He pinched them again, even harder, and she found herself rocking her hips a little, leaning into his touch and hoping for more.
"Wow, you really like getting pinched, I wonder if you'll enjoy this," he said.
She felt one of his hands start teasing her nipple very gently, while his other hand closed on her other breast and began squeezing it very hard. She squirmed and frowned, but the tingle between her legs was becoming insistent, and she found that the pain was worth the pleasure that it was bringing her.
"Again, please," she said, when he stopped.
This time, he squeezed both of her young tits in his strong hands, and she gasped as the pain hit her, followed by a wave of pleasure that made her moan out loud.
"Wow, that's hot," Kenny said.
She didn't say anything, but, without even thinking about it, she spread her legs an inch or so, so that he had an even better view of her virgin flesh, covered only with a thin layer of cotton.
"Are you ready to be touched there?" he asked.
She hesitated, and then spread her legs further, until they hit his strong back and the wall and could be no wider.
He pulled her leg around and onto his lap, so that she could be spread wide and exposed. Gently, he stroked her thigh and smiled at her. Kenny was so kind, so tender, so commanding, she couldn't help but feel safe in his care. He always knew what to do, but he always made sure she was safe and happy about it.
"Tina," he said, "Will you do something for me?"
She nodded.
"Will you touch your own nipples?" he asked.
She immediately reached up to her breasts and began to roll her slightly sore nipples between her fingers, moaning at the pleasure that that brought her under his scortching gaze.
"Pinch them," he ordered.
She obeyed, pinching them lightly at first, and then, at his command, even harder.
"Good girl," he said, "You can stop if you want, or keep going."
She hesitated, and began to simply rub her breasts and nipples softly. They were a little sore, and aching with need, but she still enjoyed the feeling of them in her hands, and her hands against them.
"I want you so badly," she told him, looking up and into his eyes.
"The feeling is definitely mutual, honey," he told her, "May I touch you some more?"
She nodded.
He reached out and stroked the edge of her white cotton bottoms.
"Is this all right?" he asked.
"Oh, yes, Kenny, more, please," she said.
He slipped his fingers between her legs, rubbing soft circles on the outside of the fabric.
Tina moaned and rocked her hips forward, enjoying the feeling of his strong fingers against her. She'd never dreamed of getting that much pleasure from this, and the need was rising within her.
"Wait," she gasped, and he immediately withdrew his fingers.
She climbed off the bed again and pulled her underwear down, stepping out of the pair and standing truly bare before Kenny and his smile.
"Want me to touch you there again?" he asked.
"Oh, yes," she said, and got back on the bed, spreading her legs for him.
He reached out and spread her lips open with his fingers.
"You have a gorgeous little pussy," he murmured, and she blushed with pleasure at the praise. She had had no way of knowing if her body was normal or attractive or not, and his compliments were delighting her.
She felt him brush against the little button between her legs and it was like she'd been struck with electricity. She gasped and her whole body shook with pleasure. She'd thought it felt good when she touched herself, after that first disastrous attempt, but when he touched her body it was a whole new world!
He placed his thumb against it and pressed hard, in firm circles, and she melted with delight. It wasn't enough to relieve the pressure that was continuing to build within her, but it was the most fun she'd had in as long as she could remember, and she found that she was rocking her hips towards him again, trying to get as much pressure and pleasure from his hand as she could.
"Easy," he said, and she rolled her eyes.
He swatted her on the breast and she jumped.
"I saw that! Don't roll your eyes at me," he said, scolding and teasing, and she smiled at him again.
"Will you stop touching me if I do?" she said. She had heard his voice getting lower as he touched her, and wondered if the pressure was building in him the way it was building in her.
"Certainly not, but I'll tie you up and give you a good spanking," he said.
To her surprise, she loved that idea and wanted to ask him to do it now, now, now, but she was too embarrassed.
The thought of being totally helpless and at his mercy while he explored her body and punished her for her wrongdoing made her tingle in all the best ways, though, and she flushed bright red.
"Would you like that?" he asked.
"Yes," she said, "I think I would."
"You are a treat," he told her, and turned his atte
ntion back to her clit.
When she got close to the edge, he pulled back, and after two or three times of that, she was ready to burst.