Contents
Cover
Further Titles by Hilary Norman from Severn House
Title Page
Copyright
Dedication
Acknowledgements
Author’s Note
He craves the …
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Chapter Twenty-Four
Chapter Twenty-Five
Chapter Twenty-Six
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Chapter Twenty-Eight
Chapter Twenty-Nine
Chapter Thirty
Chapter Thirty-One
Chapter Thirty-Two
Chapter Thirty-Three
Chapter Thirty-Four
Chapter Thirty-Five
Chapter Thirty-Six
Chapter Thirty-Seven
Chapter Thirty-Eight
Chapter Thirty-Nine
Chapter Forty
Chapter Forty-One
Chapter Forty-Two
Chapter Forty-Three
Chapter Forty-Four
Chapter Forty-Five
Chapter Forty-Six
Chapter Forty-Seven
Chapter Forty-Eight
Chapter Forty-Nine
Chapter Fifty
Chapter Fifty-One
Chapter Fifty-Two
Chapter Fifty-Three
Chapter Fifty-Four
Chapter Fifty-Five
Chapter Fifty-Six
Chapter Fifty-Seven
Chapter Fifty-Eight
Chapter Fifty-Nine
Chapter Sixty
Chapter Sixty-One
Chapter Sixty-Two
Chapter Sixty-Three
Chapter Sixty-Four
Chapter Sixty-Five
Chapter Sixty-Six
Chapter Sixty-Seven
Chapter Sixty-Eight
Chapter Sixty-Nine
Chapter Seventy
Chapter Seventy-One
Chapter Seventy-Two
Chapter Seventy-Three
Chapter Seventy-Four
Chapter Seventy-Five
Chapter Seventy-Six
Chapter Seventy-Seven
Chapter Seventy-Eight
Chapter Seventy-Nine
Chapter Eighty
Chapter Eighty-One
Chapter Eighty-Two
Chapter Eighty-Three
Chapter Eighty-Four
Chapter Eighty-Five
Further Titles by Hilary Norman from Severn House
The Sam Becket Mysteries
LAST RUN
SHIMMER
CAGED
HELL
ECLIPSE
FEAR AND LOATHING
Standalone Titles
RALPH’S CHILDREN
WHIRLWIND
WHIRLWIND
Hilary Norman
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For Helen.
With so much love, always
Acknowledgements
My special gratitude to the following (in alphabetical order):
David Balfour, for sharing his knowledge; Howard Barmad; Jennifer Custer; Daniela Jarzynka; Pippa McCarthy; Special Agent Paul Marcus; Nick Pin, for his kind and expert help; Sebastian Ritscher; Helen Rose; Dr Jonathan Tarlow; Euan Thorneycroft; Jan Wielpuetz. And Jonathan. For everything, and much more.
Author’s Note
Shiloh, Rhode Island, is a fictitious place, as are all characters.
As for the weather, my ‘Blizzard-to-End-All-Blizzards’ was created before any mentions of the very real ‘SantaBomb’ or ‘Snowmaggedon: Parts I or II’.
He craves the dark, needs it, loves the way it wraps itself around him like the death-sweetest, foulest, most perfect swaddling blanket.
In darkness, he is most fully himself.
Not a good person. Not a normal person, but an intelligent one, fully cognizant of what he is.
A psychopath.
A monster, at times. Both in the light, and in the dark.
He does his best work though, his killing, in the dark, where he’s most wholly alive. And if, by chance, they die before they reach his Erebus, then sometimes he kills them a second time. Because he needs to do it. Wants to do it. To do that to them.
In the light, even among people, he always feels alone, but darkness brings comfort. There’s no fear in it for him, it is simply home and infinity, its possibilities endless, its sounds fantastical, the scurrying and squeaking within and the soft, distant sounds from without, in the other world.
He might have liked to have been a mole.
Except that moles are gentle creatures, and he is not.
Though it isn’t just the darkness that brings him to life.
It’s the killing.
Which brings the only light worth seeing: star-bursts of ecstasy bright enough to burn his corneas.
He is an insane person, he knows that.
Sometimes, that knowledge brings with it a measure of pain.
Not for much longer.
ONE
1965
The mother was never quite certain if her son’s voice truly soared above the others in the choir of St Matthew’s, and it was not, of course, right or proper to let her pride show, or even to feel it. Her husband had once said that a cho
ir dragged from a congregation as limited as Shiloh’s could have little to commend it.
‘All the boy needs to do is hold a note in all that caterwauling and he’s going to sound like Johnny-fucking-Mathis,’ he said.
She seldom dared to argue or to admonish him; she knew her place.
But he was wrong about their son’s voice. And on this Good Friday, right or not, she felt pride to the very depths of her soul, listening to him singing ‘We glory in your cross, O Lord’ with the other choristers.
Pride not the only sin she was guilty of.
‘Wives, submit yourselves unto your own husbands, as unto the Lord.’ Ephesians, chapter five, verse twenty-two.
She tried not to complain, but sometimes it was hard.
‘Let your ways be known upon earth,’ her son and the choir and congregation sang.
The mother sang too, returning her thoughts to the service and their lovely church, gazing around at its peaceful walls and up at its vaulted ceiling – before allowing herself another snatched glance at her boy, for whom she thanked God every single day.
And did so again now.
The boy felt the glow.
Of singing for the Lord. And for his mom, too, because all this was thanks to her. For reading to him from her Bible when he was a little kid, explaining it to him, making it easy, telling him the stories in her own words too, which was why, later on, while other boys at school were swapping Spider-Man or Hulk comics, he’d be daydreaming about Joseph and his coat or Daniel in the lions’ den.
Or about how best he could serve Him.
His dad hated it, got mad if he caught him reading the Bible, then took it out on his mom. Which was why he’d started taking it to his secret place to read.
No one – not even his mom – knew about that place.
Safer that way, because soon as anyone knew, they’d stop him going there, for sure.
He’d been there when the Angel had come.
He thought, later, that it might have happened so he could help his mother, because of how mean his father was to her sometimes, and because she deserved better than him.
Not his place to think that, but honoring his father wasn’t always easy, and it hurt to see how sad his mom looked sometimes. Except when she was here, in church.
That had to be why the Angel had come to him.
He’d known right away that it was the Angel of the Lord.
That voice, so loud in his head. Louder even than the banging of his headaches, left over, his mom had once explained, from the sickness that had nearly killed him as a baby. So loud, filling his whole skull, that it was impossible to tell if the voice was male or female, but the boy figured it had to be male, because the angels in the Bible always were …
Not that it was important.
It was what had been said to him that was important.
What the Angel had told him to do.
The boy had no words to describe how important that was.
And how terrible.
His very own covenant.
Which maybe made some kind of sense because he lived in a village called Shiloh, which was the name of the place in the Bible where the Ark of the Covenant had first been kept. And he wondered for a while – trying to keep from thinking about what he had been told to do – if anyone living in any other US towns named Shiloh might have gotten messages from the Angel too, had maybe been given the same command.
To give up what they loved most.
He wondered if they felt the way he did about it.
Part resentful, part afraid, part awestruck.
Mostly awestruck. At having been chosen.
Which meant he had no choice. None at all.
And now he was almost out of time.
Because tomorrow was Holy Saturday.
TWO
Reverend Thomas Pike’s soft rubber-soled footsteps were almost inaudible as he entered St Matthew’s at six p.m. on Saturday evening.
The church – his church as he privately thought of it, his appointment as vicar having been approved by the diocesan bishop himself – was empty, awaiting the start of the Easter Vigil, just two hours away.
It would be dark then, as they began, but for now the vicar turned on all the lights, needing to see the place fully illuminated for his final inspection.
He saw the boy immediately.
Up on the chancel, on his knees, one hand clasped to his forehead, apparently praying, oblivious to the vicar, and even to the lights that had been switched on.
For a moment, Thomas Pike stood still, silent.
And then he moved closer, and looked up at the altar.
The white cloth was stained the color of sacramental wine.
An animal – a cat – lay in the center of the cloth, its fur blood-soaked.
Anger rose sharply in the vicar, swiftly quelled by an admonition to be compassionate because clearly there had been an accident. The boy must have found the injured cat and, not knowing what else to do, brought it into the church to pray for its survival. An affront, certainly, but driven by distress and faith.
Pike took a few steps closer and recognized the boy, a member of his choir.
He took a breath, then cleared his throat.
The boy shuddered, but went on with his muttered prayers.
The cat, Pike saw now, was beyond help.
‘Son,’ he said, gently, ‘you need to stop that now.’
The boy removed his hand from his forehead, turned his head and looked at the vicar, and Pike gasped because the animal’s blood was on his face, smeared over his forehead and cheeks, on both his hands and all over his white shirt and tie.
His Sunday clothes.
Shock ousted compassion.
‘In the name of God, what have you done?’
The boy’s mouth opened, but no words came.
‘Answer me,’ Reverend Pike ordered.
‘The Angel.’ The boy’s voice was a whisper. ‘The Angel of the Lord came to me and told me to do it.’
Outrage flared in Thomas Pike’s chest. Then, hard on its heels, fear.
Because he’d seen the knife tucked in the boy’s belt, blood on its blade.
He steadied himself. ‘Stand up.’
The boy’s eyes were dark and unreadable. ‘The Angel told me to put her on the altar. Like Genesis, chapter twenty-two, verse nine. “And Abraham built an altar there, and laid the wood in order, and bound Isaac …” Only I don’t have a son, obviously, so the Angel said it had to be something I loved, which meant it had to be Molly.’ The eyes filled with tears. ‘And I asked the Angel if I really had to burn her, but he said—’
‘Enough!’ Reverend Pike’s face was scarlet, his spectacles misting with heat. ‘This is sacrilege, and you will get that thing off my altar and out of my church.’
‘It’s God’s church,’ the boy said, softly. ‘And I have to finish.’
Pike watched him turn back to the altar and fought a violent urge to take hold of him, clenched his fists, struggling to bring himself under control. This was a choirboy, he reminded himself, the son of one of the most devout women in his flock.
‘All right,’ he said. ‘You can stay.’
The boy crossed himself, closed his eyes and went back to his prayers.
The vicar turned around, walked up the center aisle to the narthex, took a large key from his pocket, his hand shaking, and locked the main door, then walked slowly back through the nave, up the steps to the chancel without another glance at the boy, opened the door that led to the vestry and his parlor, went through, closed the door behind him and locked that too.
For a moment he leaned against the cool wall, and then he looked at his wristwatch.
Six-twenty on Holy Saturday and a choirboy had gone mad in his church with little over an hour to go before the commencement of the Vigil.
A dead cat and a pool of blood on the altar cloth.
‘God help us all,’ said Pike.
And then he went into his parlor, opene
d the side door that led to Elm Street, stepped out into the fresh and pleasant April air – and began to run.
And over the next few hours, during the long, anguished night and day that followed, a woman lost her life, and others conspired to blot out what had happened, and to change forever the course of the woman’s son’s life.
And his trinity of losses began.
Two right away.
Mother and home.
The third coming later, more gradually, perhaps the greatest loss of all.
Faith.
Because after that, he felt entirely alone.
And the boy who had spoken to angels began slowly crumbling to dust.
And flew down, into the dark.
THREE
2014
Liza Plain was wandering around Copp’s Hill Burying Ground in Boston’s North End, browsing some of the seriously old tombstones, when she saw him.
Sitting on the grass by a gravestone about thirty feet away.
She thought it was him, though he was very changed.
But then, when he turned his head, noticed her and jumped to his feet, dumping a laptop into a bag, slinging it over his shoulder and wheeling his bicycle quickly away in the opposite direction, she knew it, for sure.
Michael Rider. Thirteen years older than when she’d last seen him, looking every day of it and then some. Still attractive, but thinner to the point of gauntness, and unshaven, his straight brown hair shorter than it had been, his clothes almost shabby.
Definitely not wanting contact with her.
Liza considered, momentarily, following him, wanting very much to speak to him, knowing of no valid reason why she should not. Yet still, she did have an idea, even some understanding, of what might have been behind that rapid departure.
There was a possibility that he might consider her guilty, by association, with the people who’d helped wreck his life. Because she’d let him down, even if that had been a long time ago and out of her control.
He’d told her, back then, that he’d never had much time for journalists. And her own grandfather always said that all journalists were scum.
Not that she was a real journalist these days, but still …
Something else struck her. The headstones she’d been looking at, not for the first time. Belonging, she was fairly certain, to past generations of the Cromwell family.
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