THE
LANGUAGE
OF
CHERRIES
Jen Marie Hawkins
Owl Hollow Press
Owl Hollow Press, LLC, Springville, UT 84663
This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are products of the author’s imagination. Any resemblance to actual people, living or dead, or to businesses, companies, events, institutions, or locales is completely coincidental.
The Language of Cherries
Copyright © 2020 by Jen Marie Hawkins
All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, distributed or transmitted in any form or by any means, without prior written permission.
Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
The Language of Cherries / J.M. Hawkins. — First edition.
Summary:
When Evie Perez is forced to move to Iceland for the summer, she takes her canvas and paintbrushes into the picturesque cherry orchard behind her guesthouse and paints a boy she’s never met.
ISBN 978-1-945654-45-9 (paperback)
ISBN 978-1-945654-46-6 (e-book)
LCCN: 2019955950
For Jeremy…
Te amo.
A chuisle mo chroí.
þú ert mér allt.
I love you in every language,
even the ones with no words.
TABLE OF CONTENTS
Title Page
Copyright
Dedication
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Chapter Twenty-Four
Chapter Twenty-Five
Chapter Twenty-Six
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Chapter Twenty-Eight
Chapter Twenty-Nine
Chapter Thirty
Chapter Thirty-One
Chapter Thirty-Two
Chapter Thirty-Three
Chapter Thirty-Four
Chapter Thirty-Five
Chapter Thirty-Six
Chapter Thirty-Seven
Chapter Thirty-Eight
Chapter Thirty-Nine
Chapter Forty
Chapter Forty-One
Chapter Forty-Two
Chapter Forty-Three
Chapter Forty-Four
Chapter Forty-Five
Chapter Forty-Six
Chapter Forty-Seven
Chapter Forty-Eight
Chapter Forty-Nine
Chapter Fifty
Chapter Fifty-One
Chapter Fifty-Two
Chapter Fifty-Three
Chapter Fifty-Four
Chapter Fifty-Five
Chapter Fifty-Six
Chapter Fifty-Seven
Chapter Fifty-Eight
Chapter Fifty-Nine
Chapter Sixty
Chapter Sixty-One
Chapter Sixty-Two
Chapter Sixty-Three
Chapter Sixty-Four
Chapter Sixty-Five
Chapter Sixty-Six
Chapter Sixty-Seven
Chapter Sixty-Eight
Chapter Sixty-Nine
Chapter Seventy
Chapter Seventy-One
Chapter Seventy-Two
Chapter Seventy-Three
Chapter Seventy-Four
Chapter Seventy-Five
Chapter Seventy-Six
Chapter Seventy-Seven
Chapter Seventy-Eight
Acknowledgments
About the Author
About the Publisher
Notes
CHAPTER ONE
“Words are a pretext. It is the inner bond that draws one person to another, not words.”
-Rumi
Evie
Evelyn Perez’s summer began with a peace offering: cherry pie at midnight.
Solstice sunshine pinched a squint around her father’s eyes as he watched her dig a fork through the crumbling, flaky crust. She pushed it around, not eating it, painting a crimson ribbon with the filling across a bone china plate. Pie wasn’t the same as her abuela’s cherry pastelitos, the very epitome of summer. The wrongness of having a cherry confection here, of all places, trickled sadness through her bones.
“Lo siento, Evie,” her father said again. He’d promised to be back for a late dinner, but at ten she gave up and ate without him. Words like late and early were terms relative to nothing in this strange, foreign land. They may as well have been synonyms. Or tap-dancing chupacabras.
“It’s fine, Papá.”
It wasn’t fine, though. Not even a little bit. She was being robbed of a real summer. And sleep, courtesy of the midnight sun.
She rubbed her eyes with her thumb and forefinger and slumped in the rigid ladder-back seat, trying to avoid the sun’s inescapable glare. For a week, she’d been alone in the Icelandic countryside of Elska, behind four cottage walls, while her papá dug through the earth’s crust for the US Geological Survey, researching ways to harness geothermal power—or some kind of boring scientist crap like that.
“Un regalo. Besides the pie.” He grinned as he reached into the brown paper sack on the floor. A package bulged from the top, wrapped in shiny carmine paper. She trained her dark glare elsewhere. Don’t you dare look. He lifted it and placed it between their pie plates on the wobbly table.
She glanced at it, and then fixed her gaze on the uneaten pie. The shimmering foil taunted her peripheral vision. By its shape, it was likely a package of pre-stretched canvases. Probably Belgian linen.
He pulled out another wrapped package, also the color of a beating heart, and set it down. Winsor & Newton acrylics, if she had to guess. When they’d landed in Iceland, he’d given her a new set of Kolinsky sable brushes imported from Russia, stainless steel palette knives, and a leather messenger bag to carry it all in.
Dr. Alberto Perez wasn’t skimping on art supply quality, as if bribery atoned for forcing his sixteen-year-old daughter to forfeit her social life. Away from hard-earned friends in Florida, a lifeguarding job at the best Miami water park, and Ben Benson—the first cute guy at Saint Bart’s who’d ever shown interest in her. Not to mention Abuela, her favorite person on the planet.
“Go ahead,” Papá said, proud-of-himself grin twitching at the corners of his mustache. “Open it.”
Tensing her jaw, she dropped her fork on the plate. The clatter made a sharp statement she wasn’t bold enough to make herself. Presents wouldn’t make up for yanking her out of what could’ve been the best summer of her life. Her Catholic politeness kept her from saying so. For now.
She tore the paper from the smaller of the two. Twelve tubes of rich colors peeked at her through a stream of dusty sunlight. She risked a glance at her papá’s excited expression, and she manufactured a smile of her own—one as artificial as her mother’s had become before she left.
As she ripped the wrapping paper off the corner of the large square, a linen canvas poked out. Her papá traced the grooves in the table edge with a hairy-knuckled index finger, waiting expectantly for her gratitude. If he paid attention, he’d know she only painted in
winter.
She wasn’t even sure she wanted to study art in college in the first place. That C she’d received on her self-portrait last semester still niggled at her confidence. Anyway, her senior year of high school loomed ahead. She didn’t have to decide right this minute.
“Gracias.” She dragged reluctant thumbs over the soft ripples of canvas. “Where’d you find these, anyway?”
He crossed his arms over a proud, puffed chest. “The general store up the road. Grimmurson’s. Same place I got the pie. Agnes helped me special order them.”
“Oh.” She squinted at him. “Agnes?”
“The owner.”
He must’ve spent a pretty penny on expedited shipping to the Arctic Circle. Still. She wasn’t going to jump for joy, no matter how much he wanted her to. “I could’ve painted at home, too, you know. Abuela loves painting with me, and—”
“Evie,” he interrupted, impending lecture bleeding through his tone. “We’ve been through this. Abuela can’t take care of you in an assisted living facility. It’s beautiful here. Don’t miss this opportunity to explore. You’re only here for the summer.”
Only. Oh, the terrific irony of that word. She whispered a sigh.
“You chose Iceland over New York because of the opportunities to paint,” he reminded her.
As it turned out, she gave exactly zero shits about painting in Iceland. She just said whatever she had to in a pinch, choosing here over New York because any city where her mother resided would always be too small for them both. Besides, Evie refused to leave her father alone like her mother had. She just wished he’d reciprocate a little. Loyalty was worth a lot more when it was a two-way transaction.
“Think of all those landscapes out there waiting for you.” He wadded the foil paper into a ball and pitched it across the box-cluttered room toward the recycling bin. It thunked into a half-empty cardboard box instead. Another miss.
The landscapes Evie painted were from her favorite songs, not depressing gray horizons. During Florida winters, she measured her breaths in notes and brushstrokes. Short days were spent baking with Abuela. Long, chilly nights were spent listening to music and painting—buttery paint smudging her fingers and dotting her nightclothes. She barely stayed awake in school the day after those art benders. But that was a brand of sleep deprivation she could tolerate.
A rendering of Three Little Birds hung in Abuela’s yellow breakfast nook back home, serving as a reminder that every little thing’s gonna be all right, because summer was always just around the corner in Miami. Summer—that glorious time of year when temperatures hovered near Hades, the sharp scent of chlorine clung to her impossibly thick hair, and her sun-kissed skin tingled under the air conditioning vent while she fell asleep.
Which was much easier to do in Florida, since it actually got dark there at night.
But summer would pass her by this year. And even the finest Siberian paintbrushes couldn’t paint pretty over that melancholy. She scooped a bite of pie and shoveled it in her mouth, mostly so she wouldn’t have to explain all of that to her clueless papá.
Her teeth sliced through crust and punctured plump cherry flesh. Juices sweet and tart spilled across sleeping taste buds. Her eyes fluttered closed and the room fell silent, as though all other senses had to shut down to make room for the taste. For a moment, she could almost pretend she was home, having cherry pastelitos on Abuela’s front porch as summertime fireworks exploded from the streets of Little Havana.
“Sorry there’s no ice cream.” His voice shattered her daydream. Night dream, whatever. It was so good it didn’t even need ice cream. But she’d never say as much and give him the thrill of thinking his bribery was working.
“Pretty fresh for imported pie,” she mumbled around a second eager bite. Fresh was an understatement. These cherries had a soul.
“It isn’t imported. There’s an orchard behind Agnes’s store. The pie is homemade.”
Evie quirked a brow. Seemed improbable for cherries to grow this far north, but the moment he said it, her imagination painted a picture: trees sloped on a hillside, exploding with sanguine bubbles of fleshy fruit, waxy green leaves shimmying with the wind. According to her mother, she was short on a lot of things, but at least she had her imagination going for her.
“In a greenhouse or something?” She gobbled another bite.
“Nuh-uh.” He shook his head, digging into his own slice. “Outside. Just over the hill beyond the sheep pasture. I wouldn’t have believed it if I hadn’t seen it myself. Increíble. You should go see it.”
Evie cast a dubious glance out the window at the hill, mossy edges glowing gold beneath a gray sky. It somehow managed to be sunny and cloudy at the same time. Condensation haloed around the panes, evidence of the summer’s frosty breath.
The two of them finished their dessert in quiet. Soft chewing, satisfied grunts, and the space heater’s tiresome buzz saturated their small cottage. Evie scraped the last bite from her plate, sad to see it go.
“Where’s your necklace?” An unspoken accusation seeped around his words. Evie touched her bare neck, fully aware she wasn’t wearing the gold chain and crucifix he’d given her for Christmas. Under the sleeve on her wrist, she wore the silver Saint Christopher charm bracelet Abuela had given her instead. Patron saint of travelers, Abuela had reminded her before she left. She hadn’t taken it off since. The necklace clashed with it.
“Didn’t put it back on after showering.”
He nodded, lines in his face suddenly deeper. Disappointment always carved itself in his forehead, so everyone was sure not to miss it.
“One more thing.” He pulled a black silk eye mask from his jacket pocket and set it on the table. “Try to get some sleep tonight. This might help. The Internet will still be there mañana.”
The Internet barely worked when nobody was awake to use it, much less during the day when everyone in the string of mossy-roofed guesthouses on the property tried to tap into the Wi-Fi. At least if she stayed up to chat with her friends, she sometimes got a solid ten minutes of communication before the bandwidth petered out again. Five hours ahead of Miami, she had to make it to midnight, minimum, if she wanted to catch Loretta and Ben after their shifts at Wild Waves.
“Okay.” Her chair clunked across the knots in the floor as she slid backward and stood, gathering empty pie plates.
Her papá raised his hand to stop her.
“I’ll get those. Get to bed, mija. Maybe we can do some exploring this weekend. It’s supposed to warm up to the sixties tomorrow.”
“The sixties?” A sarcastic laugh elbowed its way out of her chest as she fastened the sleep mask around the top of her head. “Caliente,” she deadpanned, and then loaded up with the new art supplies she had no intentions of using. On principle, of course.
“I have to go into the city for a bit in the morning, but I’ll be back before you wake up,” he said, ignoring her tone. Sure he would. And she would grow a third ear by morning. An extra, so she’d have a place to store all his empty promises.
Meandering through their unpacked life, Evie pushed open the creaky door to her summer cell. “Goodnight, Papá.” She gently kicked the door closed behind her, not waiting for his reply. After dumping the canvases and paint on a tattered wing chair covered by her winter clothes, she sank onto the thin mattress of the single bed. The patchwork quilt Abuela made for her glowed toasty-warm through her pajamas from a spray of sunshine. After yanking the shade closed, she wiggled a finger over her open laptop’s track pad and held her breath as her messenger app came to life.
Ben Benson – active two minutes ago.
The cursor blinked back at her. She wished she could freeze-frame the way he’d looked standing in the parking lot outside Wild Waves that night the week before she left. Tousled hair hung over his eyes and his body stretched downward into his lifeguard trunks. Those trunks weren’t the only reason red was her favorite color, but they definitely boosted its case.
He’d tilted
his head and leaned forward, and anticipation had lit her on fire. But then he’d spoken, and the magic of the moment evaporated like sea mist. When she tasted his sour tongue, his hand tasted the inside of her swimsuit top. Before he could get it untied, she pushed him away.
Whether or not that was a mistake still remained to be seen. Loretta seemed to think she was being a baby. Make him beg for it, she’d said. But don’t shut him down or he’ll find it somewhere else. You’ll be gone all summer. It’s not that Evie wasn’t risk-the-fiery-pits-of-hell curious. She was—she wanted to feel, to experience something real. But only under the right circumstances. She liked Ben, but when he groped her like that and let clumsy, stupid words fall out of his mouth, she felt nothing. All that penned-up emotion vanished, leaving her wondering if it’d ever been there to begin with.
He’s a Zip-It, Loretta had joked. Stand there and look hot, but please shut the eff up. A lot of guys her age were Zip-Its. Until that moment in the parking lot, though, Evie thought the dipshit persona might’ve been an act. Nobody ever saw her for her real self, either. She still had hope. With trembling fingers, she typed Hi.
She stared a hole through his status—waiting. Her eyelids grew heavy, despite the sun’s invasion through the linen shade. She stretched out next to the screen, pulling her sleep mask down. I’ll just rest my eyes for a minute.
CHAPTER TWO
Oskar’s Journal
There is nothing more infuriating
than someone telling me
what I should or should not do
with something that belongs to me.
Cut your hair.
Stop wasting your talent.
Don’t harvest the cherries from the Aisling tree.
My hair will stay unkempt.
I’ll play when I feel like it.
And do what I want.
My hair. My music. My tree.
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