“Well,” he said, smiling, “I don’t go to conferences anymore, so maybe I’m safe.”
“Does the name Myra Paprock mean anything to you?”
He shook his head. “Who is she?”
“A woman who was murdered five years ago. The words ‘bad love’ were scrawled at the murder scene in her lipstick. And the police have found one other killing where the phrase was written. A man named Rodney Shipler, beaten to death three years ago.”
“No,” he said, “I don’t know him, either. Are they therapists?”
“No.”
“Then what would they have to do with the conference?”
“Nothing that I know of, but maybe they had something to do with de Bosch. Myra Paprock was working as a real estate agent at the time, but before that she was a teacher in Goleta. Maybe she moonlighted at the Corrective School. This was before she married, so her surname would have been something other than Paprock.”
“Myra,” he said, rubbing his lip. “There was a Myra who taught there when I was consulting. A young woman, just out of college … blond, pretty … a little …” He closed his eyes. “Myra … Myra … what was her name—Myra Evans, I think. Yes, I’m pretty sure that’s what it was. Myra Evans. And now you’re saying she was murdered …”
“What else were you going to say about her, Bert?”
“Excuse me?”
“You just said she was blond, pretty, and something else.”
“Nothing, really,” he said. “I just remembered her as being a little hard. Nothing pathologic—the dogmatism of youth.”
“Was she rough on the kids?”
“Abusive? I never saw it. It wasn’t that kind of place—Andres’s force of personality was enough to maintain a certain level of … order.”
“What was Myra’s method for maintaining order?”
“Lots of rules. One of those everything-by-the-rules types. No shades of gray.”
“Was Dr. Stoumen like that too?”
“Grant was … orthodox. He liked his rules. But he was an extremely gentle person, somewhat shy.”
“And Lerner?”
“Anything but rigid. Lack of discipline was his problem.”
“Harvey Rosenblatt?”
“Don’t know him at all. Never met him before the conference.”
“So you never saw Myra Evans come down too hard on a child?”
“No … I barely remember her—these are just impressions, they may be faulty.”
“I doubt it.”
He moved his jaws from side to side. “All these murders. You actually think …” Shaking his head.
I said, “How important was the concept of ‘bad love’ to de Bosch’s philosophy?”
“I’d say it was fairly central,” he said. “Andres was very concerned with justice—he saw achieving consistency in our world as a prime motive. Saw many symptoms as attempts to accomplish that.”
“The search for order.”
Nod. “And good love.”
“When did you become disillusioned about him?”
He looked pained.
I held my gaze and said, “You said Katarina pressured you to speak at the symposium. Why would a faithful student have to be pressured?”
He got up, turned his back on me, and rested his palms on the counter. A little man in ridiculous clothing, trying to bring color to his world.
“I really wasn’t that close to him,” he said. “After I began my anthropology studies, I wasn’t around much.” Taking a couple of steps, he wiped the counter with one stubby hand.
“Your own search for consistency?”
He stiffened but didn’t turn.
“Racism,” he said. “I heard Andres making remarks.”
“About who?”
“Blacks, Mexicans.”
“Were there black and Mexican children at the school?”
“Yes, but he didn’t malign them. It was the workers—hired laborers. There was acreage behind the school. Andres hired people down on lower State Street to come clear the weeds every month or so.”
“What did you hear him say about them?”
“The usual garbage—that they were lazy, stupid. Genetically inferior. He called the blacks one half-step up from apes, said the Mexicans weren’t much better.”
“He said this to your face?”
Hesitation. “No. To Katarina. I overheard it.”
I said, “She didn’t disagree with him, did she?”
He turned around. “She never disagreed with him.”
“How did you happen to overhear their conversation?”
“I wasn’t eavesdropping,” he said. “That would almost have been better. I walked in on the middle of the conversation and Andres didn’t bother to interrupt himself. That really troubled me—the fact that he thought I would laugh along with it. And it wasn’t just once—I heard him say those things several times. Almost taunting me. I didn’t respond. He was my teacher and I became a worm.”
He returned to his chair, slumping a bit.
I said, “Did Katarina respond at all to his remarks?”
“She laughed.… I was disgusted. Lord knows I’m no paragon of virtue, I’ve done my share of pretending to listen to patients when my mind was elsewhere. Pretending to care. Been married five times, never longer than twenty-six months. When I finally achieved enough insight to realize I should stop making women’s lives miserable, I opted for the solitary life. Drew plenty of blood along the way, so I don’t put myself up on any moral pedestal. But I have always prided myself on tolerance—I’m sure part of it is personal. I was born with multiple anomalies. Other things besides the lack of color vision.”
He looked away, as if considering his choices. Held out his short fingers and waved them. Pointing at his mouth, he said, “I’m completely edentulous. Born without adult teeth. My right foot has three toes, the left one is clubbed. I’m unable to sire children and one of my kidneys atrophied when I was three. Most of my childhood was spent in bed due to severe skin rashes and a hole in the ventricular septum of my heart. So I guess I’m a little sensitive to discrimination. But I didn’t speak up, just left the school.”
I nodded. “Did de Bosch’s intolerance come out in other ways?”
“No, that’s the thing. On a day-to-day basis, he was extremely liberal. Publicly, he was liberal—took in minority patients, most of them charity cases, and seemed to treat them as well as the others. And in his writings, he was brilliantly tolerant. Have you ever read his essay on the Nazis?”
“No.”
“Brilliant,” he repeated. “He composed it while fighting in the French Resistance. Taking the bastards’ own pseudo-theories of racial superiority and throwing it all back in their faces with good, sound science. That was one of the things that attracted me to him when I was a resident. The combination of social conscience and psychoanalysis. Too many analysts live in a twelve-foot-square world—the office as universe, rich people on the couch, summers in Vienna. I wanted more.”
“Is that why you studied anthropology?”
“I wanted to learn about other cultures. And Andres supported me in that. Told me it would make me a better therapist. He was a great mentor, Alex. That’s why it was so crushing to hear him sneer at those field hands—like seeing one’s father in a disgusting light. I swallowed it in silence several times. Finally, I resigned and left town.”
“For Beverly Hills?”
“I did a year of research in Chile, then caved in and returned to my own twelve-foot-square world.”
“Did you tell him why you were leaving?”
“No, just that I was unhappy, but he understood.” He shook his head. “He was an intimidating man. I was a coward.”
“It had to take force of personality to dominate Katarina.”
“Oh, yes, and he did dominate her … after I returned from Chile, he called me just once. We had a frosty conversation, and that was that.”
“But Katarina wanted you at the c
onference anyway.”
“She wanted me because I was part of his past—the glory years. By then he was a vegetable and she was resurrecting him. She brought me pictures of him in his wheelchair. ‘You abandoned him once, Bert. Don’t do it again.’ Guilt’s a great motivator.”
He looked away. Worked his jaws.
“I don’t see any obvious tie-in,” I said, “but Rodney Shipler, the man who was beaten to death, was black. At the time of his murder, he was a school janitor in L.A. Do you have any memory of him at all?”
“No, that name isn’t familiar.” He looked back at me. Edgy—guilty?
“What is it, Bert?”
“What’s what?”
“Something’s on your mind.” I smiled. “Your face is full of stress.”
He smiled back and sighed. “Something came into my mind. Your Mr. Silk. Probably irrelevant.”
“Something about Lerner?”
“No, no, this is something that happened after the ‘bad love’ conference—soon after, a couple of days, I believe.” He closed his eyes and rubbed his forehead, as if coaxing forth memories.
“Yes, it was two or three days,” he said, working his jaws again. “I received a call in my office. After hours. I was on my way out and I picked up the phone before the answering service could get to it. A man was on the other end, very agitated, very angry. A young man—or at least he sounded young. He said he’d sat through my speech at the conference and wanted to make an appointment. Wanted to go into long-term psychoanalysis with me. But the way he said it—hostile, almost sarcastic—brought my guard up, and I asked him what kinds of problems he was experiencing. He said there were many—too many to go into over the phone and that my speech had reminded him of them. I asked him how, but he wouldn’t say. His voice was saturated with stress—real suffering. He demanded to know if I was going to help him. I said, of course, I’d stay late and see him right away.”
“You considered it a crisis?”
“At the least, a borderline crisis—there was real pain in his voice. An ego highly at risk. And,” he smiled, “I had no pressing engagements other than dinner with one of my wives—the third one, I think. You can see why I was such a poor matrimonial prospect.… Anyway, to my surprise, he said no, right now wasn’t a good time for him, but he could come in the next evening. Standoffish, all of a sudden. As if I’d come on too strong for him. I was a bit taken aback, but you know patients—the resistance, the ambivalence.”
I nodded.
He said, “So we made an appointment for the following afternoon. But he never showed up. The phone number he’d given me was out of order and he wasn’t listed in any local phone books. I thought it odd, but after all, odd is our business, isn’t it? I thought about it for a while, then I forgot about it. Until today. His being at the conference … all that anger.” Shrug. “I don’t know.”
“Was his name Silk?”
“This is the part I hesitate about, Alex. He never became my patient, formally, but in a sense he was. Because he asked for help and I counseled him over the phone—or at least I attempted to.”
“There was no formal treatment, Bert. I don’t see any problem, legally.”
“That’s not the point. Morally, it’s an issue—moral issues transcend the law.” He slapped his own wrist and smiled. “Gawd, doesn’t that sound self-righteous.”
“There is a moral issue,” I said. “But weigh it against the alternatives. Two definite murders. Three if you include Grant Stoumen. Maybe four, if someone pushed Mitchell Lerner off that cliff. Myra Paprock was raped, as well. Taken apart physically. She left two small children. I just met her husband. He still hasn’t healed.”
“You’re quite good at guilt yourself, young man.”
“Whatever works, Bert. How’s that for a moral stance?”
He smiled. “No doubt you’re a practical therapist.… No his name wasn’t Silk. Another type of fabric. That’s what made me think of it. Merino.” He spelled it out.
“First name?”
“He didn’t give one. Called himself ‘Mister.’ Mr. Merino. It sounded pretentious in someone so young. Awful insecurity.”
“Can you pinpoint his age?”
“Twenties—early twenties would be my guess. He had a young man’s impetuousness. Poor impulse control to call like that and make demands. But he was stressed, and stress causes regression, so maybe he was older.”
“When was the Corrective School established?”
“Nineteen sixty-two.”
“So if he was in his twenties in seventy-nine, he could easily have been a patient. Or one of the field hands—Merino’s an Hispanic name.”
“Or someone with no connection to the school at all,” he said. “What if he was just someone with deep-seated problems who sat in on the conference and reacted to it for one reason or another?”
“Could be,” I said, calculating silently: Dorsey Hewitt would have been around eighteen in 1979. Lyle Gritz, a year older.
“All right,” I said, “thanks for telling me, and I won’t give out the information unless it’s essential. Is there anything else you remember that might help?”
“No, I don’t think so. Thank you. For warning me.”
He looked around his small house with longing. I knew the feeling.
“Do you have a place to go?” I said.
Nod. “There are always places. New adventures.”
He walked me to my car. The heat had turned up a bit and the air was thick with honeybees.
“Off to Santa Barbara now?” he said.
“Yes.”
“Give Katarina my best when you see her. The easiest way is Highway 150. Pick it up just out of town and take it all the way. It’s no more than a half-hour drive.”
“Thanks.”
We shook hands.
“One more thing, Bert?”
“Yes?”
“Mitchell Lerner’s problems. Could they have resulted in any way from his work at the school—or did they cause problems there?”
“I don’t know,” he said. “He never spoke about the school. He was a very closed person—highly defensive.”
“So you did ask him about it?”
“I asked him about every element of his past. He refused to talk about anything but his drinking. And even then, just in terms of getting rid of a bad habit. In his own work, he despised behaviorism, but when it came to his therapy, he wanted to be reconditioned. Overnight. Something short term and discreet—hypnosis, whatever.”
“You’re an analyst. Why did he come to you?”
“Safety of the familiar.” He smiled. “And I’ve been known to be pragmatic from time to time.”
“If he was so resistant, why’d he bother to go into therapy in the first place?”
“As a condition of his probation. The social work ethics committee demanded it, because it had affected his work—missed appointments, failure to submit insurance forms so his patients could recover. I’m afraid he acted the same way as a patient. Not showing up, very unreliable.”
“How long did you see him?”
“Obviously, not long enough.”
CHAPTER
21
There seemed little doubt that Myra Evans and Myra Paprock were the same person. And that her murder and the deaths of others were related to de Bosch and his school.
Silk. Merino.
The conference putting someone in touch with his problems … some sort of trauma.
Bad love.
Taken apart.
A child’s voice chanting.
I felt a sudden stab of panic about leaving Robin alone, stopped in the center of Ojai, and called her from a pay phone. No answer. The Benedict number had been channeled through my answering service, and on the fifth ring an operator picked up.
I asked her if Robin had left word where she was going.
“No, she didn’t, doctor. Would you like your messages?”
“Please.”
“Just on
e, actually, from a Mr. Sturgis. He called to say Van Nuys will be getting to your tape soon—got a broken stereo, Dr. Delaware?”
“Nothing that simple,” I said.
“Well, you know how it is, doctor. They keep making things more complicated so people have to feel stupid.”
I picked up 150 a few miles out of town and headed northwest on two curving lanes. Lake Casitas meandered parallel to the highway, massive and gray under a listless sun. The land side was mostly avocado groves, gold tipped with new growth. Halfway to Santa Barbara, the road reconnected with 101 and I traveled the last twelve miles at freeway speed.
I kept thinking about what Harrison had told me about de Bosch’s racism and wondered what I’d tell Katarina when I found her, how I’d approach her.
I got off the highway without an answer, bought gas, and called the number Harrison had given me. No answer. Deciding to delay confrontation for a while, I looked through my Thomas Guide for the site where the Corrective School had once been. Near the border with Montecito, several miles closer than Shoreline Drive—an omen.
It turned out to be a straight, shady street lined with gated properties. The eucalyptus here grew huge, but the trees looked dried out, almost dessicated. Despite the fire risk, shake roofs were in abundance. So were Mercedes.
The exact address corresponded to a new-looking tract behind high stone walls. A sign advertised six custom homes. What I could see of them was massive and cream colored.
Across the way was a pink and brown Tudor mansion with a sign out in front that said THE BANCROFT SCHOOL. A semicircular gravel drive girdled the building. A black Lincoln was parked under a spreading live oak.
A man got out of the car. Midsixties—old enough to remember. I drove across the road, pulled up next to his driver’s side, and lowered my window.
His expression wasn’t friendly. He was big and powerful looking, dressed in tweeds and a light blue sweater vest despite the heat, and he had very white, very straight hair and knocked-about features. A leather briefcase—an old one with a brass clasp—dangled from one hand. The leather had been freshly oiled—I could smell it. Several pens were clasped to his breast pocket. He looked the Seville over with narrow, dark eyes, then had a go at my face.
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