ADDICTED TO HIM II

by Linette King

  “What about Tamia?” I asked because I wasn’t going to share him with anyone.

  “Don’t worry about her. I only have eyes for you, my love. I’m tired of fighting my love for you!” he said and I could tell he meant every word that spilled from his beautiful full lips.

  “Make love to me,” I damn near pleaded.

  I watched Ray grab the chair and place it securely behind the door. He walked slowly towards me, smiling the entire way. I could see his dick growing inside the sweatpants he had on. He kissed me softly as he climbed into the small bed with me. The kiss became aggressive then he moved down, lightly sucking on my neck. He lifted my gown before smiling because I wasn’t wearing any panties. He twirled one nipple between his fingers while sucking hard on the other one before switching. I moaned out in pleasure as he planted soft kisses down my stomach. I brought one leg closer to my chest to give him better access to my pussy as he began to lick and slurp on it. He slid his hands under my ass and lifted me closer to his face by my hips. He sucked the soul out of me through my pussy. I didn’t fight my orgasm one bit as my body shook. He raised up slightly releasing my 9" gift from God. He slid slowly inside of me and it felt like home. “No condom?” I asked, shocked because he’s always so careful.

  “Sssh,” he said and placed his finger on my lips while moving slowly in and out of me. “I love you baby,” he said as he began to pound into me like no tomorrow! I couldn’t even form the words to tell him how much I loved him. I tried speaking but I was more than likely speaking in tongues. I could feel his dick jerking inside of me, so I knew he was about to cum. I could feel another orgasm coming as my toes began to curl. “OOOHHH GOSH!” I screamed out.

  “TRAUMA TEAM ACTIVATION ER. TRAUMA TEAM ACTIVATION ER.” a voice said over the intercom, waking me up from the best dream I’d had in a long time. I was mad because I dreamt it all but I know that’s how he feels because the dream felt so real. There was a lot of commotion in the hallway and curiosity got the best of me. I climbed out of bed and padded over to the door. When I opened it, I saw nurses scrambling like roaches when you cut the lights on. I walked slowly down the hallway knowing I wasn’t blending in at all but they were so busy, I knew they weren’t paying me any attention.

  I hopped on the elevator and went down to the ER to see what all the fuss was about. As soon as I stepped off the elevators, I was stopped. “What are you doing down here? You need to be in your room.” When I turned around, it was my nurse Susan. I couldn’t believe my bad luck at this moment. Tell her you were looking for her. “I was looking for you,” I said and waited on her to tell me what to say next.

  “Ooooh Sweetie, let me get you to your room,” Susan said lightly but firmly grabbed my arm. Tell her you have to use the bathroom.

  “Can we stop and use the bathroom please?” I asked. Susan looked at me suspiciously first before leading me into the bathroom. “Now what?” I asked confused about why we were even in the bathroom. Hit her dummy! “With what?” I asked.

  “Excuse me?” Susan asked as she heard us talk.

  “Nothing,” I said and walked into the stall after realizing I really did have to piss. Snatch the little trashcan right there for pads. I began to pull at the trashcan and it came off easily. I stood up, cleaned myself, and flushed the toilet. When I walked out the stall, Susan was washing her hands. Hit her in the head now! I reared back as far as I could and hit Susan across the back of her head and knocked her out instantly. “Sorry,” I said to her. “Now what?” I asked. Take her clothes. I slid Susan into the last stall because it was big and removed all of her clothes, leaving her naked as the day she was born. I quickly slid into her clothes and walked out of the stall, throwing my gown away. Good job! I looked in the mirror feeling extremely proud of myself. I never knew I could be a nurse but I look pretty darn good, if I may say so myself.

  I walked out of the bathroom and walked down the hall looking in every room. I walked passed all the nurses running back and forth like chickens with their heads cut off. My nerves began to kick in as I got closer to the nurse’s station but quickly calmed down once I realized no one was paying me any attention. I had no idea what I was looking for. All I knew was I was being lured in this direction. I stopped and stared at the nurse’s station, taking everything in. The nurse’s only stayed there long enough to grab more supplies before they were on their way to help a patient. The only person that didn’t move was the lady seated in the middle at a computer with a headset on. I began to wonder how many traumas came in for everyone to be running around frantically. The only calm place was right where I was standing. It was almost like standing in the eye of the hurricane. Not that I’ve ever been in the eye of a hurricane but if I had been, I’d imagine this is what it would be like.

  I continued walking down the hall until I came to a room that had a small body on the bed. I stepped closer to the door and my heart sank down to the bottom of my stomach when I saw it was a little girl. There was a nurse standing next to her giving her an IV while another hung fluids. I continued to watch as my hand subconsciously flew to my mouth to keep from crying out to her. There was a nurse on the other side doing chest compressions and someone else standing over her head with some kind of device to breathe air into her lungs every so often. “God, please don’t let the child die. Her life has barely begun,” I said softly and hoped my prayers are answered.

  Reluctantly, I pulled my body away from the door and continued walking down the hall. The next room I came to, I stopped just in time to see the doctor remove a bullet. I heard someone say he’s stabled and that’s the only reason I knew he was a man. I could see his large frame but it was surrounded by medical staff. Him and the little girl must have been together. If he’s the reason she’s half dead in there, then I pray God takes him instead of her.

  Walking away from his door, I continued down the hall. The next room housed an old lady that looked to be in so much pain. There was a woman talking to her about some man. I walked closer to the door but they were talking so low, I could barely hear anything they were saying. Aggravated, I released a deep breath, which caused the woman to look at me. I recognized her instantly and turned around heading straight back out the door before Candy realized it was me. I didn’t need her in my business, especially if she tried figuring out if I worked here or not. I kind of liked Candy and I’d hate to add her to my kill list.

  I walked down the hall until I saw an officer come outside of a room. “Shit, they must have the person that shot that man and little girl in that room,” I said out loud to myself. I walked closer to the door and couldn’t believe my eyes. My heart began to pound in my chest as a slow smile spread across my face. Tamia laid handcuffed to the hospital bed probably because she shot that man and that little girl. I walked into the room, wishing I knew of anything that I could shoot in her to kill her instantly. She rotated her head slightly to look at me and it looked like someone did a number on her once beautiful face.

  “Hey Tamia. I’m Michelle. I’m going to check your vitals, ok?” I said doing my best impression of the day I met her at the hospital and she ruined my life. It was right after I saw Ray’s car explode and somehow got hit by a few stray bullets. I blacked out and woke up to my nurse Jennifer and Tiffany talking before Ms. Got It All Put Together came in.

  “Excuse me. Sorry for interrupting, Mrs. Jennifer. I’m Tamia and I’m supposed to shadow you today for clinicals,” I heard a different voice say. I open my eyes slightly and I can’t believe how pretty she is. I can tell she had a cute shape even in her scrubs. She looks about my age so she can’t be a nurse already.

  “Who are you?” I say, startling everyone in the room. I watch as Tamia walks over to me.

  “My name is Tamia and I will be shadowing your nurse Mrs. Jennifer today,” she says with a smile. I nod my head. “Ok, I’m going to check your vitals now, ok Michelle?” she says more like she’s asking if it’s ok with me, so I nod my head. I watch her as she checks my blood pressure and
temperature. She turned towards nurse Jennifer and said 18. When she turned back to me, I was looking confused. “The amount of breaths you took in that minute,” she explains.

  “Oh. I didn’t know you were counting,” I say.

  “Yes ma’am, that’s because I never tell anyone when I’m counting their breaths. Had I told you, you would have subconsciously changed it up, whether it was faster or slower,” she said.

  “Oh ok, cool,” I say.

  “It was nice meeting you. I have other vitals to catch up on but I will come back in a few hours, if that’s ok with you,” she says.

  “Yes, that’s fine,” I say and she turns to walk out of the door.

  At that time, I could tell it was something about her that Tiffany didn’t like but I was blinded by the “got it all together” front she was putting on. Now look at her, handcuffed to a hospital bed about to go to jail for shooting that man and little girl. “Ya know, when I first met you, I admired you. I thought you had it all put together but you’re nothing but a man stealer and murderer! How dare you shoot that little girl? I can understand if the man hurt you but children are innocent!” I said, getting angrier by the second.

  “What little girl?” she asked, ignoring everything else I said with a confused look on her face. The fact that she was trying to play stupid pissed me completely off!

  Taking a step closer to her, I noticed the gauze on her shoulders. “Why’d you shoot that little girl?” I asked and squeezed her shoulder with my thumb pressed firmly against her wound. She screamed out in pain but no tears came from her eyes. “You think you’re tough huh?” I asked smiling while squeezing harder. She screamed even louder but her eyes weren’t even watering. Her screams aren’t enough for me! I wanted to know she’s hurting and the only way I’ll know for sure is for her to cry. I squeezed both of her shoulders at the same time.

  I closed my eyes with a smile. Whap! Tamia had done mustered up enough strength to hit me hard, enough for me to stumble back and knock the tray filled with equipment over and the stand holding her fluids up. I tried to grab hold of everything on my way down but I still hit the floor, even more pissed off than I was before.

  “May I help you?” I heard someone say.

  “Help me!” Tamia called out. It didn’t take me long to realize she had pressed the call button and asked someone for help. I hopped up and walked calmly out of her room without looking back. As soon as I stepped out in the hallway, Susan ran out of the bathroom with paper towels covering her private area. Our eyes locked but only for a split second because I took off towards the exit.

  “STOP HER!” I heard Susan yelling as the doors closed behind me.

  “Fuck a seventy-hour hour hold,” I said out loud to myself. I think you’re ready. Let the games begin!

  Tamia

  When the first bullet hit me, it was so powerful that it spun me completely around. I was confused and in pain wondering why I was shot with my hands up. I looked down at the old lady with tears streaming down my face as I mouthed the words I’m sorry to her before another bullet hit me. Everything went dark.

  “Hey baby. I’m so happy to see you,” a sweet voice said in the distance. I stood up and walked to her. It was pitch black everywhere except surrounding her. The closer I got, the more angelic she looked. Tears began to stream down my face once I got within arm’s reach of my mother.

  “Mommy,” I said as I reached out to hug her. She returned my hug and I felt a love like never before. I felt safe and secure as we stood there hugging. “Mommy, I missed you so much,” I cried with my head on her chest.

  “I miss you too baby. I’m so proud of you, sweetie,” my mother said to me. As I looked up into her eyes, I could see she was crying as well. “I need you to take care of yourself, sweetie. You have done awesome so far but you shouldn’t have opened that door. I need you to pay attention to your surroundings so you’re not blindsided again,” my mother said as I continued to cry while shaking my head no.

  “I’m just going to stay here with you, mommy. I’m tired of living,” I said and laid my head back on her chest.

  “Baby, you haven’t begun to live yet. You won’t even love freely. You’re just surviving. I’m proud of the things you’ve accomplished sweetie but I want some grandchildren,” she said and wiped my tears away.

  “I’m not leaving you,” I said to her.

  “You have to. It’s not your time yet,” she said and stepped away from me. I took a step closer but for every step I took, she seemed farther away. “I love you. Remember what I said,” my mother said and smiled. I took off as fast as my legs would carry me but she was moving farther and farther away.

  “Mommy WAIT! I LOVE YOU!” I screamed and dropped to my knees crying.

  “No more tears. I love you too,” she said before she disappeared completely. “Live baby.” I heard as her voice faded away along with the darkness.

  “We got a pulse!” someone yelled which caused me to look around frantically. There was a paramedic working on me in the back of an ambulance and a police officer staring at me like I killed his best friend. I mugged him right back because he’s the asshole that shot me! He shouldn’t even be back here with me. I thought he had to wait and speak with someone over him about the shooting, yet here he was in the back with me. I continued to stare at him until we pulled up to the emergency room.

  “Give me a few minutes to talk with her,” the officer said to the paramedic.

  “But-”

  “Three minutes tops,” the officer said. I watched as the paramedic turned to look at me before shaking his head and hopping out of the ambulance.

  “You like beating old ladies, huh?” he asked with an evil face.

  “Lawyer,” I answered him. Whap! He punched me so hard I almost fell off the bed I was on. If I wasn’t strapped down at the waist, I’m sure I would have fallen off. I hung off the bed, dangling like meat in a freezer until he grabbed my shoulders and pulled me back on the bed completely. I screamed out in pain but was silenced with another punch but this time, in my mouth. I could taste the blood in my mouth instantly.

  “Why’d you do it?” he asked. Gathering all the blood I could in my mouth, I spit in his direction, landing just a few centimeters short of his shoe.

  “Lawyer,” I said before I smiled at him. He began to hit me over and over. Even though my hands were free, I didn’t fight back. I didn’t want to give him a reason to kill me.

  Not long after the beating started, the back doors were opened and he was pulled out of them. “What the fuck James! I should have your balls on a platter and your ass hanging on a plaque for this stunt!” I heard someone say as I logged his name into my brain. The paramedic hopped back into the truck with me and checked my eyes before he and the other paramedic wheeled me out and into the hospital. I glanced back and saw Officer James and the other officer in a heated argument. I kept looking at the paramedic that left me with him and he couldn’t even look at me. Looking at his name tag, I logged him in as well. I’ll see you soon Jeff, I thought to myself.

  I half listened as the other paramedic ran off report to the emergency room staff as they hooked me up to different equipment. I couldn’t believe my life’s turn of events right now. I know God makes no mistakes and you should never question his plan, but I’m trying to figure out what part of the game this is.

  The ER doctor came in and gave me shots to numb both shoulders before leaving back out of the room. He didn’t even check to see if the bullets were in there or not. I hadn’t even noticed the nurse had place an IV in me until the drowsiness set in. I began to feel all warm and fuzzy inside. My eyelids began to flutter and I almost gave in until Officer James walked into my room. “You won’t get off easy at all,” he said, as he leaned down close to my face. I felt him grabbing my hand and cuffing it to the bedrail, followed by one of my ankles. “Don’t move away from this door!” I heard him snap at another officer but I drifted off to sleep.

  *****

  W
hen I woke up, my shoulders, neck, and head hurt like hell! I reached up with my free hand and touched the gauze on my shoulders. I can’t believe I’m lying in a hospital bed, bruised up, shot up, and under arrest. Talk about karma. Maybe I shouldn’t have helped Armani get to Steve because then I wouldn’t even be in this situation. I put my life on the line for someone who only cares about herself. I know now that if I ever needed her, I’d just be in need because she didn’t care enough about me not to sleep with Amere! She can’t even say it was an accident because she continued to sleep with him even while we were living together. I feel like at some point before I found out, she should have ended our friendship. Instead, she belittled me as much as she could and treated me like a maid, all the while laughing behind my back. One thing you may say I’m dumb about is if I had the chance to do it all over again, I would still help her. The only thing I’d do different is stopping her before she was able to finish him off.

  “I need to talk to her alone.” I heard a familiar voice say. As I looked up, my eyes connected with Nurse Jennifer and embarrassment filled my body instantly.

  “Only for a second,” the officer placed at my door said to her.

  I watched Nurse Jennifer pad across the floor slowly with a look of concern. “I’m glad you’re ok, sweetie. What happened?” she asked as she pulled a chair up to the bed. I don’t know why I trust her but I do.

  “Do you remember the girl that got abducted a while back?” I asked as Nurse Jennifer nodded her head, once she remembered. “That was my best friend. After she was kidnapped, I received a letter saying I’ll see you soon. Then someone tried to grab me, only I wasn’t driving and they grabbed my friend. We were able to fight him off though. I crashed at her place and the man that took my friend showed up. I was able to get out the house and run,” I said as low as possible.

  “Oh my gosh, Tamia! Then what happened?” she asked as she sat on the edge of her chair. I glanced at the door to make sure the officer wasn’t listening.