Deviant Fixation

by Valencia Carmelita

  "Please stop! I can't do this!!" I sob helplessly. "I don't know what's wrong with you!!"

  "Everything's wrong with me, I'm fucked up." He whispers, and my heart breaks as I witness the torn look in his face. "I'm evil, Kashani..you're too good for me..yet I hold you prisoner..I can't endure letting you go so as long as I live..now that your life is in danger out there...I can't let you..go.."

  "You should.." I say, hiccuping back a sob. "You can live without me..please don't do this.."

  "I can't let anyone else have you.." He shakes his head forlornly. "I'll commit genocide on a large scale, I'll fuck up everything for my uncle and relatives..I'll end up ruining other people's lives if another swine gets ahold of you...you have no idea how difficult it was for me to not set that restaurant on fire when I saw that piece of filth laying his fucking hands on you...you don't know what you do to me..kill me Kashani..I want to die for you...sacrifice my worthless life for your freedom..do it..sweetheart."

  "No!!" I shout in renewed frustration. "I'm not killing you!!! Stop telling me to do that!!!"

  Instead he offers me a wistful hopeless smile as he frees my hand from the gun. He brings my hand to his mouth and lays a chaste kiss upon it before placing it on my chest. A complete sense of unease floods my mind as I stare wide eyed at him.

  "Good bye, Kashani." With that he aims the gun to his head.

  "No!!!" I scream and before I know it, I smash my lips hard against his mouth and his body tenses.

  Seconds drag by, our breathing frozen as we stare wide eyed in eachother eyes while our lips remain touching.

  Then I slowly pull my mouth away and whisper. "Don't."

  "K-Kashani.." He stutters, still alarmed by my gesture.

  I don't know what possesses me, I don't know why I do what I do next. The ache inside my heart causes me to weep for him as I inch my lips back to his. I close my eyes and peck at his lip over and over.

  He lets out a groan, I hear the gun clattering to the floor. Before I know it, the rough pads of his fingers brace my face and he's deepening the kiss.

  I wasn't even sure what I was doing, all I knew was his taste felt so right yet so wrong. This state we were in was so messed up. Life was so messed up and all I wanted to do was forget and make him forget, even if it was temporary.

  "Kashani...so pure...so dirty...soo innocent.." He murmurs in between the kiss, tongue flicking over my lips. "I need you so badly..fūck..I don't know what's wrong with me..."

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  Vladimir's POV

  His head was swimming in a state of bliss as she opens her mouth for him. Her sweet delicious mouth, and he spares no second before plunging his tongue into the moist depths.

  A low growl produces from his throat when her tongue clashes with his. Fūck, she was kissing back! He couldn't believe it, this was beyond his wildest dreams. She was kissing back with equal fervor and it was driving him insane.

  He felt her hands timidly slide over his strong arms, before her fingers intertwined within his golden tresses. A whimper escapes her mouth as he continues deepening the kiss, lips hungrily devouring over her mouth. His fingers rapidly unpin her headscarf and push it aside.

  For a couple of seconds more their tongues fight for dominance within her mouth until he pulls his lips away inorder to let her breath. Otherwise he knew he would never stop, he'd assault her mouth continuously for hours. That's how addictive her taste was to him.

  "Oh God!!" She gasps as his lips find the sensitive area of her neck.

  Squeezing her eyes shut, she tilts her head back, allowing him further access. He growls in approval against her warm skin. "Good girl.."

  He begins sucking and biting on her slender neck, his eyes darkening in torrential desire. Her breathing becoming labored by the seconds. He felt her fingers tugging forcefully at the hair on his head.

  "So feminine, Kashani...so womanly..." He groans trailing hot kisses back upto her jawline before colliding his lips with hers again.

  "Mhhhmmm" A muffled moan lodges in her throat as she opens her mouth anew for him, welcoming the dominance of his tongue.

  His tongue swept up and down, lapping at her taste. He was becoming greedier by the seconds, mouth rapidly moving against hers. Mind dizzying with urgent desire, senses awaken by the feel and texture of her.

  This time she pulls away, gasping for breath. Her skin was flushed a delicious shade of rosy red. As she opened her eyes, a whimper of lust and fright escapes her mouth when she notices the ravenous blue gaze leering down at her.

  "Sanam..." He whispers, voice husky and pained. Eyes trailing over her body.

  Her breathing freezes in her throat at the mention of her first name. He had never referred to her from her first name and she stares wide eyed at him. She never thought her name could sound so sexual..so full of adoration as it did in his voice.

  He licks his lips and smirks wickedly, eyes remaining heavily drunk with desire. "Sanam...you're so beautiful.."

  A sudden timidness engulfs over her as her face steams up even more. With her hands she conceals her face from him. She wasn't used to this, she had never been with any man before in such an intimate predicament. Her heart was flagellating violently against her ribcage.

  "Shy girl.." He chuckles softly, and her stomach flutters at the sound of his husky deep laugh. He takes ahold of her hands and pries them away from her face. She immediately closes her eyes.

  "Sanam..look at me.." His request is needy as the yearning grew stronger within him. "Please.."

  She shakes her head in decline, her blush deepening. He lowers his mouth towards her ears. "I really need you right now..don't you need me ?"

  She doesn't answer, biting down on her bottom lip, eyes squeezed shut tight. He nuzzles his nose against her neck and then proceeds to start nibbling on her skin as he cooes. "I really need you right now...don't you need me?!"

  "Y-yes!" She gasps as his teeth and lips nibble on her sensitive spot again.

  "I need you so badly...it hurts Sanam.." He groans in agony, hands brushing against the front of her heaving shirt covered breasts. His arousal was painfully erect under the shackles of his jeans. "Let me have you Sanam..please can I have you?...let me annihilate you with pleasure."

  She moans, her body quivering. He gives another gentle squeeze to her breasts and she whimpers dizzily. "Y-Yes!"

  Her consent was all it took to break loose that wild animalistic hunger within him. He grabs ahold of her petite figure possessively, dragging her along with him to the edge of the bed. Shoving her forcefully down, he growls. "I'm sorry, I can't help it!I can't be gentle right now!"

  With that, he tears the front of her shirt apart as she lets out a helpless needy whimper, buttons flying. He frowns. "Too many fucking clothes in the way!!"

  He slides off her hoodie and shirt fully, tossing them across the room. Then he quickly discards off his sweater, not wanting to look away from her lush breasts enclosed within a black bra.

  Shyly she starts to bring her arms up over her chest and he grabs ahold of her breasts before she could cover them.

  "So soft..." He groans, squeezing them with his large hands, causing her to gasp in pleasure again.

  He lowers his face in between them, inhaling her scent and nuzzling his nose against them. "They need a lot of attention, I need to suck on them."

  Swiftly he picks her up inches from the the bed and reaches underneath to unclip the bra. Her body is trembling as she grabs ahold of his broad shoulders for support, breathing hard. He slides the bra away, eyes drawn to her dusky nipples, fully erect.

  "Anhhh!!" She cries out as his mouth rapidly descends over one of them, tongue and teeth licking and nipping at her nipple. He kept going at it until she starts thrashing around, nearly ripping at his hair on his head with her hands, whimpers of pleasure pouring out of her mouth.

  He did the same with the other, licking and nibbling, scraping his teeth over her sensitive bud. He sucked on her nipples as if he was milking her an
d she couldn't endure the sensitivity anymore as she cries out. "Oh!! I-I don't know what's happening to me!!"

  His mouth frees her nipple with a loud popping noise as he smirks down at her. "You were about to cum, baby girl."

  In a split second, he reaches down and starts unbuckling her jeans, his breathing becoming difficult. She doesn't know what else to do but grab at the bedsheets beneath her as she was mesmerized by his toned domineering body not yet touching her fully.

  "Sanam..taste so good.." He groans trailing kisses down her stomach. She tries to push his head away from nearing her panties, but one of his strong hands captures both of her wrists. "Let me, Sanam..let me taste your cute little princess parts..its been soo long..."

  He slides his index finger over her panty covered slit and finds it already moist with her arousal, she lets out a loud moan. "Unhhh!!"

  "So ready for me..Sanam.." He growls as he begins tugging down her panties.

  Surprisingly she doesn't put up resistance, her legs trembling as he kissed down her soft thighs while slipping off her underwear.

  Then he returns over her nether regions, his eyes narrowing with possessive determination and voice in a gruff command. "Be a good girl and open your legs nice and wide..as wide as they can go.."

  Sudden shyness took over her and she couldn't follow his instructions. She covered her face with her hands again.

  "Sanam.." He gazes at her sternly. "Look at me..I need you to see how I adore you.." He reaches up and tugs her hands away from her face.

  "Keep your hands above your head." He orders, tone underlined with severity. She gulps and places her hands above her head.

  His rough hands clamp on both of her thighs and yanks them wide apart, her nether region glistened under the dim light and the sight sent his mind in an overdrive.

  Without wasting time, he dove down towards his target and engulfed his mouth over her most sensitive spot. She lets out a helpless shriek of pleasure. "Oh God!!! Annnhhh!!!"

  He was growling as the scent and taste of her arousal overpowers his senses. His tongue flicks over and slides in and around her folds before prodding at her dripping entrance. He had to keep her thighs wrenched apart with his hands since she was thrashing around. Her fingers had found their way into the hair on his head. Her eyes were squeezed shut tight, mouth gasping, out of breath.

  As soon as her body begin to tense in the nearing orgasm, he stopped and she whined in objection without thinking.

  His lips quirk in satisfactory mischief, he leans over her tremulous body and smashes his lips against hers. Without a second thought she opens her mouth to him and he deepens the kiss. Low purrs escape her throat as she tastes her arousal on his tongue. Instinctively she lifted her hip and rubbed slightly against his Jean covered crotch.

  He prods his index finger and middle finger a bit at her moist entrance between her legs and then brings up his glistening fingers near her face. "You see..this is your body preparing itself for the onslaught of my cōck.."

  She bites her bottom lip, his words making her crave the onslaught.

  "Your cute little Pussy is aching huh?" He asks roughly. "I'll ruin it, you won't be able to walk the next day.."

  His words were causing the ache between her legs to intensify. She needed him, she needed what he was saying.

  "Tell me..tell me to ruin your little pussy." He coaxes, intense eyes drilling into hers.

  She gulps, blushing hard. "Ruin me.."

  "Good girl!" He approves while quickly tossing off his jeans. Her eyes widen as she notices the large outline of his arousal, tenting his boxer briefs.

  He begins lowering his boxers over his defined hips and thighs, she immediately clamps her hands over her eyes.

  He reaches up and pries her hands away from her sight as he sternly commands. "Look at it, look at the cock that will invade your little pūssy..I need you to see the moment I break into you..I need to see your reaction..open your eyes now.."

  She opens her eyes and gasps at the sight before her. "No! This will hurt!"

  Her face was heating up quick as she stares down at his thick erect manhood. She had never seen a grown man's nether region and never imagined over it. The sight both frightened and fascinated her.

  "Want to touch it ?" He asks in low raspy tone. "Touch it, get used to it..this is how you effect me.."

  She slowly reaches out down below but pauses, shyness once again taking over her.

  "Don't be timid.." He encourages and grabs her hand, guides it down over his arousal.

  "Oh my goodness!" She gasps softly in amazement as her fingers barely curl over the entire width of his manhood. "Its uh..so warm.."

  And so hard as steel, she thought as her own stomach did somersaults.

  "Feel it all over.." He whispers, eyes heating over.

  She rubs her small hand over its length, she notices clear fluid starting to leak out of its bulging tip's slit.

  "Uh..I think you just.." She gulps nervously, staring down at it, mesmerized.

  "Cum?" He laughs softly at her naivety and her heart flutters at the sound of his deep masculine chuckle. "No baby girl, that's pre-cūm..for me to slide into you easily..but you're dripping wet already anyway."

  "That won't slide into me!" She blurts with sudden mixture of concern and fear. "It's..err..too big.."

  "Yes it will." His voice takes on a determined edge as he starts angling his body over hers, prying her legs wider apart with his hands than ever before. "We'll make it fit!"

  He takes ahold of his shaft and drags it slowly over her swollen and glistening womanhood. Both of them gasping at the contact of their most sensitive areas against eachother.

  His pre-cūm mixing with her moist arousal, and he continues to flick his shaft over her warm wet folds. She begins mewling, eyes squeezing shut in focused pleasure.

  "Look at it, I need to see you watching as I break into your body!" He groans, breathing just as hard as her. She adjusts her heavy lidded eyes on his cock gliding over her, and she continues mewling.

  He half laughs between a groan of pleasure. "You sound like a kitten..my little kitten..fuck..Sanam..I need to be inside of you now..do you need me in you?"

  She nods her head, too distracted by the pleasure to form coherent words. He doesn't press her on for more, his arousal was raging hard. He needed to empty his release inside her, he wanted to fuck her senseless.

  He begins prodding her hot and dripping wet entrance with his bulging tip. As he tries sliding it in, her swollen pūssy resists. Again he wriggles it against her entrance, groaning in a mixture of frustration and pleasure. She was much too tight for his large shaft head, he glances up at her as she stares down in fear and anticipation of what was to come. "Sanam..I need to shove it in inch by inch...your cute little pussy doesn't want it done nicely..can I ?"

  She nods in agreement, mouth parted in heavy breaths as she grabs on to the bedsheets below her. He aims himself at her tight entrance again and this time forcefully shoves an inch of it in. The both of them gasp.

  He uses a little amount of force again, another inch and now his bulging head disappeared into her moistness, yet he had a lot more to go. He grinded back and forth, soft whimpers escape her mouth as he bites down on his growls, yet they both remain looking down at his cock.

  Her engorged nether region was reddening and swelling, stretching to accomodate his thick girth inch by inch, until he felt her hymen. Before he knew it, he slams himself forward with all of the force he could muster.