by Ken Follett
The earl said: "No."
Mother said: "Fetch the daughter."
William looked around. For a moment he had forgotten about Aliena. He scanned the faces of the servants and children, and spotted her right away, standing with Matthew, the effeminate household steward. William went to her, took her arm, and brought her to his mother. Matthew followed them.
Mother said: "Cut off her ears."
Aliena screamed.
William felt a strange stirring in his loins.
Bartholomew's face turned gray. "You promised you wouldn't harm her if I surrendered," he said. "You swore it."
Mother said: "And our protection will be as complete as your surrender."
That was clever, William thought.
Still Bartholomew looked defiant.
William wondered who would be chosen to cut off Aliena's ears. Perhaps Mother would give him the task. The idea was peculiarly exciting.
Mother said to Bartholomew: "Kneel."
Slowly, Bartholomew went down on one knee and bowed his head.
William felt faintly disappointed.
Mother raised her voice. "Look at this!" she shouted to the assembled company. "Never forget the fate of a man who insults the Hamleighs!" She looked around defiantly, and William's heart swelled with pride. The family honor was restored.
Mother turned away, and Father took over. "Take him to his bedroom," he said. "Guard him well."
Bartholomew got to his feet.
Father said to William: "Take the girl as well."
William took Aliena's arm in a hard grip. He liked touching her. He was going to take her up to the bedroom. There was no telling what might happen. If he were left alone with her, he would be able to do anything he wanted to her. He could rip her clothes off and look at her nakedness. He could--
The earl said: "Let Matthew Steward come with us, to take care of my daughter."
Father glanced at Matthew. "He looks safe enough," he said with a grin. "All right."
William looked at Aliena's face. She was still white, but she was even more beautiful when she was frightened. It was so exciting to see her in this vulnerable state. He wanted to crush her ripe body beneath his, and see the fear in her face as he forced her thighs apart. On impulse, he put his face close to hers and said in a low voice: "I still want to marry you."
She drew away from him. "Marry?" she said in a loud voice full of scorn. "I'd rather die than marry you, you loathsome puffed-up toad!"
All the knights smiled broadly, and a few of the servants sniggered. William felt his face flush bright red.
Mother took a sudden step forward and slapped Aliena's face. Bartholomew moved to defend her but the knights restrained him. "Shut up," Mother said to Aliena. "You're not a fine lady anymore--you're the daughter of a traitor, and soon you'll be destitute and starving. You're not good enough for my son now. Get out of my sight, and don't speak another word."
Aliena turned away. William released her arm, and she followed her father. As he watched her go, William realized that the sweet taste of revenge had turned bitter in his mouth.
She was a real heroine, just like a princess in a poem, Jack thought. He watched, awestruck, as she climbed the stairs with her head held high. The whole room was silent until she disappeared from sight. When she went it was like a lamp going out. Jack stared at the place where she had been.
One of the knights came over and said: "Who's the cook?"
The cook himself was too wary to volunteer, but someone else pointed him out.
"You're going to make dinner," the knight told him.
"Take your helpers and go to the kitchen." The cook picked half a dozen people out of the crowd. The knight raised his voice. "The rest of you--clear off. Get out of the castle. Go quickly and don't try to take anything that's not yours, if you value your lives. We've all got blood on our swords and a little more won't show. Get moving!"
They all shuffled through the door. Jack's mother took his hand and Tom held Martha's. Alfred stayed close. They were all wearing their cloaks, and they had no possessions other than their clothes and their eating knives. With the crowd they went down the steps, over the bridge, across the lower compound, and through the gatehouse, stepping over the useless gates, leaving the castle without a pause. When they stepped off the bridge onto the field on the far side of the moat, the tension snapped like a cut bowstring, and they all began to talk about their ordeal in loud, excited voices. Jack listened idly as he walked along. Everybody was recalling how brave they had been. He had not been brave--he had simply run away.
Aliena was the only one who had been brave. When she came into the keep and found that instead of being a place of safety it was a trap, she had taken charge of the servants and children, telling them to sit down and keep quiet and stay out of the way of the fighting men, screaming at the Hamleighs' knights when they were rough with their prisoners or raised their swords against unarmed men and women, acting as if she were completely invulnerable.
His mother ruffled his hair. "What are you thinking about?"
"I was wondering what will happen to the princess."
She knew what he meant. "The Lady Aliena."
"She's like a princess in a poem, living in a castle. But knights aren't as virtuous as the poems say."
"That's true," Mother said grimly.
"What will become of her?"
She shook her head. "I really don't know."
"Her mother's dead."
"Then she'll have a hard time."
"I thought so." Jack paused. "She laughed at me because I didn't know about fathers. But I liked her all the same."
Mother put her arm around him. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you about fathers."
He touched her hand, accepting her apology. They walked on in silence. From time to time a family would leave the road and head across the fields, making for the home of relatives or friends where they might beg some breakfast and think about what to do next. Most of the crowd stayed together as far as the crossroads, then they split up, some going north or south, some continuing straight on toward the market town of Shiring. Mother detached herself from Jack and put a hand on Tom's arm, making him stop. "Where shall we go?" she said.
He looked faintly surprised to be asked, as if he expected them all to follow wherever he led without asking questions. Jack had noticed that Mother often brought that surprised look to Tom's face. Perhaps his previous wife had been a different sort of person.
"We're going to Kingsbridge Priory," Tom said.
"Kingsbridge!" Mother seemed shaken. Jack wondered why.
Tom did not notice. "Last night I heard there's a new prior," he went on. "Usually a new man wants to make some repairs or alterations to the church."
"The old prior is dead?"
"Yes."
For some reason Mother was soothed by that news. She must have known the old prior, Jack thought, and disliked him.
Tom heard the troubled note in her voice at last. "Is there something wrong with Kingsbridge?" he asked her.
"I've been there. It's more than a day's journey."
Jack knew that it was not the length of the journey that bothered Mother, but Tom did not. "A little more," he said. "We can get there by midday tomorrow."
"All right."
They walked on.
A little later Jack began to feel a pain in his belly. For a while he wondered what it was. He had not been hurt at the castle and Alfred had not punched him for two days. But eventually he realized what it was.
He was hungry again.
Chapter 4
KINGSBRIDGE CATHEDRAL was not a welcoming sight. It was a low, squat, massive structure with thick walls and tiny windows. It had been built long before Tom's time, in the days when builders had not realized the importance of proportion. Tom's generation knew that a straight, true wall was stronger than a thick one, and that walls could be pierced with large windows so long as the arch of the window was a perfect half-circle. From a distan
ce the church looked lopsided, and when Tom got closer he saw why: one of the twin towers at the west end had fallen down. He was delighted. The new prior was likely to want it rebuilt. Hope quickened his pace. To have been hired, as he had been at Earlscastle, and then to see his new employer defeated in battle and captured was heartbreaking. He felt he could not take another disappointment like that.
He glanced at Ellen. He was afraid that any day now she would decide that he was not going to find work before they all starved to death, and then she would leave him. She smiled at him, then she frowned again as she looked at the looming hulk of the cathedral. She was always uncomfortable with priests and monks, he had observed. He wondered if she felt guilty because the two of them were not actually married in the eyes of the Church.
The priory close was full of bustle and industry. Tom had seen sleepy monasteries and busy ones, but Kingsbridge was exceptional. It looked as if it were being spring-cleaned three months early. Outside the stable, two monks were grooming horses and a third was cleaning harness while novices mucked out the stalls. More monks were sweeping and scrubbing the guesthouse, which was next to the stable, and a cartload of straw stood outside ready to be strewn on the clean floor.
However, no one was working on the fallen tower. Tom studied the pile of stones that was all that remained of it. The collapse had to have occurred some years ago, for the broken edges of the stones had been blunted by frost and rain, the crushed mortar had been washed away, and the pile of masonry had sunk an inch or two into the soft earth. It was remarkable that the repair had been left undone for so long, for cathedral churches were supposed to be prestigious. The old prior must have been idle or incompetent, or both. Tom had probably arrived just when the monks were planning the rebuilding. He was overdue for some luck.
"No one recognizes me," Ellen said.
"When were you here?" Tom asked her.
"Thirteen years ago."
"No wonder they've forgotten you."
As they passed the west front of the church Tom opened one of the big wooden doors and looked inside. The nave was dark and gloomy, with thick columns and an ancient wooden ceiling. However, several monks were whitewashing the walls with longhandled brushes, and others were sweeping the beaten-earth floor. The new prior was evidently getting the whole place smartened up. That was a hopeful sign. Tom closed the door.
Beyond the church, in the kitchen courtyard, a team of novices stood around a trough of filthy water, scraping the accumulated soot and grease off cooking pots and kitchen utensils with sharp stones. Their knuckles were raw and red from constant immersion in the icy water. When they saw Ellen they giggled and looked away.
Tom asked a blushing novice where the cellarer was to be found. Strictly speaking, it was the sacrist he should have asked for, because the fabric of the church was the sacrist's responsibility; but cellarers as a class were more approachable. In the end the prior would make the decision, anyway. The novice directed him to the undercroft of one of the buildings around the courtyard. Tom went in through an open doorway, and Ellen and the children followed. They all paused inside the door to peer into the gloom.
This building was newer and more soundly constructed than the church, Tom could tell at once. The air was dry and there was no smell of rot. Indeed, the mixed aromas of the stored food gave him painful stomach pangs, for he had not eaten in two days. As his eyes adjusted he saw that the undercroft had a good flagstone floor, short thick pillars, and a tunnel-vaulted ceiling. A moment later he noticed a tall, bald man spooning salt from a barrel into a pot. "Are you the cellarer?" said Tom, but the man held up a hand for silence, and Tom saw that he was counting. They all waited in silence for him to finish. At last he said: "Two score and nineteen, three score," and put the spoon down.
Tom said: "I'm Tom, master builder, and I'd like to rebuild your northwest tower."
"I'm Cuthbert, called Whitehead, the cellarer, and I'd like to see it done," the man replied. "But we'll have to ask Prior Philip. You'll have heard that we have a new prior?"
"Yes." Cuthbert was the friendly sort of monk, Tom decided; worldly and easygoing. He would be happy to chat. "And the new man seems intent on improving the appearance of the monastery."
Cuthbert nodded. "But he's not so keen on paying for it. Did you notice that all the work is being done by monks? He won't hire any workmen--says the priory already has too many servants."
That was bad news. "How do the monks feel about that?" Tom asked delicately.
Cuthbert laughed, and his wrinkled face creased up even more. "You're a tactful man, Tom Builder. You're thinking that you don't often see monks working so hard. Well, the new prior's not forcing anyone. But he interprets the Rule of Saint Benedict in such a way that those who do physical labor may eat red meat and drink wine, whereas those who merely study and pray must live on salt fish and weak beer. He can show you an elaborate theoretical justification for it, too, but the upshot is that he has plenty of volunteers for the hard work, especially among the youngsters." Cuthbert did not seem disapproving, just bemused.
Tom said: "But monks can't build stone walls, no matter how well they eat." As he spoke, he heard a baby cry. The sound tugged at his heartstrings. It took him a moment to realize how odd it was that there should be a baby in a monastery.
"We'll ask the prior," Cuthbert was saying, but Tom hardly heard. It sounded like the cry of a very small baby, just a week or two old, and it was coming nearer. Tom caught Ellen's eye. She looked startled too. Then there was a shadow in the door. Tom had a lump in his throat. A monk walked in carrying the baby. Tom looked at its face. It was his child.
Tom swallowed hard. The baby's face was red, its fists were clenched, and its mouth was open, showing toothless gums. Its cry was not the cry of pain or sickness, just a simple demand for food. It was the healthy, lusty yell of a normal baby, and Tom felt weak with relief to see his son looking so well.
The monk carrying him was a cheerful-looking boy of about twenty years, with unruly hair and a big, rather stupid grin. Unlike most of the monks, he did not react to the presence of a woman. He smiled at everyone and then spoke to Cuthbert. "Jonathan needs more milk."
Tom wanted to take the child in his arms. He tried to freeze his face so that his expression would not betray his emotions. He threw a furtive glance at the children. All they knew was that the abandoned baby had been found by a traveling priest. They did not even know that the priest had taken him to the little monastery in the forest. Now their faces showed nothing but mild curiosity. They had not connected this baby with the one they had left behind.
Cuthbert picked up a ladle and a small jug, and filled the jug from a bucket of milk. Ellen said to the young monk: "May I hold the baby?" She held out her arms and the monk handed the child to her. Tom envied her. He longed to hold that tiny hot bundle close to his heart. Ellen rocked the baby, and he was quiet for a moment.
Cuthbert looked up and said: "Ah. Johnny Eightpence is a fair nursemaid, but he doesn't have the woman's touch."
Ellen smiled at the boy. "Why do they call you Johnny Eightpence?"
Cuthbert answered for him. "Because he's only eight pence to the shilling," he said, tapping the side of his head to indicate that Johnny was half-witted. "But he seems to understand the needs of poor dumb creatures better than us wise folk. All part of God's wider purpose, I'm sure," he finished vaguely.
Ellen had edged over to Tom, and now she held the baby out to him. She had read his thoughts. He gave her a look of profound gratitude, and took the tiny child in his big hands. He could feel the baby's heartbeat through the blanket in which it was wrapped. The material was fine: he wondered briefly where the monks had got such soft wool. He held the baby to his chest and rocked. His technique was not as good as Ellen's, and the child started to cry again, but Tom did not mind: that loud, insistent yell was music to his ears, for it meant that the child he had abandoned was fit and strong. Hard though it was, he felt he had made the right decision in lea
ving the baby at the monastery.
Ellen asked Johnny: "Where does he sleep?"
Johnny answered for himself this time. "He has a crib in the dormitory with the rest of us."
"He must wake you all in the night."
"We get up at midnight anyway, for matins," Johnny said.
"Of course! I was forgetting that monks' nights are as sleepless as mothers'."
Cuthbert handed Johnny the jug of milk. Johnny took the baby from Tom with a practiced one-arm movement. Tom was not ready to give the baby up, but in the monks' eyes he had no rights at all, so he had to let him go. A moment later Johnny and the baby were gone, and Tom had to resist the impulse to go after them and say Wait, stop, that's my son, give him back to me. Ellen stood beside him and squeezed his arm in a discreet gesture of sympathy.
Tom realized he had new reason to hope. If he could get work here, he could see baby Jonathan all the time, and it would be almost as if he had never abandoned him. It seemed almost too good to be true, and he did not dare to wish for it.
Cuthbert was looking shrewdly at Martha and Jack, who had both gone big-eyed at the sight of the jug full of creamy milk that Johnny had taken away. "Would the children like some milk?" he asked.
"Yes, please, Father, they would," Tom said. He would have liked some himself.
Cuthbert ladled milk into two wooden bowls and gave them to Martha and Jack. They both drank quickly, leaving big white rings around their mouths. "Some more?" Cuthbert offered.
"Yes, please," they replied in unison. Tom looked at Ellen, knowing that she must feel as he did, deeply thankful to see the little ones fed at last.
As Cuthbert refilled the bowls he said casually: "Where have you folks come from?"
"Earlscastle, near Shiring," said Tom. "We left there yesterday morning."
"Have you eaten since?"
"No," Tom said flatly. He knew that Cuthbert's inquiry was kindly, but he hated to admit that he had been unable to feed his children himself.
"Have some apples to keep you going until suppertime, then," Cuthbert said, pointing to the barrel near the door.
Alfred, Ellen and Tom went to the barrel while Martha and Jack were drinking their second bowl of milk. Alfred tried to fill his arms with apples. Tom smacked them out of his hands and said in a low voice: "Just take two or three." He took three.