“Nice redirect, Dad. Do you think I’ll ever deserve the full story?”
He expected either evasion or a dressing-down. What he got was a hug from his father, one that didn’t even feel awkward. “I didn’t even get the full story this time. But you deserve all the answers we have. You were right, Deck. You didn’t have time to go through proper channels, from what Agent Clark has said. They would have come for Jocelyn again, better prepared. And they would have destroyed Meaghan, this family and anyone else who got in their way to do so. You not only rescued your friend and let us save several other prisoners, but brought out someone who has the evidence my friends need to see this never happens again.”
Deck’s head swam again, and this time not from magical exhaustion. His father had complimented him! He reacted the only way he knew how, which he knew wasn’t a particularly good or mature way. “So why were you trying to boot me out to Kyle and Meaghan?”
This time the hot smile and the words were simultaneous from both parents, as if spoken through the cord of their marriage. “Because we know what it’s like when your lover has been in danger.”
The door opened. “Besides,” Kyle said, peeking around the corner, “I wasn’t going to wait much longer without barging in. Your aunt told me you needed rest and would wake up when you’re ready, so I’ve been trying to be patient. But I’ve been hanging out in the hall for hours waiting to hear your voice.”
Deck was out of the bed before he’d even checked to see if he was wearing pants.
He had on pajama bottoms, as it turned out, blue- and white-striped cotton ones that looked like something a rich old man might wear.
He pelted across the plush, pale carpet—it wouldn’t survive a day at Donovan’s Cove—and pulled Kyle against him, breathing in the other man’s wild energy, Kyle’s strength and passion and unexpected fierceness that yielded to Deck. Red magic surged through Deck’s body, but red magic flavored with salt water. Heat of raw sexuality, blue-green cool of the Pacific.
And mingling with both, Meaghan’s amber and ocean, as if they both carried part of her inside them.
Deck groaned and claimed Kyle’s mouth.
Deck’s mother chuckled indulgently. That wouldn’t have been enough to make Deck pull away. Not now. Not with danger behind them and Kyle hot in his arms now.
But Kyle softened the kiss, taking control in a way Deck wasn’t used to, steering it away from devouring and reclaiming and more toward tenderness and reaffirming.
And that worked too.
Then he slipped out of Deck’s embrace, tugged on his hand. “Come on, love. Meaghan needs us.”
Deck flew down the hall clutching Kyle’s hand, not taking in details of what looked like an expensive decorator’s idea of a rustic beach house. Big. That was the one thing he noted. It was too damn big because it took more than three steps to reach Meaghan’s room.
She was sitting up in bed in a room washed with afternoon ocean light, wearing a pajama top that matched Deck’s bottoms. For a few seconds, she didn’t seem to realize they’d come in, engrossed in listening to something on a tablet. Kyle cleared his throat loudly. She pulled out her earbuds, set both tablet and earbuds on the bedside table with meticulous care, held out her hands.
Then pulled them back as if she feared getting burned. “I killed,” she said, her voice shaking. “And I’d do it again if you two were threatened.” Deck wanted to crawl onto the bed, wrap her in his arms, his aura, his love. Kyle squeezed Deck’s hand and shook his head, though, and Deck got the message: Meaghan needed to get this out.
“I’ve gone against Donovan ways and what you tried to teach me…and I still think I did the right thing.” She took a breath so big her body shook with it, then let the breath out before continuing. “I’ll always love you both. Your family and Akane say my magic isn’t like Donovan magic, so I’m not going to go ballistic sometime and randomly turn innocent people into mummies. But I understand if you can’t be with me now. I’m really not your family’s style.”
Deck’s heart cracked, then healed. She still loved them. The silver cord was still strong. She was just afraid.
Kyle nodded now, a quick, tight movement. They moved to the bed together, Kyle crawling in on her left side, Deck on her right. It was crowded—the bed was only a double, not a king like Deck’s bed at home—but it wasn’t like any of them were going to complain about having to be close together. “Already told you,” Kyle said, his voice gruff, “the only thing that bothers me is I couldn’t get them first. Gonna get Tag to teach me to shoot, in case we end up in trouble again.”
Meaghan kissed Kyle’s cheek, then turned her face to Deck.
He’d been trying to find the perfect words. He settled for, “Bullshit. You’re not getting away from us that easy.” While confusion played across Meaghan’s face, he gave her a kiss he hoped conveyed love and passion and need and, above all, trust.
Kyle wrapped himself around both of them, pressed his lips against Meaghan’s collarbone.
Deck opened his witch-sight and watched their auras blend and weave together. Ocean and earth and lightning, Kyle’s otterside and Meaghan’s turquoise visions created a beautiful, harmonious whole, joined by cords of silver and copper. Meaghan’s aura was darkened with fear and grief, though. He doubted that in her current state of mind she could perceive their joined aura, or understand its message if she did.
“We’re one,” Deck breathed. “The magic knows. Our hearts know. Trust the magic, Meaghan. Yours is different from mine and mine is different from most of the family’s, so you and I may raise a few eyebrows. And Kyle’s a weird otter, seeing he wants to be a doctor, not a surf bum. But we all belong together.”
Meaghan still shook in their arms, though, and her aura was still streaked with self-doubt.
“Your aunt confirmed what Garrett said. I’m not dying.” Her voice was heavy.
“I know you were brought up oddly, so here’s an important tip. Not having a terminal illness isn’t something you should be sad about.” Deck squeezed her close.
“I’m not.” Meaghan sighed. “But I’m scared. You guys said you wanted to be with me forever, but you thought forever would be short. Now you’d be stuck with me for the rest of your lives. Is that really what you want?”
“This life and the next, if you’ll have us.” As Deck spoke the words, he felt a resonance of red magic that gave them the force of a geas. She’d better damn well say yes now, because he’d committed himself, and possibly Kyle, eternally.
Meaghan shook her head, then snuggled against Deck’s chest. “Of course I want you. But I can’t believe… I finally believe I’m not a monster or a freak, but I’m still damaged. I’m blind. I have a neurological disorder that your aunt says she’s going to have to get help even diagnosing, let alone fixing. It’s a lot to take on and won’t exactly make your lives easier. Are you sure it’s what you really want?”
“Can we go back in time and kill Shaw before Elissa does?” Kyle asked. “Or get a shaman to send us to the Otherside so we can kick his ass repeatedly?” He sounded almost blithe about it, but his fists were opening and closing convulsively.
“You’re worth it. You’re more than worth it. If it makes you feel better, I’m amazed someone as brave and beautiful as you, and someone as smart and sexy as Kyle, both want me, the family goofball.”
Kyle chittered, and he flushed under his tan. “If you hadn’t let me come back, I’d have followed you around the surfing circuit until you admitted we belonged together. And, Meaghan, I think I’ve been in love with you since you floated into my arms and I wasn’t even sure you were alive then.”
Deck forced a laugh. “As for my aunt, don’t you realize you’ve just made her year? You’re a challenge, and she hasn’t had a good challenge in ages.”
Meaghan’s lower lip quivered, and she buried her face again in Deck’s chest. “Why
would she go to all that trouble for me?”
“You’re family now, Meaghan. You and Kyle are both linked to me. Even if you walked away, the family will honor those bonds. It’s the Donovan way.”
Now Meaghan’s tears began in earnest. She was trying to speak through them, but, muffled as she was against his chest, it took a few tries for Deck to understand what she was saying: “My name is Meaghan Lindsay Clifton. It was in one of Garrett’s files. Apparently the Clifton family way is ditching your own child if she’s not what you expect. I like the Donovan way better.” She sat up, her face tear streaked. “I’m in awe of you both, how brave you were coming to rescue me. If you want me, I’m yours. Both of you.”
And Deck knew what he had to do.
Even if he’d never done it when it mattered. Never done it when hearts were on the line.
“Do you trust me, Meaghan?”
She nodded as if unable to speak, but her aura flared bright, proclaiming her trust. Her truth.
“Kyle?”
He knew the answer, but he had to ask. It was part of the ritual.
And Kyle echoed what he had said in the past—was it really just a few days ago? “I trust you with everything I am.”
“And I trust you both. Completely.” Before they could ask what he was getting at, he explained. “With your permission, I’d like to try red magic. It’s a ritual, not exactly a spell, so it should bolster Meaghan’s magic and mine rather than drain us further. It’s called the Heart’s Mirror, and it helps lovers see themselves through each other’s eyes, because it’s often hard to perceive your own good points.” He quickly added, “You’ve been taught to think of yourself in all kinds of negative ways, Meaghan, though you’re starting to trust yourself. And it’s not going to hurt us either. Kyle, I think a lot of doors will be opening for duals soon, and I want you to be ready to walk through them with your head high, knowing you’re brilliant and responsible and worthy, even if both my people and your own don’t expect much from otters. And you all know I have a few self-esteem issues.
“First thing we need to do is cast a circle for extra protection, though I’m sure my parents and Uncle Dermott put up shields. Meaghan, you can help with this.”
A quick explanation and he and Meaghan went to work. The circle came up more easily than he expected. Duh. Jan and other healers had been at work recently.
“Hearth, home, heart…” Deck intoned. “Heart is the center.” That wasn’t part of the standard ritual, but otters were seminomadic and the only home Meaghan remembered was a prison. They’d both understand heart, though.
A second’s hesitation. He knew what came next in the ritual, but he was sure he’d forgotten something critical.
And he had.
“We should get undressed now. No, undress each other, starting with Meaghan.”
She wasn’t wearing much, just a pajama top large enough to skim the tops of her thighs and a pair of white cotton panties so ugly that Deck figured they were Agency issue. But he and Kyle took turns with the buttons. Both of them kissed each bit of revealed skin, until the top was completely unfastened. Then Kyle gathered Meaghan up while Deck slipped the garment off her shoulders.
She looked shrunken, as if stress and magic had burned away weight she couldn’t afford to lose. But so beautiful. Deck kissed his way down her body. He didn’t touch her nipples, not yet, but he caressed each too-prominent rib with lips and tongue, greeted her belly, planted a chaste kiss on her cotton-covered pubic mound. He was about to ask Kyle to help him slide off her panties.
Then he had a better idea. “Those are Agency underpants, aren’t they?” When Meaghan nodded, he glanced at Kyle, who understood without words what he was thinking.
The panties didn’t rip as easily as they’d hoped until Kyle, a wicked light in his eyes, nipped at the fabric with otter-sharp teeth in a wordside mouth. Meaghan squealed and giggled as the panties ripped away, leaving behind a thick elastic waistband Deck then wriggled down her body. Meaghan kicked it away.
For once, Kyle was the most dressed of the three, in jeans and a rust-colored, long-sleeved polo shirt. Kyle stood and let Deck help him out of the shirt. Meaghan fumbled as she undid the jeans, apologizing that someone else’s clothes could be slow to figure out when you couldn’t see. From Kyle’s expression and the flares of red in his aura, he didn’t mind her naked body pressed against him, her small hands figuring out his belt buckle, the button at the waist.
Deck smiled when she took an equally long time with the zipper. The belt and button might have been legitimate challenges. Now she was teasing Kyle. Once he was unzipped, Kyle’s cock sprang free. As always, Deck smiled when he saw it, impressed at his own good fortune and how such a slender man could have such a massive cock.
It looked even bigger circled by Meaghan’s hand. Strictly speaking, they should keep their hands away from genitals until later in the ritual, to build maximum anticipation and thus maximum power. Deck wasn’t about to correct her, though.
Especially not when she leaned in and took that big cock into her mouth. It was too sweet to see: Kyle still in his unzipped jeans, his tanned hands tangled in her apricot-colored hair, Meaghan licking and sucking, her hands working in concert with her mouth.
Less than a week ago, she’d looked on oral sex as an awkward courtesy, rather than a pleasure. Now she smiled around Kyle’s cock, and her aura glowed scarlet with arousal. Deck’s own cock threatened to split his borrowed pajama pants, baggy as they were.
He was going to have to stop them. If it was affecting him so strongly and he was only playing voyeur, he could imagine how quickly Kyle was ramping up. Actually he didn’t need to imagine. He felt echoes of a hot mouth on his dick, a big, hard cock moving between his lips, touching every surface in his mouth. Felt Kyle’s pleasure, and Meaghan’s enjoyment of her new erotic power.
Before things reached a crisis, Kyle said, “Deck’s turn now,” his voice ragged with desire. Meaghan gave one last lick, a lick that Deck also felt to the roots of his cock and the depths of his soul.
Then they turned their attention to him.
He hoped the stupid sleep pants weren’t custom made and expensive, like the rest of the house seemed to be, because Kyle wasn’t gentle with them.
Then Kyle’s hand cupped his balls as Meaghan’s mouth surrounded him. Kyle’s finger, slick with spit, worked around his anus, teasing, hinting.
He closed his eyes, drew in a hissing breath as pleasure overwhelmed him. Red flickered behind his eyes. Red magic flickered around the room, lashing at his skin.
“Enough,” he managed to say. “Not yet. This time’s for Meaghan.”
Chapter Twenty-Eight
The flavors of Kyle and Deck lingered in Meaghan’s mouth, musk and magic and hints of richer tastes that she hoped to experience later. She still hadn’t had a chance to bring them off in her mouth one after the other.
But now she could enjoy the anticipation. She had time.
She savored their combined musk like she would the rare chocolate treats that made their way into the hospital, rolling the flavors around in her mouth as the two men guided her to lie on the bed.
They didn’t lie down with her, not immediately. Deck stood at her left while Kyle moved to the other side of the bed. Each placed a hand on her hip bone.
“Hearth, home, heart,” Deck said again and this time it reverberated like a chant. “Repeat it, please.”
Meaghan obeyed, a smile growing at the warm tickle of magic caused by the simple words. As she chanted, Kyle did too. He sounded self-conscious, but his words added a warm, furry energy to what was already pulsing between them.
Deck ran his hand down Meaghan’s torso. Fire followed. “I honor your body as I honor the Lady, the female principle in all life.” The words had weight, form, caressed her skin as his hand did. He bent, kissed her mound of Venus in a way that seemed
almost chaste, though she rolled her pelvis up, hoping for more. “And, Kyle, I honor your body as I honor the Lord, the male principle in all life.” Meaghan felt those words too, their weight and heat, the echo of how they stroked Kyle’s skin.
The bed creaked as the men strained over it to touch.
A brief silence, then Kyle, evidently followed a visual cue, repeated Deck’s words, adding at the end, “And I honor you both as I honor Trickster, the androgyne, the creative chaos that keeps life interesting, he and she who stands in all the spaces between.” He paused, chuckled, then added, “Only without a hazmat suit and a hard hat, which is usually the safest way to honor Trickster.” His words didn’t have the palpable, magic-backed force of Deck’s, but the fur and water of his spirit touched her, as did his humor.
He nipped her mound instead of kissing, a possessive bite, not hard, but definite, marking.
Kyle wasn’t supposed to work magic, so she guessed it was her own red magic she felt pouring from the bite, pouring into Kyle and then into Deck.
It wasn’t hard to figure out what she was supposed to do next. “Deck, Kyle, I honor your bodies as I honor the Lord, the male principle in all life.” She knew little about the Lord and Lady, and even less about Trickster, but she tried not to say the words by rote. She did honor their bodies, honored life and the life force and the flow of magic.
She kissed first Deck’s belly, then Kyle’s, trying to put all her love into the simple gesture. Focusing on their individual smells, the different, wonderful textures of their skin, the sound of their breathing.
Even without understanding Deck’s religious beliefs, she intuited what he’d meant. Each cell held energy that resonated in time with the universe. In this charged space, in the arms of the ritual, she could sense something greater in them, and she thought it had to be the divine masculine of Deck’s invocation.
No, on some deep level, she knew it was.
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