by Sonja Yoerg
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HOUSE BROKEN
“House Broken beautifully strips down the layers of family until all that is left is what’s most important—love, forgiveness, understanding, and healing.”
—Jennifer Scott, national bestselling author of The Accidental Book Club
“Don’t be fooled by the cute dog on the cover; there is nothing cute about this book. It’s fearless, even dangerous, interested in telling the truth about complexities of behavior (human and animal) and not interested in being reassuring. Yoerg, like a dog in the book, bites down and doesn’t let go. I very much admired her book.”
—Richard Kramer, author of These Things Happen and award-winning TV producer and writer
“A powerful tale of the ways in which families hurt and heal . . . gorgeously written with characters that shine.”
—Eileen Goudge, New York Times bestselling author of Swimsuit Body
“With an unflinching eye, Sonya Yoerg has created a riveting tale exploring the power of family secrets. House Broken is a novel that will burn itself into your memory.”
—Ellen Marie Wiseman, author of What She Left Behind
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“Sonja Yoerg’s smartly written debut, House Broken, tells the spot-on tale of the challenges of navigating the three different families so many of us are part of—the one we grow up in, the one we marry into and the one we create with our partners. With impeccable prose and marvelous wit, Yoerg shows us that for almost every dark pocket of pain a family’s history hides, there is, ultimately, a ray of light and love.”
—Julie Lawson Timmer, author of Five Days Left
“House Broken is a sparkling and insightful debut. Sonja Yoerg paints her characters and her plot with the finest brushstrokes that will have you turning each page faster than the last.”
—Emily Liebert, author of When We Fall
“Sonja Yoerg creates a compelling tale of a family gone awry and the ultimate cost of maintaining shameful secrets. House Broken is everything I love in women’s fiction . . . beautiful writing, strong characters, a dash of mystery, and the hope for redemption.”
—Lori Nelson Spielman, international bestselling author of The Life List
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1. Women veterinarians—Fiction. 2. Mothers and daughters—Fiction.
3. Alcoholics—Family relationships—Fiction. 4. Family secrets—Fiction.
5. California—Fiction. 6. Domestic fiction. 7. Psychological fiction. I. Title.
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Contents
Praise
Title page
Copyright page
Dedication
Acknowledgments
CHAPTER ONE
CHAPTER TWO
CHAPTER THREE
CHAPTER FOUR
CHAPTER FIVE
CHAPTER SIX
CHAPTER SEVEN
CHAPTER EIGHT
CHAPTER NINE
CHAPTER TEN
CHAPTER ELEVEN
CHAPTER TWELVE
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
CHAPTER FIFTEEN
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
CHAPTER NINETEEN
CHAPTER TWENTY
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
CHAPTER THIRTY
CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
CHAPTER FORTY
CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
Conversation Guide
Excerpt from THE MIDDLE OF SOMEWHERE
About the Author
For Rebecca and Rachel, my sun and my moon
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
I’m grateful to my agent, Maria Carvainis, for taking a chance on me and giving this book, and my career, the full benefit of her expertise, enthusiasm and guidance. I’m also indebted to Maria for placing me in the skillful hands of Claire Zion, who didn’t mind that I “came from nowhere.” I’m lucky to have these incredible women on my team.
Thanks to Jeanne Lyet Gassman for insightful comments, and to Helga Immerfall for reading, and for caring. My teenage daughters, Rebecca and Rachel Frank, were thoughtful, patient readers and accepted my new life as a writer with nary an eye roll. Rachel, special thanks for keeping Ella true.
I owe so much to my writing buddy, Julie Lawson Timmer. We shared a foxhole during the Query Wars, when doubting ourselves was habitual. Thanks, Julie, for reading and helping and cheering and making me glad to be a writer just so I could know you.
And thank you, now and always, to Richard: for granting me the luxury of time to write; for critique and encouragement, in perfect balance; for waiting until I finished my second novel to tell me you didn’t think I had the patience to write the first; and for giving me the freedom to dream.
CHAPTER ONE
GENEVA
Dr. Geneva Novak stared at the X-ray clipped to the light box on the wall. She tilted her head sideways and squinted at the contents of the dog’s stomach. The iP
od was obvious—it faced her—but the object protruding from the large blurry mass stumped her. Rectangular, with two bright white bars. Only metal lit up like that.
She clenched her jaw. This would be the third time she would have to operate on Zeke to remove things he’d swallowed, things his owner shouldn’t have left lying around. After the second incident, she had talked to the owner at length about how to protect his dog. She recommended he walk Zeke daily, so the dog wouldn’t turn to mischief out of boredom, and suggested he either keep his apartment orderly or confine the dog when he left the house. Nearly all dogs come to love their crates, she reassured him. Geneva had written down the instructions and told him he could call her anytime for help. But when Zeke’s owner brought him in this morning, he confessed he hadn’t followed through on anything. And the outcome was illuminated in black and white on the wall.
Eyes still on the X-ray, she pulled a hair band from the pocket of her lab coat and secured her dark hair into a tidy bun that would fit under her scrubs cap. Her cell phone, abandoned on the desk behind her, warbled. She touched the icon. A message from Dublin. It’s Mom, it read. Call me.
Geneva sighed. “It’s always Mom.”
Holding it by the edges as if it were rigged to explode, she placed the phone on the corner of her desk, and took a step back. Her mother, represented by three letters on a tiny screen, had intruded on the sanctity of her workplace and unbalanced her. Exhaling completely, she pulled her broad shoulders down and back, a habit from her yoga days that helped her focus.
She didn’t have to call Dublin, not right away. For all he knew she could be in surgery or have back-to-back appointments all afternoon. She might have left her phone on the kitchen counter this morning, or the battery might have died. Whatever had happened—whatever her mother, Helen, had done this time—could wait, ideally forever. Geneva had Zeke to take care of and another surgery after that. Helen was better off in Dublin’s hands in any case. Hadn’t he been dealing with her for years? And what could Geneva do from five hundred miles away?
Down the hall in the treatment room, a dog barked, setting off several others. Rosa, an intern from Marin High School, appeared in the office doorway, clutching a stack of files to her chest. She rocked on the toes of her red sneakers and grinned at Geneva.
“Zeke’s almost done with his fluids, Dr. Novak. He’ll be ready for surgery in about fifteen minutes.”
“That’s great. Thanks.” She turned toward the image of the mysterious object imprisoned in Zeke’s rib cage. “Hold on a minute, Rosa. If Zeke’s owner is still here, can you ask him if he’s also missing a charger?”
“Are you serious?”
“Bull terriers are notorious for their dietary indiscretion.” She noted Rosa’s blank expression. “They’ll eat anything. Still, Zeke’s taste for electronics has less to do with genetics than boredom. Zeke was made a geek, not born one.”
Rosa laughed, tossed her braid off her shoulder, and disappeared.
The call to her brother would have to wait. She took a last look at the X-ray, flicked off the light box and went to change into scrubs.
• • •
At three o’clock Geneva finally unpacked her lunch. Her cell phone vibrated under the paper bag. Dublin again. She couldn’t avoid this any longer.
“Hi. I was going to call you.”
“Yeah? You got my message? Good. Listen, I know you’re slammed at work. When aren’t you, right? But I just need a minute, okay?” Dublin’s tone sounded more frenetic than usual. She sat up straighter. “Here’s the story, Ginny. Act One. Lights come up. The set’s deserted but there’s an empty vodka bottle on a side table. You can’t miss it.”
“Dublin, just tell me what’s going on. You can write the scene later.”
“I am telling you. Welcome to Act Two. Mom crashed her car. One leg is pretty mashed up for starters. God knows what else. She wasn’t too drunk to remember her seat belt, so we can expect an Act Three.”
The blood rushed from her head. She lowered the phone from her ear and stared at it with a mix of disbelief and anger. The seconds ticked by on the call timer. She listened to Dublin’s voice, now small in the palm of her hand. How easy it would be to quiet him, to hear nothing more about her mother. She could simply slide her finger an inch to the right. What was technology for if not such a convenience?
She raised the phone to her ear. “Sorry.”
“You okay, Ginny? Didn’t you hear me shouting? I was about to call reception and have them check on you. Don’t scare me like that.”
“I’m really sorry.” A car accident. How often had she asked her mother to get in the habit of taking taxis when sober, so she would automatically call one when she had been drinking? Helen’s opportunities to train herself were diminishing. Was it even noon when she had the accident? Geneva pictured the buckled hood of her mother’s blue Mustang, shattered glass on concrete, the rear doors of an ambulance. “Was anyone else hurt? Please tell me she didn’t kill anyone.”
“She didn’t kill anyone, but the cop at the hospital said she took out a few parked cars along Wilshire. The last one was an armored truck in front of a bank. The drivers thought she rammed them on purpose, so one of them drew his gun on her. That brought the cops pretty quickly. Everyone kept their heads, though. The only thing that went off was the air bag.”
“My God.” She dropped her forehead onto the heel of her hand.
“I know. Even I can’t write stuff this good.”
“Are you still at the hospital? Which one?”
“The Good Samaritan. And no, I was there but didn’t get to see her. I had to pick up Jack.”
When Dublin’s son, Jack, was diagnosed with autism four years ago, Dublin’s life had gone from rosy to harried. He and his wife, Talia, had a complex tag-team schedule, which was already subject to the mercy of L.A. traffic. A trip to the emergency room wouldn’t have been easy. Geneva felt a stab of guilt for Dublin’s burdens, then immediate gratitude for her two healthy children. Then a bit more guilt for that.
“What can I do, Dub?”
“Stay tuned.” He gave her the phone number of the hospital, and said he’d leave a message when he heard from the doctor.
• • •
Geneva called Zeke’s owner after the surgery and told the young man it had gone well. She gave him general directions for postoperative care and promised to leave a detailed instruction sheet at reception.
She was about to say good-bye when he asked, “Any chance the iPod still works? The way these vet bills keep piling up, I can’t afford another one.”
She suppressed the urge to hang up. “I didn’t test it,” she said evenly. “And I didn’t match up the socks I found in there either. There were three this time. And two pairs of women’s underwear.”
“For real? That dog is nuts.”
“Nuts? Hardly. Are you waiting for Zeke to reform himself? He needs you to take charge. Do the things I suggested before. Exercise him every day. A tired dog is a good dog. Don’t give him the run of the house when you can’t monitor what he’s doing. And, at the risk of sounding like your mother, pick up your socks.”
• • •
Geneva sent off the last urgent email of the day and noticed Constantine Corso leaning against the doorframe. Burly and square-jawed, “Stan” looked less like a veterinarian than a retired hit man.
“Zeke vacuuming his house again?”
“Yes. And he’ll be back. I’m not sure it was ethical to have sewn him up. Perhaps a Ziploc closure next time.”
“A lot of dogs eat things they shouldn’t, Geneva. Their owners can’t always stop them.”
“But they should try, Stan. That poor dog.”
Her cell phone buzzed from inside her lab coat. She pulled it out. Her brother again.
“You want me to show you how to answer that?” Stan teased.
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br /> “I’m not a Luddite,” she replied, more sharply than she meant to. “I just think connectivity is oversold. Case in point. Here we were, having a nice little chat about the moral quandaries surrounding sock-eating dogs, when this electronic buttinski interrupts with a message I know I don’t want.” She held the phone aloft. “I’m tempted to feed this to Zeke.” She slapped the phone onto the desk.
Stan lifted his eyebrows. She bit her lower lip and turned to the window. Outside, a woman in a blue coat holding a cat carrier walked down the path. A small girl skipped ahead of her. Geneva let out a long breath. Stan stepped into the room and sat in the chair across from her.
“Care to share with the class?” he said quietly.
In the three hours since she had talked to her brother, she hadn’t paused to think about her mother. In fact, she’d made a point of not thinking about her, and not only because of the demands of her job. The It’s Mom message gave her a familiar wrench-in-the-works feeling because each incident involving her mother upended her life. Last time Helen had left a pan unattended, and while she was out cold on the couch, the kitchen curtains caught fire. Taking a nap, she had said. The repairs and insurance claim took weeks to sort out. A year before that, her mother was stranded in Vegas and, having reached the cash limits on her accounts, hawked her jewelry and burned through the proceeds. As in the past, there would be consequences. Legalities. Arguments. Reparations. And, eventually, promises to do better. Those were the worst.
She considered what to tell Stan. A few years ago, he had met her mother during a rare visit. Helen had embarrassed everyone by flirting ostentatiously with Stan in front of his wife. But Stan knew no more about Helen than Geneva revealed—not a great deal.
“Geneva?”
She leaned back in her chair. “I’m sorry I snapped at you. My mother’s had a car accident.”
“Oh, no. How bad is it?”
“Serious but not life threatening, as far as I know. My brother was updating me.” She tapped the phone on her desk.
“Can I do anything?”