by Girly G.
She asked what we were doing in there. He replied “just talking about work and catching up on things that’s all hey babe.” As I made my way to the door I turned to James and said “we’ll finish this conversation up later” then walked past that bitch without even speaking. I wasn’t ignorant or rude in fact I was very well educated I just couldn’t stand that bitch.
It all began for us when we were in high school. James was the popular freshman and all-around athlete. He was handsome, smart, and funny. All the niggas wanted to be him and all the hoes wanted to be with him. I was his sister Teri on the cheerleading squad, dance team, volleyball, and track and field. I was fully equipped with the body of a goddess. Not even the older girls in school had it all. They either had beauty or brains but not both. They lacked the complete package like myself.
I was a hot new trend and my presence was felt wherever I walked. I was hands down the baddest bitch in the school. All of his friends wanted me and all of my friends wanted him. James hooked me up with one of his older friends named Ken. For one reason or another he trusted him with his sister. In return he would date his younger sister Candice. She was also a freshman. James and Ken had worked out some plans for us to go on a double date. The arrangement was for them to pick us up from the house and go to the drive-in.
James and I had many conversations about sex, but at that point neither of us had experienced it. We pulled up to the drive-in and made ourselves comfortable in Ken’s truck. James’ hormones were raging and so were mine. James and Ken were the aggressors. Candice and I just went along with it. I couldn’t allow myself to enjoy it because I kept looking at James to see what he was doing. I couldn’t tell if he was enjoying it, but I did see he was watching me as well. When I looked at him it was just something magical in his eyes. It made me wish I was in Candice’s position.
We kissed, touched, and sucked with our dates until it was time to go. We both wanted to have sex, but I guess just not with those two. We got dropped off back home still horny. We walked into the house, said goodnight to our parents, and went into his room to discuss what happened. “Why didn’t you do it?” I asked him. “I don’t know I guess I didn’t want to” he replied.
“You were scared” I said teasing him. “Why didn’t you do it?” he asked me. “I don’t want people to think I’m a hoe, but with boys it’s different. You could have sex with all the girls in the school and you would be the man. If I even did it with one guy I would be the school slut” I said. “I guess you’re right” he said. Let me go and put on my pajamas I told him and he did the same.
Once I put on my shorts I returned back to his room. I hopped in the bed with him to finish up our conversation. He had on only his boxers with his muscles just staring at me. As he continued to talk and I noticed his exceptionally large penis hanging out of his boxers. From that moment on I wanted him. He wanted me too from the looks of things, so I started to tease him.
I rubbed my ass up against him and made my nipple fall out of my tank top. My nipples were already hard making them more noticeable. I pretended like I didn’t know my nipple was out, but I knew damn well what I was doing. I grazed my pussy and hand by his dick accidentally on purpose. I teased his dick to the point where he couldn’t help it any longer. He kissed me then we took a pause. At that time we still had the chance to say no this is wrong and stop it before it went too far, but we didn’t.
He climbed on top of me and boned me until neither of us could take it any longer. We both wanted to feel flesh on flesh. He freed my breasts sucking them hard and rough. While he sucked my nipples I started to ease off my shorts. His hard dick was tapping against my clitoris and it felt so good. He helped his dick completely out of his boxers, but neither of us was brave enough to put it inside of me.
We kissed and kissed until finally I got tired of him teasing me. I just grabbed it and guided it into my pussy. I was scared, but I wanted him so that didn’t matter anymore. Once he felt all the moisture seeping out of my pussy he was eager to get inside. He tried his best to be gentle, but it still hurt like hell. I wanted to scream to the top of my lungs, but I couldn’t because our parents would’ve heard us. I grabbed a pillow and covered my mouth as he struggled to break the barrier in my pussy.
I screamed into the pillow as he tore my hymen and his entire dick slid up inside of me. He went in and out of me about ten times before his climax was reached. After we were finished both my pussy and my nipples were sore. Neither of us knew what to make out of what happened. We just decided not to discuss it. I got dressed, went into my room, and went to sleep while he stayed behind and did the same.
The next morning at breakfast we ate and played it off like nothing ever happened. A week went by where we completely avoided each other. It was awkward, but as awkward and as wrong as it was I wanted some more. I think things went as far as they did because I was the one who kept initiating it. I would seduce him into keeping up the sexual relationship between us. He used me just the same being that my pussy was on demand. That meant he could get it whenever he wanted it. That was absolutely fine by me.
Our relationship was only supposed to be a fling, but it ended up being a full blown relationship. By the time I was 16 years old I was already pregnant with his child. At first I started getting weak I just didn’t have the energy anymore to keep up with all the activities I was involved in. Once I started throwing up and missed my period I knew what was going on. I wasn’t dumb we weren’t using protection. My mom knew it too she had that mother’s intuition. She saw the change in my behavior and didn’t hesitate to confront me with her accusations.
“Are you pregnant?” she asked me although she already knew the answer. I could tell she was enraged and hurt. She was the type of parent that planned out our futures for us. And for me to be a teenage parent was not in her plans. I just hung my head down low and that was her confirmation. She lectured me about having sex at a young age and how she wasn’t about to let the pregnancy ruin my life.
My family was real judgmental. They would disown you in a heartbeat if you did anything they didn’t approve of. We came from a family of a lot of snobby and stuck up motherfuckers. They thought they were better than everyone else in the world. They thought their shit didn’t stink and it smelled worse than the sewage. My mom didn’t want me to be an embarrassment to her so she kept it a secret even from my dad. She didn’t want to look like a bad parent. She took me straight to the abortion clinic. It meant more to her to keep it from the family than whether I wanted to keep it or not.
She gave me no choice in the matter her decision was final. I told James later on that day about the baby and that our mom forced me get rid of it. He held me tight in his arms and told me everything would be ok. I was in love with him and going through that situation only brought us closer together. If it had been up to me I would’ve kept it. After that incident my mom started clenching down on me hard. I had only a tight window of opportunity. I had to be supervised by my brother at all times. Of course it didn’t bother me any that was right up my alley.
It wasn’t long before other girls started to get his attention. I didn’t want to share, but there wasn’t anything I could do about it. I was the one who taught him how to fuck and now that he was a sexpert I didn’t want them hoes getting my dick. I could and will admit it I was jealous. He would always assure me that I was still and forever would be his number one girl. I was consumed by my love for him. Whatever he said I believed without question like a damn fool.
He would be on the phone with them hoes and I would be sucking his dick until he hung it up. That was a lot of dick sucking as much as his ass talked on the phone. I wasn’t about to let them get in my way. He would tell me all of his secrets and even when he had fucked a different girl. I don’t know how, but it always led to us fucking. I guess I felt like I had to compete. It was plenty of times and incidents when we almost got caught by our parents, but we were always two steps ahead of the game.
When we went o
ff to college that’s where the real challenge had begun. It was like another world with more groupies, parties, and no time for me. If I thought high school was something shit I wasn’t prepared for the college life. I had a full academic scholarship and James had a scholarship to play either basketball or football. He chose basketball. We were still very close. We had a lot of the same classes being that our major was the same.
Between his games and practice he barely had time for me other than our study nights. I attended all of his games, but being on the sideline was not considered spending time in my book. I couldn’t fuck him like I wanted to because we both had roommates that were certified cock blockers. We snuck in a quickie every now and then, but it was nothing like when we were back at home when it was every night. We flew under the radar to hotels when we desperately needed or wanted to make love.
We were very much in love and tried our hardest to keep our relationship together. He cheated on me several times with different hoes. I mean he was a star, fine as hell, and a man so what could I say. I could’ve done the same, but he was the only one I wanted. Other guys didn’t really impress me. He apologized and I forgave him over and over again, but nothing was ever supposed to tear us apart. I hoped that one day we could just tell the world about us so we wouldn’t have to hide behind closed doors anymore. Then everything would be so much better.
Everything was going just fine with us although it was difficult we still made it work. That was until the day Cyndi came around and made her way into his life. She was my worst enemy. I can’t even lie she was fine, but still I was his girl. She was getting with me in the looks department, but I still outshined her. The problems started when he started ditching me for that bitch. He didn’t just come right out and tell me about her. I just had to find out the hard way.
I was highly upset, but how could I blame him for wanting to have a real, normal, and public relationship. She was sort of like a duplicate of me. We shared a lot of the same qualities. I could see why he fell for her. That didn’t change the fact that I was pissed the fuck off. He and I had planned to go out to dinner to celebrate our anniversary. I waited and waited then waited some more and there was still no sign of James anywhere. That motherfucker never showed up and it was already two hours past the time he was supposed to be there.
I decided to go to over to his dorm to see why he had stood me up. As I walked in his roommates slobbered and stared with their eyeballs popping out. They all wanted me, but they weren’t getting any of this pussy. They neglected to mention to me that he was in his room fucking. They were too busy trying to undress me with their eyes. I walked down the hallway to his room ready to set his ass straight. I stepped up to the door and grabbed the knob and it was locked. Then I started to hear moans and the headboard banging up against the wall.
I politely knocked on the door and when he didn’t answer I knocked again. I continued to knock until his ass came to the door. He opened the door with a pillow covering his dick and the bitch in the bed with the sheets covering her body. Before I went psycho on the both of them I just stormed out. I tried not to put on too much of a show, but damn I was hurt. He chased after me and joined me outside trying to plead his case.
I didn’t want to hear that shit he was saying. He was foul for that shit. She put on one of his shirts and walked her ass out the door getting involved with family matters. Our business had nothing to do with her, but she made her voice heard. She had the nerve to come out of her mouth and say “Baby why are you explaining to her? You’re a grown man you can have sex if you want. She act like she your damn mother come on.”
He looked at me and told me we would deal with it later. He followed her back into the house like a fucking puppy. Damn I hated that he let her get her way. He walked into the house and took a piece of my poor little heart with him. She was enjoying every minute of it with a smirk on her face saying to herself that she had him and that she had won.
It wasn’t over for me. I wasn’t about to deal with it later I was about to handle it right then and there. I was all the way into our relationship while he wanted to continue to have one foot in and one foot out of the door. I was being faithful and fully committed to him and he knew it. I waited well until him and the bitch went back in the room to continue fucking. Then I gladly walked my ass back inside the house and had a little something to show him as well.
I interrupted his roommates from playing their video game. I was about to be all the entertainment they needed. I picked the most attractive one out of the two and walked up to him. I was wearing a nice dress being as though I was supposed to be going out on my anniversary date with James. I snatched the controller from his hands and he didn’t mind it one bit. I lifted my dress and grabbed his hand letting him pet my kitty cat. He got it nice and juicy for me. Then I pushed his fingers inside and guided them in and out of my vagina.
I put one of my legs up on the couch and used the other to maintain my balance. My pussy was right in his face waiting to see what he was about to do with it. He opened his mouth wide and boy did he have a huge mouth. He wrapped his lips around my pussy and flickered his tongue at my clit like a drum roll. He got it wet and then sucked it dry. After he sucked it all up my orgasm came flowing down my walls giving him more lip gloss and juices to dry up.
I then unzipped his pants and exposed his erect penis. I started stroking it up and down until I was down on my knees. I kneeled down in front of him and mounted his dick with my mouth and lips. I looked him in the eyes as I jacked his cock with my mouth. I sucked and slurped like I was trying to win the loudest dick sucking award.
He gripped on the couch and groaned as the other guy sat there making loud remarks. He was so mad and jealous that I hadn’t chosen him. He had a lot of envy in him at that point. With all the commotion going on I thought James was sure to hear us. If not I was going to make sure of it. I was going to teach his ass a lesson. I didn’t want to just give out my platinum head to anyone, but he needed a dose of his own medicine.
I wanted him to see how it felt. I wanted him to know just how bad it hurt. I guess they didn’t pay the noise any mind because they thought it was the game. They came out because they were on their way going out. How the fuck was he going to take this bitch out our anniversary. He had some balls. They stopped in the living room when they saw a good view of the action.
James overreacted he ran and pushed me out of the way and then started punching his roommate in the face. “What the fuck is wrong with you? That’s my sister man” James yelled. The other roommate quickly intervened separating the two of them. “What’s your problem man she came in here and seduced him” the other roommate explained. James realized he was wrong and that it wasn’t the roommates fault and apologized. He then turned to me, grabbed me by my arm, and got all up in my face.
“What the fuck is wrong with you?” he asked. “Oh why something has to be wrong with me? You can do whatever you want to do, but when I do it you want to trip. When I do it I’m a hoe right, but you can stick your dick in anything that has a pussy and two legs. Well I got news for you brother. I’m going to fuck whoever I want, whenever I want, and wherever I want since you’re setting such a good example for me” I said.
He was infuriated, but it wasn’t anything he could do about it. He couldn’t say what he really wanted to say, but I could see it in his eyes. If felt damn good to have the tables turned around on his ass for once even at the expense of sucking a dick.
From that moment on our relationship started to fade away like time in an hour glass. He started spending more and more time with Ms. Bitch and pushed me away almost to the point of none existence. I still remained his friend although it was truly fucked up how he did me. It hurt me deep in my soul to sit back and watch their relationship blossom into what ours was supposed to be. When you really love someone you can’t just be their friend, but I tried my best. My feelings were still very much wrapped up in him. I had invested so many years in him that I didn’t know how t
o move on.
I mean I tried to date other men, but I just couldn’t do it. They were only a body there to make me feel as if I wasn’t alone when I needed it. James was always jealous when I got a new boyfriend, but he wanted me to be cool with the bitch that stole him away from me. I was never going to get along with that hoe as long as I lived. I wasn’t even about to pretend like I liked her. I kept it real. James told her I was a jealous sister and I resented her for taking my brother away. He told her it was nothing personal against her, but to me it was personal. He and I both knew that very well.
James got hurt in the championship basketball game. He tore his ACL (anterior cruciate ligament). He gave up his basketball career after that, but I still helped him through rehab to get his knee back in shape. He made a 100 percent recovery, but he still didn’t want to get back in the game. We were both very smart and ambitious so his wellbeing didn’t only rest on a hoop dream. We had the intelligence and the drive to be successful in whatever career we wanted. He loved sports, but he and I always had the dream of becoming judges someday.
James and I both attended law school and both graduated at the top of our class. As long as we had each other we could accomplish anything we set our minds on. Our competitive edge kept us going and putting our best foot forward at all times. We continued having our on and off again sexual relationship, but to him that’s all it was just sex.