by EJ Logan
“Take me Caleb now. I need you in me now,” I told him. He crashed his lips into mine while positioning himself and then ever so slowly entering me inch by shit he was big inch. I had to grit my teeth and turn my head because I knew if he realized his large size was causing me pain he would stop in a flash. Oh and I was not letting him stop.
Yeah, it hurt some but damn it felt good too. Once he was all the way in me he slowly started to thrust in and out of me. Every thrust felt better and better, and I could feel my orgasm building again, but I wanted more.
Catching him off guard, I flipped him over without breaking the contact we had down below. I started riding him picking up speed. Oh yeah, this is what I needed.
Caleb's face was one of pure pleasure as one of his hands grabbed my hip and the other made its way to my breasts.
"Ari" he growled trying to slow my pace but I was so close I wouldn't let him. "Ahh, Ari I...I'm coming,” He moaned, I felt his body tense as he let himself go into me. Seeing him lose control sent me over the edge, and we rode out our orgasms as one.
We laid there holding each other until I heard his breath even out as he fell asleep. Slowly I pulled myself out of his arms and made my way to the bathroom to clean up. I was a little upset and shocked that we didn't use a condom but at the moment I really hadn't even noticed. I mean I know I'm good when it comes to pregnancy. I'm on birth control that I take religiously, but he gets around, and if he were to give me anything I would fucking kill his fine ass.
Not wanting to worry about it now, I went back to his room and climbed into the bed with him. He moaned a little and then wrapped one of his strong arms around me pulling my body into his. I fell asleep loving the way this felt and hoping neither of us had any regrets about this night come tomorrow.
CHAPTEReighteen
Caleb
I woke to find my body wrapped around my beautiful little brunette who was still sound asleep. Mmm, last night was amazing. The problem with that is that I want more, being with her once didn't come close to getting her out of my system and with the way I'm feeling now I don't know if anything ever will.
Hmm, I wonder how she would feel about the long term friends with benefits relationship. Well, we can at least continue while, on our business trip, that would be perfect and maybe it would be enough for me to get over this, whatever it is. I don't want these feelings I have. I don't want to hurt her, and I don't want to get hurt myself.
Moving her hair, I leaned in and started placing kisses on her neck down to her shoulder and then backup. After doing this a few times, she started to squirm. "Mmmm" she moaned causing me to grow even harder than I already was.
As I was kissing down her neck again, she rolled over revealing her completely bare, large round tits. I couldn't help myself then; I kissed down nipping at the soft skin. "Ahh Caleb" she moaned.
I thought we were about to go for round two until she quickly sat up and pushed me off. "Stop it," she said laughing. Well, at least she seemed happy.
She started to get up, but I grabbed her by the waist pulling her to me. “Where do you think you’re going baby,” I whispered in her ear.
She laughed and wiggled away from me "The shower; It's already noon and everyone's going to be getting here in about an hour,”
“Do you want some company?” I asked her
She gave me a cute smirk “Only if you can catch me before I get in” she said, then she took off towards my bathroom. She was already through the door before I even started after her.
I took off as fast as I could only catch her right as she made her way through the shower door.
She looked up at me as I pulled her close. “Cutting it a little close there aren’t you?” She said giggling as I tickled her sides.
I was enjoying this playful side of Ari. I wasn't sure how she would be this morning, but I was happy she didn't make this awkward at all.
Pushing her up against the wall I gave her my best pouty face “Would you really not have let me join if I hadn't caught you?”
She shrugged and smiled up at me. "I guess we'll never know," before she could say another word I captured her lips with mine while I lifted her by her thighs until she wrapped her legs around my waist.
Slowly pulling away I reached over to finally turn the shower on, once it was nice and hot, I pulled Ari back into another kiss. I wanted this girl more than I wanted my next breath. I was about to push into her when I realized I needed a condom and that I hadn’t used one last night. “Shit, we didn't use any protection last night,”
Ari lifted her head from my neck where she was nibbling on my neck, it felt so good I almost said fuck the condom, how much trouble could a baby be anyway? What the fuck am I thinking I don't want a baby not now, not ever, a baby would just be another person to love and loose.
"Yeah, I know I realized that when I went to clean up last night. Should I be worried? Do you have something? I swore to god if you gave me something I'll freaking kill you Caleb,”
She was getting more worked up as she went, and it was as cute as can be. Taking one of my hands from her thigh and placing it on her cheek I had her look me in the eyes, so she knew I was serious when I told her this.
"Baby girl, calm down I didn't give you anything. I don't have anything; you are the only girl I have ever been with without using protection. You have nothing to worry about when it comes to that. What I'm concerned about is getting you knocked up, I'm not daddy material if you know what I mean,”
She gave me a sad, confused look "I don't know why you think you wouldn't be daddy material, your stable, caring, fun. I think you would make a wonderful dad but don't worry I have that taken care of. I use birth control; I've been on it since I was sixteen. So please, don’t stop again,” She said lengthening the e in please in a whiny tone while grinding her sweetness down on me.
Her telling me we were in the clear was all I needed to hear before pushing into her hard. I slammed her back into the tile wall causing her to moan, and me to take the opportunity to explore her mouth with mine. I don't know how long we were, but it sure didn't feel long enough, before we were both screaming out our release.
Reluctantly I set her down and then proceeded to wash her hair while she scrubbed down my entire body. Once we were clean and wrapped in towels, we made our way back to my room. I knew we needed to talk about this thing we have going on, and I hope to god she agrees to my idea. I'm not ready to give her up yet; I need more of her.
I watched as she started making her way out of my room, but I grabbed her arm to stop her before she could leave. “Hey baby girl we need to talk about this,” I said gesturing between us.
She smiled what I could only describe as a sad smile, and the look almost broke my cold heart. "It's okay Caleb, I know the way you work. I wasn't expecting more than last night, I mean between being in your room, cuddling all night and that amazing shower, I got a hell of a lot more than your whores usually get, and I had an amazing time. All I ask is that we keep this between us, I really don't want to hear Tess give me a lecture about it,”
Hearing her refer to herself as one of my whores pissed me off, she had to realize she meant more to me than that, how could she not? “First don't you ever think of yourself as one of my whores, you are nothing like those chicks. You are one of my best friends, and I care about you more than I have cared for a woman in many years,” I saw the questioning look she gave me, but I wasn't ready to talk to her about my mom and sister, and I don't know if I ever will be.
"Second I promise if it's what you want we can keep this between us. And third I want no I need more. I want to taste you and feel you again and again. I have wanted you since that first night we talked on the phone, and yeah I thought maybe being together would get that out of my system, but it hasn't, and I want more. So I was thinking maybe we can keep being together. Just during the business trip. Afterward, we can go back to the way we were, but until next Thursday you are mine and I am yours. What do you say?" I asked hopef
ully; I don't know what I would do if she said no. Maybe drop to my knees and beg. Like I told her I fucking needed her, I couldn't explain it if I tried. It was just this feeling I had.
She stood there staring at me while chewing her bottom lip for what felt like an eternity. I could see her contemplating my proposal, and I needed her to agree. Walking up to her, I pulled her body flush to mine. "Come on baby girl it’s just a few days of fun. It's not like I am asking you to marry me. Just a few hot nights together,” I said shrugging as if it were no big deal. When inside I was going crazy waiting for her answer.
Ari
What could I say god knows I wanted this with him? The problem was I also wanted more; I have been falling hard for him and being together while on this trip is only going to make those feelings stronger and I know it. The thing is I know he has real feelings for me too but for whatever reason he won't let himself be truly happy. For some reason he's terrified to let himself love, I just wish I knew why.
After contemplating it, I decided I would take whatever Caleb would give me, at least for now. Nodding I looked him in the eyes "Okay,”
Caleb smiled and pulled me to him in a big hug. "Okay? You want to be with me again?" he asked looking down at me while cupping my cheeks with his large hands. I just nodded.
Leaning in he captured my lips with his, but as it started to get heated, I pulled away. “No, not now,” I said shaking my head. “We need to get ready. Everyone will be here in like fifteen minutes, and they can't find us going at it in your room. That would be awkward,”
Sighing he reluctantly pulled away “Okay for now, but once everyone leaves you are all mine to do with as I please,”
"Hmm, I don't know if I should be scared or excited about that,” I said before kissing his cheek and walking out his door.
"Definitely excited,” I heard him yell to me as I closed his door and started through mine. I just laughed and shook my head. What the hell am I getting myself into? A huge heartbreak that's what, and even though I knew it, I couldn't say no.
I was happier than I had been in a long time. I'm sure the amazing night and three amazing orgasms had something to do with it, but I wasn't complaining. I threw on a bathing suit and covered it with a little blue sundress. I could already hear voices coming from the other room, so after throwing my hair into a messy bun and looking at myself in the mirror one last time I made my way out to everyone.
By the time I got out there almost everyone was out on the patio. Making my way to the kitchen, I heard hushed whispers. I almost turned around not wanting to interrupt whoever it was, until I heard Callie's voice. As I entered the kitchen, I saw her and Aiden in what looked to be a somewhat intense conversation. "Hey guys how’s it going?" I asked
They both looked over at me putting some more space between their bodies. I swear they both had that cat who ate the canary look, and it took everything in me not to laugh at their expressions.
"Hey," they both said in unison. Followed by complete silence can you say awkward? It didn't help when Caleb walked up behind me wrapping me in his arms around me and placing his chin on top of my head. I almost pulled away thinking everyone would know what we did, but after thinking about it I realized this isn't anything different than what we would have done any other day.
"Come on Ari let's go for a swim, I could use some fresh air this hangover is a doozy,” Callie said before grabbing my arm and pulling me out of Caleb's grasp.
"Hey, you took my headrest,” Caleb pouted to Callie
“I think you'll live, you get my girl whenever you want, and I’m leaving tomorrow and probably won't see her for a few weeks. I need my Ari time,” I couldn't help but laugh well until Aiden put in his two cents.
"Well, maybe I want her, she is my girl, she leaves tomorrow and I won't see her for a few weeks because when she gets back I'll be gone,” Aiden fake pouted
I wanted to smack him I knew he was only saying that to get a reaction out of Callie, but the only people to show any reaction were Caleb and I. Luckily Aiden, and Callie didn't even notice.
"Hey, I'm right here and I can decide on my own who I spend my time with. So Callie yes I would love to go swim with you, we barely got to spend time together yesterday, and that's why you're here. Aiden we'll hang a little later, okay and Caleb I think there will be plenty of chances for you to use me... as a headrest over the next few days. Now let's go" I said pulling Callie out of the house.
We hung out in and around the pool for a couple of hours and then enjoyed Jake’s excellent dinner. He was great on the grill. Tess did well with this one.
When the guys pulled out the guitar and took turns playing a song, I was anticipating Caleb's song choice. So when he started playing Demons by Imagine Dragons I was a little disappointed until I really thought about the lyrics and realized he was most definitely singing it to me.
I guess this was his warning not to let myself get too close. I'm not sure, but what I did want to know was what those demons are? What in his life could have been so bad that he refuses to let himself love and be happy with someone? All I knew was that one way, or another I was going to find this out one day.
A while, later everyone, started to head out of the house and as usual most of them were going out again. I swear they act like a bunch of college kids. I mean some of the guys were nearing thirty, how they could party like this all the time and still maintain their jobs and careers were beyond me.
I was dreading finding out both Aiden and Caleb's plans for the night. I knew that if Caleb went I would have my first heartbreak from this little affair we have going, on and I really didn't want Aiden to stay. I know, I know here I go being a bitch when it came to Aiden again. I do like him as a friend, and I did hang with him some tonight but for the most part I did my best to avoid him.
I mean it's not like I couldn't see something was going on between him and Callie. I just hated that they felt like they had to hide it from me. It made it feel like they were sneaking behind my back, not that I could say much isn't that the exact thing Caleb and I are doing?
I had just started to head to my room to change when Aiden came up and swung his arm around my shoulder “Hey beautiful are you cool if I go out?”
I smiled up at him happier than he could know that he was going out “Of course, have fun. Oh, can you keep Callie entertained? I feel like an awful friend that I'm not going with her, but I just don't feel up to it. Plus we leave at like noon tomorrow, and I still have to finish packing,”
“I...um...uh...yeah sure I’ll make sure Callie has a good time. Caleb said the same thing, you know if you guys would have packed earlier today you wouldn't have to do it tonight,” He said getting over his earlier fumble of words.
Though I wanted to call him out on it, I just gave him a hug "Thanks, Aiden,”
"Of course beautiful, so I will be by in the morning to say goodbye before you leave okay,” He said looking down at me. I almost thought I saw regret in his eyes, and I felt bad. I hope he didn't feel guilty over him and Callie. Ugh I need just to talk to him about everything. Tomorrow before I go I will tell him that we stand no chance of being anything more than friends and just hope we actually can be when all is said and done.
After everyone left Caleb, and I changed and then took are seats to watch a movie. Yeah, that didn't last long about five minutes in and we were both naked, I was on his lap with my head back against his shoulder as I screamed his name.
This continued for a while throughout the house well except the office which I will never have sex in. Just the thought of how many women he has taken in that place makes me want to gag. We ended in his room cuddled together under his blankets.
The next morning we were on a schedule and had a lot to do since we didn't get any of that packing done last night. So we took separate showers and went to work getting things ready to go. I had just finished packing the last of my toiletries when I heard the doorbell.
I made my way to the door swinging it open to see
a very depressed Aiden. Gesturing for him to come in, I followed him to the living room. "Hey, you okay? You don't look so good,” I asked
He looked into my eyes "Yeah I'm okay, but I have to do something. I just need to see something,” With no other explanation, his lips were on mine in one hell of a first kiss.
Even though, it was an amazing kiss I still didn't get that spark. It didn't make me want to rip his clothes off and have him right here and now.
After a few seconds, he finally pulled away, and it took me a minute to even say anything. When I looked at him, noticed his brow was furrowed and could tell he was feeling the same way. Thank god. "Nothing huh, like kissing your sister?" I asked
"Well, I wouldn't go as far as saying it was like kissing my sister but..,”
I finished for him though “but no spark right, believe me I understand. That’s why I didn't let you kiss me before. As much as I wanted there to be more between us all I feel with you is like being with a friend you know?”
He nodded “Yeah I know, I mean I really like you, and I think you're hot as hell but... I think I might have found the one. I'm sorry; I didn't want to hurt you,”
"Aiden it's cool. I have felt the same way for a while, but I just didn't know how to end things and still keep our friendship. So we're cool?" I asked
"Yeah, we're cool and thank you for being so awesome,” I walked him to the door and gave him one last hug "Well, have a good trip, don't work too hard, have some fun too,” He told me.
Oh, if he only knew the fun I would be having I thought. "I will, you have fun too and I'll see you in a few weeks,”