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FIRST COMES
LUST, THEN
COMES...
- A Sexy Interracial BWWM Erotic Romance Short Story from Steam Books
Shanika Patrice
Steam Books
Copyright © 2013 Steam Books Erotica & Romance
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Reese was losing her mind.
She walked back and forth trying to rock Mia to sleep and pleading with her to settle down, but all Mia was concerned about during this late time of night was talking baby talk to her mommy—it was 3:30 am!
“Girl, go to sleep,” Reese repeated, this time more drained and worn out than the previous times.
Mia’s response was a giggle. This warmed Reese’s heart, making it impossible for her to stay frustrated with her baby for too long.
Reese had become a first-time mother just four months ago when she gave birth to Mia. At age 28, she had always imagined that she would have been a mother, but not quite like this.
Reese had been seeing Mia’s father, Thomas, for about three months; then she found out she was pregnant. At first she was excited because her plan for her life was to be married by age 27 and then get started on a family. When Thomas came into the picture, she was excited abut the possibilities; they even discussed from the beginning how they both wanted children—at least two. When Reese missed her period and went to buy a pregnancy test to confirm what she already felt, she was initially nervous but excited at the same time. The more she thought about it, she convinced herself that Thomas would be thrilled, and he was.
Reese had met Thomas at an outside summer concert she attended with some friends from work. They talked her into going to see New Kids on the Block, because otherwise she would not have even imagined being at such a concert—New Edition was more her style. She was expecting to be the only African-American woman in the crowd, but surprisingly there were quite a few “sistas” there screaming for the New Kids.
That is when she saw Thomas; he was in the row in front of her, just diagonally from her. What made her notice him in the first place was how excited he was about being at a New Kids concert—his energy was just overwhelming as he laughed loudly and reminisced with his buddies about being fans back in the day, being simultaneously self-deprecating at himself for liking a cheesy boy band, but also being secure enough not to be embarrassed by it.
It got to a point that by the time the group hit the stage Reese and her buddies had practically joined Thomas and his buddies in the celebration of the New Kids reunion. Reese could tell by his flirting that Thomas, or Tommy as his friends called him, was into her. Eventually he had squeezed himself on the row she and her friends were sitting.
Man, he smells good, she thought a number of times, as she caught whiffs of his cologne while they danced along with the rest of the crowd. Reese was so glad she had put her hair in braids this week because she would have sweated her hair out in this humidity, but it would have been well worth it. She left that concert with the love of her life that night, so she thought.
That night after leaving the concert, the two broke away from their group of friends and decided to go to a nearby pub to converse some more over drinks. Reese talked about her love for this new city she had become a part of just a year ago. The job offer to take on the role of editorial supervisor for an advertising agency was what brought her from her small, urban upbringing. Luckily, it was only a short distance away and she was still close to family and friends. In recent months, she was just starting to get a feel for her new town and loving the social scene.
As Reese used her hands and body language to express herself, Tommy watched her very intently. From the moment he saw the curvaceous, short, beautiful woman, who stood about four inches shorter than him, he was instantly drawn in.
Tommy came from a small city also, but was more exposed to a predominantly white community. He was mixed, born to a white mother and a black father. He had only dated white women in his past, but that was due to what he was primarily exposed to. When he moved to the city over two years ago, he was also in love with the social scene and the diverse atmosphere, but still stayed close to what he was familiar with; that was until Reese literally danced into his life.
Reese and Tommy’s whirlwind romance moved quickly after that. They exchanged numbers and that following day marked the start of daily communication between them; sometimes several calls a day that then turned into face-to-face visits with one another.
Tommy took Reese on their first official date the following weekend after they had met. They went for a picnic in the park, which Tommy had made ham and turkey wraps with chips, fruit, chocolates and a bottle of wine—very romantic and sweet.
From that moment, Reese was ready to run her fingers through his fine light-brown hair and devour him along with everything else spread out on the blanket. Tommy was also thinking similar thoughts watching Reese’s gorgeous legs in her short red denim shorts stretched out on the blanket. The evening was perfect, and neither wanted it to end. Reese suggested that they watch a movie once they got back to her place. The movie had barely started before Reese and Tommy were all over each other on the floor in Reese’s entertainment room.
Tommy went in for the kiss, surprising Reese because she wasn’t expecting him to make his move that soon in the evening. From the moment their lips touched, they both found it difficult to pull away from each other. Tommy licked and lightly sucked Reese’s bottom lip, opening her mouth enough to push his tongue inside her mouth to search for her tongue.
Tommy began to move his kisses down her neck as his hand massaged her breasts through her shirt. He could feel Reese’s nipples hardening with his touch, and her moans were starting to make him hard. Reese lifted off her shirt, giving Tommy a view of her breasts pushed up filling out the purple bra that looked perfect against her creamy brown skin.
Tommy pulled down the cup on her left breast just enough for her nipple to fall out so he could lean in and lightly tease it with his tongue; this drove Reese mad as she widened her legs enough for Tommy to position himself between them to be directly face-to-face with her erect nipples and give them all the attention that he wanted to give them.
Reese began unbuttoning her shorts, which made Tommy begin to use his tongue to make a trail south, taking time to concentrate on her belly button and then move toward the top of her shorts. Tommy aggressively pulled and slid her shorts and purple thong down her firm legs. He placed them around his neck as he leaned forward first using his finger to enter her. Reese was so wet, which turned Tommy on even more. He then leaned in closer, replacing his finger with his tongue.
“Damn, baby—you sure can eat some pussy!” Reese moaned out.
This made Tommy go even deeper, continuing to taste Reese as the grip of her legs around his neck got stronger. As she climaxed and her legs shook, she grabbed his head, begging for him to fuck her.
“Do you have a condom?” she asked.
“No. I wasn’t planning on this going down so soon, even if I wanted it to,” Tommy re
sponded with a smile but continuing to pull his pants and boxers down revealing his long, erect penis.
The temptation was getting even stronger.
“I’m clean, baby. I’m not out there like that,” Tommy said as he grabbed Reese’s hand, directing her to stroke him.
“Aww, baby you not even right for doing this! I’m so turned on, but it’s not just that. I’m not on any birth control,” Reese said as she continued stroking Tommy’s dick, making the situation harder (literally).
“Can I just put the head in? I promise, I’ll pull it out before anything happens,” Tommy begged as he leaned in for a kiss.
Reese gave in as she stretched out on the couch lying on her stomach. Tommy lay on top of her, gently entering her. As his hardness pushed inside of her, Reese let out a moan that let Tommy know that she was pleased.
“Ahh, yes baby—damn that feels good!” Reese said as she started moving slowly with his motion as he moved in and out of her. Tommy began to move faster as he got more excited with how wet and tight Reese felt around his dick.
“Damn, you got some good pussy!” Tommy said as he grabbed her ass cheeks and squeezed as he came, pulling out right in the nick of time—at least this time.
That erotic night was not the last of their sessions as their relationship blossomed, even at the rate it was moving, so quickly, so intimately. Eventually there was less concern about the possibilities of what could happen if they were not careful, and months later baby Mia was created.
After taking the pregnancy test she bought from the store, Reese scheduled an appointment with her doctor to confirm. She and Tommy had spoken about the possibilities and plans beforehand, and she was hoping Tommy would offer to go to the appointment with her; he didn’t offer and she did not ask him to accompany her either.
As soon as the doctor gave her the news, Tommy was the first person that she called. Reese did not think much of it at the time because she knew Tommy had to go into the law office. She left him a message that simply said, “Congratulations, Daddy!”
They both were a bit nervous; neither of them had children. Still, they agreed that everything would be fine and they would make great parents if Reese found out she was indeed pregnant.
But days later, Tommy’s mood was different. The day she got the news and left Tommy that message, she would not hear back from him until three days later.
Reese even held off on telling her best friends because she knew that the first question they would ask was what did Tommy say when she gave him the news. She was beyond upset with Tommy by this point, and she knew she would break down if his name would be mentioned.
The one person she did tell, surprisingly, was her mom. This would be her mom’s first grandchild, plus she found it hard to keep things from her. She managed to not break down when asked about Tommy, but that’s because she had went to visit her mom and told her the news as soon as she left the appointment; she had no clue that Tommy would be missing in action this long.
Reese’s heart was broken by Tommy’s distance, especially considering her attempts to reach him several times those days, and then the third morning on a Saturday. Although Tommy resurfaced by that early afternoon, the situation would not get better.
When Tommy stopped by Reese’s home that afternoon, Reese figured he would have sorted through his fears or whatever feelings he had about the news. She envisioned welcoming him with open arms and assuring him that everything would be just fine with them as a couple and as a family once the baby came along.
Before she could even begin that conversation, Tommy’s first words upon entering her place stopped her in her tracks: “I can’t do this Reese. I’m sorry.”
Reese was too proud to fight for this thing between them to work, and Tommy’s delivery made it easier for her to not put herself out there to be hurt even further.
“You’re not going to say anything?” he asked, surprised by her calmness.
“What do you want me to say Thomas?” she responded, using his given name as she preferred to do. “You want me to go off on you and grill you on why you’re not ready to step up and be a real man when it’s time to be responsible, although you sure were ready to stick your dick in me and risk this happening?”
“Wait, you can’t blame…”
“I’m not blaming you for this shit, Thomas. I take responsibility for getting caught up in the moment, too, but the difference is I’m being responsible about this now.” Reese interrupted. “We talked about this and you sat right here and acted like you were ready to stick by me in all of this. Now that we know there is a baby coming, you can easily disappear and have me worried for days wondering what’s on your mind. Then when you show up, the first thing you tell me is that you’re going to bail out on us?”
Tommy was speechless. He knew Reese had every right to be upset, but he could not fathom being a father right now. He felt that there was still so much he needed to do with his life in order to be a good provider; he could not share that with Reese, she would not understand. He was working toward a promotion in the firm and although the money was good, he was not where he strived to be. Tommy cared for Reese deeply, but this pregnancy was not something he was ready for. This was definitely a hard lesson—for the both of them.
“Get the fuck out, Thomas. You’re not saying anything I need to hear. We’ll be fine without you. In case you are wondering, I will be keeping the baby so if you were even thinking of suggesting…”
“Reese baby, I was not even thinking of suggesting such a thing,” he interrupted her.
“Oh, don’t act like it’s not your style. And to tell you the truth, I don’t even know why I didn’t even think about that after you told me about how you had your ex abort her baby.”
Reese knew she had went too far when she saw the sad expression on Tommy’s face, but validated her words of choice because of the pain she was feeling.
Reese was the first to break the short awkward silence by walking back to the door and opening it, giving Tommy the signal to leave.
Tommy silently walked past her without another word. As he began to turn around to say something to not end things so dramatically, the door slammed in his face.
All he could manage to say after that was, “Damn.”
~ ~ ~
Months later Reese gave birth to her 6-lb ball of joy that she named Mia after her favorite aunt. When Reese was admitted to the hospital she did the adult thing and had Natalie, one of her best friends, call Tommy to let him know that Reese’s water broke. Although Tommy never confirmed whether he would show up or not to the hospital, no one was surprised when he did not make an appearance to see his newborn daughter.
What Reese did not know was that Tommy did show up at the hospital hours after she and Mia were released to go home. It would then take him a couple of days after that to “man up” and call Reese to see if he could stop by to see her and Mia.
It was their first conversation since she had kicked him out, but Reese knew she had to do the right thing for her daughter. Regardless of how much she did not want to see Tommy’s face or be around him, she did not want to ever prevent Mia from getting to know her father.
Tommy stopped by Reese’s the next day to meet his daughter. When Reese opened the door, Tommy greeted her with a bouquet of flowers, which Reese accepted with a smile, warm hello and thank you. In his other hand, he had a basket filled with a variety of baby necessities that he said his mother had put together.
Reese was surprised to hear this because it had not crossed her mind that Mia’s paternal grandparents even knew about their granddaughter. As if reading Reese’s mind, or picking up on the look on her face, Tommy explained that he had shared with his parents many months back that he had a baby on the way.
“They always ask about you, Reese. They’ve wanted to meet you before we broke up. I did eventually share with them how I messed things up and that it might take some time before they could meet the baby.”
“Thomas, I wou
ld never keep you or your parents away from Mia.” Reese smiled, a genuine one. “Speaking of which, are you ready to meet her?”
Tommy responded with a big smile as Reese led him to the nursery that she had decorated in a variety of pastel colors. She had planned on keeping the baby’s gender a surprise so she did not make the room gender specific, but the closer she got to her due date Reese became even more anxious to know if she was having a girl or a boy. Once she got the news that she was having a girl, she and her mom decorated the room with more gender-specific toys, stuffed animals, dolls, books and games that they thought would be perfect for a beautiful baby girl. The baby shower that Natalie and Angela, Reese’s other best friend, put together brought even more pink and flowery baby gifts and outfits to complete the nursery. Mia was already spoiled and had only been in this world for a few days.
When they entered the nursery, Tommy paused near the door while Reese went to the crib to pick up Mia who was sound asleep. Reese turned around and saw the nervous look on Tommy’s face, as he stayed frozen in the same spot by the door.
“Thomas, no need to be scared. Here, come sit and I’ll put her in your arms. She won’t break,” Reese politely teased as she nodded toward the wooden rocking chair that her aunt Mia had given her as a shower gift. Reese had always wanted a rocking chair, and now she had one that she planned to pass down to Mia once she became of age.
Tommy remained quiet but gently smiled and sat in the chair, preparing to hold the beautiful angel he saw squirming in Reese’s arms. As Reese put Mia in Tommy’s arms, directing him on how to hold her head, Tommy just stared at his sleeping beauty with her head full of dark-brown hair and skin color just as light as her father’s. It took everything in himself to not cry like he wanted. Reese, on the other hand, had already started tearing up at the sight of seeing Tommy hold Mia for the first time.
“I’ll give you two some time alone. I’ll be back,” Reese said as she prepared to excuse herself.
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