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by Lyssa Layne


  Bentley and Bri’s parents cheer and I hear his dad make a comment about not being able to escape his princesses. I smile at his comment and lean forward, trying to read Jules’ expression. She wraps her arms around a grinning Bentley and rests her head on his chest. He leans down and kisses the top of her head, his other arm picking up his daughter.

  Bentley looks at his sister and pokes her side. “Come on, sis. Share the news.”

  Bri looks up at J.P., who is grinning and announces, “Callum’s going to have a baby sister.”

  Bri squeals as she hugs her mother and her father shakes J.P.’s hand. I lean back, watching my friends celebrate, folding my hands behind my head. Glancing into the bedroom, I see my love roll over, fast asleep in our bed. When I turn back to the computer, Jules has taken the computer into another room and it’s just me and her.

  “A girl, Julianna, you’re going to have a daughter!”

  She nods, something obviously on her mind. “Yeah, another girl for Bent…”

  I sigh. “Stop it. That man is beside himself about another daughter. Besides, if he really wants a boy, then you’ll just have to try again.”

  Jules snarls at me and laughs. “Ha, ha, I don’t think so.” She pauses, then asks. “You really think he’s excited? Because I really wanted a girl!”

  I chuckle and nod. “Yes, Julianna, he is happy and it’s okay for you to be excited, too. How’s everything going?”

  “Ugh, I hate being pregnant. Bentley cooked dinner the other night, including brownies for dessert and I sobbed. The other morning, I couldn’t get my pants buttoned and Emmy told me it was okay to get fat since I had a baby inside me and I lost it. My boobs hurt, I have to pee all the time, and if one more person touches my stomach, I swear I’ll scream.”

  I laugh, that’s the Jules that I know and love. “At least you’re pregnant with Bri so she can commiserate with you.”

  “Are you kidding me? She’s one of those crazy women who love every part of being pregnant. Mark my words, this definitely isn’t their last kid.”

  “Smitty?” I hear from the bedroom.

  I turn back to the screen. “Congrats, Jules, I’m excited for you guys. I need to get back to bed, but I’ll call you this weekend.”

  Jules lifts her eyebrows. “Bed? Is there going to be a baby Smitty soon?”

  I roll my eyes. “G’night, Julianna.”

  “You’ll be back before I have baby Ladner, right?”

  “Of course, Jules, I wouldn’t miss it.”

  Pleased with my answer, Jules says goodbye and we end our call. Closing the laptop, I walk into our bedroom. Pulling back the sheet, I slide underneath and pull Sloan’s body against mine. She slips her leg between mine and buries her head.

  “I’m freezing,” she mumbles, still in a sleepy haze.

  “Sorry, babe. It was the gender reveal for the babies tonight.”

  Sloan turns her head up to me. “Why didn’t you wake me up?” She sticks out her bottom lip, pouting.

  I smile and trace my finger over her lip. “Because you’re so peaceful when you sleep and you’ve been exhausted lately.” Sloan’s business exploded. When we moved here a few weeks ago, she only had a handful of clients and already she has tripled that. I’m not surprised, she’s amazing all around, but especially when it comes to her work.

  My fingers run through her long hair. The image of my friends and their excitement replays in my mind. There was a time in my life where I wanted all of that. A wife, kids, my parents excitement over grandbabies, but right now, in this moment, I have everything I’ve ever needed.

  I brush my lips across her forehead. “Girls. They’re both having girls.”

  “Oh! How exciting! I can’t wait to go shopping for them. I saw the most adorable outfit in the boutique the other day—”

  “What were you doing looking at baby clothes?”

  Sloan leans up and kisses me softly. “Relax, babe. Right now, it’s just you and me, I promise.”

  My hand runs down her cheek. “Do you want kids?”

  Sloan gives me an Eskimo kiss and drops her head to my ear, nibbling on it. “I like practicing.”

  I laugh and run my hand down her bare back, giving her backside a playful tap. She jumps and giggles, moving herself so she’s straddling me. I slide my hands up and down her thighs while she rubs herself against my semi-hard erection. I close my eyes, enjoying the sensations she’s sending through my body. We may have both been afraid of loving again when we met, but now, neither of us holds back.

  Sloan

  Smitty’s hands mindlessly wander from my thighs to my stomach over my chest and back down. I love this man, I love him with every fiber of my being. I want nothing more than to be in his presence for the rest of my life. He’s definitely not Cooper and he never will be, just like I’ll never be his Caroline. Instead, we’re Smitty and Sloan, our own kind of relationship that is unique and of its own.

  On our flight to Europe, we both agreed that neither of us saw marriage in our future. We both know that we’ve found the one person that completes us and we don’t need a certificate to show it. Instead, we’ve agreed to focus on living in the moment, loving as much as we can, and never wasting a second together. Despite our vows of living in unwedded bliss together for the rest of our lives, the topic of children has never been broached, which isn’t too shocking considering we’ve only known each other four months. I’ve never even thought about kids, but I’m not opposed to the idea.

  Smitty’s mouth finds mine and I rub harder against his excited manhood. He moans in my mouth and I lift up my hips, using my hand to guide him. He easily glides deep inside and I lean back, hands on his thighs, letting out a purr of desire myself.

  His hands find my breasts and he squeezes them tightly. “Let me put on a condom, babe.”

  I lean up and look in his eyes. “What if you didn’t?”

  His eyebrows dash to the top of his forehead. “Seriously?”

  I shrug. “It was just an idea,” I mumble, embarrassed and having received Smitty’s answer to whether or not he wants children.

  Smitty takes my hands and pulls them to his chest, making my head tilt forward and look him in the eyes. “Sloan Talbott, you’re my favorite what if,” he says and begins rocking his hips gently. I grin as I lean forward and let my lips graze his. I can’t imagine life without this man.

  Holding him against me so that our chests touch, I use my index finger to write on his shoulder: Y-E-S. He looks up at me with a cocked eyebrow.

  “Yes, I want kids, but more than anything I want you.”

  His hips pick up speed and he kisses me passionately. “I’m all yours, baby.”

  ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

  A huge shoutout and thank you to my beta readers: Jill Blake, Kelley Kidder, K.S. Thomas, and Rachelle Ayala. As always, much appreciation to the wonderful Melissa Keir for her amazing formatting skills, Tami Adams of Magic of Books Promotions for your awesome proofreading, and Linda Kage from Kage Cover Designs for the beautiful cover. To my lovers of Lyssa Layne, the absolute best readers in the world, thank you for urging me to write faster and keep your Kindle full.

  OTHER BOOKS BY LYSSA LAYNE

  Everybody’s After Love

  The Right Pitch

  Fear of Striking Out

  Loved by the Linebacker

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  Burning Lovesick Series:

  Love is a Fire

  Burst Into Flame

  Love Can’t Save You

  ABOUT THE AUTHOR

  Lyssa Layne is first, and foremost, the proud momma to her precious daughter, AR. In addition to working full-time and being a mommy to AR, she is also an avid St. Louis Cardinals fan, a runner, blogger, and an infertility survivor.

  Having watched one too many medical dramas and being inspired by author Rachelle Ayala, who introduced her to the world of indie writing, Lyssa decided to try her hand at writing a romance story. Her attempt turned into the Burning Lovesick series. You
can find Lyssa’s own interests throughout her stories although all stories are fictional.

  Contact Her

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  Throughout all the wedding festivities, Jules’ path continues to cross with Paulie’s future brother-in-law, Bentley Ladner. Bentley soon begins to take on Paulie’s role in Jules’ life, which neither of the Rossi siblings is too sure about. Can Jules cope with the secrets Bentley is keeping? Or will she lose his support when she finally decides to give love a chance?

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  Dr. Katy Malone has sworn off love after losing those she loves most in her life including her father, a member of the FDNY. She has decided to spend her time focusing on her medical research. Her ex-fiancée, and fellow doctor, isn’t ready to give up on loving her though.

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