He bolted upright, rubbing himself down from head to toe with his cloak. As soon as his fingers and toes began to tingle, he jogged slowly between the rocks, kicking his knees high, shaking his hands. He began to shiver uncontrollably, but he thought that might be good.
As his wits returned, he felt sick. Starved. Weak and clumsy and exhausted. He knew if he lay down again, or let himself sit for longer than a few moments, he'd drift off. And he wouldn't return. So he walked, and when he got too tired, he leaned against a pillar until he felt well enough to go on. He'd gone some distance from the staircase, but without a clear sense of the sun's position, and with his head swimmy and confused, he wasn't positive he was heading in the right direction. His feet hurt. At some point the moss wore away. It was afternoon, probably, but that meant he had a whole day left in the Fingers.
He stopped, with no strength or will to keep searching. A couple of tears wound down his cheeks. He tasted salt on the back of his tongue. He closed his eyes. A faraway rumble carried through the silence. In his state, he felt certain that Dante had found him and was punching a chasm in the ground, that he'd tumble inside never to be found, the same fate as Lira, just one more bag of nether being returned to the messy web of shadows that enwrapped the whole planet.
The rumble faded. Three seconds later, it repeated. It was the surf.
He blinked back his tears, feeling foolish, and headed toward the sound. The fog thinned. Below him, white-yellow sand curved to north and south. He found the staircase soon thereafter and sat beside it to massage his feet. A deep part of him yearned to stagger down it and end this nonsensical quest—just what was he doing here? Not just up here in the Fingers willingly shaking hands with death, but in Pocket Cove at all?—but he felt his ego tear from its cocoon, grab him by the collar, and scream into his ear.
He wasn't going to give in. And he wasn't going to die. He was going to find greatness.
That night, the nether flitted around him like black shooting stars. He tried to summon the shadows to his hands, but they remained as aloof as the heavens beyond the clouds. He persisted. Morning came. He stood beside the stairs until the sun's blocked glow stood overhead. One step at a time, he descended. Standing on the sand, Minn's face was white with worry. He collapsed.
It took a few days of sleeping to prove he was fine. He wasn't certain what he'd learned Betweening in the Fingers (except that he never wanted to do that again), but he did feel closer to the nether. He spent days at the tide pools urging it to separate from its hosts and come to him. When that stalled, he stripped nude and dived into the waves, meaning to literally shock himself out of his rut. It felt incredible, doubly so once he got out and ran to the caves to shudder in front of a fire, but the wisdom of Summer remained elusive.
The actual year ended. He stood on the beach to see the first dawn. Minn joined him. "Where is Summer?"
Blays laughed. "In hibernation."
"How are you trying to move the nether?"
"By calling to it. Summoning it. That's what you're supposed to do, right?"
"Why should it listen?"
"Because I say so?" A wave retreated and he watched pea-sized crabs scurry to bury themselves in the wet sand. "Seriously, because I want it to. Is that wrong?"
She folded her arms. "Hell if I know."
"Oh. That's one of those questions where the answer is whatever I find in myself. Hate those ones."
"Then answer it quickly and get it over with."
"Because it wants death and knows that I will die," he blurted.
"Are you afraid of that?"
"That's why they call it 'death,' isn't it?"
"They do," she conceded. "But I didn't ask about them. If I told you that you'd die tomorrow, what would you do?"
"Check your sleeves for poison," he laughed. "I'd do nothing. Climb up to the Fingers and watch the surf."
"That's it?"
"I've had fun. I came here to be reborn. If instead, my life were to end, maybe that's the same thing."
"Are you serious?" she said. "Or is that typical soldier bravado?"
He shook his head. "Who can tell until it happens?"
She nodded toward his waist. He glanced down. A fly had landed on his fingers. He jerked his hand to dislodge it, but it held fast. He looked up and gaped. Minn grinned. The shadows swirled around his finger, cold in the way that it felt when he held his hand above a sheet of ice. He'd done it. His Year was over.
15
"A white sword," Ast said. "Well, we'll never hear from the monsters again."
Dante lifted its tip. "This sword is taken from Barden."
Ast laughed. "The White Tree doesn't shed leaves or branches. Since the day it sprouted, it hasn't been broken."
Dante nodded, mildly impressed by Ast's knowledge. "Until I got there."
He wheeled the sword over his head and slammed it into the table. The blade hit the wood with a jolt to his wrist. Instead of the ring of steel, the impact made a flat crack. The sword passed through and bit into the ground. The table teetered, then fell in half, parted down the middle.
Onlookers gazed at the weapon. After a pause, Vinsin knelt by the table and rubbed the cleaved edges. "Waste of a good table."
"Kappers may be toughened against nether." Dante wiped dirt from the sword's tip. "But this could cut the clouds from the sky."
Ast rubbed his hand down his mouth. "Are you provisioned?"
"For a month or more."
"Then we move now. If the blizzards beat us to the divide, no amount of want will get us through."
Cee tipped back her head to the clear blue skies. "Do you know something we don't, pal?"
"Yes." Ast patted his pockets, reminding himself of what was on his person. "The names of three dozen men who've died on those peaks."
"Oh."
"Don't you want to discuss your payment?" Dante said.
"A man of your stature has the means to make it worth my while—and I'm sure a man of your honor will see that it is fair." He excused himself and jogged toward the cliffside homes.
Somburr moved beside Dante. "You know this man?"
Dante nodded. "Like I said. He's the one who led us to the lights."
"I don't trust him."
"You don't trust anyone."
"People have odors," Somburr said unhappily. "He reeks of betrayal."
"Then it's good you're here to watch my back."
While he waited for Ast to return with his personal effects, Dante spoke with Vinsin about compensating Soll for the table. Vinsin attempted to brush it off on the grounds that whatever mission Dante was on would likely enhance the village's safety, but Dante sat at an intact table and penned a quick note to Olivander, to be delivered to Narashtovik by whoever was heading that way soonest. As he finished, he allowed himself a small smile. This was just the sort of responsibility Olivander would want to see him take.
Ast returned wearing a long sword with a round guard, its scabbard carved with a spiral reminiscent of a kapper's horn. Dante assigned him a pony. Ast eyed the creature, ran his fingers through its thick mane, bent to examine the tufts around its sturdy hooves. Satisfied, he swung into the saddle and moved to the point.
The ponies trudged up the switchback north of town without hesitation. At the grassy meadow above, shepherds shaded their eyes to watch the team strike out for the wilds. Lew raised his hand and waved. A woman waved back.
The ponies had some problems with the talus field beyond the meadow. They picked their way step by step, planting each hoof firm before trusting it to hold. They resumed their pace at the pine forest. Dante could smell the cold in the air. Pine needles, too, but the odor had changed. It was more brittle, as if the trees had retreated into themselves in advance of the coming freeze.
As the daylight grew hard and yellow, Ast spoke for the first time since departing from Soll. "Where do you intend to sleep? The ponies can't climb up to a cave."
"Somburr and I worked that out on the way here," Dante
said. "It's a bit gruesome. But less so than waking up to a herd of mauled ponies."
Ast scowled. "Anything would be."
They rode along the cliffs edging the forest, stopping once they spotted the cave Dante had created on their first time through. It was too small for all of them to sleep in comfortably, but three could fit in it without problem—and should disaster strike, in the form of malevolent beasts or indifferent storms, they could pack themselves tight until Dante was able to expand it enough to stretch their legs.
They grazed the ponies on the thin, dying grass. As soon as the sun fell below a ridge, Dante heaved up a saddlebag and extracted a squirrel, two possums, three rats, two rabbits, and eight mice. All were undead. He and Somburr had been collecting them since Somburr devised this plan on their second night out from Narashtovik. It was straightforward enough that Dante likely could have conceived it on his own, but he appreciated a) that Somburr had shown more foresight and b) was not squeamish about using the animals as sentries.
He sent his half of the creatures scattering into the twilight to keep their eyes out for kappers and more mundane predators. There would be bears in the mountains. They might have already retired to their caves for the winter, but any wolves in the area would be growing hungrier by the day. Somburr kept his half of the scouts on the fringes of camp, near enough that their rustling made Dante's heart leap every few minutes.
"Where exactly in Weslee do you intend to go?" Ast asked during their dinner of completely unremarkable travel fare.
"We're not yet sure," Dante said. "Do you know it well enough to offer suggestions?"
"You're braving the Woduns. On the verge of winter. And you don't know where you're going?"
"We're following the lights. We were told we could learn more about them in Weslee. Do you know of such a place?"
Ast chewed, thinking. "No."
"Then get us through the Woduns via the safest route possible. We'll take it from there."
Both he and Somburr could have slept the whole night—the creatures would wake them through their mental link should they encounter anything dog-sized or larger—but Dante stayed up the first few hours anyway, listening to the woods, its screeching owls and lonely coyotes. He was glad he wasn't alone.
The cold of the night persisted through the morning. The others were stiff and grouchy and so was he.
"Think we can risk a fire tonight?" he said.
Ast glanced across the woods. "Kappers know that campfires are attended by their favorite kind of walking meat. So it depends on how much confidence you have in your rats—and your sword."
Dante nodded, mildly annoyed at Ast's lack of faith. Dante may have been an outsider, but he wasn't some wealthy, sheltered nobleman hiring locals to help him hunt cougars or bears. He compressed his irritation and prepared for the day's ride.
The forest quit abruptly, depositing them into an endless scree of rocks of all sizes. Ast scouted ahead for paths of solid stone that would be better suited for the ponies. Eager to prove himself, Dante joined the search. He may not know the mountains, but he could damn well tell the difference between jumbled stones and an even surface. They rode for miles, stopping whenever the ponies balked and needed to be detoured.
"Did you intend us to skirt the ravine?" Ast asked as the day wore on. "Or were you thinking of bridging it?"
"Bridging," Dante replied at once. "This time, I don't have to worry about conserving myself to build caves each night. Nor about exhausting my power to heal or do harm. In his own right, Somburr's just as capable as I am."
Ast didn't look entirely convinced, but he didn't object. They exited the spread of talus and stopped before the ravine. While the others took the opportunity to dismount, stretch their legs, and have a snack, Dante cut open his arm and let the blood fall to the ground. This gap was wider than anything he'd bridged, so rather than extending a path direct from one side to the other, he drew out his supports first, extending diagonal struts of rock to connect in the middle of the canyon. He fleshed these out with triangular junctions to help disperse the weight of their passage, then paved his bridge across the gap.
Somburr watched with naked curiosity. "I've always meant to ask, was that hard to learn?"
"The work of months," Dante said, letting out a shaky breath. "And refining it's taken years. Do you think it would come in handy on your ventures?"
"It occurs to me that, if you were to open a hole in the floor beneath a person—an enemy king, say—you could drop him inside and reseal the hole and no one would ever know."
"That's a disturbing thought."
"No," Somburr said. "What's disturbing is the thought of liquid stone flooding their mouth to choke off their screams."
He couldn't argue with that. Dante walked across the bridge himself to test it, delving his focus into the reshaped rock. He felt no hint of weakness or strain. Though the icy stream glittered a hundred feet below, the ponies were well used to clambering around on narrow paths and mountain slopes, and didn't slow down as they were led to the other side one by one.
They crossed a snowfield, descended to another forest. That night, Dante spent his time on watch looking out for the Ghost Lights—for Cellen—but saw nothing out of the ordinary in the skies or on the ground. At the second ravine, where he'd slain the kapper, he repaired his broken bridge and buttressed it with additional supports. Below, white bones showed within broken black shells.
They made good time before their next camp. That night, a feeling like numbed pain spiked him from sleep long before dawn. His link with one of the mice had gone dead.
"Did you lose one, too?" Somburr said.
Dante jumped. "Just now. When was yours?"
"Twelve minutes ago."
"Have you been counting the seconds?"
Somburr nodded. "Haven't seen the attacker."
Dante hopped between the sight of each of his remaining scouts. Their night vision was better than his, but showed nothing more than trees and pale pockets of snow.
"Go back to bed," Somburr said. "I'll sleep in the saddle."
When Dante got back up, clouds skidded across the sky, mounting on the eastern peaks. He joined the others for breakfast. "We lost two scouts last night."
Lew looked up from his cornbread. "Kappers?"
"Owls, I expect. But keep your eyes open."
"Good tip," Cee said. "As it turns out, eyes are especially useful when you're stumbling around the mountains."
"We've got more than kappers to worry about," Ast said, ignoring her sarcasm. "We'll see a storm this afternoon."
Ahead lay the boulder-strewn field where their last trip had ended. Since they were no longer hunting the lights, Ast skirted it, swinging to the north through a notch in the ridge. Snows crusted the slopes, shrubs clinging gamely to any hold they could find. The mountains were already so high Dante thought they must be crossing the divide, but the other side opened to an up-and-down jumble of hills, screes, and cliffs, glued together by blue-white glaciers striated by the constant winds. On the horizon, another spread of mountains soared yet higher.
Dante's ears ached. Since the day before, even moderate strain had left him taxed for breath. Ast seemed little worse for wear, and Somburr's expression was as elsewhere as always, but he saw the discomfort in Cee and Lew's faces, too.
"Is it much further?" he said.
Ast pulled his scarf down from his mouth. Steam gushed from his nose. He pointed to the distant peaks. "That's the divide."
"Oh, thank the gods," Lew said.
Dante felt relief, but not much. The glacier field looked like the work of two days by itself. And unless Ast knew a hidden pass through the divide, they'd have to climb another thousand feet or more of stark terrain before they looked on Weslee.
But it was a bit late for complaints. They moved on. Dante and Somburr sent their animal scouts bounding ahead to check for pathways through the ice. After a short descent, they slogged through four inches of powdery snow overlaying hard-p
acked ice that likely never melted. The ponies crunched along. An hour into the walk across the ice, one pony stopped and danced away, holding up its left front hoof. Dots of red pattered the snow; it had sliced itself on a blade of ice. Dante instructed Lew to heal it.
Lew dismounted and sent the nether to wipe away the animal's wound. The pony snorted and hopped sideways, kicking its foot about as if it itched. Abruptly, it calmed down and gazed across the snow like nothing had happened.
The skies grayed. Glittering powder gusted in flurries. One of the dead rabbits stumbled on an alternate route a quarter mile to the southeast. It required navigating a tricky frozen slope, but the glacier at the bottom flowed like a solid river for at least a mile, a much cleaner path than the eskers and slants ahead of them.
Ast agreed and they angled toward the idle rabbit scout. The powder in the air thickened, accumulating in the folds of their cloaks. It wasn't just the wind. It was snowing. By the time they got to the slope, the skies were charcoal; incoming snow whirled around them, dropping visibility to a couple hundred yards.
Ast paused before the descent. A long ramp of ice fed down to the glacier hundreds of feet below. The ice was solid and broad, but ahead and to the left, the edge plunged sharply, riddled with deep blue folds.
"We'll lead the ponies." Ast dropped from the saddle. "Slow and steady. If you hear a crack or a pop, abandon the beasts as fast as you can."
The lower half of Lew's face was muffled, but concern shined in his eyes. And yet the angle looked worse than it was. Ast led, swiveling his head to gauge the ground. There was little powder on the slope and the ice beneath Dante's feet was gritty and irregular, making for relatively solid footing. They proceeded in a loose line, careful not to follow directly behind one another in case of a mishap.
Halfway down the decline, with another tenth of a mile to go, Ast's pony yanked its head, tearing the reins from his gloved hands. He cursed and stomped after it. The ice to Dante's right crackled. The hair stood up on the back of his neck. He dropped the reins and tensed his legs.
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