by M. D. Massey
At least the doc, Gabby, and Bobby got away. That was some small comfort.
“Aw, shit—lookee what we got here.” Atkins, one of Corporal Jones’s cronies, was eyeballing me down the barrel of an AK-47.
“What the hell, Atkins—they don’t trust you with a real weapon?” I nodded at the rifle in his hands.
Atkins grunted. “Keep on a talkin’, pretty boy. The colonel’s got sumthin’ planned fer you, and he says whoever brung you in alive’d get a per-motion.” He licked his lips and smiled, and I noticed he was missing several teeth. “‘Sides, if I killed you before Jones got a holt of you, he’d be awful dis’pointed.” Atkins stepped forward and butt stroked me across the face, and then he instructed two of the soldiers to disarm me and pull me to my feet.
Despite all those action flicks Hollywood used to put out, there’s really no easy way to deal with multiple enemies with firearms, even at close range. Before I even had a chance to recover from getting thumped by Atkins, they had my hands zip-tied behind my back. There was nothing I could do but comply and hope I’d have a chance to escape later, before they decided what they were going to do to me.
The whole march back to the compound, Atkins continued taunting me and telling me how they were going to beat me into a bloody pulp. I was getting a real Deliverance vibe from him, and I decided I was going to kill him first, whenever the opportunity arose. It was a short three-mile hike back to the compound, and I was glad for the fact that I’d decided to make a false trail to the west, opposite of the direction that the doc, Gabby, and Bobby had gone. Atkins promised me that they’d find the doc, but somehow I doubted that. It was a small comfort, at least, to know they hadn’t also been captured.
When we got back to the camp, they marched me through the gates and straight back to the same quonset hut where I’d first met the colonel a few days back. As I walked through the front door, I reflected on the fact that this was exactly the way I walked in the last time, under guard and disarmed. And to my surprise, the crazy piece of shit was sitting behind his table again, looking at his maps, and still very much alive.
The colonel glanced up as I was marched in. I saw he had quite a few cuts on his face; also, his right arm was in a sling and he had some crutches leaning against the table nearby. But otherwise, he was in pretty good shape for someone who just had a grenade go off next to him. I guess the surprise registered on my face, because he looked me in the eye and laughed.
“Surprised to still see me standing. Or, well, I suppose sitting. As it turns out, one of the men saw the grenade you threw and tackled me to the ground, protecting me with his body. A good man, Gordon. I’m putting him in for a Purple Heart and a Bronze Star, once we reestablish communications with command.” He nodded, and wiped his eye with his good hand.
“You’re probably wondering how you got captured. Well, as soon as the men told me you and the captain were missing, and we found that idiot specialist who was on guard duty with you, I put two and two together and realized that you’d helped her escape. So, I sent out squads to wait at likely ambush points, on the odd chance that they’d run across one of you. And here you are.” He tapped the fingers of his uninjured hand on the table. “Now, what to do with you?”
I stood there, stock still and looking him in the eye the whole time. Nothing I said or did would change his mind, and I was certain he’d already decided my fate, long before I walked in here. I figured firing squad would be his first choice, but I couldn’t be certain.
He turned to look at Atkins, who’d been standing off to the side at attention with his weapon at port arms. What an asshole. “Atkins, is your squad responsible for bringing this traitor and deserter in?”
Atkins cleared his throat and spoke up. “Yessir, we caught ‘im over yonder past the range.”
The colonel nodded. “Excellent work. I’ll be putting you all in for a promotion, once we dispose of your prisoner. Take him out to the center of camp, and tie him up to make an example of him for all the troops to see. Then, he’s going to the pit.”
Atkins somehow managed a half-assed salute without dropping his piece-of-shit Chinese AK, and replied, “Yessir!” Then he and his squad marched me out and tied me up to an old light post in the center of camp, where I baked in the sun and suffered the hateful stares of most of the camp inhabitants.
About an hour later, the sergeant major walked up with Jones and Topo. I noticed that Jones was walking with a limp, and I took a small bit of satisfaction in that. The sergeant major looked me over, and then spoke in a low, clear voice. “Corporal Jones, Specialist Topo, I believe the prisoner needs to be checked for weapons on his person. Take him someplace secure and search him.”
Jones gave me a murderous look. “Will do, Sergeant Major.” Topo was silent, and I could see why. His throat was bruised, and I could hear him wheezing a bit as he stood there.
As the sergeant major walked off, I could hear him call back quietly over his shoulder, “The commander wants to send him to the pit later. Make sure you leave him in one piece.”
Jones looked as though he was somewhat disappointed by the sergeant major’s instructions, and he leaned in to whisper in my ear, “I’m about to see how close to killing you we can get. And once they find that hot-ass doctor, Topo and I are going to rape her till she bleeds out.”
Topo laughed, but it looked like it hurt him to do so. I didn’t say a word. In SERE school, one of the basic premises you’re taught in order to survive once captured is to avoid insulting or encouraging your captors. While smart-aleck remarks might make for good movie dialogue, in real life all it serves to do is make things harder on you if you’re captured by the enemy. And, I had no illusions at this point: I was in enemy hands.
They untied me and marched me into a back room in one of the quonset huts, then took turns beating me bloody. I don’t know how long it went on, because I passed out a few times; all I know is I came to tied back up to the post in the middle of camp, beat all to hell and unable to see out of one eye. My entire face was swollen, I had blood all over the front of my shirt, and it felt like I’d been kicked repeatedly in the balls. My kidneys felt like a horse had tap-danced on them, my ribs ached so bad that it was hard to breathe, and even my arms, thighs, and calves hurt.
I knew from experience that one of the dangers of getting a beating as severe as I’d received was getting rhabdomyolysis from all the muscle-tissue damage. Even through the fog of the concussion I’d suffered during the beating, I knew I was probably going to die from all the muscle proteins that were being released into my bloodstream. I had no idea what “the pit” was or how it was going to be used to punish me, but I found myself seriously wishing they’d just shot me and been done with it.
I had no idea what time it was when they cut me down, but I was barely able to stand and had to lean on the militia to my right to remain on my feet. As I did, I heard a familiar voice whisper in my ear, “Man, you sure messed up good. Your face looks like a sack full of hammered assholes, you know that?
I looked up out of my good eye. “Ratcliff, glad to see you’re up and about.”
He barked a short laugh. “Hmph. I suppose I have you to thank for that, although I want you to know I pissed myself while I was out.” I looked around and saw the detail was made up of guys from the Swamp. They huddled around me, making it look like they were still cutting me down, while Ratcliff gave me a drink of water from a canteen.
“Why’re you helping me?”
Ratcliff grimaced. “Helping you? Shit, son, there ain’t no helping you now. You made your bed. But honestly, I don’t have anything against you, and figured I’d at least do you the kindness of one last drink before you go to the pit.” They dragged me over to a field stretcher and laid me down in it.
Ratcliff spoke up again. “You know the colonel’s pissed that those two worked you over like this. He said that the pit was punishment enough for you. Guess that’s why he has us doing this detail.”
I
grabbed Ratcliff’s sleeve. “What’s ‘the pit’?”
He shook his head and slipped something in my hands. “You don’t want to know. But use that if you decide it’s better than the alternative.”
I felt the outline of the thing he’d slipped me, and recognized the contours of a lockback folding knife. I tucked it in my pocket and made certain that the outline couldn’t be seen. I closed my eyes, and within a few minutes I heard the sounds of many pairs of boots crunching over gravel. I cracked an eye and saw that the entire militia had been assembled in the central area of the compound. Ratcliff and the rest had left, and I could see one or two of them lined up in formation with the rest of the militia. I laid my head back down again, deciding that I should try to recover as much strength as possible before they sent me off to whatever fate the colonel had in mind for me.
Colonel Leakey hobbled up in front of the men on crutches, with SGM Marsh close behind. The colonel spoke, and his George C. Scott voice rang loud and clear. “This man you see before you is a traitor, and a deserter. He is also a killer, a liar, and a reprobate.” I reflected that few of the people present actually knew what a reprobate was, and almost had to laugh at Leakey’s choice of words.
“As is our tradition, we do not shoot or hang traitors and deserters. No, because this is a war that we fight, not amongst ourselves, but against the forces of hell that have descended upon this Great State of ours. So, for those who want to aid and abet the enemy, there is only one punishment suitable for such persons. And that is, that they should become one of them.”
I struggled to grasp that last bit, and had to play it back in my mind to be sure I heard correctly. The colonel’s voice rang out again in the still silence that followed his brief speech. “Take him to the pit.”
A four-man detail carried the stretcher out of the compound, accompanied by a squad of militia carrying rifles. The sergeant major came along; however, the colonel stayed behind. The lot of them marched a few miles south and east of the compound, out to a residential area just the other side of the base perimeter. They stood me up, and as they did I saw there were several metal shipping containers stacked in an odd array behind what was once a very nice upper-middle-class home. I noticed some old discarded pool furniture lying around, as well as a wooden swing set that was tilted at an odd angle, with one of the legs sunk into the ground such that the swing seats on that side were touching the ground.
They walked me at gunpoint up to a ramp on the edge of the shipping container wall, and the low moans that I heard from the other side told me exactly what they had in store me. I laughed to myself, and allowed them to march me up a ramp to the top of the wall; once I reached the top, I could see that the “pit” was an old half-drained swimming pool, with murky green water in the end closest to me, and a half dozen or so zombies milling around in the shallow end. I noticed as well that two of the deaders in the pool were wearing faded and torn Army fatigues. Apparently, I wasn’t the only person who’d deserted the militia recently.
I looked around me and saw pity in a few of the soldiers’ eyes, but mostly I just saw indifference. I knew there would be no clemency for me, no last-minute reprieve, no mercy based on common human decency here. I glanced down in the pool below and saw that a few of the deadheads had noticed us, and that they were starting to moan at a higher pitch. These deaders were hungry.
I looked over at the sergeant major, who was eyeing me with a cold heartless stare, and shot him a bloody grin. “I’ll see you in hell, Marsh. Tell Leakey that old Scratch sends his regards.” Then I turned around and jumped into the deep end of the pool, straight into the murky, algae-covered waters below.
ACT IV
Last year we fought by the head-stream of the So-Kan,
This year we are fighting on the Tsung-ho road.
We have washed our armor in the waves of the Chiao-chi lake,
We have pastured our horses on Tien-shan’s snowy slopes.
The long, long war goes on ten thousand miles from home.
Our three armies are worn and grown old.
The barbarian does man-slaughter for plowing;
On his yellow sand-plains nothing has been seen but blanched skulls and bones.
Where the Chin emperor built the walls against the Tartars,
There the defenders of Han are burning beacon fires.
The beacon fires burn and never go out.
There is no end to war!—
In the battlefield men grapple each other and die;
The horses of the vanquished utter lamentable cries to heaven,
While ravens and kites peck at human entrails,
Carry them up in their flight, and hang them on the branches of dead trees.
So, men are scattered and smeared over the desert grass,
And the generals have accomplished nothing.
Oh, nefarious war! I see why arms
Were so seldom used by the benign sovereigns.
~ Nefarious War by Li Po
ONE
WAVES
I JUMPED OFF THE METAL shipping container with enough speed to hit the deep end of the pool dead center. Thankfully, due to the recent rains there was enough water to keep me from hitting bottom. I had purposely landed as flat as possible so I wouldn’t break my legs by punching through. The landing knocked the wind out of me a bit, but adrenaline did its part and I recovered quickly, half-swimming and half-walking over to the end that was furthest away from danger.
All the deaders had bunched up in the shallow end, moaning like crazy and wading in and out of the water. Deaders were pretty much afraid of deep water, a fact that I was thankful for at the moment. Their aversion to water would at least give me some time to gather myself and figure a way out of this mess. I still had the knife that Ratcliff had given me, but it’d only be good for taking out one of the Z’s at close range. Trying to fight through half a dozen deadheads with nothing more than a pocket knife was just asking to be turned into zombie food.
Even if I did get through them, I’d still have to deal with the sentries posted on the wall surrounding this hellhole. I could hear them taunting me, their jeers and heckles echoing off the sides of the pool. If I tried to climb the sides and get out, they’d simply break my fingers or knock me back down the wall. I couldn’t risk the chance of injury—not in the state I was in after that beating I’d taken earlier. I was barely functioning as it was.
No, I needed to think this through if I was going to get out of here alive. I found a spot on the wall where I could hang onto an aluminum ladder above the water. Latching onto it, I took stock of the situation. SGM Marsh had ordered the sentries to keep an eye on me to make sure I didn’t try to escape. He’d be counting on me tiring eventually, and either drowning in the filthy water, succumbing to infection, or swimming to the shallow end where I’d be taken out by the deaders. Truth be told, I could only hang onto this ladder for so long. My arms had already started getting fatigued from holding myself up above the water. I’d need to take action, and soon, or else I’d be zombie chow.
I’d noticed some old lawn furniture and other debris in the pool before I jumped in, mostly because I knew I’d have to avoid hitting it when I jumped. It occurred to me that I might be able to fashion a crude weapon from the aluminum legs of one of those chairs. It wouldn’t be much of an impact weapon, but I might be able to make a decent spear at least. It’d have to do.
I looked up on the wall and counted three sentries, noting that all the rest of the militia that had marched me out here were gone, including the sergeant major. Apparently, they must’ve grown bored watching me cling to the wall and stare across the water at the deaders. I’d expected as much; there had been a few cheers and catcalls when I first jumped in, but after the first thirty minutes the sounds had died off. Now it was just me, the deaders, and the sentries.
I swam over to the side of the pool and snagged a pool chair. I dragged it back over to the ladder, well away from the deaders, who were mi
lling around with agitation and walking in and out of the water. If I didn’t know any better, I’d say they were working up their courage to come in after me. Yet after an hour or so of watching them wade in and out of the murky water, it was clear that I was safe where I was—for now at least. I began bending and folding a chair leg, back and forth, back and forth, until it broke off in a jagged edge.
One of the sentries must’ve noticed me and spoke up. “Hey, what’s he doing down there?”
Another sentry walked over to the edge and looked down at me. “The same thing you’d be doing if you was down there—trying to survive.”
“Yeah, but shouldn’t we stop him or something? I mean, he killed Carter.”
The second sentry shook his head and leaned back from looking over the wall. “Shit, nobody liked that asshole anyway. He was always cheatin’ at cards. Good riddance, I say. ‘Sides, you know the deal: Once they’s in the pit, they’s on their own. Our job’s just to keep ‘em from climbin’ out. No more, no less. ‘Ventually, he’ll pass on, either get eaten or decide to drink that water and die of the runs. Seen it happen. So just make sure he don’t climb out.”
Sentry number one shook his head and kept watching me. I flipped him the bird and started working on a second chair leg. He spat at me and grabbed a lawn chair of his own, setting it down where he could keep an eye on me while giving his legs a rest. Good.
I got the second chair leg off and used the pocket knife to pry open the crimped end where I’d torn it off the rest of the frame. Tucking that leg in the belt behind my back, I started grinding a point on the other one, using the wall as a file. It was slow going, and it took me most of the day to grind it into a decent spear. After hours of work, I looked at it and decided it’d have to do; my hands were cramping and I was starting to shiver. It appeared that the chill of being immersed in the water as the temperature dropped and nightfall came was finally getting to me.