“You didn’t get any bugs on you,” I said, stepping on Valefor’s right hand. Imp held his left with one hand, and held the knife’s blade against Valefor’s makeup-caked lips. He groaned and writhed beneath her grip.
“They stink,” Imp complained.
“You’re imagining it.”
“I’m really not.”
Valefor’s struggles continued. His writhing intensified, and it got to the point where he had to turn his head to throw up.
When he turned his head my way, his eyes moved over me, unseeing. His chest was heaving as though he’d just run a long distance.
“Let him up,” I said.
Imp backed off, We pulled Valefor to a standing position.
“Walk,” I told him.
He was almost defeated in demeanor as we marched him in the general direction of Rosary. He looked like he had tears streaming down his face, but it was only the leaking vitreous fluids.
“Fear,” I said. “Remember what Bakuda said? You have to be unpredictable, but you balance it with certainties. Realities.”
“It’s a little fucked that you’re taking cues from the psycho bomb girl,” Regent commented.
“Yeah,” I said. I wasn’t about to deny it. “But I’d prefer more certainties than unpredictable elements. The punishment fits the misdeed.”
And if you take that to heart, then today’s worth whatever bad karma I reap from this, I thought.
“The look on Rosary’s face is going to be delicious,” Imp said. “Doesn’t Haven have a major hate-on for the Fallen?”
“They do,” I said, “But when we meet her, don’t say anything.”
“What’s the fun in that?”
“It’s the effect,” I said. “Trust me.”
“What’s in it for me?”
“I’m supposed to bribe you?”
“Fo’ sho,” she said.
“Ice cream,” I said. I can’t buy ice cream as Taylor anymore. “I’ll pay for it, you pick it up.”
“Sweet!”
Rosary was on guard as we approached, her stance intensifying as she recognized Valefor. The petals were a storm around her.
I shoved Valefor, and he tripped and sprawled in front of the heroine.
She stared down at him. He raised his head, and I could see her tense.
“I was expecting medusa’s head,” Rosary said, when Valefor hung his head again. It looked like he was trying to avoid gagging.
What? I could remember the myth, but… what? I kept my mouth shut rather than ask.
“He’s blind,” she voiced the realization out loud. “You blinded him.”
I nodded, still silent.
“Permanently?”
I had to give a response, now. “He’ll need antibiotics. Both Valefor and Eligos will need medical care. It’s up to you whether you save his vision.”
“Just like that.”
I nodded once.
“We had it handled,” she said.
“Our city, our business,” I said. “Next time, ask. We’ll deal with it. You leave, now, and you ask permission before you set foot in Brockton Bay again.”
“Or we can expect a fight.”
“Expect consequences,” I said. I looked down at Valefor. “See to his eyes.”
I turned and led the other two in walking away.
“What-” Regent started. I held up a finger.
When we were out of earshot of Rosary, I dropped the finger.
“What’s with that?” he asked.
“We got what we needed.”
“You didn’t even mention how you blinded him,” Imp said.
“It’s about using fear as a tool,” I told her. “The unknown is always better than the known. Silence is better than almost anything we could say. For example, you can leave them wondering just why Valefor’s power didn’t work on you. And consider the reaction when they realize just why he’s blind. Maggots packed into his eyeballs.”
Imp shuddered visibly. “How?”
“That’s the exact question they’ll be asking,” I told her. “In case you’re wondering-”
“I’m not.”
“-Centipedes and bigger bugs opened a path through the external layers. Maggots crawled inside. Nothing critical damaged. Probably repairable, though I’m not an expert in anatomy.”
She shivered again, “My eyes are watering. Total heebie-jeebies.”
I didn’t reply to that. I was more focused on Regent.
“We okay?” I asked him.
He shrugged. “Sure.”
Noncommittal response, no clue as to whether he’d take my suggestion on using his power to scare people away without creating a harem like his dad. I hadn’t really expected anything else.
“So gross,” Imp muttered.
But he had the ability to take control of Imp.
I needed to have a discussion with Grue. A very careful discussion.
21.04
Had Tagg done me a favor, by getting me to think along these lines? For what felt like too long, I’d been overly focused on the now. Getting through the next few days, surviving, staying sane, parceling out the time I had to relax and striving to find moments where I could feel safe. That state of mind hadn’t started when I put on my costume.
Odd, to be taking someone’s words to heart, when I had so very little respect for them.
I was in plainclothes, and they were clothes I wouldn’t normally have worn, which was sort of the point. The idea was to be hidden in plain sight, as I walked in the midst of the crowds downtown. I’d removed my glasses and regretfully donned contact lenses, slathered on sunscreen and donned a white summer dress and sandals, along with a big, wide-brimmed sun hat that was incongruous enough to mark me as a possible tourist. Shopping bags and loosely braided hair helped complete the image.
Maybe the sun hat was conspicuous. The clouds were heavy overhead, and the wind was moving them across the sky at a decent pace. Hopefully it would brighten up.
If anything would give me away, I suspected it’d be my eyes. I eyed everyone that crossed paths with me, looking at them without looking directly at them, watching for that glance and that restrained reaction that might suggest I’d been spotted.
Were that to happen, I’d change direction, take a different route to my destination. If that wasn’t enough to shake the attention, well… I did have my bugs, flowing through my hair, beneath my hat and between the dress and my bare skin. I had weapons, my costume and more bugs in the shopping bags, beneath the shoeboxes and spare clothes I’d put over top of them.
I stopped at an intersection, and was briefly relieved of the need to watch the people around me, free to look at their movements as a whole. The crowd was moving like a river, separating into streams of people who moved through the streets that had open shops and restaurants, avoiding the ones where construction was prevalent.
I detoured into one of those construction-heavy side streets, fully aware that I was abandoning the ‘hide in plain sight’ ploy. It didn’t matter. Nobody could really see my face, and I had my bugs.
There were a few crude catcalls from the construction workers at the sites to either side of me. Not because I was attractive in any way, I suspected, but because I was over fourteen, under forty, I weighed less than two hundred pounds and I was wearing a skirt.
This area was the site of the fight against Echidna. Walls bore the marks of laser blasts and gunfire, blood still marked the streets here and there, and there were divots and holes in the road, surrounded by rings of bright spray paint so pedestrians wouldn’t step into one and break an ankle. Holes created by blasts of energy, small explosions, large explosions and the heavy footfalls of a gargantuan monster with clawed toes.
Bugs notified me about a change in the wind before the wind even reached me. I already had my hand on my hat to keep it in place as hat, hair and skirt were stirred by the gust. The weight of the swarm bugs that clung to the inside of the dress helped to keep it in place.
I found I was tense, as the wind dissipated, the muscles of my legs tight, ready to shift me to either side, to push me into the air with a leap or throw me to the ground.
But it was only a strong breeze. Rosary was gone, I hoped, or she’d be gone soon. We’d taken care of Eligos and Valefor yesterday.
It would be so easy to get paranoid over the slightest things, if I let myself. Parahumans kind of opened a lot of doors on that front. There was no way to be on guard against every eventuality. Bystanders could have been manipulated by Valefor before we confronted him, cloth in store displays could be Parian’s work, the mannequins some trap laid by, well, Mannequin. The ground, the wind, changes in temperature, shadows… anything could be a sign of incoming attack.
Not that I was in a position to complain, but… was it any surprise that capes tended to get a little unhinged as they grew in prominence?
I reached one construction site with plywood strapped to a chickenwire fence, protecting the interior, grafitti painting the plywood with a large face.
Eye on the door, I thought. I let myself in.
Grue and Citrine were inside, both in costume. Citrine in her yellow evening gown and mask, adorned with her namesake gemstones for both jewelry and embellishments, a file folder tucked under one arm. Grue, for his part, was wreathed in darkness. They couldn’t have been more different in appearance: sunshine and darkness.
But both, I knew, were professionals. I suspected they were very similar people.
A part of me felt like I should be jealous that the pair were keeping each other company. Except, rationally, I knew they weren’t. Rationally, I knew there was no reason they’d be together, or even that they’d be attracted to one another. Citrine was pretty, but… I couldn’t imagine she was Grue’s type.
Why did it bother me that I wasn’t jealous, then?
“Skitter?” Citrine asked. She looked me over.
“Yes,” Grue said. “Hi, Taylor. You look nice.”
“Thank you,” I said, and despite my efforts, I smiled. I’d sort of hoped to maintain the contrast between appearance and demeanor. No major loss. I looked at Citrine, “You wanted to meet?”
“I have a few points to go over, details my employer wanted to raise.”
“Nothing troublesome?”
“It depends on your response. I don’t think it’s anything troublesome. Keeping you abreast of his operations.”
“No complaint here,” Grue said.
“I expected Tattletale would be here.”
“If it’s alright,” Grue said, “We’ll record the conversation and pass it along to her. She’s occupied with some other matters.”
“The difficulties of being a thinker,” Citrine mused.
More than you know, I thought. Tattletale was occupied with little more than an intense migraine. She’d pushed herself too far and was now paying for it.
I cleared my throat. “Any objection to stepping upstairs? It’s too nice a day to stay inside.”
She shook her head.
We ascended two staircases to the roof. It was sunny, and the wind was strong enough that even the long, dense braid of hair at my back was stirred. I put the shopping bags down at my feet.
The location had seemed incongruous, even inconvenient, given where Grue and I were headquartered. I knew that Accord and his Ambassadors weren’t anywhere near here either. Now that I saw our view, I had a sense of why Citrine had asked that we meet here, and the topic of the conversation.
Ahead of us, just a block away, the portal. A white tower in progress, surrounded by three cranes. A white tent was framed with a rigging of criss-crossing metal poles, and that rigging was being covered in turn by a solid white building, windowless. We couldn’t make out the base of the building from our vantage point, but I could make out the ramps that led to the interior, like the on-ramps to a highway or the entrance to an aboveground parking garage. They curved up around the building, a geometrical arrangement like the petals of a flower, and led into the tent at different heights. There were signs of construction and recent demolition in neighboring lots. The adjoining buildings would support the main structure: administration and defense.
It was so complete, considering that so much about the future of the portal was in question. Nothing had been confirmed yet, as far as the ownership of the portal. Accord’s design, Tattletale’s construction, the government’s rules on quarantine. The government had sent people inside, and Tattletale had followed suit. It was technically her property, they had no evidence it was anything but the curiosity of an invested businessperson, and they hadn’t complained.
Yet.
It was a mingled blessing and curse. The portal, the door, as some were calling it, was taking some of the spotlight from us Undersiders. There was a great deal of national debate over whether the landowner or the government should get the rights to the property. I almost wished people could ignore it. Things threatened to get out of control if and when it was verified that this thing was usable.
“Accord is recruiting five new capes to his team,” Citrine said, interrupting my thoughts.
That gave me pause. Not the topic I’d expected her to raise. I turned on the tape recorder, held it up so she could see. She nodded.
I repeated her statement for the tape, “Accord is recruiting five new capes. Who?”
“We don’t know yet.”
“You’ll let us know who they are as soon as you find out? Give us a sense of their personalities?”
Citrine lifted the file folder, opened it and handed me a set of pages, neatly stapled.
The entire thing was high-resolution, complete with a picture and lines of text in labeled boxes. Much of it was neatly censored with black bars. A young man, in his mid twenties, his hair immaculate, parted to one side, wearing a high quality business suit. ‘Kurt’, last name censored. Date of birth censored. Age twenty-five.
The next page was more details. Personality tests, psychiatric tests, GPA in middle school and high school, post-secondary education, work history. ‘Kurt’ had ascended to the role of head chef at a record pace, returned to school to get a four year education in three years, then started working for Accord.
‘Pam’. Contract lawyer for a major firm, made partner at age twenty-eight, stepped down to work for Accord.
‘Shaw’, ‘Laird’, and ‘Kyesha’ followed the same pattern.
“They are going through the vetting process as we speak. Experienced members of Accord’s businesses, on board with his plans, and loyal,” Citrine said.
“I’m not sure I follow,” I said. I handed the papers to Grue for him to look over.
“My apologies for being unclear,” Citrine said.
I waited a second for her to elaborate or clarify, but she decided not to. She wanted us to draw our own conclusions?
“You don’t know who they are, but they work for you?” I asked.
“She means she doesn’t know who they’re going to be when they get powers,” Grue said. “Don’t you?”
Citrine nodded once, the rest of the file folder held behind her back.
“Cauldron,” I said. “Accord’s using Cauldron to empower his employees.”
“Yes.”
“Why are you telling us this?” Grue asked.
“This is your territory and we are your guests. It’s only natural to request permission to bring five new parahumans into the area.”
“Are you a Cauldron cape, Citrine?” I asked.
“Yes.”
“So you know something about how they operate, then.”
She shook her head. “Very little. We get our powers with Accord serving as the middleman, and I’m not entirely sure how much he knows. Either I would have to ask him for details, and I have no reason to, or you would have to ask.”
I frowned a little.
“Accord wanted me to inform you that the product has a slight chance of causing physical defects and mental instability. A possibility of an incident.”
I thought of Echidna. No shit. More diplomatically, I said, “And you wanted to warn us, so we were forewarned and forearmed about possible issues.”
“We hope and expect to keep things wholly internal. There are very few powers I cannot counter, and I will be there to act if something goes awry in any way.”
In any way? Did that extend to physical deformities? I couldn’t see Accord tolerating something like that. I could have stipulated something, warned them to let the deformed ones go… except it would destabilize the alliance.
“They’ve been informed of the risks?” I asked. “These… soon-to-be capes?”
“Fully.”
“Why?” I asked. “Why leave a successful, ordinary, happy life behind, and go to that risk? Why work for Accord, of all people?”
“Power,” Citrine said. She turned her back to the portal to meet my eyes, her dress flaring slightly with the rotation of her body.
“Power isn’t magical,” I said. “It creates as many problems as it solves.”
“Power is less a thing unto itself than it is a journey.”
“To where?”
Her eyes were penetrating as she gazed at me. “Not all journeys have destinations. Power is the ability to effect change, and people who create change ride that tide, with far-reaching effects. For some of us, that’s something we’re born into. Our fathers or mothers instill us with a hunger for it from a very early point in time. We’re raised on it, always striving to be the top, in academics, in sports, in our careers. Then we either run into a dead-end, or we face diminishing returns.”
“Less and less results for the same amount of effort,” Grue said.
“Others of us are born with nothing. It is hard to get something when you don’t have anything. You can’t make money until you have money. The same applies to contacts, to success, to status. It’s a chasm, and where you start is often very close to where you finish. The vast majority never even move from where they began. Of the few that do make it, many are so exhausted by the time they meet some success that they stop there. And others, a very small few, they make that drive for success, that need to climb becomes a part of themselves. They keep climbing, and when someone like Accord recognizes them and offers them another road to climb, they accept without reservation.”
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