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by Nora Roberts


  Instead she picked up Joey’s file and began to make further notes on their afternoon session.

  Sleet had begun to fall. She picked up her glasses, but didn’t look out of the window, didn’t see the man across the street standing on the curb and watching the light in her apartment. If she had looked, had seen, she would have thought nothing of it.

  Just as when the knock came she thought of nothing but the annoyance of being interrupted. Her phone had rung incessantly, but she’d been able to ignore that and leave it to her answering service. If one of the calls had been a patient, the beeper beside her would have sounded. The calls, Tess had guessed, had all been connected with the article in the evening’s paper, linking her to the homicide investigation.

  Leaving the file open, Tess walked to the door. “Who is it?”

  “Paris.”

  A lot could be gleaned from the tone of a voice, even in one word. Tess opened the door, knowing she opened it to a confrontation. “Detective. Isn’t it a little late for an official call?”

  “Just in time for the eleven o’clock news.” He walked over and switched on her set.

  She hadn’t moved from the door. “Haven’t you got a TV at home?”

  “It’s more fun to watch a circus with company.”

  She shut the door, peevish enough to let it slam. “Look, I’m working. Why don’t you say what you have to say and let me get back to it?”

  He glanced over at her desk, at the files open and her big-framed reading glasses tossed on them. “This won’t take long.” He didn’t sit, but stood with his hands in his pockets, watching the news team’s intro. It was the pretty, heart-shaped-face brunette who read the evening’s top story.

  “The mayor’s office confirmed today that Dr. Teresa Court, noted Washington psychiatrist, has been assigned to the investigation team of the Priest homicides. Dr. Court, granddaughter of veteran Senator Jonathan Writemore, could not be reached for comment. The murders of at least three women are suspected to be linked to the killer termed the Priest because of his use of an amice, a scarf used in ceremony by Roman Catholic priests, to strangle his victims. The police continue an investigation begun last August, now with the assistance of Dr. Court.”

  “Not bad,” Ben murmured. “Got your name mentioned three times.” He didn’t even blink when Tess strode over and slammed the button to off.

  “I’ll repeat, say what you have to say.”

  Her voice was cool. He drew out a cigarette, determined to match her. “We have a press conference at eight tomorrow in the mayor’s office.”

  “I was notified.”

  “You’re to keep your comments general, stay as far away from the specifics of the case as possible. The press knows about the murder weapon, but we’ve managed to keep the notes and the contents of them from leaking.”

  “I’m not a fool, Ben. I can handle an interview.”

  “I’m sure you can. This one happens to be on departmental business, not personal glory.”

  Her mouth opened, but all that came out was a hiss of breath. She knew it was both undignified and useless to lose her temper. She knew that such a ridiculous and bitter statement deserved no answer. She knew that he, standing there in judgment, deserved nothing but the coolest, most controlled dismissal.

  “You bigoted, small-brained, insensitive ass.” Her phone rang again, but they both ignored it. “Who the hell do you think you are, barging in here and tossing out your little gems of idiocy?”

  He glanced around for an ashtray and settled on a small hand-painted dish. There was a vase of fresh, autumnal mums beside it. “Which gem was that?”

  She stood straight as a soldier, while he stood at ease and flicked ashes into the dish. “Let’s just get something straight. I didn’t leak this business to the press.”

  “Nobody said you did.”

  “Didn’t they?” She stuffed her hands in the pockets of the skirt she’d worked in for fourteen hours. Her back hurt, her stomach was empty, and she wanted what she struggled so hard to give her patients—peace of mind. “Well, I interpret this little scene differently. As a matter of fact, I was promised my name would never be linked with this investigation.”

  “Got a problem letting people know you’re cooperating with the police?”

  “Oh, you’re clever, aren’t you?”

  “As hell,” he returned, fascinated by the complete annihilation of her control. She paced as she spoke, and her eyes had deepened to purple. Temper in her was rigid, and icy, unlike the venom-spitting, plate-throwing sort he was more accustomed to. It was all the more interesting.

  “Either way I go, you’ve got an answer. Did it ever occur to you, Detective, that I might not care to have my patients, my colleagues, my friends question me about this case? Did it ever occur to you that I didn’t want to take the case in the first place?”

  “Then why did you? The pay’s lousy.”

  “Because I was persuaded to believe I could help. If I didn’t still think so, I’d tell you to take your case and choke on it. Do you think I want to waste my time arguing with some narrow-minded, self-appointed judge about the morality of my profession? I have enough problems in my life without you adding to them.”

  “Problems, Doc?” He took a slow sweep of the room, the flowers, the crystal, the soft pastels. “Things look pretty tidy around here to me.”

  “You don’t know anything about me, my life, or my work.” She walked over to her desk, leaning her palms on it, but still didn’t regain control. “Do you see these files, these papers, these tapes? There’s a fourteen-year-old boy’s life there. A boy who’s already an alcoholic, a boy who needs someone who can open him up enough to see his own worth, his own place.” She whirled back again, eyes dark and impassioned. “You know what it is to try to save a life, don’t you, Detective? You know how it hurts, how it frightens? Maybe I don’t use a gun, but that’s just what I’m trying to do. I’ve spent ten years of my life trying to learn how. Maybe, with enough time, enough skill, enough luck, I’ll be able to help him. Damn.” She stopped, realizing how far she’d allowed herself to be pushed by a few words. “I don’t have to justify anything to you.”

  “No, you don’t.” As he spoke, he crushed out his cigarette in the little china dish. “I’m sorry. I was out of line.”

  Her breath came out with two hitches as she struggled to bring herself back. “What is it about what I do that makes you so bitter?”

  He wasn’t ready to tell her, to bring that old, fleshed-over scar out in the open for inspection and analysis. Instead he pressed his fingers to his own tired eyes. “It’s not you. It’s the whole business. Makes me feel like I’m walking a very thin wire over a very long drop.”

  “I guess I can accept that.” Though it wasn’t the whole answer, or the one she’d wanted. “It’s hard to stay objective right now.”

  “Let’s take a step back for a minute. I don’t think much of what you do, and I guess you don’t think much of what I do.”

  She waited a minute, then nodded. “Agreed.”

  “We’re stuck with it.” He walked over to her desk and picked up her half cup of coffee. “Got any of this hot?”

  “No. I could make some.”

  “Never mind.” He brought his hand up to knead at the tension just above his eyebrows. “Look, I am sorry. It seems like we’ve been running on this treadmill, and the only progress we’ve made is a leak to the press.”

  “I know. You might not be able to understand, but I’m as involved as you are now, and I feel as responsible.” She paused again, but this time she felt an affinity, an empathy. “That’s the hard part, isn’t it? Feeling responsible.”

  She was too damn good at her job, Ben thought as he leaned back against her desk. “I’ve got this feeling I can’t shake that he’s about through waiting to hit again. We’re no closer to finding him, Doc. We can bullshit the press some tomorrow, but what we have to swallow is that we’re no closer. You telling me why he’s killing
isn’t going to help the next woman he homes in on.”

  “I can only tell you what he looks like inside, Ben.”

  “And I have to tell you I don’t give a damn.” He turned away from her desk to face her. She was calm again. He could see it just by looking at her eyes. “When we get him, and we will, they’re going to take this psychiatric profile of yours. They’re going to get other ones done, then they’re going to put you or some other psychiatrist on the stand, and he’s going to get off.”

  “He’ll be confined to a mental hospital. That’s not a picnic, Ben.”

  “Until a team of doctors diagnose him cured.”

  “It’s not as simple as that. You know the law better.” She dragged a hand through her hair. He was right, and so was she. That only made things more difficult. “You don’t lock someone up because he has cancer, because he can’t control the disintegration of his own body. How can you punish someone without taking into consideration the disintegration of his mind? Ben, schizophrenia alone disables more people for a longer time than cancer. Hundreds of thousands of people are confined to hospitals. We can’t turn our backs on them or burn them as witches because of a chemical imbalance in the brain.”

  He wasn’t interested in statistics, in reasons, only in results. “You said it once, Doc—insanity’s a legal term. Crazy or not, he’s got his civil rights and he’ll be entitled to a lawyer, and his lawyer will use that legal term. I’d like to see you sit down with those three families after it’s done and talk about chemical imbalances. See if you can convince them they’ve gotten justice.”

  She had counseled victims’ families before, knew too well the sense of betrayal and bitter helplessness. It was a helplessness that without control could spill over to the healer. “You’re the one with the sword, Ben, not me. I only have words.”

  “Yeah.” He’d had them, too, and he’d used them in a way he wasn’t proud of. He had to get out, get home. He wished he had a brandy and a woman waiting for him. “I’m setting up an appointment with Monsignor Logan tomorrow. You’ll want to be there.”

  “Yes.” She crossed her arms and wondered why a bout of temper always left her so depressed. “I have appointments all day, but I can cancel my four o’clock.”

  “Not too crazy?”

  Because he’d made the effort, so did she, and smiled. “We’ll let that pass.”

  “I’ll see if I can schedule for four-thirty. Somebody will call you and set it up.”

  “Fine.” There seemed to be nothing left to say, and perhaps more to say than either of them could deal with. “Are you sure you don’t want that coffee?”

  He did, and more than that, wanted to sit with her and talk about anything other than what was bringing them together. “No, I’ve got to go. The streets are a mess already.”

  “Oh?” She glanced toward the window and noticed the sleet.

  “Working too hard, Doc, when you don’t see what’s out your own window.” He walked to the door. “You haven’t gotten that dead bolt.”

  “No, I haven’t.”

  He turned with his hand on the knob. He wanted to stay with her more than he wanted that brandy and imaginary woman. “Bogart was okay the other night?”

  “Yes, Bogart was fine.”

  “Maybe we should do it again sometime.”

  “Maybe.”

  “See you, Doc. Put on the chain.”

  He pulled the door closed, but waited until he heard the rattle of the chain lock being fastened.

  Chapter 5

  Ed tooled down Sixteenth Street at a sedate pace. He enjoyed cruising as much—well, nearly as much—as he enjoyed sending the tires screaming. For a simple, relatively easygoing man, racing the streets in hot pursuit was a small vice.

  Beside him, Ben sat in silence. Normally Ben would have had a few smart remarks to make about Ed’s driving, which was a departmental joke. The fact that Ben said nothing about it, or the Tanya Tucker tape Ed was playing, were signs that his thoughts were elsewhere. It didn’t take a mind as methodical as Ed’s to figure out where.

  “Got papered on the Borelli case.” Ed listened to Tanya wail about lying and cheating, and was content.

  “Hmm? Oh, yeah, got mine too.”

  “Looks like a couple of days in court next month. D.A. ought to nail him pretty quick.”

  “He’d better. We worked our asses off to get the evidence.”

  Silence trickled back like thin rain. Ed hummed along with Tanya, sang a few bars of the chorus, then hummed again. “Hear about Lowenstein’s kitchen? Her husband flooded it. Disposal went out again.”

  “That’s what happens when you let an accountant go around with a wrench in his hand.” Ben took the window down an inch so the smoke would trail out when he lit a cigarette.

  “That’s fifteen,” Ed said mildly. “You ain’t gonna get anywhere if you keep stewing about that press conference.”

  “I’m not stewing about anything. I like to smoke.” As proof he drew deep, but resisted blowing the smoke in Ed’s direction. “It’s one of the few great pleasures of mankind.”

  “Right up there with getting drunk and throwing up on your own shoes.”

  “My shoes are clean, Jackson. I remember someone toppling like a goddamn redwood when he downed half a gallon of vodka and carrot juice.”

  “I was just going to take a nap.”

  “Yeah, right on your face. If I hadn’t caught you—and nearly given myself a hernia in the process—you’d have broken that big nose of yours. What the hell are you smiling at?”

  “If you’re bitching, you’re not feeling sorry for yourself. You know, Ben, she handled herself real good.”

  “Who said she didn’t?” Ben’s teeth ground into the filter as he took another drag. “And who said I was thinking about her anyway?”

  “Who?”

  “Tess.”

  “I never mentioned her name.” Ed gunned the engine as a light turned amber, and blinked through it as it switched to red.

  “Don’t play games with me, and that light was red.”

  “Yellow.”

  “It was red, you color-blind sonofabitch, and someone should take your license away. I take my life in my hands every time I get in the same car with you. I ought to have a suitcase full of commendations.”

  “She looked good too,” Ed commented. “Great legs.”

  “You’re in a rut.” He turned the heater up as the air coming in through the crack of the window cut like a knife. “Anyway, she looked as though she could freeze a man at twenty paces.”

  “Clothes send out signals. Authority, indecision, composure. Looked like she was shooting for aloof authority. Seems to me she had those reporters in hand before she opened her mouth.”

  “Somebody should cancel your subscription to Reader’s Digest,” Ben muttered. The big, old trees dotting the sides of the road were at their peak of color. Leaves were soft to the touch and vibrant in reds, yellows, and oranges. In another week they would be dry, littering the sidewalks and gutters, making scratching, empty sounds as they trailed along the asphalt. Ben pushed the cigarette through the crack, then closed it tight.

  “Okay, so she handled herself. Problem is, the press is going to have this meat to chew over for days. Media has a way of bringing out the loonies.” He looked at the old sedate buildings behind the old sedate trees. They were the kind of buildings she belonged in. The kind he was used to seeing from the outside. “And damn it, she does have great legs.”

  “Smart too. A man sure can admire a woman’s mind.”

  “What do you know about a woman’s mind? The last one you dated had the IQ of a soft-boiled egg. And what is this crap we’re listening to?”

  Ed smiled, pleased to have his partner back on track. “Tanya Tucker.”

  “Jesus.” Ben slid down in the seat and closed his eyes.

  “YOU seem to feel much better today, Mrs. Halderman.”

  “Oh, I do. I really do.” The dark, pretty woman didn’t l
ie on the couch or sit in a chair, but almost danced around Tess’s office. She tossed a sable coat over the arm of a chair and posed. “What do you think of my new dress?”

  “It’s very becoming.”

  “It is, isn’t it?” Mrs. Halderman ran a hand over the thin, silk-lined wool. “Red is so eye-catching. I do love to be noticed.”

  “You’ve been shopping again, Mrs. Halderman?”

  “Yes.” She beamed, then her pretty, china-doll face drew into a pout. “Oh, don’t be annoyed, Dr. Court. I know you said maybe I should stay away from the stores for a little while. And I did really. I hadn’t been to Neiman’s for almost a week.”

  “I’m not annoyed, Mrs. Halderman,” she said, and watched the pout transform into another beaming smile. “You have wonderful taste in clothes.” Which was fortunate, as Ellen Halderman was obsessive. She saw, she liked, she bought, often tossing it aside and forgetting it after one wearing. But that was a small problem. Mrs. Halderman also had the same routine with men.

  “Thank you, Doctor.” Like a little girl, she twirled in a circle to show off the flare of the skirt. “I did have the most marvelous time shopping. And you’d have been proud of me. I only bought two outfits. Well, three,” she amended with a giggle. “But lingerie shouldn’t count, should it? Then I went down to have some coffee. You know that marvelous restaurant in the Mazza Gallerie where you can look up at all the people and the shops?”

  “Yes.” Tess was sitting on the corner of her desk. Mrs. Halderman looked at her, caught her bottom lip between her teeth, not in shame or anxiety, but in suppressed delight. Then she walked to a chair and sat primly.

  “I was having coffee. I’d thought about having a roll, but if I didn’t watch my figure, clothes wouldn’t be so much fun. A man was sitting at the table beside mine. Oh, Dr. Court, I knew as soon as I saw him. Why, my heart just started to pound.” She put a hand to it, as though even now its rhythm couldn’t be trusted. “He was so handsome. Just a little gray right here.” She touched her forefingers to her temples as her eyes took on the soft, dreamy light Tess had seen too often to count. “He was tanned, as though he’d been skiing. Saint Moritz, I thought, because it’s really too early for Vermont. He had a leather briefcase with his little initials monogrammed. I kept trying to guess what they stood for. M.W.” She sighed over them, and Tess knew she was already changing the monogram on her bath towels. “I can’t tell you how many names I’d conjured up to fit those initials.”

 

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