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by Le Guin, Ursula K.


  in this cage all the sky she can attain,

  the wide, clear, patient silence of the mind

  where flight goes far and fierce thought can forsake

  words and seek distances out past all pain,

  ache, and heartache.

  Seasonal Lines

  July, August

  high over the uplands of summer evening gold stretches on long after Venus has followed the sun down

  and the silver of Vega is only longing and guesswork till always it seems all at once the bright wings

  shine out to carry the Swan in silence across the river of midnight to the warm dim shore where the first

  bird

  will speak

  November, December

  down from

  the high

  hill of Fall

  a road goes

  through dark

  to cold

  past a ring of great grey-shouldered stones that keep the secret of the moment when the unseen sun

  stops

  and turns

  October

  A slight, white drift

  of high mist down the river

  and all blue goes grey.

  The sun turns silver.

  Summer’s honey drains away.

  Dry cottonwoods shiver.

  Sea Hallowe’en

  Three-quarter moon outshines

  stars around her, slides

  west to the tide rising,

  cold, cold and wild.

  October’s last night goes

  lone to the day of souls,

  a ghost on a north wind blowing

  wild, wild and cold.

  Between

  Between the acts, the interval.

  The leaves were late to fall, this fall.

  Between the verdict and the doom,

  a whisper in the waiting-room.

  A non-event between events

  holding a secret and a sense.

  A winter wind just whispers where

  two winter trees stand tense and bare.

  Writing Twilight

  Ashland, Oregon, 2014

  On August thirtieth

  on the deck above the deck

  above the little leaf-hidden river

  where old raddled hippies

  smoke pot and shout fuck at each other

  in the small city

  that thrives on Shakespeare’s language

  in the late evening

  of the late summer

  of the late, late age we’ve come to

  I sit and hear the crickets chorusing

  and a far crow caw

  and I want to write a poem

  that says late twilight

  and the very end of August,

  my golden August,

  and all summer

  and I guess I’ve written it.

  No not quite yet.

  Here:

  wind of the end

  of summer, wind

  of the end of day

  softly

  play

  in the leaves, in the many

  leaves

  softly softly

  from all the air

  gather, evening,

  everywhere

  THE OLD MUSIC

  The Old Music

  The form is from Goethe’s “Nachtgesang.”

  I sought a newer music,

  but it rang false and wrong.

  I’d find a tune and lose it,

  hearing an older song.

  I’d find a tune and lose it,

  and always, all day long,

  among my thoughts and doings

  half heard some older song.

  Among my thoughts and doings

  a tune would ring out strong,

  yet change when I pursued it,

  lost in that older song.

  The tunes of my own choosing

  all sounded false and wrong.

  I sought a newer music,

  I found an older song.

  Disremembering

  In Alice’s wood where things forgot their names

  and fawn and child walked together fearless,

  a stone might flower, a spring burst into flames,

  a heavy human soul go light and careless.

  But through the forest of the failing mind

  where words decay like leaves, and paths long trodden

  are lost, the soul plods onward to no end,

  fawns, children, flowers, flames forgotten.

  Crossing the Cascades

  words for a country song

  Coming down the cloudy side

  leaving the bright behind us

  isn’t any place to hide

  where the rain won’t find us

  Driving down so low so fast

  all the sunlight in the past

  Coming down the cloudy side

  to another weather

  got to be a place to hide

  and try to stay together

  The world looks so cold and wide

  coming down the cloudy side

  Sorrowsong

  Come with me my sorrow

  come away with me

  where the road grows narrow

  westward to the sea

  where the waters darken

  slow as evening falls

  where no winds waken

  and no voice calls

  The Old Mad Queen

  I

  The Queen of Spain, Grown Old and Mad,

  Writes to the Daughter

  She Imagines She Had with Christopher Columbus

  Most beautiful,

  I disclaim you.

  You are not my new found land

  nor my Hesperides

  nor my America.

  You are not mine

  and I do not name you.

  I tear up the map

  of the world of you

  that had your rivers

  in the wrong places,

  imaginary mountains,

  false passes leading my expeditions

  to quicksands,

  cannibals, jaguars.

  Most truthful,

  I disown you.

  I do not own you.

  Truly I have never known you.

  When you tell me

  who you are

  I will call you by that name.

  When you tell me

  where you are

  my compass will point there.

  When you tell me

  of your prairies, your sierras,

  I will see them in the blue air

  above the western sea.

  O golden Peru,

  treasure never mine,

  most beautiful, most true!

  Between us

  is neither forgiveness

  nor reparation

  but only the sea waves, the sea wind.

  If ever you send

  across the sea,

  bells will be rung

  in the old towers

  and the Te Deum sung.

  Crowned, jeweled, furred,

  I will come forward:

  Tell me, my Lord Ambassadors!

  From the New World

  what word, what word?

  II

  The Queen Despairs

  A dark water flowing deepening

  till there is nothing but dark water

  and dark air and the wind blowing

  At the far side of the sea the sea

  falls over the end of everything

  in a wide smooth silent stream forever

  Three ships on silent water

  and nothing else ever but the wind

  blowing and blowing to the west

  O my daughter my secret daughter

  unborn and borne away into the west

  over dark water never to come to me

  III

  The Queen’s Ballad

  He was the sailor of my heart,

  but I was Queen of Spain

>   and so I could not follow him

  when he sailed away again.

  He took our daughter with him

  and she was all I had.

  Clear to the River of Paradise

  he sailed, and there went mad

  with drinking of that water

  that runs from Heaven to earth

  and back to Heaven forever

  through the hills of death and birth.

  His soul came weeping to me

  from the Isles of the Unblest:

  “Our daughter rules in far Cathay

  and all the utmost West:

  she rules a land of savages

  who have no god or priest.

  Oh, call her to come back to you,

  back to the pious East!”

  But she is far too far to hear

  across the ocean’s plain.

  No captain now will sail for me

  though I am Queen of Spain.

  So I have built a secret ship

  of moonlight and the wind

  and ordered his soul to sail with me

  west to the Isles of Ind.

  And there the Queen my daughter

  will take and hold my hands,

  and we will dance the night away

  on those unblessèd sands.

  The Pursuit

  A Moral Ballad

  It laughed and sang, it leaped and ran,

  The gleeful Happy Beast,

  And swift it raced from East to West

  And back from West to East.

  And close behind in hot pursuit,

  Fearless of feint or fall,

  Sir Thomas rode, to catch and keep

  That gladsome animal.

  But ever the Beast ran on and laughed

  And giggled and cavorted,

  Until Sir Thomas’ steed, forespent,

  Hung down its head and snorted.

  Then cried Sir Thomas, “Gallop on!

  On oats tonight you’ll feast,

  My brave Content, when I have caught

  The fleeting Happy Beast!”

  He spurred his horse and whipped it sore

  To gallop bravely after

  The cheerful prey that fled away

  In gales of merry laughter.

  The horse ran hard, it burst its heart,

  It fell and could not rise.

  And as it lay it turned to look

  Its master in the eyes.

  “O faithless one,” Sir Thomas cried,

  “You have betrayed and shamed me!”

  Then as it died, the horse replied,

  “Remember what you named me.”

  Over his horse’s grave he raised

  A marble monument,

  And on it carved a single word,

  The horse’s name, Content.

  Yet still Sir Thomas’ ghost must run

  From East to West on foot,

  And West to East, behind the Beast

  That laughs at his pursuit.

  2014: A Hymn

  Our prophets lead our people on

  Fast to the promised land,

  And where we pass, the green of grass

  Turns to bare brown sand.

  So high our cities’ towers soar

  Above the deep-set fault,

  Immense they rise into the skies,

  Pillars of cloud and salt.

  Impatient with the patient day,

  We rush to gain tomorrow.

  Our ships that plough the seas with nets

  Leave a long, empty furrow.

  Our quick inventions spend our time

  Faster and ever faster,

  While kind and unforgiving Earth

  Endures our brief disaster.

  For all we do is nothing to

  Her bright eons of days.

  So let my dark tune turn and end

  As all song should, in praise.

  And in the hope of wisdom yet,

  I’ll sing the hymn that praises

  Earth’s greater life that gives us life,

  The grace that still amazes.

  ENVOI

  The Mist Horse

  O daughter of November

  come riding, come riding

  on the red dun mare

  the wise dun mare

  blind in one eye but sure-footed

  across the sunlit lands, the uplands

  of the standing wheatstraw

  down to these cloudy lowlands

  of crowded alders.

  Come riding, O my autumn daughter,

  come riding and dismount

  here where I may watch you dance

  almost unmoving with the mist horse

  the young white mare

  among the rainy alders

  in silence, almost unmoving,

  the wild white mare of Iceland

  and the daughter of autumn, dancing.

  AFTERWORD

  Form, Free Verse, Free Form: Some Thoughts

  A poem that rhymes, has a regular meter, or follows a particular pattern is said to be “in form.” If it has no regular pattern, it’s “free verse.” Some poets get entrenched behind form, some behind free verse, and these days many caper about in the minefield between the two extremes.

  I’m one of the caperers. I’m at home in no-man’s-land. In this matter, I have no theories, no lasting preferences, not even many opinions. So long as a poem works, it makes no qualitative difference to me what its form is or if it has no discernible, describable shape but its own.

  As a kid writing poetry, I wrote in rhyme and meter because the poetry I heard and read was in rhyme and meter. Also, I think, because most kids respond naturally, physically, to a drumbeat, the soundplay of language, and the kinetic dance of regular change and repetition.

  As I got a little older I began to read poetry without regular meter and with only hidden rhymes or subtle echoes, and began writing that way too. I felt the ease and independence of not having to think about how many beats per line, what rhymes with the word at the end of the line … the freedom of free verse.

  But then sometimes a poem as I wrote it would begin to seek a pattern of its own, and I would follow it.

  For the last ten years or so, I’ve met regularly with a small group of poets who write (if we feel like it) to assignments we give one another. Some of these assignments have to do with form, others with content. Challenged to write in some complex classic patterns I’d never tried before, I became aware of certain aspects or effects of writing in form that I hadn’t thought about before.

  My most revealing discovery was that a form can give me a poem.

  I don’t mean that if I write a formally correct sonnet, fourteen lines in iambic pentameter with one of the obligatory rhyme schemes, I’ve written a poem. Simple diligence can produce an example of any form. Being given a poem by the form is quite another matter.

  Free verse is individualistic: the entire poem is entirely up to you. Every aspect of it is your choice, your decision. You make it all. In a sense, every free-verse poem reinvents the poem.

  Writing in form, you agree to use a certain conventional pattern. It may be simply a stanza, a meter, a rhyme scheme, or it may be one of the classic named forms with a set of technical requirements. Whether it’s as simple as a rhymed quatrain or as complex as a villanelle, only part of it is up to you: the words. The shape your words go into was chosen and decided, was made, by other people, often long ago and somewhere else.

  A form has rules, and to write in form is to obey the rules. So why would you choose to obey arbitrary rules? Isn’t freedom an absolute good?

  The conventional patterns of English verse, and the rules of a formal poem, are matters that the general community of poets and their readers agree on, much as the general community of musicians agree on what the scales are. When you use these forms you’re not entirely on your own. You’re an individual working within, as part of, a community, within a consensus. So what you have to say is no longer totally
and entirely up to you. It has to find how to say itself not only within this pattern, these set confines, but through them. The words must fit themselves into the pattern, and the form must express the content.

  When you’re working in a strict form sometimes a certain magic takes place. You realize that the content is finding itself through the form. The form gives you your poem.

  “Form follows function,” engineers say. Evidently it can go the other way round. Following form, you find function.

  You begin saying things you didn’t know you had to say. The rhyme-pattern forces you to find it, or the meter demands it, or the required repetition of a line leads you further than you knew you were going. Your poem is more than you intended or envisaged.

  This doesn’t by any means always happen. But when it does, it is impressive and mysterious. Enough to explain why poets write in form.

  Enough that I’d like to encourage any young poet who hasn’t tried writing in form to give it a try.

  For those interested in the mystery of form but unused to recognizing it or unfamiliar with its technical terms, Lewis Turco’s New Book of Forms is an almost obsessively exhaustive but quite reliable source-book. Like all crafts, formal verse has a jargon vocabulary. It looks formidable, but is easy to learn by doing the things it describes.

  Some poets make very free with the classic names; having written a poem that in some ways or even in only one way does what a sonnet does, they call it a sonnet. This seems rather arrogant. For me, the specific power and vigor of a set form lie in the observance of the form. A game’s good only if you play by the rules. And writing a poem in a strict, complex form such as the villanelle can be a terrific game. It requires both caution and daring. It beats solitaire all hollow.

  One may feel that a form has been pretty much worn out by time and unsurpassable example (as indeed I find the sonnet), in which case there’s good reason to change the rules, make up your own. But since the result isn’t a sonnet, give your variation its own name—as G.M. Hopkins did with his Curtal Sonnets, the greatest of which is “Pied Beauty.”

  This brings us close to the large region between form and free verse now inhabited by poets writing in what I call “free form.” (It may have other names, but I don’t know them.) By free form I mean a discernable pattern—involving a regularity, repetition of stanzas, line lengths, metric beat, end-rhymes, inner rhymes, whatever—that is unique to a certain poem. The result has no name and description in the Book of Forms, yet it is a describable, essentially rhythmic, pattern.

 

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