Chapter 18
‘Life has a funny way of testing me.’
Tanner –
Fucking Jennifer! I knew she would do and say something stupid. Lyrics is trying to act as if it didn’t bother her, but I know her better than that. Jennifer is very pretty and I saw the look on Lyric’s face when she saw her, even though she doesn’t hold a candle to Lyrics. We get into our room, I turn to Lyrics and ask, “You okay?”
She shrugs at me and says, “Yep, why wouldn’t I be? Oh, you mean the skank that wants to lick me?”
I can’t help but laugh. She is so fucking hot when being sarcastic. I pull her in and whisper, “Do you want her to lick you?”
Lyrics yanks away and says, “Hell no. Do you?”
Being a man, a not so bright man I guess, I raise my eyebrow and smirk. Apparently, that wasn’t the right reaction! Before I can move, I catch a pillow right across my face. I tackle her onto the couch and tell her, “Baby, you are all I will ever want, need, or desire! Jennifer is a skank, you’re right. What I meant when I asked you that is would you want another girl, ugh sexually?”
She asks, “Would you want that?”
I think for a minute, grab her face, and kiss her hard. I really want to dodge this question. Hell yeah, I would want that! I don’t know if I should say that though.
Lyrics pulls away and gets on my lap. All of the sudden she begins to glide her tongue on my neck and I lose all thought. She looks me in the eyes and seductively asks, “Do you want to see me with another woman? Would you like to have two mouths licking you all over?”
This is a trap! I know it! My cock is rock hard. She slides down to the floor and unbuttons my pants, never breaking eye contact. She grabs my cock and begins to stroke it slowly up and down. “Holy shit, Lyrics.” Her tongue is teasingly swirling around my head. Finally, she takes me in her mouth. I am ready to explode! She sucks hard and licks like never before.
She looks up and says, “Tell me, baby, do you want that?”
It’s as if I lost the ability to deny it. I groan, “Uh ha, I want that, baby.” To my surprise, she lets a growl escape her throat starts going to town on me. I grab the back of her head and push myself further into her wet accepting mouth. She takes me in all the way. I know I can’t hold out much longer. I pull her up to my mouth. There is not a time that I can remember being this turned on. As I strip her down and bend her over the couch, she is openly ready for me to fuck her, and hard.
She says, “Fuck me like you would fuck the other girl.”
Oh shit. If I had any oxygen going to my brain, I may have argued this request…but my dick takes up every bit of oxygen. Without even a second thought, I grab a handful of her hair and wrap my hand around her throat. I’m literally balls deep, fucking her wet pussy so hard.
She is dripping wet, yelling, “Fuck her baby, cum in her pussy.”
Are you kidding me? God I love this woman! Three more thrusts and she screams, “You’re gonna make me cum! Fuck me!” The feel of her tightening up and throbbing sends me over the edge. I pull out and shower her back. I am fully aware of the conversation we are about to have – but damn, it is worth it!
I kiss her and say, “Damn girl, you are incredible. So fucking sexy. I love you, baby.”
She looks at me and says, “Man, you are all kinds of messed up! Just kidding, I love you too.”
We climb into bed and she turns to face me. She says, “Tan, I want to make all your fantasies come true. I want you to make mine come true as well. I have never been with another female but I wouldn’t mind experiencing it with you.” My mind is blown! I think my facial expression must have surprised her. She says, “Does that make me weird?”
I softly kiss her lips and tell her, “No, baby, that makes you my Lyrics.” We turn off the lights and go to sleep.
It’s six a.m. and the alarm goes off. I fucking hate six a.m. I want Lyrics to sleep so I ready as quietly as possible. She groggily asks, “Is it time already?”
I bend down and kiss her head. “Go back to sleep, angel. I will be back in about eight hours. I left money on the table for you to go shopping with; make sure you spend it all!”
She smiles and says, “I promise!”
When I get down to the lobby, Chip is waiting. I ask, “Jennifer?”
He rolls his eyes and says, “Probably hungover again. I have worked with nine year olds that were more professional.”
I can tell he is frustrated. I put my hand on his shoulder and tell him, “Dude, it’s Jennifer Temple!” We both laugh and the mood lightens.
After twenty minutes, I ask the concierge to call her room. He hangs up the phone and says, “She will be right down.” This girl is such pain in the ass.
Finally, Jennifer meets us in the lobby, doesn’t apologize, and just says, “Ready?” If she were a dude, I would have knocked her out! I could have been in bed with Lyrics for another half an hour. Chip breaks the tension by telling us about this site we are going to do the shoot today.
I ask, “How long do you think we will be today?”
He smiles at me because he knows why I am asking. “We can wrap it up in four hours if everything and everyone cooperates.”
I look at Jennifer and she says, “You better be nice to me if you want to get back to your sweet little country girl.” Although I want to wrap my hand around her throat, I know she is serious.
I simply smile and ruffle her hair. I jokingly say, “Thank God, hair and make-up will be there waiting for you.”
She sneers and says, “That’ll cost you a half hour.” BITCH! Chip just shakes his head.
I stare out the window of our car and realize just how beautiful this country is. It is very green with architecture that holds so much history. I am not certain if I like it or if it is creepy. I snap a photo so I can show Lyrics when I get back. She will for sure love it. I can’t stop thinking about her willingness to explore or experience everything with me. I have had two girls at once but it wasn’t as mind blowing as I had imagined. The thought was definitely better than the reality. If she wants to try it, of course, I won’t object. I mean, it is Lyrics after all. She never fails to surprise me. For the first time in my life, I actually want to do whatever will make her happy. Making her feel good makes me feel better…what a trip!
Chapter 19
‘The simple thought of you ignites my body’
Lyrics –
I can’t believe I am actually in Germany! This bed is so comfortable, I really just want to lie here all day and write a song, but I have shopping to do. As I sit up, the replay of Jennifer rolls through my head. What a skanky girl! I wonder how many times she has hit on my Tanner already. I don’t think it’s jealousy but I really don’t like her. What I do like is the way I never knew how dominant Tanner is in bed. He never mentioned that to me and I thought he told me everything. Just thinking about it makes me want to lick him. In all my whopping three sex partners, none of them had taken control like Tanner. I have never even considered this during sex, but I am considering it now. I know nothing about submissive sex. Am I just supposed to let him do whatever he wants? Will he hurt me? Shit, I’m freaking out!
I open up his laptop and Google dominant/submissive. Holy shit! I find a website that is chock full of discussions. Over two million people are on this site. I am almost thirty years old and to my knowledge have not met one person into this lifestyle. I am so nervous just looking on here. I see a discussion called, “Newbies” so I click on it. First thing I see is about spankings. My eyebrow raises and I read on. The way they are speaking is turning me on and turning my stomach at the same time. This one person comments that the redder her ass is, the better the orgasm. Another comment says, “Laying her over my lap, bare ass facing me, and smacking it until her cheeks are bright red…nothing better.”
I want to ask questions but have no idea where to start. I read other newbie’s questions and then post one of my own. “I am very new to this. What three toys would you suggest w
e start with?” Within five minutes, I have ten comments.
The first one says, “I would suggest you start with a leather spanking paddle, handcuffs, and a collar with a chain attached.” The next one says, “Whip, handcuffs, and blindfold.” The third comment was the one that freaked me out! “I suggest you get some rope and let him tie your arms behind your back, get a spreader bar so you are wide open for him, and anal beads.” I keep reading but everybody is pretty much suggesting the same items.
I ask another question. “What type of clothing would you suggest?” Immediate answers flow in. This time they post pictures of men and woman. Wow, that was a whole lot easier than I thought it would be. I tell them thank you, pull my hair back, get dressed, and head out to go shopping.
I get the address of a fetish shop in Frankfurt and grab a taxi to the restaurant down the street from it…I don’t want him to drop me off at the sex shop! I truly feel like an idiot walking into this store. There are neon lights flashing purple, red lights blinking bright, and some patrons that look like they could be doctors, moms, lawyers… I look like a deer in the headlights staring at all these gadgets. There are dildos in every shape and size. Chains, whips, leather outfits galore, electric shock wands, and things that I don’t know what the hell they are! I am seriously scared now! Really, what is an electric shock wand? The saleswoman can see that I am clueless. She approaches me with a smile. I smile back and say, “Good morning.”
With broken English she replies, “American. How I help you? What you looking for?” When I processed her questions I shrugged my shoulders and gave her the I don’t fucking know look. “You new to this? What you like to do?” When zero words come out of my mouth, she leads me to a section that has box sets, kind of like a beginner’s kit. She hands me a box that has handcuffs, a blindfold, leather whip, butt plug, and two vibrators with pieces that make me clench my butt cheeks. I awkwardly smile and tell her thank you. If I get this big box, I am sure Tanner and I can select what to play with. Next…the outfit! I start thinking about what would drive Tanner crazy and a devilish smile comes over my face. He has spoken about black panties driving him insane, ever since he started having sex. The mannequin is dressed in a black leather bustier, lace black panties, thigh high stocking’s with the straps connected to the bustier, and super high hooker heels. This is it, the perfect outfit. Just thinking about Tanner’s gorgeous face is getting me impatient between my legs! As I approach the cashier, she smiles and I swear she gives me a naughty eyebrow raise. Makes me feel like a badass! Thank God, Tanner is making a load of money because this shit is expensive!
Carrying this bag full of strange toys while walking down this unfamiliar street, in this unfamiliar land, brings out a feeling of freedom and confidence that I have never experienced. Tanner told me to shop, so I am going to listen to him. After all, apparently he is an alpha male. After all these years, I can’t believe I never saw this side of him. Considering it is only during sex that he is so dominant, I guess it makes sense that I never saw this side of him. Even when he would torture me with every detail of his sexual rendezvous, dominance never came up. Maybe he didn’t want me to know that side of him? I’m not sure if this is what I really want or if I just want to please him. He has slept with so many girls and they were shameless. Sometimes I get worried that I am too vanilla for him.
There are so many awesome stores here. I shop for another two hours, buying Tanner some fun gadgets, clothes, yummy desserts, and German souvenirs. I manage to find a few things for myself as well because I know he will throw a tizzy if I don’t! I am so excited to get back to the room and get ready for Tanner! I flag a taxi down and head back. When I open the door to the room, there is a magnificent bouquet of flowers on the table. My heart practically melts as I read the note.
“Lyrics, thank you for being my best friend, my lover, and my future. I love you more than all the sand on the beach! All my Love, Tanner.”
I can’t help but to feel like the luckiest girl in the world. I get to love my best friend in the world. He knows almost everything about me, and I know almost everything about him. Certain things neither of us want to know. I snap myself out of this daydream and begin to plan for his arrival. I open up the box of craziness and spread it out on the bed. Instinctively, I would like to remove a few items but I decide to let him pick whatever he wants to play with. I spread each item out on the bed so he can have his pick.
It is about four p.m. so I text Tanner. “Hello gorgeous! What time do you think you will be back in my arms? Thank you for the amazing flowers!”
About twenty-five minutes pass and I get a text. “I am trying to hurry, but Jennifer is being a pain. She knows I want to get back to you so she is delaying everything! You’re welcome for the flowers!”
I sneer and text, “Smile, you have a very special treat waiting for you upon your arrival. Some may even say it is a dripping wet surprise.”
Immediate text back! “I will be there in an hour. If she isn’t done, I am walking back!”
A Texas-size smile consumes my face. “No babe, you will need your energy!”
He replies, “Damn girl, you are driving me crazy. I will be there as soon as possible.”
I decide to braid my hair, one big braid on each side of my head. I put a little bit of make-up on and top it off with vibrant red lipstick. As I’m putting on this sticky, sexy outfit, I get a text. “I will be there in fifteen minutes. Please tell me there’s still a dripping wet treat waiting for me!”
I feel myself and text back, “Still wet, still waiting, still yours!” Never in a million years did I picture myself as a leather type of woman, however, I don’t think I have ever felt sexier than I feel right now. Tanner is going to crap his pants. The sexual diva I have become is taking me by surprise. I can’t imagine what he must be thinking! I slip on the black stilettos and I look like a giant! A sexy, long legged giant! I scoot the toys over on the bed and lie down with my legs spread wide. It feels like it is taking forever for him to get up here. Finally, I hear the key insert into the door. Instantly, I become nervous and feel like I went too far. Tanner is going to think I lost my mind. He never actually told me he is into all this. Hell, I don’t even think I am!
Chapter 20
‘With my dark desires, let me take you over the edge’
Tanner –
When I walk into the bedroom, I’m sure my heart actually stops beating! Lyrics is the sexiest woman I have ever seen…I mean EVER! I can’t take my eyes off her. As I walk up closer to her, I notice a plethora of sex toys on the bed. I look at her and she has a nervous look on her face. I lean into her and take her face into my hands. “You are so beautiful. Sexiest woman I have ever met.”
She says, “I am yours to do with whatever you desire.” I look at her and a strange sadness overcomes me. My dick is saying one thing, but my heart says something entirely different. I take her by the hand and ask her to stand up. I can’t help but laugh when her monstrous heels almost tumble her over. It hits me that she thinks I need all this crap to satisfy me. As I take her hand, she asks, “What’s wrong, you don’t like this?”
I say, “It’s not about liking it. The thing is, Lyrics, I am completely in love with you. The girl I grew up with, my best friend. I love you for exactly who you are. I don’t need any of this shit with you. You don’t need to do any of this for me. I want to experience everything with you, not just sex; I mean everything. You need to know that I have never been more satisfied sexually, emotionally, and wholly. Dylan, look at me.”
Standing there in her extremely sexy outfit, she looks at me and sighs with relief. She smiles and says, “You are so much more experienced than me, I didn’t want you to get bored. These toys scare the shit out of me!”
We both laugh. “I haven’t been bored with you since we were fourteen years old and now I get to have sex with you! Bored? Hell no!” I sit her on the bed and take off her heels. I look at her and say, “You can leave the outfit on though.” She gives me
a big smile. I tell her, “If you want to experiment with toys, we can, but we don’t have to.”
Lyrics says, “I thought you liked the whole dominant thing.”
I look at her confused. “What dominant thing?”
She says, “You being in complete control sexually.”
I say, “Oh, I do like to be in control most of the time, but we don’t have to name it. Does it make you feel uncomfortable?”
She shakes her head, “It turns me on like crazy! I just thought you wanted the whole shebang. I was trying to be your perfect submissive.”
I see the sincerity in her eyes and say, “You are perfect. We don’t need to title each other, I mean let’s just enjoy ourselves.” The relief is visible on her face, which makes her even more beautiful.
“Let’s write.” I kiss her lips and she nods her head while smiling at me. Lyrics changes her clothes and we sit on the bed and begin to banter back and forth until we come up with a song. It’s as if we are fourteen again. After hours of writing and singing, we decide on our song. I want it to be a duet, but Lyrics is adamant about remaining just the writer.
♫ The simple thought of you ignites my body
With my dark desires, let me take you over the edge
Touch me now, burn into my soul
So much more than my heart you stole
Who is this in my reflection staring back at me?
Unrecognizable from who I used to be
When past and present collide into one
The future screams, look what you’ve done!
Chorus –
Take my heart, my body, and soul
You have it all, with you, I am whole
Take me now, hold me forever
Kiss me always, release me never.
Warmth and desire, as I’ve never known
Noises and movements, I never have shown
Home for me is wherever you are
Engraved on my heart is a You-shaped scar.
Chorus –
Take my heart, my body, and soul
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