“Notice!” My grandfather was puzzled, and began to look a trifle angry. “Why, damme, who said notice? What—”
“Because notice is as easy give as took, Cap’en Kemp, as I’d ‘ave you remember. An’ slave I may be though better brought up than slave-drivers any day, but swore at vulgar I won’t be, nor trampled like dirt an’ litter beneath the feet, an’ will not endure it neither!” And with a great toss of the head Mrs. Grimes flounced through the staircase door, and sniffed and bridled her way to the upper rooms.
Her exit relieved my mind; first, because I had a wretched consciousness that I was causing all the trouble, and a dire fear that Grandfather Nat might dislike me for it; and second, because when he looked angry I had a fearful foreboding vision of Mrs. Grimes being presently whirled round by the ear and flung into the street, as Jim Crute had been. But it was not long ere I learned that Mrs. Grimes was one of those persons who grumble and clamour and bully at everything and everybody on principle, finding that, with a concession here and another there, it pays very well on the whole; and so nag along very comfortably through life. As for herself, as I had seen, Mrs. Grimes did not lack the cunning to carry away any fit of virtuous indignation that seemed like to push her employer out of his patience.
My grandfather looked at the bottle that Mrs. Grimes had recorked.
“That rum shrub,” he said, “ain’t properly mixed. It works in the bottle when it’s left standing, an’ mounts to the cork. I notice it almost every morning.”
* * * * *
The day was bright, and I resigned myself with some impatience to wait for an hour or two till we could set out for the docks. It was a matter of business, my grandfather explained, that he must not leave the bar till a fixed hour — ten o’clock; and soon I began to make a dim guess at the nature of the business, though I guessed in all innocence, and suspected not at all.
Contrary to my evening observation, at this early hour the larger bar was mostly empty, while the obscure compartment at the side was in far greater use than it had been last night. Four or five visitors must have come there, one after another: perhaps half a dozen. And they all had things to sell. Two had watches — one of them was a woman; one had a locket and a boatswain’s silver call; and I think another had some silver spoons. Grandfather Nat brought each article into the bar-parlour, to examine, and then returned it to its owner; which behaviour seemed to surprise none of them as it had surprised the man last night; so that doubtless he was a stranger. To those with watches my grandfather said nothing but “Yes, that seems all right,” or “Yes, it’s a good enough watch, no doubt.” But to the man with the locket and the silver call he said, “Well, if ever you want to sell ‘em you might get eight bob; no more”; and much the same to him with the spoons, except that he thought the spoons might fetch fifteen shillings.
Each of the visitors went out with no more ado; and as each went, the pale man in the larger bar rose, put his drink safely on the counter, just beyond the partition, and went out too; and presently he came back, with no more than a glance at Grandfather Nat, took his drink, and sat down again.
At ten o’clock my grandfather looked out of the bar and said to the pale man: “All right — drink up.”
Whereupon the pale man — who would have been paler if his face had been washed — swallowed his drink at last, flat as it must have been, and went out; and Grandfather Nat went out also, by the door into the passage. He was gone scarce two minutes, and when he returned he unlocked a drawer below the shelf on which the little ship stood, and took from it the cash box I had seen last night. His back was turned toward me, and himself was interposed between my eyes and the box, which he rested on the shelf; but I heard a jingling that suggested spoons.
So I said, “Did the man go to buy the spoons for you, Gran’fa’ Nat?”
My grandfather looked round sharply, with something as near a frown as he ever directed on me. Then he locked the box away hastily, with a gruff laugh. “You won’t starve, Stevy,” he said, “as long as wits finds victuals. But see here,” he went on, becoming grave as he sat and drew me to his knee; “see here, Stevy. What you see here’s my business, private business; understand? You ain’t a tell-tale, are you? Not a sneak?”
I repudiated the suggestion with pain and scorn; for I was at least old enough a boy to see in sneakery the blackest of crimes.
“No, no, that you ain’t, I know,” Grandfather Nat went on, with a pinch of my chin, though he still regarded me earnestly. “A plucked ‘un’s never a sneak. But there’s one thing for you to remember, Stevy, afore all your readin’ an’ writin’ an’ lessons an’ what not. You must never tell of anything you see here, not to a soul — that is, not about me buyin’ things. I’m very careful, but things don’t always go right, an’ I might get in trouble. I’m a straight man, an’ I pay for all I have in any line o’ trade; I never stole nor cheated not so much as a farden all my life, nor ever bought anything as I knew was stole. See?”
I nodded gravely. I was trying hard to understand the reason for all this seriousness and secrecy, but at any rate I was resolved to be no tale-bearer; especially against Grandfather Nat.
“Why,” he went on, justifying himself, I fancy, more for his own satisfaction than for my information; “why, even when it’s on’y just suspicious I won’t buy — except o’ course through another party. That’s how I guard myself, Stevy, an’ every man has a right to buy a thing reasonable an’ sell at a profit if he can; that’s on’y plain trade. An’ yet nobody can’t say truthful as he ever sold me anything over that there counter, or anywhere else, barrin’ what I have reg’lar of the brewer an’ what not. I may look at a thing or pass an opinion, but what’s that? Nothin’ at all. But we’ve got to keep our mouths shut, Stevy, for fear o’ danger; see? You wouldn’t like poor old Grandfather Nat to be put in gaol, would ye?”
The prospect was terrible, and I put my hands about my grandfather’s neck and vowed I would never whisper a word.
“That’s right, Stevy,” the old man answered, “I know you won’t if you don’t forget yourself — so don’t do that. Don’t take no notice, not even to me.”
There was a knock at the back door, which opened, and disclosed one of the purlmen, who had left his boat in sight at the stairs, and wanted a quart of gin in the large tin can he brought with him. He was a short, red-faced, tough-looking fellow, and he needed the gin, as I soon learned, to mix with his hot beer to make the purl. He had a short conversation with my grandfather when the gin was brought, of which I heard no more than the words “high water at twelve.” But as he went down the passage he turned, and sang out: “You got the news, Cap’en, o’ course?”
“What? Viney and Marr?”
The man nodded, with a click and a twitch of the mouth. Then he snapped his fingers, and jerked them expressively upward. After which he ejaculated the single word “Marr,” and jerked his thumb over his shoulder. By which I understood him to repeat, with no waste of language, the story that it was all up with the firm, and the junior partner had bolted.
“That,” said Grandfather Nat, when the man was gone— “that’s Bill Stagg, an’ he’s the on’y purlman as don’t come ashore to sleep. Sleeps in his boat, winter an’ summer, does Bill Stagg. How’d you like that, Stevy?”
I thought I should catch cold, and perhaps tumble overboard, if I had a bad dream; and I said so.
“Ah well, Bill Stagg don’t mind. He was A.B. aboard o’ me when Mr. Viney was my mate many years ago, an’ a good A.B. too. Bill Stagg, he makes fast somewhere quiet at night, an’ curls up snug as a weevil. Mostly under the piles o’ this here house, when the wind ain’t east. Saves him rent, ye see; so he does pretty well.”
And with that my grandfather put on his coat and reached the pilot cap that was his everyday wear.
VII. — STEPHEN’S TALE
WE walked first to the head of the stairs, where opened a wide picture of the Thames and all its traffic, and where the walls were plastered
with a dozen little bills, each headed “Found Drowned,” and each with the tale of some nameless corpse under the heading.
“That’s my boat, Stevy,” said my grandfather, pointing to a little dinghy with a pair of sculls in her; “our boat, if you like, seeing as we’re pardners. Now you shall do which you like; walk along to the dock, where the sugar is, or come out in our boat.”
It was a hard choice to make. The glory and delight of the part ownership of a real boat dazzled me like another sun in the sky; but I had promised myself the docks and the sugar for such a long time. So we compromised; the docks to-day and the boat to-morrow.
Out in the street everybody seemed to know Grandfather Nat. Those who spoke with him commonly called him Captain Kemp, except a few old acquaintances to whom he was Captain Nat. Loafers and crimps gazed after him and nodded together; and small ship-chandlers gave him good morning from their shop-doors.
A hundred yards from the Hole in the Wall, at a turn, there was a swing bridge and a lock, such as we had by the old house in Blackwall. At the moment we came in hail men were at the winch, and the bridge began to part in the middle; for a ship was about to change berth to the inner dock. “Come, Stevy,” said my grandfather, “we’ll take the lock ‘fore they open that. Not afraid if I’m with you, are you?”
No, I was not afraid with Grandfather Nat, and would not even be carried. Though the top of the lock was not two feet wide, and was knotted, broken and treacherous in surface and wholly unguarded on one side, where one looked plump down into the foul dock-water; and though on the other side there was but a slack chain strung through loose iron stanchions that staggered in their sockets. Grandfather Nat gripped me by the collar and walked me before him; but relief tempered my triumph when I was safe across; my feet never seemed to have twisted and slipped and stumbled so much before in so short a distance — perhaps because in that same distance I had never before recollected so many tales of men drowned in the docks by falling off just such locks, in fog, or by accidental slips.
A little farther along, and we came upon Ratcliff Highway. I saw the street then for the first time, and in truth it was very wonderful. I think there could never have been another street in the country at once so foul and so picturesque as Ratcliff Highway at the time I speak of. Much that I saw I could not understand, child as I was; and by so much the more was I pleased with it all, when perhaps I should have been shocked. From end to end of the Highway and beyond, and through all its tributaries and purlieus everything and everybody was for, by, and of, the sailor ashore; every house and shop was devoted to his convenience and inconvenience; in the Highway it seemed to me that every other house was a tavern, and in several places two stood together. There were shops full of slops, sou’westers, pilot-coats, sea-boots, tin pannikins, and canvas kit-bags like giants’ bolsters; and rows of big knives and daggers, often engraved with suggestive maxims. A flash of memory recalls the favourite: “Never draw me without cause, never sheathe me without honour.” I have since seen the words “cause” and “honour” put to uses less respectable.
The pawn-shops had nothing in them that had not come straight from a ship — sextants and boatswain’s pipes being the choice of the stock. And pawn-shops, slop-shops, tobacco-shops — every shop almost — had somewhere in its window a selection of those curiosities that sailors make abroad and bring home: little ship-models mysteriously erected inside bottles, shells, albatross heads, saw-fish snouts, and bottles full of sand of different colours, ingeniously packed so as to present a figure or a picture when viewed from without.
Men of a dozen nations were coming or going in every score of yards. The best dressed, and the worst, were the negroes; for the black cook who was flush went in for adornments that no other sailor-man would have dreamed of: a white shirt, a flaming tie, a black coat with satin facings — even a white waistcoat and a top hat. While the cleaned-out and shipless nigger was a sad spectacle indeed. Then there were Spaniards, swart, long-haired, bloodshot-looking fellows, whose entire shore outfit consisted commonly of a red shirt, blue trousers, ankle-jacks with the brown feet visible over them, a belt, a big knife, and a pair of large gold earrings. Big, yellow-haired, blue-eyed Swedes, who were full pink with sea and sun, and not brown or mahogany-coloured, like the rest; slight, wicked-looking Malays; lean, spitting Yankees, with stripes, and felt hats, and sing-song oaths; sometimes a Chinaman, petticoated, dignified, jeered at; a Lascar, a Greek, a Russian; and everywhere the English Jack, rolling of gait — sometimes from habit alone, sometimes for mixed reasons — hard, red-necked, waistcoatless, with his knife at his belt, like the rest: but more commonly a clasp-knife than one in a sheath. To me all these strangely bedight men were matter of delight and wonder; and I guessed my hardest whence each had come last, what he had brought in his ship, and what strange and desperate adventures he had encountered on the way. And wherever I saw bare, hairy skin, whether an arm, or the chest under an open shirt, there were blue devices of ships, of flags, of women, of letters and names. Grandfather Nat was tattooed like that, as I had discovered in the morning, when he washed. He had been a fool to have it done, he said, as he flung the soapy water out of window into the river, and he warned me that I must be careful never to make such a mistake myself; which made me sorry, because it seemed so gallant an embellishment. But my grandfather explained that you could be identified by tattoo-marks, at any length of time, which might cause trouble. I remembered that my own father was tattooed with an anchor and my mother’s name; and I hoped he would never be identified, if it were as bad as that.
In the street oyster-stalls stood, and baked-potato cans; one or two sailors were buying, and one or two fiddlers, but mostly the customers were the gaudy women, who seemed to make a late breakfast in this way. Some had not stayed to perform a greater toilet than to fling clothes on themselves unhooked and awry, and to make a straggling knot of their hair; but the most were brilliant enough in violet or scarlet or blue, with hair oiled and crimped and hung in thick nets, and with bright handkerchiefs over their shoulders — belcher yellows and kingsmen and blue billies. And presently we came on one who was dancing with a sailor on the pavement, to the music of one of the many fiddlers who picked up a living hereabouts; and she wore the regular dancing rig of the Highway — short skirts and high red morocco boots with brass heels. She covered the buckle and grape-vined with great precision, too, a contrast with her partner, whose hornpipe was unsteady and vague in the figures, for indeed he seemed to have “begun early” — perhaps had not left off all night. Two more pairs of these red morocco boots we saw at a place next a public house, where a shop front had been cleared out to make a dancing room, with a sort of buttery-hatch communicating with the tavern; and where a flushed sailor now stood with a pot in each hand, roaring for a fiddler.
But if the life and the picturesqueness of the Highway in some sort disguised its squalor, they made the more hideously apparent the abomination of the by-streets: which opened, filthy and menacing, at every fifty yards as we went. The light seemed greyer, the very air thicker and fouler in these passages; though indeed they formed the residential part whereof the Highway was the market-place. The children who ran and tumbled in these places, the boy of nine equally with the infant crawling from doorstep to gutter, were half naked, shoeless, and disguised in crusted foulness; so that I remember them with a certain sickening, even in these latter days; when I see no such pitiably neglected little wretches, though I know the dark parts of London well enough.
At the mouth of one of these narrow streets, almost at the beginning of the Highway, Grandfather Nat stopped and pointed.
It was a forbidding lane, with forbidding men and women hanging about the entrance; and far up toward the end there appeared to be a crowd and a fight; in the midst whereof a half-naked man seemed to be rushing from side to side of the street.
“That’s the Blue Gate,” said my grandfather, and resumed his walk. “It’s dangerous,” he went on, “the worst place hereabout — p
erhaps anywhere. Wuss’n Tiger Bay, a mile. You must never go near Blue Gate. People get murdered there, Stevy — murdered — many’s a man; sailor-men, mostly; an’ nobody never knows. Pitch them in the Dock, sometimes, sometimes in the river, so’s they’re washed away. I’ve known ‘em taken to Hole-in-the-Wall Stairs at night.”
I gripped my grandfather’s hand tighter, and asked, in all innocence, if we should see any, if we kept watch out of window that night. He laughed, thought the chance scarce worth a sleepless night, and went on to tell me of something else. But I overheard later in a bar conversation a ghastly tale of years before; of a murdered man’s body that had been dragged dripping through the streets at night by two men who supported its arms, staggering and shouting and singing, as though the three were merely drunk; and how it was dropped in panic ere it was brought to the waterside, because of a collision with three live sailors who really were drunk.
One or two crimps’ carts came through from the docks as we walked, drawn by sorry animals, and piled high with shouting sailors and their belongings — chief among these the giant bolster-bags. The victims went to their fate gloriously enough, hailing and chaffing the populace on the way, and singing, each man as he list. Also we saw a shop with a window full of parrots and monkeys; and a very sick kangaroo in a wooden cage being carried in from a van.
And so we came to the London Dock at last. And there, in the sugar-sheds, stood more sugar than ever I had dreamed of in my wildest visions — thousands of barrels, mountains of sacks. And so many of the bags were rat-bitten, or had got a slit by accidentally running up against a jack-knife; and so many of the barrels were defective, or had stove themselves by perverse complications with a crowbar; that the heavy, brown, moist stuff was lying in heaps and lumps everywhere; and I supposed that it must be called “foot-sugar” because you couldn’t help treading on it.
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