by Reagan James
Honor
I wanted him to dive into me. There I was, perched on that desk, completely naked except for my Chuck Taylor’s and there he was, shirtless and perfect. This was no time to be shy. I leaned back a little on the desk and let him look at all of me while I dangled my legs, letting them swing back and forth slowly.
He smiled sexily and I could see he was very turned on. Suddenly I needed him right that second. I reached towards the buckle of his nylon belt and pulled him towards me. We kissed for a long time and something about the way he held me, I felt like a goddess. Our bodies touched as we kissed and it felt so incredible, I didn’t know I could feel this turned on.
Finally I couldn’t take it anymore. I started to pull harder at his belt buckle, trying to open it, while two of his fingers made their way in between my legs. He moved his thumb around too, and I couldn’t help but throw my head back and let sounds of pure pleasure escape. He took the opportunity to nibble my neck, just behind my ear, and work his fingers deeper and deeper into me. I obeyed and opened my legs wider.
With his other hand he undid his belt in one swift movement. His pants fell to his ankles and he moved even closer to my body. I had no time to see anything because all of a sudden, he put both hands on my hips, lifted me up and lowered me onto him. As he slid inside me I felt my entire body pulse with desire as the smell of sex filled the room. I just wanted him deeper and deeper. As he began to slide in and out I couldn’t help it, my wetness mixed with his hardness was all it took for me to explode into a million pieces of pleasure. I felt myself riding waves of ecstatic wet and hard joy as he too, started to moan and push deeper and deeper over and over.
“We’re going to get caught!” I heard myself say, half laughing half exhilarated from the wild naughtiness of it all.
“Worth it,” he whispered in my ear and he plunged so deep into me I had to wrap my legs and arms around his strong body just to hold on. He moaned in appreciation.
Finally he slowed down and pulled back just a little, stealing a moment to take me in, he kissed me softly, and still inside me, he quietly said, “you really are incredible, California Girl.”
I felt myself being drawn to his neck and shoulders, I kissed them softly and once again, wrapped my arms around him, pulling him even deeper inside me, “not too bad yourself, Soldier Boy.”
He smiled and then put his lips on mine, then he started to go faster and faster, with our lips and bodies completely connected, I felt myself moan louder and louder and he pushed inside me over and over again. Finally we both surrendered to a wave of uncontrollable pleasure and let it overtake us, erupting one last time before collapsing onto the desk in a heap of pure, raw sex.
Nineteen
Axel
“Well I got what I wanted, thanks soldier,” the girl put her hand up to high-five me and I couldn’t help but stare at her, bewildered.
“I, um, oh,” I said, quite honestly hurt.
I didn’t know about her but I’d just had the most insanely mind blowing sex of my life. Was she seriously trying to high-five me and leave?
“Kidding!” she smiled that wild, captivating smile and I couldn’t help but wrap her up in my arms and kiss her softly.
Oh man I was in deep.
Twenty
Honor
We spent the next three days in each other’s arms, completely inseparable. We emerged every so often for food or a bit of sunlight—and once when Axel had to go meet his contact for details about his upcoming mission—but other than that, it was three days of deep, intense passion.
It was exhilarating to blow off work like that, it’s something I’ve never done, just crawl into a secret world and shut out everything and everyone. Coming to the Green Zone had changed me so much and in so many ways. It wasn’t just about the work. Or the experience of travel or even being so close to danger. Of course all of that was amazing. But Axel, oh my god. He was the last thing I expected to find here.
“I wasn’t exactly expecting you, either,” he winked as he handed me a glass of water. We were parched from hours of love making.
I didn’t even know a feeling like this existed—let alone have I ever experienced anything like it for myself—I never knew two people could be so bonded. I didn’t have to say anything, he just knew me.
He knew how to listen to me, what was important to me, what my hopes and goals were for the future, and of course, he knew how to touch me. And I knew him, too. Over the last three days I had learned that Axel Walker was so much more than just a soldier. He was complex and quiet but sweet and loving. Despite having a tragic life story, he lived his life in service to others. He explained to me that his contact had hand picked him out of school to be one of six Elite Force Protectors.
“I’ve never heard of the Elite Force Protectors,” I said as I ran my fingers along his naked body. We were in my bed and in each other’s arms, just talking and cuddling after a marathon sex session. Axel explained to me all about the EFP’s, as he called them, and how they were a team of highly trained soldiers, established to take down The Fear Division.
He told me that there were only six EFP’s at any given time, and that each of the soldiers had their own specialty. Axe’s specialty was rescue, especially children who had been kidnapped—he had trained almost seven years for it—and the other EFP’s were equally skilled in their own special fields.
One of them was the world’s greatest sniper, another had trained for almost a decade in underwater rescue, one of them was an elite fighter pilot, another was trained in extreme jungle warfare, and the last was the most accomplished explosives expert to have ever served in the American military—his name was Ty Powers and he and Axe had not only trained together, they were best friends, too.
“Unfortunately, Powers and I never get the chance to work together,” said Axel, he always called his fellow EFP’s by their last name, “it’s just too great a risk in case something goes wrong and we all get captured, or worse. The military has put too much money into our training. So, we always work alone, except for our contacts. Those are the guys on-site who give us our assignments and make sure we’re okay.”
All the on-site handlers, or contacts, as Axe called them, were themselves, retired Elite Force Protectors, and one day Axe would become one as well. It was a slightly less dangerous job and already I couldn’t help myself—I looked forward to the time with Axe would be out of harm’s way. Hell, it would be even better if he could give it all up all together. Not the military, I would never ask that of him. But the EFP’s was so dangerous, I didn’t know how my heart was going to bear him leaving on this upcoming mission and we’d only been together for three days. What about when we had a family?
Whoa Honor!
Slow down!!
What am I saying?
Who’s to say that Axe and I end up together?
What did the last three days mean to him?
I had no idea how he felt and it was so nerve-wracking. On my end, I was falling ever more in love with Axel Walker by the moment. I had no idea what would happen to us back in “the real world” I mean, I lived in California and he lived in, well actually I had no idea where he lived. Did he even have a place in America he called home anymore? New York with his aunt? Back on his family’s ranch?
I was full of questions but I tried not to pry too much; I knew he wasn’t really supposed to be telling me about his missions and anything about the Elite Force Protectors. All I knew about my immediate future with Axel Walker was that he had to leave on a mission and it broke my heart. He of course couldn’t tell me any details but from the look on his face when he came back from his talk with his contact, it was clearly incredibly dangerous.
“What are you thinking about?” he asked as he draped the blanked over me and pulled my naked body into his arms, holding me close.
How could I tell him I was falling madly in love with him and could he please just skip to the part where he was a retired EFP or better yet, took some safe des
k job back in America?! Yeah, that sounds pretty insane! It’s only been three days!
“Um, nothing much,” I said as I turned over to face him. I had to gauge how he felt, “just thinking about how amazing the last three days have been.”
He kissed my forehead and pulled me even closer, “my beautiful California Girl, these have been the most incredible three days of my life.”
Oh thank god!
He continued, “it’s just too bad…”
Oh no.
“What’s too bad?” I asked, suddenly feeling worried.
“That you’re not ticklish,” Axe said with a deadpan tone.
“What are you talking about?” I blurted out. “I’m insanely ticklish!”
“Perfect!” he laughed and dug his fingers into my sides.
“I’m going to kill you!” I squealed as we wrestled playfully and kissed. “Seriously you have to stop!”
“Never!” he laughed as he kissed my neck and tickled me while I tried to escape.
We got so tangled in the sheets that Axe was eventually forced to stop tickling me. I caught my breath and turned to face him once more as we got back under the covers, “you are a very bad soldier!” I faux-scolded.
“Oh you have no idea,” he flashed that killer little half-smile and I felt myself falling even more in love with him.
“So show me, just how bad you can be…” I challenged him.
His smiled faded and he locked his wolf-life gaze on me. Without a word he flipped me on my back and pinned me down. It took my breath away and for a moment we stared into each other’s eyes. Then he slowly let his gaze fall to my naked chest and made his way to my breasts.
He let his tongue make tiny—insanely slow—gentle circles around my nipples and then softly licked and nibbled on the side of one breast as he skillfully parted my legs with just one hand. He took two fingers and teased me—running them up and down the inside of my thighs ever so softly—as though he was barely touching me.
My hips started writhing, begging him to go a little bit closer with every stroke of his fingertips. I couldn’t help it, my breathing started to get a little faster and I licked my lips in anticipation. He looked up at me with his piercing blue-grey eyes and smiled a sexy-as-hell smile. He loved to tease me, I had learned that over the last three days. He moved his fingers closer and closer…
“Mmm, please,” I begged.
“Please what?” he smiled again.
“You’re driving me crazy,” I purred. “You know what I want.”
I could feel the insides of my thighs getting ever so slightly wet; it was intoxicating and I never wanted it to end.
“Why don’t you show me what you want,” Axe whispered as he slowly rubbed both of his hands over my breasts while he nibbled right behind my ear. Shivers of pleasure rolled over my entire body, especially where I was wet. It was so intense I was starting to throb.
“I’ve never done that in front of someone,” I quivered. Half nervous, half incredibly turned on.
“Mmm,” he moaned as he kissed me even more on my neck and collarbone. “I have a feeling you would like it.”
“I, um,” he could tell I was a little shy.
“I will get you started off,” he winked as he lowered his head down and grazed his lips in between my legs. It was so soft it teased me beyond belief. I closed my eyes for a moment as he let his tongue begin to explore. I couldn’t help but let out a moan of pleasure. He started to lick and kiss the wetness that surrounded my inner thighs and in between, and my hips started to writhe in pleasure.
“Now it’s your turn,” said Axe and just like that he hoisted me up to a seated position on the bed with my back against the headboard. He gently bent my knees and placed my feet on the bed, about two feet apart.
There I sat, baring myself to him with my knees open, completely naked, as wetness began to gather more and more in between my legs.
Suddenly I was no longer shy. I knew what to do, and, as he knelt on the bed, giving little kisses and tickles to the inside of my knees, I ran two fingers down the length of my torso, over my belly and directly inside me. I was slow at first, exploring my own body, but then I plunged those fingers inside and let out a little moan of joy as my other hand started to work its way down as well. I made small circles with one hand on the outside while the other hand worked in and out, covered in juices.
Because I was sitting straight up, I had a perfect view of everything I was doing. There was nowhere to hide. I had never done that before, sitting up like that. It turned me on immensely and I could see it was turning Axe on too. I started to move my hips just a little bit, back and forth, to get even more pleasure out of the work that both of my hands were doing.
Axe sat back for a moment and looked me over, “good girl,” he said approvingly. He was rock hard and loving every second of my naughty show.
He leaned over me and placed one of his hands on each of my ankles, firmly, he parted my legs even more. This almost put me over the edge and I started to make little circles faster and faster as the other hand worked two fingers deeper and deeper inside. It made it all the more intense that I was seated upright with my legs being held apart for me.
Axe positioned himself almost directly over me, leaning right over my body, pushing my knees apart with his strong arms, surveying closely what I was doing. Other than holding my knees apart he didn’t touch me, he just watched approvingly. I felt myself getting more and more turned on.
Finally he pushed my knees back and spread my legs as wide as they would go. I was totally open to him. I bucked my hips forward and back while my fingers worked hard to bring pleasure both inside and out. I was doing things I’d never done before—like purposely spreading my wetness all over the soft parts in between my legs. I was throbbing like crazy and didn’t know how much longer I could take when all of a sudden Axe told me stop.
“Lie down on your front,” he whispered as he took my hands and gently guided me to where he wanted me to go. I obeyed with pleasure.
He lay down on top of me and easily slid inside as he reached around to my front and put one hand on my breast and the other in between my legs. I felt his touch all over and inside my body. I wanted to surrender to him with everything that I had. He pushed deeper and deeper into me as pleasure started to roll over me in both waves and shivers.
“Now finish for me,” he ordered as he made one extra deep thrust inside me.
I had no choice, my body couldn’t take it anymore. I buried my face in the pillow and allowed myself to release all that pleasure in a series of long throbbing explosions. Axe finished too, and collapsed on top of my body, refusing to let go, holding me tight and breathing heavily. We napped the afternoon away and when we finally awoke, he told me he needed to tell me something important.
Twenty-One
Axel
I had completely fallen for this girl, she was perfect for me in every way. It killed me to leave her. I had to tell her about the mission—at least what I was able to tell her. She had to understand that I didn’t know exactly how long I would be gone for, but she had to know that I was coming back.
I always come back.
That wasn’t all I had to tell her, though.
If Honor was going to be a part of my life outside of the Green Zone she had to know that I could no longer be a part of the Elite Force Protectors. Those are the rules. I would have to give that up for Honor, and I would do it, gladly. After all, I had no doubt, this was the woman I was going to marry.
From the beginning, that was always made clear to us. Be a part of the EFP’s or have a family. We couldn’t have both. If The Fear Division ever found out about Honor they would chase her down and do God knows what. She’d never be safe. Nor would her family, or the family I hoped to create with her one day. But how could I tell her all that without making her completely freak out?
We’d only met three days ago!
There was also the fact that Honor had seemed so excited when I me
ntioned that after this mission, there be more, hundreds more, maybe a thousand. The truth is, they’d just keep pushing me until I expired. That’s how it went. That was the life I signed up for. But that was of course before Honor came into my life.
Had I misread her?
Would she still love me if I was no longer part of the Elite Force Protectors?
Wait… did she even love me?
Oh my god I sound like a love-sick lunatic not a trained killer. I didn’t even know where to begin having this conversation with Honor. What was I supposed to say to her? Where could I begin?
Dear Honor, no pressure because I know it’s only been three days but do you love me? I’d like this to be my last mission because we should be together but we can’t so long as I’m in the Elite Force Protectors because The Fear Division will kidnap and kill you and your entire family and oh yeah, you have to leave California so we can use my hundred million dollar trust fund to get back my family’s ranch and if you’re not too busy, let’s have some babies.
I can’t say that! She would run in the opposite direction. Change of plans. I decided our talk could wait until after my mission. It shouldn’t take long anyway, I’d be back in a couple days. Yes. That’s a better plan. I would explain everything to Honor next week, the week after at the latest. This mission would not last long. It was a simple in and out extraction. My talk with Honor could wait. There was one thing, however, that she needed to know.
“Hey, Walker,” Honor cooed sweetly as we lay in bed together. I must have drifted off into a maze of thought. “What did you want to talk about?”
“Honor Adams,” I said as we slowly began to kiss again. Everything I had to say could wait, there was only one thing she needed to know before I left on my mission, “I love you.”
We made love slowly and silently, as though it was for the last time.