by Butcher, Jim
The Sidhe—Talos, I presumed—turned back to me and regarded me with calm, feline eyes the color of a summer sky. He had the pale hair of the Sidhe, hanging in a straight, fine sheet to brush his shoulders. There was a quality of quiet confidence in his features, of relaxed strength, and the sense of him was somehow less alien than that of most of the Sidhe I had encountered. “I hope you will not judge Korrick too harshly, sir. You are, I take it, Harry Dresden?”
“If I’m not, he’s going to be upset with me when he catches me running around in his underpants.”
Talos smiled. The expression came easily to his features. “Then I grant you passport and license in agreement with the Accords. I am Talos, Lord Marshal of the Summer Court.”
“Yeah, that’s great, nice to meet you,” I said. “Hey, do you think you could help me save this woman’slife now?”
The Sidhe’s smile faded. “I will do what I can.” He glanced to the side and gestured with a roll of his wrist.
The garden flew into activity. A cloud of pixies darted through the air, bearing stalks of green plants and broad, soft leaves. They piled them into a soft-looking mound near the side of the pool. Talos looked at me for permission and then gently took Elaine’s weight into his arms. My shoulders and biceps all but screamed in relief. The Sidhe lord carried Elaine to the bed of leaves and laid her down upon it. He touched her throat and then her brow with one hand, his eyes closing.
“Weak,” he said quietly. “And cold. But she has strength left in her. She will be all right for a little while.”
“No offense, but your people have some odd notions about time. Go get your Lady. She needs to see to Elaine now.”
Talos regarded me with that same quiet, opaque expression. “She will be here when she will be here. I cannot hurry the sunrise, nor the Lady.”
I started to tell him where he could stick his sunrise, but I bit back the words and tried to take out some frustration by clenching my fists. My knuckles popped.
A hand touched my arm, and the girl, the sculptor from the elevator, said, “Please, sir. Let me get you something to drink, or some food. Mortal food, I mean. I wouldn’t offer the other kind.”
“Like hell,” I said. “Not until Elaine is taken care of.”
From where he knelt beside Elaine, Talos lifted both eyebrows, but he shrugged his shoulders. “As you wish.” He rested his fingertips lightly on either side of her face and bowed his head. “My skills are rather limited. I can at least assure that she loses no ground.”
There was a quiet surge of energy, something as gentle and strong as the weight of a wave lifting you off your feet. Elaine suddenly took a deep breath, and color came back into her cheeks. She blinked her eyes open for a moment, then sighed and closed them again.
“Talos can sustain her for a time,” the girl said. “Until the Lady decides. He has been Ela’s guardian and friend for several years.” She tugged at my arm. “Please, take something to eat. You’ll make us poor hosts if you do not.”
My stomach growled again, and my throat started to complain after all the hard breathing I’d been doing. I exhaled through my nose and nodded to the girl, who led me to one of the benches not far away and pulled a plastic Coleman cooler from underneath it. She rummaged inside, then tossed me a cold can of Coke, a small bag of potato chips, and a long hoagie. None of them held any of the subtle, quivering lure of faerie fare.
“Best I can do for now,” she said. “Turkey sub sound all right?”
“Marry me,” I responded, tore into the food with fervor, and spent a couple of minutes indulging in one of the purest primal pleasures. Eating. Food never tastes so good as when you are starving, and Talos had granted me safe passport under the Accords, so I wasn’t worried about any drugs in it.
While I ate, the girl drew a short stand over to her, on which was a clay bust of a young woman, parts of it still rough, still marked with the tracks of her fingers. She dipped them into a bowl of water attached to the stand and started working on the bust.
“What happened to her?” she asked.
“Hell if I know,” I said between bites. “She was in my car like that. Wanted me to bring her here.”
“Why did you?” She flushed. “I mean, you’re working for Summer’s enemies. Right?”
“Yeah. But it doesn’t mean I’m friendly with them.” I shook my head, washed down a half-chewed bite with a long drink of Coke. Heaven. I ate for a moment more and then frowned at the bust she was working on. The face seemed familiar. I studied it a bit, then asked, “Is that Lily?”
The girl blinked at me. “You know her?”
“Of her,” I said. “She’s a changeling, isn’t she?”
The girl nodded. “Winter, but she hasn’t chosen to go over to them. She was under Ronald’s protection, and she models for us sometimes.” She gestured vaguely toward the young man who was painting intently. “See, there are a few other pieces she modeled for around here.”
I looked around the garden and picked out a pair of statues among all the rest. Both were nudes of white marble. One of them depicted the girl in a tiptoe stretch, arms over her head, body arched prettily. The other showed her kneeling, looking at something cupped in her hands, her expression one of quiet sadness. “Seems like she’s well liked.”
The girl nodded. “She’s very gentle, very sweet.”
“Very missing,” I said.
She frowned. “Missing?”
“Yeah. Her roommate asked me to see if I could find her. Have you seen her in the past couple of days?”
“She hasn’t been here to model, and I’ve never seen her anywhere but here. I’m sorry.”
“Worth a shot,” I said.
“Why are you looking for her?”
“I told you. Her roommate asked for my help. I gave it.” Which was mostly true. Technically, I suppose, I’d sold it. I got the uneasy feeling that I might start feeling too guilty over the cash Meryl had given me to spend it. “I’m a tad busy this week, but I’ll do what I can.”
The girl’s brow furrowed as she worked at the bust. “You’re not like anyone else I’ve ever met who was working for Winter. Mab usually likes her agents . . . colder, I think. Hungrier. More cruel.”
I shrugged. “She wanted someone to find a killer. I’ve had some experience.”
She nodded. “Still, you seem like a decent enough person. It makes me sad to think that you’ve gotten entangled in Winter’s snares.”
I stopped chewing and looked up at her, hard. “Oh, Hell’s bells.”
She looked at me and lifted an eyebrow. “Hmm?”
I put the sandwich down and said, “You’re her. You’re the Summer Lady.”
The shadow of a smile touched the girl’s lips, and she bowed her head toward me. Her blond hair cleared out to Sidhe white, her fingers and limbs suddenly seemed slightly longer, and her features became almost identical to Maeve’s, eyes vertically slitted and almost violently green. She still wore the coveralls and blue T-shirt, and was still liberally covered in flecks of clay, though. They stood out in sharp contrast to her fair skin and pale hair.
“Call me Aurora,” she said. “It’s a little easier for everyone.”
“Uh, right,” I said. I finished the bite I was on and said, “So are you going to stop playing games with me and help Elaine, Aurora?”
She glanced over at Elaine, lying on the ground, and her expression grew troubled. “That depends.”
My teeth clenched, and I said in a falsely pleasant voice, “On what?”
She turned her calm, inhuman eyes to me. “On you.”
“Don’t go getting specific on me, now,” I said. “I wouldn’t know how to handle it.”
“Do you think this is a joke, Mr. Dresden? A game?”
“I know damn well it isn’t a game.”
She shook her head. “And that is where you are wrong. It is a game, but unlike the ones you know. You aren’t allowed to know the rules to this game, and it was never intended to be f
air. Do you know why Mab choseyou , wizard?”
I glared at her. “No.”
“Neither do I,” she said. “And that is my part of the game. Why choose you? It must be because she expects something of you that she would get from no one else. Perhaps bringing Ela here is what she expected.”
“What’s the difference?” I demanded. “Elaine is hurt. Your Emissary has been wounded in the line of duty. Don’t you think you should get her moving again?”
“But if that is what Winter expects, it could be used against me. I am the least Queen of Summer, but even so I must be cautious in the use of my power.”
I snorted. “Maeve sure as hell doesn’t think that way.”
“Of course not,” she said. “She’s Winter. She’s violent, vicious, merciless.”
“And your centaur is just the soul of gentleness and understanding.”
Aurora sighed and lowered her clay-crusted fingers. “I hope you will forgive Korrick’s temper. He is usually a merrier sort. Everyone’s been edgy because of matters here.”
“Uh-huh,” I said. “Just so we’re clear, that was really mortal food, wasn’t it?”
“Yes,” she said. “I have no desire to threaten your freedom, Mister Dresden, or to bind you in any way.”
“Good.” I knew she couldn’t lie to me, so I took another bite of the sandwich and some more chips. “Look, I’m not here to try to undermine your power or sabotage Summer, Aurora. I just want you to help Elaine.”
“I know,” she said. “I believe you. But I don’t trust you.”
“What reason do you have not to trust me?”
“I’ve watched you,” she responded. “You’re a mercenary. You work for hire.”
“Yeah. To pay the bills and—”
She lifted a hand. “You’ve made bargains with demons.”
“Nickel-and-dime stuff, nothing huge or—”
“You traded yourself to the Leanansidhe for power.”
“When I was younger, and a hell of a lot stupider, and in trouble—”
Her inhuman eyes met mine, penetrating. “You’vekilled .”
I looked away from her. There wasn’t much to say to that. My stomach turned, and I pushed the food a bit away from me.
Aurora nodded, slowly. “From the beginning, you have been meant to be a destroyer. A killer. Do you know the original purpose of a godparent, Mr. Dresden?”
“Yeah,” I said. I felt tired. “A godparent was chosen to ensure that a child had religious and moral guidance and teaching.”
“Indeed,” she said. “And your godmother, your teacher and guide, is the most vicious creature of Mab’s Court, more than Maeve’s equal, second in strength only to Mab herself.”
I let out a harsh laugh. “Teacher? Guide? Is that what you think Lea is to me?”
“Isn’t she?”
“Lea barely noticed me except when she thought she could get something from me,” I spat. “The rest of the time she couldn’t care less. The only thing she taught me was that if I didn’t want to get walked on I had to be smarter than her, stronger than her, and willing to do something about it.”
Aurora turned her lovely face fully toward me and regarded me with deep, quiet eyes. “Yes.” Unease gnawed at my belly as she continued. “The strong conquer and the weak are conquered. That is Winter. That is what you have learned.” She leaned closer and said, quietly emphatic, “That is what makes you dangerous. Do you see?”
I stood up and walked a few paces away. Aurora didn’t say anything. I heard drips of water as she washed her hands in the little bowl.
“If you aren’t going to help Elaine, tell me. I’ll take her to the hospital.”
“Do you think I should help her?”
“I don’t give a damn if you do or not,” I said. “But one way or another I’m going to make sure she’s taken care of. Make up your mind.”
“I already have. What remains is for you to make up yours.”
I took a wary breath before asking, “Meaning?”
“Of the two people who entered this garden, Mister Dresden, Elaine is not the most grievously wounded. You are.”
“Like hell. I’ve just got some cuts and bruises.”
She rose and walked toward me. “Those aren’t the wounds I mean.” She reached out and laid a slender hand over my heart. Her skin was warm, even through my shirt, and the simple fact of her touch brought me a small but noticeable sense of comfort. Susan had been gone for months, and with the exception of the occasional assault, no one had actually touched me.
She looked up at me and nodded. “You see. You’ve been badly wounded, Mister Dresden, and you have found neither rest nor respite from your pains.”
“I’ll live.”
“True,” she said. “But this is where it always begins. Monsters are born of pain and grief and loss and anger. Your heart is full of them.”
I shrugged. “And?”
“And it makes you vulnerable. Vulnerable to Mab’s influence, to temptations that would normally be unthinkable.”
“I’m handling temptation pretty damned well, thank you.”
“But for how long? You need toheal , wizard. Let me help you.”
I frowned at her, and at her hand. “How?”
Aurora gave me a small, sad smile. “I’ll show you. Here.”
Her palm pressed a bit closer to me, and somewhere inside me a dam broke open. Emotions welled up like a riotous rainbow. Scarlet rage, indigo fear, pale blue sadness, aching yellow loneliness, putrid green guilt. The tide flooded through me, coursed over me like a bolt of lightning, searing and painful and beautiful all at once.
And after the tide receded, a deep, quiet stillness followed. A sensation of warmth suffused me, gently easing away my aches and bruises. It spread over my skin, like sunlight on a lazy afternoon outside, and with the warmth my cares began to evaporate. My fear vanished, and I began to relax muscles I hadn’t realized were stretched tight as the warmth spread. I floated in warmth for a time, the release from pain an ecstasy in itself.
When I came back to my senses, I was lying on my back on the grass, staring up at leaves and silver-starred sky. My head lay in Aurora’s lap. She knelt behind me, and her hands rested lightly, warm and soft, along the sides of my face. The pain began to return to my body, thoughts, and heart, like some quiet and odious tide washing in garbage from a polluted sea. I heard myself make a small sound of protest.
Aurora looked down at me, her eyes concerned. “Worse even than I suspected. You didn’t even realize how much pain you were in, did you?”
My chest heaved and I let out a quiet sob. The warmth faded entirely, and the sheer weight of the difficulties I had to face pressed down on me, suffocating me.
Aurora said, “Please, let me help you. We’ll make it a bargain, Mr. Dresden. Desist. Relax your efforts to help Winter. Stay here for a time and let me grant you a measure of peace.”
Real tears formed, making my vision blur. I mopped at my face with my hands, struggling to think clearly. If I took the deal, it would probably mean my ass. Backing off from Mab’s offer would mean that I didn’t get a good outcome for the White Council, which meant that they would buy peace with the Red Court of Vampires for the low, low price of one Harry Dresden, slightly damaged.
“Forget it,” I said, my voice weak. “I’ve got a job to do.”
Aurora closed her eyes for a moment and nodded. “At least you are true to your word, Mister Dresden. Your honor is admirable. Even if it is misguided.”
I forced myself to sit up, away from Aurora. “Go on,” I said. “Help Elaine.”
“I will,” she assured me. “But she is in no danger for the moment, and it will take me some time. There is something I wish to say to you first.”
“Okay. Talk.”
“How much did Mab tell you about Ronald’s death?”
I shook my head. “That he was dead. That the mantle of power he wore went missing. That the killer had to be found.”
“Did she tell you why?”
I frowned. “Not exactly.”
Aurora nodded and folded her hands in her lap. “Summer readies to go to war against Winter.”
I frowned. “You mean it’s not just a theoretical possibility anymore. It’s real.”
“I know no other kind of war. The loss of the Summer Knight has forced Summer’s hand.”
“I’m not sure I follow.”
Her pale brow knit into a soft frown. “The power of our Knights is considerable. It carries a sort of weight that only a free mortal will can possess. That power, that influence, is a critical element of the balance between our Courts.”
“Except now yours is gone.”
“Exactly.”
“Which makes Summer weaker.”
“Yes.”
I nodded. “Then why the hell are you planning an attack?”
“The seasons are changing,” Aurora said. “In two days’ time, Midsummer will be upon us. The height of Summer’s strength.”
She said nothing more, letting me do the math. “You think Winter has taken away your Knight,” I said. “And if you wait, you’re only going to grow more and more weak, while Winter gets stronger. Right?”
“Correct. If we are to have any chance of victory, we must strike while at the peak of our strength. It will be the only time when our Court might be near equal to Winter’s strength. Otherwise, the seasons will change, and at Midwinter Mab and her creatures will come for us. And theywill destroy us, and with us the balances of the mortal world.” She lifted her green eyes from her hands to my face. “Winter, Mister Dresden. Endless Winter. Unending and vicious cycles of predator and prey. Such a world would not be kind to mortals.”
I shook my head. “Why would Winter pull this now? I mean, if they had waited another couple of days, they could have held all the cards. Why leave you enough space to wriggle out?”
“I cannot even pretend to know the mind of Winter,” Aurora said. “But I know that they must not be allowed to destroy us. For your sake as well as ours.”
“Boy, everybody’s looking out for my best interests.”
“Wizard, please. Promise me that you will do what you can to stop them.”