by Butcher, Jim
Beside me, Lara shuddered, and I heard her whisper, “Dammit, no.”
The newcomer walked over to us, very slowly and deliberately. The doubles fell into position to his sides and behind him, and I couldn’t help but think they looked like toys—two matched sets of Bodyguard Barbie and Bodyguard Ken. The pale man paused beside one of the gargoyles and plucked a stem and a rose from one of the plants there. Then he approached again, in no hurry whatsoever, plucking off leaves and thorns from the flower one by one.
When he was about four feet away he stopped, finally looking up from the rose. “Ah, dearest Lara,” he murmured. His voice was deep, quiet, and as smooth as warm honey. “What a pleasant surprise to find you here.”
Lara’s expression slipped into a neutral mask, veiling the anxiety I could feel in the tension of her body. She inclined her head in a courtly nod, and left her eyes on the sidewalk.
The man smiled. His eyes swept over the rest of us meanwhile, distant and alien. “Have you been well?”
“Yes, my Lord.”
His lips pursed into a pout. “This is hardly a formal occasion, little Lara. I’ve missed you.”
Lara sighed. She met my eyes for a second, her expression one of warning. Then she turned to step closer to the man. She kissed his cheek without lifting her eyes and whispered, “And I you, Father.”
Oh, crap.
Chapter Nineteen
Lord Raith looked Lara up and down. “That’s . . . quite a novel ensemble you’re wearing.”
“It’s been a busy night.”
Raith nodded and went to Inari, gently touching her shoulder, peering at her arm in the makeshift sling. “What happened to you, daughter mine?”
Inari lifted eyes dull with pain and fatigue and said, “We were mugged. Or something. I think it must have been a gang. That makes sense, doesn’t it?”
Raith didn’t hesitate a beat. “Of course it does, dearest.” He fixed his eyes on Lara and said, “How could you let something like this happen to your baby sister?”
“Forgive me, Father,” Lara said.
Raith waved a generous hand. “She needs medical attention, Lara. I believe hospitals provide such a thing.”
“Bruce is here,” Lara said. “I’m sure he can take care of it.”
“Which is Bruce?”
I would have expected her tone to hold annoyance, but if so I didn’t hear it. “The doctor.”
“He came with you from California? How fortuitous.”
I couldn’t take it anymore. “Hey, people. Chat time is over. The girl’s about to pass out on her feet. Thomas is dying. So both of you shut your mouth and help them.”
Raith whipped his head around to stare daggers at me. His voice was cold enough to merit the use of a Kelvin scale. “I do not respond well to demands.”
I ground my teeth and said, “Both of you shut your mouth and help them. Please.”
And they say I can’t be diplomatic.
Raith flicked an irritated hand at the bookend brigade. Bodyguard Kens and Barbies drew their guns in precise unison and raised them to shoot.
“No!” Lara said. She stepped in front of me and Thomas. “You can’t.”
“Can’t?” Raith said. His voice was dangerously mild.
“They might hit Thomas.”
“I am confident in their marksmanship. They will not hit him,” Raith said, in a tone that suggested he wouldn’t lose any sleep if they did.
“I’ve invited him,” Lara said.
Raith stared at her for a moment, and then in that same soft voice asked, “Why?”
“Because we declared a twenty-four-hour truce while he assisted us,” Lara answered. “If not for his help, we might all be dead.”
Raith’s head tilted to one side. He regarded me for a long moment, and then smiled. He didn’t have Thomas beat when it came to smiles. Thomas’s grin had so much life to it that it was practically sentient. Lord Raith’s smile made me think of sharks and skulls. “I suppose it would be churlish to ignore my debt to you, young man. I will honor the truce and respect my daughter’s invitation and hospitality. Thank you for your assistance.”
“Whatever,” I said. “Would you both shut your mouths and help them now. Pretty please. With sugar on top.”
“I used to admire that kind of monolithic determination.” Raith waved his hand again, though his eyes looked no less cold. The thugs put their guns away. One man and one woman went to Inari, supporting her and helping her into the house. “Lara, bring your physician to her quarters, if you would. Assuming he has mind enough left to treat her.”
She bowed her head again, and something told me she resented doing it.
“I’ll expect you and Thomas in my chambers at dawn so that we can discuss what happened. Oh, and if you would, Wizard Dresden—”
The King of the White Court knew me on sight. This just kept getting better and better.
“—Lara can show you where Thomas’s chambers are. That girl of his is there, I think.” Lord Raith drifted into the house, paced by his retainers.
By my count, there were still two whole goons available for Thomas toting, but I grunted like a big tough guy and set out to do it myself. We started walking into the house. “Nice guy,” I commented to Lara. I was a little short of breath. “And I was all worried about meeting him.”
“I know,” Lara murmured. “He was really quite pleasant.”
“Except for the eyes,” I said.
She glanced at me again, something like approval in her features. “You saw that.”
“That’s what I do.”
She nodded. “Then please believe me when I say that deception is what we do, wizard. My father does not like you. I suspect he wishes to kill you.”
“I get that a lot.”
She smiled at me, and I got hit with another surge of lust—maybe one that wasn’t entirely inspired by her come-hither mojo. She was a smart, tough lady, and had plenty of courage. I had to respect that. And she was gliding along beside me dressed in skimpy black lingerie. Admittedly, the blood and ichor detracted from the overall look, but it gave me a good excuse to see the rest of her while making my assessment.
We went up a shallow, curving stairwell and down a long hall. I tried to stick mental landmarks into my memory so that I’d be able to leave in a hurry if I needed to. My vision blurred for a moment, and the high-pitched buzzing in my ears increased in volume. I took a breath and steadied myself against the wall.
“Here,” Lara said. She turned to me and took Thomas. Either she was stronger than me or she was good at acting like it was no big deal. Probably both.
I rolled my aching shoulders in relief. “Thanks. How is he?”
“The bullets aren’t going to kill him,” she said. “He’d have died already. The Hunger may finish him, though.”
I arched an eyebrow at her in question.
“The Hunger,” she repeated. “Our need to feed. The angel of our darker natures. We can draw upon it to give us a kind of strength, but it’s like fire. It can turn on you if you don’t keep it under control. Right now Thomas is so hungry that he can’t think. Can’t move. He’ll be all right once he feeds.”
I felt an itch on the back of my neck and checked over my shoulder. “Your father’s driver is tailing us.”
Lara nodded. “She’ll dispose of the body.”
I blinked. “I thought you said he was going to be all right.”
“He will be,” Lara said, her tone carefully neutral. “Justine won’t.”
“What?”
“He’s too hungry,” Lara said. “He won’t be able to control himself.”
“Fuck that,” I said. “That isn’t going to happen.”
“Then he’ll die,” Lara said tiredly. “This is the door to his suite.”
She stopped at a door, and with my reflexes on automatic pilot I opened it for her. We went into a rather large room dominated by a sunken pit in the floor. The carpet was lush, a dark crimson, pillows were all
over, and a smoking brazier rested in the center of the pit. The air was heavy with sweet incense. Quiet jazz drifted through the room from speakers I couldn’t see.
On the opposite side of the room, a curtain twitched and then the girl appeared from what was evidently a room beyond. Justine’s shoulder-length dark hair had been striped with trendy strands of dark blue and deep purple. She wore a white bathrobe several sizes too large for her and looked rumpled from sleep. She blinked dark, sleepy eyes and then gasped and rushed toward us. “Thomas? My God!”
I looked back over my shoulder. The driver stood just outside the doorway, speaking quietly into a cellular phone.
Lara carried Thomas down into the pit and carefully laid him upon the pillows and cushions, Justine at her side. The girl’s face was twisted in anxiety. “Harry? What happened to him?”
Lara glanced up and me and said, “I need to make sure Inari is cared for. If you will excuse me.” I didn’t, but she left the room anyway.
Justine stared up at me, fear and confusion on her face. “I don’t understand.”
“Lara shot him,” I said quietly. “And then some Black Court gorillas jumped us.”
“Lara?”
“Didn’t seem like she liked the idea, but she sure as hell gave it a whirl. Lara said he’d spent his reserves fighting, and that he would die if he didn’t feed.”
Justine’s eyes flicked up to the doorway. She saw the driver standing outside. Justine’s face blanched.
“Oh,” she whispered.
Tears formed in her eyes.
“Oh, no. No, no,” she said. “My poor Thomas.”
I stepped forward. “You don’t have to do this.”
“But he’ll die.”
“Do you think he’d want it to be you instead?”
Her lips trembled and she closed her eyes for a moment. “I don’t know. I’ve seen him. I know there’s a part of him that wants to.”
“And there’s another part that doesn’t,” I said. “That would want you to be alive and happy.”
She settled on her knees beside Thomas, staring down at him. She put her fingers on his cheek, and he moved for the first time since the fight with One-ear. He turned his head and placed a soft kiss on Justine’s hand.
The girl shivered. “He might not take too much. He tries so hard not to take too much. Not to hurt me. He might stop himself.”
“Do you really believe that?”
She was silent for a long moment, and then said, “It doesn’t matter. I can’t stand by and let him die when I can help him.”
“Why not?”
She looked up at me, her eyes steady. “I love him.”
“You’re addicted to him,” I said.
“That too,” she agreed. “But it doesn’t change anything. I love him.”
“Even if it kills you?” I asked.
She bowed her head, gently stroking Thomas’s cheek. “Of course.”
I started to refute her, but just then the rush of energy from the silver belt buckle petered out. I started trembling violently. The pain of my injuries rushed back over me. Fatigue settled onto me like a backpack full of lead. My thoughts turned to exhausted sludge.
I vaguely remember Justine cajoling me to my feet and guiding me back through one of the curtains to a lavish bedroom. She helped me onto the bed and said, “You’ll tell him for me, won’t you?” She was crying through a small smile. “You’ll tell him what I said? That I love him?”
The room was spinning, but I promised her that I would.
She kissed my forehead and gave me a sad smile. “Thank you, Harry. You’ve always helped us.”
My vision narrowed to a grey tunnel. I tried to get back up again, but I could barely manage to turn my head.
So all I could do was watch Justine slide out of the bathrobe and leave the room to go to Thomas.
And to her death.
Chapter Twenty
Sometimes you wake up and there’s a little voice inside your head that tells you that today is a special day. For a lot of kids, it sometimes happens on their birthdays and always on Christmas morning. I remember exactly one of those Christmases, when I was little and my dad was still alive. I felt it again eight or nine years later, the morning that Justin DuMorne came to pick me up from the orphanage. I felt it one more time, the morning Justin brought Elaine home from whatever orphanage she had been in.
And now the little voice was telling me to wake up. That it was a special day.
My little voice is some kind of psycho.
I opened my eyes and found myself on a bed the size of a small aircraft carrier. There was light coming into the room from beneath a curtain, but it wasn’t enough to see more than vague outlines. I ached from almost a dozen minor cuts and abrasions. My throat burned with thirst, and my belly with hunger. My clothes were spattered in blood (and worse), my face was rough with the shadow of a beard, my hair was so mussed that it was approaching trendy, and I can’t even imagine what I would have smelled like to anyone walking in. I needed a shower.
I slipped out into the entrance room, around the passion pit and its pillows. There wasn’t a corpse lying in the pit or anything, but then that’s what the driver had been for. The pale light of predawn colored the sky deep blue through a nearby window. I’d been down for only a few hours. Time to get into the car and get gone.
I opened the door to leave Thomas’s chambers, but it was locked. I checked, but it was using at least a pair of key-only padlocks and maybe some kind of emergency bolt as well. There was no way I could open it.
“Fine. We do this Hulk style.” I took a few steps back, focused on the wall I thought closest to the outside, and began to draw in my will. I took it slow, concentrating, so that I would have the best chance of keeping the spell under control. “Mister McGee, don’t make me angry,” I muttered at the wall. “You wouldn’t like me when I’m angry.”
I was about to huff and puff and blow the wall down when the door rattled, clicked, and opened. Thomas entered, looking as he always did, though this time he wore khakis and a white cotton turtleneck. He had a long coat of brown leather draped over his shoulders, and a gym bag in his hand. He froze when he saw me. His expression showed something I didn’t think I’d ever seen in him before—shame. He looked down, avoiding my eyes.
“Harry,” he said quietly. “Sorry about the door. Had to make sure you got left alone until you woke up.”
I didn’t say anything. But I remembered my last sight of Justine. Fury, pure and simple, flooded through me.
“I brought you some clothes, some towels.” Thomas tossed the gym bag underhand. It landed on my foot. “There’s a guest room two doors down on your left. You can use the shower in there.”
“How’s Justine?” I asked. My voice was flat and hard.
He stood there without lifting his eyes.
I felt my hands clench into angry fists. I realized that I was barely a breath away from attacking Thomas with my bare hands. “That’s what I thought,” I said. I walked past him to the door. “I’ll clean up at home.”
“Harry.”
I stopped. His voice was raw with emotion, and sounded like he was trying to speak through a throat full of bitter mud. “I wanted you to know. Justine . . . I tried to stop in time. I didn’t want to hurt her. Never.”
“Yeah,” I said. “You had good intentions. That makes it all right.”
He folded his arms over his stomach, as if nauseous, and bowed his head. His long hair veiled his face. “I never pretended I wasn’t . . . a predator, Harry. I never claimed she was anything but what she was. Food. You knew it. She knew it. I didn’t lie to anyone.”
I had a bunch of vicious answers I could have used, but I went with, “Before she went to you last night, Justine asked me to tell you that she loved you.”
Short of shoving a running chain saw into Thomas’s guts, I don’t think I could have hurt him any more. He didn’t look up when I spoke, and he started trembling with rapid breaths.
“Don’t go yet. I need to talk to you. Please. There are things happening that—”
I started walking out, and heard myself put every bit of caustic contempt I could into the words: “Make an appointment at my office.”
He took a step after me. “Dresden, Mavra knows about this house. For your own sake, at least wait for sunrise.”
He had a point. Dammit. Sunrise would send the Black Court back to their hidey holes, and if they had any mortal accomplices, it would at least mean that I would only be up against run of the mill weapons and tactics. Arturo probably wouldn’t be awake at the moment, and Murphy would just now be getting dressed and heading for the gym. Bob would stay out until the last minute he possibly could, so I’d have to wait for sunrise to talk to him anyway. I had a little time to kill.
“All right,” I said.
“Do you mind if tell you a few things?”
“Yes,” I said. “I mind.”
His voice broke. “Dammit, do you think I wanted this?”
“I think you hurt and used someone who loved you. A woman. As far as I’m concerned, you don’t exist. You look like a person, but you aren’t. I should have remembered that from the beginning.”
“Harry—”
Anger flared up in me like a wall of red flame behind my eyes. I shot a look at Thomas over my shoulder that made him flinch. “Be satisfied with nonexistence, Thomas,” I said. “You’re lucky you have it. It’s the only thing keeping you alive.”
I slammed the door behind me as I left his chambers. I slammed open the door to the guest room he’d mentioned. And then slammed it behind me, which was starting to seem a little childish, even through a haze of bitter anger. I tried to take deep breaths and got the shower going.