by Butcher, Jim
I let out a breath. It had been only a strong theory until his reaction had confirmed it. “Yeah. Thought so. You’ve been nothing but talk since my mom got finished with you. Living for years, talking a good game and hoping that no one noticed what you weren’t doing. Hoping no one figured out that one of your broodmares gelded you. Bet that was terrifying. Living like that.”
“Perhaps,” he said in a low murmur.
“They’re going to figure it out,” I said quietly. “This is a pointless exercise. It will cost you to kill us, and you aren’t getting any more. Ever. You’d be smarter to cut your losses and start running.”
Raith’s cold face again lifted into a smile. “No, boy. You aren’t the only one who worked out what your mother did to me. And how. So instead, you and your brother are going to die tonight. Your deaths will end your mother’s paltry little binding, along with her bloodline, of course.” His eyes flashed to Murphy and he said with a slow smile, “And then perhaps something to eat. I am, after all, very hungry.
“You son of a bitch,” I snarled.
Raith smiled at me again. Then told the Barbie, “Bring him.”
And with that, Murphy still pinned on his knife—don’t miss the symbolism there, Doc Freud—he led us through thirty yards of trees and down a rough slope into cold and darkness.
Chapter Thirty-nine
Lord Raith led us into the cave he called the Deeps, and the Bodyguard Barbie kept her gun on me while simultaneously remaining well out of easy reach. She wasn’t any Trixie Vixen anyway. If I jumped her, she’d shoot me, and that would be that. Not that I could have done much jumping, what with the leg irons and all. I had trouble just shuffling along while ducking my head low enough to keep from bumping into rocky protrusions from the cave’s roof.
“Murph?” I said. “How are you doing?”
“I’m feeling a little repressed,” she responded. There was tight pain in her voice. “I’m fulfilling this hostage stereotype, and it’s pissing me off.”
“That’s good,” Raith said. He still had her by the neck, with the knife he held actually pressed a tiny bit into the wound he’d already given. “Defiance adds a great deal of enjoyment to feeding, Ms. Murphy.” He put a contemptuous emphasis on the honorific. “It is, after all, a great deal more pleasurable to conquer than to rule. And defiant women can be conquered again and again before they break.”
I ignored Raith. “How’s your side?”
Murphy shot a glare over her shoulder at her captor. “A little prick like this? It’s nothing.”
In answer, Raith threw Murphy against the wall. She caught herself and turned, her hand blurring in a short, vicious strike.
Raith wasn’t human. He caught her hand without so much as looking at it. He drove her hand and wrist back against the wall, and brought the bloodied tip of his knife sharply up under her chin. Her lip twisted into a defiant snarl and her knee lashed up as she kicked. Raith blocked it with a sweep of his thigh and pressed in close to her, all sinuous, serpentine speed and strength, until he was pressed to her front, his face to hers, raven-black hair mingling with her dark gold.
“Warrior women are all the same,” Raith said, his eyes on Murphy’s. His voice was low, slow, lilting. “You all know your way around struggling with other bodies. But you know little about the needs of your own.”
Murphy stared at him, shoulders twitching, and her lips slowly parted.
“It’s bound into you,” Raith whispered. “Deeper than muscle and bone. The need. The only way to escape the blackness of death. You cannot deny it. Cannot escape it. In joy, in despair, in darkness, in pain, mortalkind still feels desire.” His hand slid down from her wrist, his fingertips lightly brushing the thick veins. A soft sound escaped from Murphy’s throat.
Raith smiled. “There. You already feel yourself weakening. I’ve taken thousands like you, lovely child. Taken them and broken them. There was nothing they could do. There is nothing you can do. You were made to feel desire. I was made to use it against you. It is the natural cycle. Life and death. Mating and death. Predator and prey.”
Raith leaned closer with each word, and brushed his lips against Murphy’s throat as he spoke. “Born mortal. Born weak. And easily taken.”
Murphy’s eyes went wide. Her body arched in shock. She let out a low, sobbing sound, as she tried and failed to hold back her voice.
Raith drew his head slowly back, smiling down at Murphy. “And that’s only a taste, child. When you know what it is to be truly taken later this night, you will understand that your life ended the moment I wanted you.” His hand moved, sudden and hard, digging his thumb against the wound in her ribs. Her face went white, and another, similar cry escaped her. She crumpled, and Raith let her fall to the ground. He stood over her for a moment, and then said, “We’ll have days, little one. Weeks. You can spend them in agony or in bliss. The important thing to realize is that I’ll be the one who decides which. You are no longer in command of your body. Nor your mind. You no longer have a choice in the matter.”
Murphy gathered herself together and managed to lift her eyes again. They were defiant, and blurred with tears, but I could see the terror in them as well—and a sort of sickened, hideous desire. “You’re a liar,” she whispered. “I am my own.”
Raith said, quietly, “I can always tell when a woman feels desire, Ms. Murphy. I can feel yours. Part of you is so tired of being disciplined. Tired of being afraid. Tired of denying yourself for the good of others.” He knelt down, and Murphy’s eyes shied away from his. “That part of you is what wanted to feel the pleasure I just gave. And it is that part of you that will grow as it feels more. The defiant young woman is already dead. She is simply too afraid to admit it.”
He seized her hair and started dragging her, careless and hard. I saw her face for a second, confusion and fear and anger warring for control of her expression. But I knew she’d taken a wound far more grievous than any physical injury I’d seen her sustain. Raith had forced her to feel something, and there had been nothing she could do to stop him. She’d done her best to tear into him, and he had slapped her down like a child. It wasn’t Murphy’s fault that she’d lost that fight. It wasn’t her fault that he’d forced sensation upon her. I mean, hell, he was the lord of the freaking nation of sexual predators, and even weakened and hampered by my mother’s curse, he had been able to take apart Murphy’s psychic and emotional defenses.
If he got the full measure of his powers back, what he would do to Murphy in retaliation for what my mother had done to him would be worse than death.
The damnedest thing was that there wasn’t much I could do about it. Not because I was chained up, held at gunpoint, and probably going to die—though I had to admit, that might make things somewhat difficult—but because this wasn’t a fight that someone else could win for Murphy. The real battle was inside of her—her strength of will against her own well-founded fears. Even if I did ride in on a white horse to save her, it would mean only that she would be forced to question her own strength and integrity thereafter, and that would be nothing more than a slow death of her self-reliance and strength of will.
It was something I could not save her from.
And I had asked her to face it.
Raith hauled on her hair as if it had been a dog’s lead.
Murphy didn’t fight back.
I clenched my hands into impotent fists. Murphy was in very real danger of dying that night, even if she kept on breathing and her heart kept on beating. But she would have to be the one to save herself.
The best thing I could do was nothing. The best thing I could say was nothing. I had some power, but it couldn’t help Murphy now.
Hell’s bells, irony blows.
Chapter Forty
I’d been in a few caves that were the headquarters for dark magic and those who trafficked in it. None of them had been warm. None of them had been pleasant. And none of them had been professionally decorated.
Until now.
After a long, precipitous slope into the earth, the Raith Deeps opened up into a cavern bigger than most Paris cathedrals. To a degree, it resembled one. Lights played in soft colors on the walls, mostly shifting rosy hues. The cave was of living rock, and the walls had all been shaped by water into nearly organic-looking curves and swirls. The floor sloped very slightly up, to where a shift in the rock gave rise to an enormous carved chair of pure, bone-white stone. The chair had been decorated with flares and flanges and every kind of carved frivolity you could imagine, so that it sat at the center of all the carving like a peacock poised in front of its tail. Water fell in a fine mist from overhead, and more lights played through it, broken by the droplets into myriad spectra. To the right hand of the throne was a smaller carved seat—almost a stool really, like the ones you’d imagine lions or seals perching on during circus performances. To the left was a jagged, broken gap in the rock, and behind the throne, where more of the mist fell, was simply darkness.
Though the stone was smooth, it undulated in regular, ripple-shaped rises toward the throne from where we entered the Deeps. Here and there along the rippled floor were groups of pillows and cushions, thick woven carpets, low, narrow tables set with wine and the kinds of finger foods that tended to get smeared about fairly easily.
“Well, it’s subtle,” I said to no one in particular. “But I like it. Sort of The King and I meets Harem Honeys and Seraglio Sluts II.”
Raith strode past me and threw Murphy at a pile of pillows and cushions along one wall, the one farthest away from the entrance. She knew how to take a fall, and though the motion had been vicious and torn out some of her hair, she landed well, coming up to a shaky crouch. Bodyguard Barbie dragged my manacles and me over to the wall nearby and padlocked me to a steel ring in the wall. There was a whole row of such rings there. I tried to wiggle a little, testing the strength of the steel ring, but whoever built it knew what he was doing. No wiggle, no flexion of the ring where it joined the wall.
“Time?” Raith asked.
“Eleven-thirty-nine, my lord,” the bodyguard reported.
“Ah, good. Still time.” He walked over to a group of pillows in the far corner of the room, and I realized that they had been strewn around a little raised platform of stone. The platform was a circle perhaps ten feet across, and inside of it was a thaumaturgic triangle, an equilateral shape within the ring of the circle used in most ritual magic because it was easier for amateurs to draw a freaking triangle than a pentacle or a Star of Solomon. Thick incense wafted up from braziers around the circle, giving the cold air the sharp scent of cinnamon and some other, more acrid spice. “Wizard, I believe you have met my assistants.”
Two women rose from the shadows within the circle and faced me. The first was Madge, Arturo’s first wife, the disciplined businesswoman. She wore a white robe trimmed with scarlet cloth, and her hair was down. It made her look both younger and simultaneously lent her an overripe look, like fruit a day swollen and spoiled. Her eyes were no less calculating, but there was an edge of something there that I recognized—cruelty. The love of power, to the exclusion of the well-being of one’s fellow beings.
The second woman, of course, was Trixie Vixen. She looked awful and she didn’t get up. I could see the thick bandages over her wounded leg as she sat quietly on one hip, the silk of her own crimson-trimmed white robe spread out in such a way that it normally would have revealed enticing curves of calf and thigh. Her eyes had the heavy, flickering look of someone on far too many drugs, and used to it.
Thomas was chained to the floor in the center of the thaumaturgic triangle. He was naked, gagged, and his pale skin was covered with bruises and the stripes of being beaten with a slender cane. There was a low ridge of rock under his spine that arched his back off the floor, pinning his shoulders back and exposing his chest in such a fashion that he would be unable to move, even if someone should be leaning over him in order to cut out his heart.
“You’re missing one,” I said. “Where’s wifey number two?”
“Dear Lucille.” Raith sighed. “She was far too eager to please, and melodramatic about it to boot. I did not authorize her little attempt to poison you via blow dart, wizard, though I suppose I would not have been upset with her had she succeeded. But she was guiding the spell last night and had the incredibly bad taste to attempt to murder my daughter.” Raith sighed. “I very nearly felt obligated to you for saving her, Dresden. Lucille assured me that she had only the best of intentions and wanted to do all that she could to continue helping me.”
“So you sacrificed her for the curse this morning,” I spat.
“No, he didn’t,” Madge said in a quiet, rather chillingly conversational tone. “I did. The little bitch. I’d been dreaming about something like that for years. They’re wrong about revenge, you know. All the movies. I found it quite fulfilling and rewarding, from an emotional standpoint.”
“I helped,” Trixie protested. “I helped kill her.”
“Bullshit,” I said. “You were right there holding a gun on me when Lucille died, you . . . you self-deluded, half-witted schlong-jockey.”
Trixie shrieked, lurched up, and started to throw herself at me. Madge and Raith caught her arms and let her thrash for a moment, until she was panting and drooping. They eased her back down. “Be still,” Raith said. “That’s quite enough from you.”
Trixie hit him with a sullen scowl. “You don’t tell me wh—”
Madge slapped her. Hard. One of her rings left a long line of fine red droplets on Trixie’s cheek. “Idiot,” she spat at Trixie. “If you’d told the police his name instead of forgetting it for your pills and needles, the wizard would be in a cell right now.”
“What the fuck does it matter?” Trixie snarled, not looking up. “He’s had it now. It didn’t make any difference.”
Madge tilted her head back and lifted her right hand, palm out and fingers spread, and said, “Orbius.”
There was a surge of power that grated against my wizard’s senses, and something wet and stinking that looked like a fusion of a fresh cow patty and a dew speckled cobweb came into being, slapping across Trixie’s face. She fell back, clawing at it with her painted fingernails and screaming. Whatever the stuff was, it stuck like superglue, and it rendered her screams all but inaudible.
I shot a hard glance at Madge. She had power. Not necessarily a lot of it, but she had it. No wonder she’d made sure her hands were full when she first met me. The touch of one practitioner’s hand against another’s was electric and unmistakable. She’d dodged me neatly, which meant . . .
“You knew I was getting involved,” I said.
“Of course,” Raith confirmed. He added a pinch of something to one of the braziers and picked up a carved box. He drew black candles from it and placed them at each tip of the triangle. “Drawing you into a position of vulnerability was one of the points of the entire exercise. It was time to have flights of angels sing my dear son to his rest, and you and he had become entirely too friendly. I had assumed he was feeding from you and had you under his influence, but after I listened to the security tape from the portrait gallery I was delighted. Both of Margaret’s sons. I finally will escape her ridiculous little binding, remove a troublesome thorn in my side—”
He kicked Thomas viciously in the ribs. Thomas jerked but made no sound, his eyes burning with impotent fury. Trixie Vixen fell over onto her side, back going into desperate arches.
“—slay the wizard that has a full quarter of the Red Court quaking in their fleshmasks, restore a rebellious employee to acceptable controls, and now, in addition to all of that, I have acquired someone with influence among the local authorities.” His eyes lingered on the subdued Murphy for a moment, growing shades more pale.
Murphy didn’t look up at him.
“Take off your shoes, little one,” Raith said.
“What?” Murphy whispered.
“Take them off. Now.”
She flinched at the harshnes
s of his tone. She took her shoes off.
“Throw them over the edge. Socks too.”
Murphy obeyed Raith without lifting her eyes.
The incubus made a pleased sound. “Good, little one. You please me.” He walked in a circle around her as if she were a car he’d just purchased. “All in all, Dresden, a marked gain for the year. It bodes well for the future of House Raith, don’t you think?”
Trixie Vixen’s heels thumped on the floor.
Raith looked down at her and then at Madge. “Can you manage the ritual alone, dear?”
“Of course, my lord,” Madge said calmly. She struck a match and lit one of the candles.
“Well, then,” Raith said. He regarded Trixie with clinical detachment until her heels had stopped drumming on the stone floor. Then he seized her hair and dragged her to the left side of the enormous throne. She still moved weakly. He lifted her by the back of the neck and pitched her out into the darkness like a bag of garbage.
Trixie Vixen couldn’t scream as she fell to her death. But she tried.
I couldn’t stop myself from feeling protest and pain as I saw another human being killed. Even though I tried.
Raith dusted his hands against each another. “Where was I?”
“Taunting the wizard with how he has been manipulated from the beginning,” Madge said. “But I would suggest that you let me begin the conjuring at this point. The timing should be just about right.”
“Do it,” Raith said. He walked around the circle, examining it carefully, and then walked over to me.
Madge picked up a curved ritual knife and a silver bowl and stepped into the circle. She pricked her finger with the knife and smeared blood upon the circle, closing it behind her. Then she knelt at Thomas’s head, lifted her face with her eyes closed, and began a slow chant in a tongue whose words twisted and writhed through her lips.