by J. R. Ward
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Chapter One
MIAMI, FLORIDA
Sola Morte, a.k.a. Marisol Maria Rafaela Carvalho, opened the sliding door, pulling the glass panel out of the way. Even though it was past midnight and into January, the ocean air that greeted her was seventy degrees and humid, a sweet kiss as opposed to a frigid slap. After a year of living in Miami, however, she was no longer pleasantly surprised. The kinder climate had become, like the slow pace, the palm trees, the beaches and the tides, simply part of life.
Exotic was a function of rarity, and so, as with beauty, was in the eye of the beholder.
Now, the snow-covered pines of Caldwell, New York, would be captivating and unusual.
Shaking her head, she tried to stick to the present. The "terrace" for this fifth-floor condo she shared with her grandmother was nothing more than a shelf with a railing, the sort of outdoor space added not for the functional utility and enjoyment of the owners, but so "ocean terrace" could be included in the sales description of the building's thirty units. And come to think of it, the "ocean" part was also a fudge, as it was Biscayne Bay, not the Atlantic, she was overlooking. Still, water was water, and when you couldn't sleep, it was more interesting than staring at your ceiling.
She'd kitted out the two-bedroom, two-bath place about three years ago, buying setups from Rooms To Go because they were priced right and someone else had done the thinking about throw pillows and color combinations. And then for her "luxury" "ocean" terrace, she'd hit Target and scored two yellow-and-white lawn chairs and a coffee table. The former worked fine. The latter had a translucent plastic top with what had turned out to be annoying waves in its surface. Nothing sat flush on it.
On that note, she parked herself in the chair on the left. "Full moon tonight."
As her voice drifted off, she stared across the nocturnal vista. Directly in front of her, there were a number of short houses, old ones built in the forties, and then a series of crappy T-shirt shops, bodegas, and cantinas between her and the beach. To say that she and her vovo lived in Miami was similar to the terrace-false-advertising thing. They were actually on the northern knife-edge of the city limits, well away from the mansions and nightlife, although she was willing to bet that in about ten years, this down-market neighborhood was going to get a glitzy overhaul.
Fine with her. She'd have a great return on her cash investment and--
Oh, who was she kidding. They weren't going to be here for more than another year.
She had another bolt-hole in California and one in Toronto. After they cycled through those, it was going to be somewhere else.
For her, there were few requirements for establishing a home base: cash purchase, Catholic church within blocks, and a good Latino market close by.
As a breeze rolled up and played through her newly-blonded hair, she sat forward because it was hard to stay still. The repositioning didn't last, and not just because the top railing now blocked the view of the bay. Easing back, she tapped the heel of her flip-flop, the metronome of restless energy only bearable because it was her own foot doing the up and down, and, at least theoretically, she could stop it.
To say that memory was a lane you could walk along, a path to follow, a linear progression you embarked on from start to finish, was way off base. After this past year, she had decided it was more like a piano keyboard, and the musical notes her mind played in the form of moving-picture images were a pick-and-choose determined more by the sheet music of her mourning than the well-founded logic of her decision to leave Caldwell.
For example, if she were rational about things, she would be focusing on what it had been like to come home one night and have those attackers abduct her as her grandmother roused and started to come down the stairs. Then she would recall her trip up north in the trunk of a car. Yup...if she were smart, her brain would be projecting a slide show about her taking a lit flare and stabbing it into the eye socket of the man who yanked her out of the back of that sedan. She would picture herself getting shot in the leg as she had tried to run away through the forest, and then remember the cell with the bars in the underground level of that torture camp.
She would visualize with precise detail the thug with the two-toned face who had stripped her and tried to rape her--until she had twisted his nuts and beat his head in with a heavy chain.
And finally, she would see herself dragging a dead man across the floor to try to use his fingerprint to open the way out. And when that didn't work, she would retrace her steps as she returned to the basement and pulled that two-toned attempted rapist's arm through the bars of a cell so she could take a kitchen knife and cut the hand off at the wrist.
How about recalling the successful use of that still-warm thumb on the keypad to open the steel door? Or bursting out of that hellhole wearing nothing but a parka and the blood of the two human beings she had killed?
But nah, those were not the notes her cerebral Steinway played.
As tunes went, the one that her brain kept on repeat was altogether different and far more destructive.
Even though it was certainly sexier--
"Stop it." She rubbed her eyes. "Just stop."
Above the landlocked bay, over the breakwater rim of North Beach, the moon was a great silver plate, its illumination hazy and tickled by wisps of clouds.
Assail's eyes had been like that, silver with a deep purple rim.
And she guessed they still were, assuming he was alive--although with the kind of life he was leading? Drug lords were in risk pools over and above the generic ones like cancer and heart disease.
Not that she had judged him for his choice of business--come on, her profession as a burglar was how she'd ended up in that trunk.
Such odd, hypnotizing eyes he'd had. Like nothing she had ever seen, and no, that was not romanticizing on her part. As with his strange name, and the accent that she couldn't quite place--was it German? French? Romanian?--and the mystery that surrounded him, he had been what other men had never come close to: irresistible. With hair so black, she'd assumed it had been dyed, and a widow's peak on that high, autocratic forehead, and his powerful body and sex drive, she had often felt that he was a figment from some other world.
A deadly presence.
A gorgeous predator.
An animal in human skin.
Between one blink and the next, she saw him the night he had come to rescue her from that camp--but not as he had approached her with open arms and a calm voice just as she had run out of that steel door, all wounded and disorientated. No, she remembered him a short time later, when he had somehow met her at a rest stop some twenty miles down the highway.
She had never understood how it was possible that he had stayed behind as his cousins had driven off with her--and yet Assail had caught up with them as if he could fly.
And then there was what he'd looked like. His mouth had been covered with blood as if he had bitten someone. And those silver and purple eyes had shone brighter than this moon in this southern sky with the light in them so unholy, it had seemed the stuff of exorcism.
Yet she had not been afraid of him--and she had also known at that moment that Benloise, her captor, had not lived. Assail had somehow killed her kidnapper, and in all likelihood, his brother, Eduardo.
It was the way of the business they had all been in. And the way of the life she had been determined to leave after she had healed.
After all, when you were held by madmen and prayed to God to see your grandmother again, and that actually happened? Only a fool didn't keep their end of the bargain.
Hello, Miami.
Sola pushed her fingertips into her forehead and tried to get her brain off the well-worn path it seemed determine to process and re-process--even though it was a year later, for godsakes. She couldn't believe she was so fixated on a sound decision that she had made with her own survival at the forefront.
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br /> Nights were still the worst. During the day, when she was busy with such high-level endeavors as grocery shopping, and going to mass with her vovo, and constantly looking out from under the brim of a baseball cap to see if they were being followed, she managed better. But with the darkness came the haunting, the ghost of a man she never should have slept with tormenting her.
She had long been aware that she had a death wish. Her attraction to Assail was confirmation of that, and then some.
Hell, she didn't even know his last name. For all the spying on him that she had been hired to do, and then that which she had done on her own, she knew almost nothing about him. He had a glass house on the Hudson that was owned by a real estate trust. His two closest associates were his twin cousins, and both were as mute as brick walls when it came to his personal details. He'd had no wife or children.
At least not around him, but who knew. A man like that certainly had plenty of options for companionship.
Shifting to the side, she took her old iPhone out and looked at its black screen. When she woke the thing up, there was a picture of the beach from back right after she had arrived here.
No texts, no missed calls, no voicemails.
For a long while, she had had these regular hang-ups from a restricted number.
The intermittent calls were the only reason she'd kept the phone. Who else would be reaching her on it except for Assail? Who else had the number? It wasn't the phone she'd used with Benloise or any of her shadowy business, and the account was under an alias. He was the only one who had the digits.
She really should have left the thing up north and canceled the service. Clean cut was best. The safest.
The issue seemed to have resolved itself, however. Assuming Assail had been the one calling, he'd stopped--and maybe it wasn't because he'd found his grave. He had probably moved on--which was what people did when they got left behind. The whole pining-away-for-a-lifetime thing only happened in Victorian novels, and then usually on the woman's side.
Yeah, no Mr. Havisham going on up north. No way--
Another memory took her back in time, and it was one she hated. Even after Benloise had ordered her off the trail, she had followed Assail out to an estate, to what had appeared to be a caretaker's cottage. He hadn't gone there for a business transaction. No, it was for a dark-haired woman with a body and a half, and he'd taken her down onto a sofa like he'd done it before. Just as he'd started to have sex with her, he had looked directly at the window Sola had been watching him through--as if he were putting on the show for her.
At that point, she had decided to pull out of the surveilling and had resolved never to see him again.
Fate had had different ideas, however. And had turned her silver-eyed drug dealer into a savior.
The sad thing was, under different circumstances, she might have stayed with him in that glass house of his. But in the end, her little deal with God had superseded that kind of fantasy.
Getting to her feet, she lingered at the rail for a while longer, wondering exactly what she hoped she would find in the view. Then she turned away, shut herself back in the condo, and kicked off her flip-flops. On silent, bare feet, she whispered through the living room area and went into the kitchen. Her grandmother's standards were such that not only could you eat off the floor, you could toss a salad in any of the drawers, roll your bread dough out inside the cupboards, and use the shelving to cut your steak on.
The tool kit was under the sink, and she got out a full-sized hammer.
The iPhone went into a double Ziploc bag-setup on her way to the door and she disengaged the alarm before exiting into the corridor. The fire stairwell was down on the right, and as she strode over to it, she listened out of habit, but not necessity. The people in the building were elderly, and what little she saw of them confirmed she had chosen the right unit. This was the land of snowbirds who didn't have the money to fly up and back for the spring and summer, so the building never emptied out.
There would always be nosy witnesses, even if those eyes and ears were not quite as sharp as they had once been. And her fellow residents represented a complication that people coming after her would think twice about.
Plus, as always, she had a compact nine with a laser sight on her. Justincase.
The stairwell was cooler, but no dryer than the great outdoors, and she didn't go far. She put the phone in its little plastic bag-coffin on the concrete floor underneath the coiled fireman's hose and checked one last time that there had been no calls.
Then she drove the hammer down once. Twice. Three times.
That was all it took to destroy the phone.
As she went back to the condo, she turned the loose pieces over in her hands, the two baggies keeping things together. Tomorrow morning, she would go online from a secured computer and cancel the service, her last tie, flimsy though it was, cut forever.
The idea that she would never know what happened to Assail was almost as bad as the reality that she would never see him again.
Letting herself in once more, she resolved to go to bed, but was drawn back to the view of the water and the moon.
She missed the man she shouldn't have ever had as if he were a piece of her soul, left behind.
But that was the way of it.
Destiny was such a thief.
Chapter Two
THE BLACK DAGGER BROTHERHOOD TRAINING CENTER
CALDWELL, NEW YORK
Doc Jane checked her watch and resumed her pacing. As she went back and forth in the concrete corridor outside her main exam room, she was very aware of her own heartbeat--which was a little odd considering she was, for all intents and purposes, not alive.
In the back of her head, she heard Bill Murray saying, Have you or your family ever seen a spook, specter, or ghost?
Pretty much every time she looked in the mirror, Dr. Venkman. Thanks.
On that note, she headed down a couple of doors and stopped. Staring ahead without seeing anything, she found that she couldn't breathe right and decided that, of all the parts of her job as a trauma surgeon, what was about to happen next was something that she had never gotten good at. No matter how much training, experience, or continuing education she had, proficiency in this most vital part of her calling had not come.
And she hoped it never did.
Assail, I have failed you, she thought. I am so sorry. I did everything I could.
A clanking sound brought her head around. Down at the far end of the training center's long, main corridor, past all kinds of class, break, and interrogation rooms, the reinforced-steel vault panel that separated the subterranean facility from its multi-level parking area opened wide. Rhage, one of the Brotherhood's newest fathers, came in and stood off to the side.
The two dark-haired males who entered after him were, from what she understood, an anomaly in the vampire species. Identical twins did not happen that often and few of them made it to adulthood. Ehric and Evale had proven to be the exception to a lot of rules, however.
For example, she wasn't sure they were any more living than she was. For all the emotion they had ever shown, they might as well have been cyborgs. Such dead eyes--they had stares with all the luminosity of matte paint. Then again, they had probably seen a lot. Done a lot. And that translated, from what she had learned about war, into people who dissociated from the world around them, trusting no one.
Not even themselves.
Rhage indicated the way toward her, even though her presence was a self-explanatory destination, and as the twins walked forward, John Matthew entered as well, adding a caboose to the train.
Where was Vishous, she wondered. He and Rhage were supposed to be on transport with them?
Taking out her phone, she did a quick check. No texts or calls from her mate, and for a moment, she considered reaching out to him.
Shaking her head, she put the cell away and refocused on her job. She had to get through this conversation first, before she did anything perso
nal.
As the twins approached, proximity didn't increase the warm and fuzzies of those males in the slightest. The closer they got, the bigger they became, until they were stopping in front of her and reminding her that immortality was so not a bad thing. They were killers, these two, and though they had extended a professional courtesy exemption to the Brotherhood's household by virtue of shared interest, she was glad she was a ghost.
Especially given what she had to tell them.
"Thank you for coming," she said.
The one on the left--the one that...yup, there was that mole behind the ear, so he had to be Ehric, not Evale--nodded once. And that was it from the both of them. No greeting. No nervousness. No anger. No sadness, even though they knew exactly why she'd asked them here. In all their robotic stoicism, with their black hair, and their platinum eyes, and their powerful builds, the cold-as-ices were like a matched set of Glocks, deadly and emotionless.
She had no idea how this was going to go.
"Will you excuse us?" she said to Rhage and John Matthew.
The Brother shook his head. "We're not leaving you."
"I appreciate your concern, Rhage, but patient confidentiality is an issue here. If you don't mind, maybe you could wait down by the office?" She pointed over there even though they knew perfectly well where it was. "This really needs to be a private conversation."
She knew better than to order any of the Brotherhood or the fighters off the kind of duty Rhage and John Matthew felt they were doing here. To them, she was Vishous's shellan, and as such, her advanced degrees and recent karate training didn't mean diddly: Even though the twins and their kin had proven loyal to the King and they had never shown any untoward behavior around her, they were still unattached males near a bonded Brother's female.
So she was going to be guarded like she was in a wet T-shirt and a pair of stripper heels.
It was ridiculous, but going Gloria Steinem on the situation was just going to delay things. Putting the very real privacy concern on the table, however, was going to get the job done. And it did.
"We'll just be right there," Rhage muttered. "Right over there. Like, no distance at all."