— You can't tell Mr. Pratt where she might be? —
— Why does he think I can? —
— He suggested that you might be better acquainted with her people. —
— I see. — Norris felt his face tighten. So they think that a farm boy in a suit is still just a farm boy. — May I ask why it's suddenly so urgent that he find her? —
— She's a witness, and she's only seventeen years old. There's her safety to consider. And the safety of her sister's child. —
— I hardly imagine that Mr. Pratt cares one whit about their welfare. Is there another reason he seeks her? —
Grenville paused. After a moment, he admitted, — There is a matter, which Mr. Pratt would prefer not to see in the press. —
— Which matter? —
— Concerning an item of jewelry. A locket that was briefly in the possession of Miss Connolly, before it found its way to a pawnshop. —
— What's the significance of this locket? —
— It did not belong to her. By all rights, it should have gone to her sister's husband. —
— You are saying that Miss Connolly is a thief? —
— I'm not saying it. Mr. Pratt is. —
Norris thought about the girl and her fierce loyalty toward her sister. — I cannot imagine her to be such a criminal. —
— How did she strike you? —
— A clever girl. And forthright. But not a thief. —
Grenville nodded. — I'll pass along that opinion to Mr. Pratt. —
Norris, believing the interview to be over, started to rise, but Grenville said, — A moment more, Mr. Marshall. Unless you have another engagement? —
— No, sir. — Norris settled back into the chair. Sat, uncomfortably, as the other man quietly regarded him.
— You are satisfied thus far with your course of study? — asked Grenville.
— Yes, sir. Quite. —
— And with Dr. Crouch? —
— He's an excellent preceptor. I'm grateful he took me on. I've learned a great deal about midwifery at his side. —
— Although I understand you have strong opinions of your own on the subject. —
Suddenly Norris was uneasy. Had Dr. Crouch complained about him? Was he now to face the consequences? — I did not mean to question his methods, — he said. — I only wished to contribute —
— Shouldn't methods be questioned if they do not work? —
— I should not have challenged him. I certainly don't have Dr. Crouch's experience. —
— No. You have a farmer's experience. — Norris flushed, and Grenville added, — You think I have just insulted you. —
— I don't presume to know your intentions. —
— I meant no insult. I've known many a clever farm boy. And more than a few idiot gentlemen. What I meant by my comment regarding farmers is that you've had practical experience. You've observed the process of gestation and birth. —
— But as Dr. Crouch quite plainly pointed out to me, a cow cannot be compared to a human being. —
— Of course not. Cows are far more companionable. Your father must agree, or he would not hide himself away on that farm. —
Norris paused, startled. — You are acquainted with my father? —
— No, but I know of him. He must be proud of you, pursuing such a demanding course of study. —
— No, sir. He's unhappy with my choice. —
— How can that be? —
— He had thought to raise a farmer. He considers books a waste of time. I would not even be here, at the medical college, were it not for the generosity of Dr. Hallowell. —
— Dr. Hallowell in Belmont? The gentleman who wrote your letter of recommendation? —
— Yes, sir. Truly, there's no kinder man. He and his wife always made me feel welcome in their home. He personally tutored me in physics and encouraged me to borrow books from his own library. Every month, it seemed, there'd be new ones, and he gave me complete access. Novels. Greek and Roman history. Volumes by Dryden and Pope and Spenser. It's an extraordinary collection. —
Grenville smiled. — And you made good use of it. —
— Books were my salvation, — said Norris, and was suddenly embarrassed that he'd used a word so revealing. But salvation was precisely what books had meant to him during the bleak nights on the farm, nights when he and his father had little to say to each other. When they did speak, it was about whether the hay was still too wet, or how close the cows were to calving. They did not speak of what tormented them both.
And they never would.
— It's a pity that your father did not encourage you, — said Grenville. — Yet you've come so far with such little advantage. —
— I've found employment here, in the city. — Disgusting though his work with Jack Burke might be. — It's enough to pay for tuition. —
— Your father contributes nothing? —
— He has little to send. —
— I hope he was more generous with Sophia. She deserved better. —
Norris was startled by the mention of that name. — You know my mother. —
— While my wife Abigail was still alive, she and Sophia were the dearest of friends. But that was years ago, before you were born. — He paused. — It was a surprise to us both when Sophia suddenly married. —
And the biggest surprise of all, thought Norris, must have been her choice of a husband, a farmer with little education. Though Isaac Marshall was a handsome man, he had no interest in the music and books that Sophia so treasured, no interest in anything but his crops and his livestock. Norris said, hesitantly, — You do know that my mother is no longer living in Belmont? —
— I'd heard she was in Paris. Is she still there? —
— As far as I know. —
— You don't know? —
— She hasn't corresponded. Life on the farm was not easy for her, I think. And she — Norris stopped, and the memory of his mother's departure was like a fist suddenly closing around his chest. She'd left on a Saturday, a day he scarcely remembered, because he'd been so ill. And weeks later, he was still weak and wobbly on his feet when he'd come down to the kitchen to find his father, Isaac, standing at the window, staring out at the mist of summer. His father had turned to face him, his expression as distant as a stranger's.
— Your mother just wrote. She won't be coming back, — was all Isaac had said before walking out of the house and heading straight to the barn to do the milking. Why would any woman choose to stay with a husband whose only passions were the ache of hard work and the sight of a well-plowed field? It was Isaac she had fled, Isaac who had driven Sophia away.
But as time went by without other letters, Norris had come to accept a truth that no eleven-year-old boy should have to face: that his mother had also fled from him, abandoning her son to a father who lavished more affection on his cows than on his own flesh and blood.
Norris took a breath, and as he exhaled, he imagined his pain being released as well. But it was still there, the old ache for just one glimpse of the woman who had given him life. And then broken his heart. So anxious was he to end this conversation that he said, abruptly: — I should return to the dissection room. Is that all you wished to see me about, sir? —
— There is one more thing. It's about my nephew. —
— Charles? —
— He speaks highly of you. Even looks up to you. He was quite young when his father died of a fever, and I'm afraid that Charles inherited his father's delicate constitution. My sister thoroughly coddled him when he was a boy, so he's grown up on the sensitive side. It makes anatomical study all the more upsetting for him. —
Norris thought of what he'd just witnessed in the anatomy lab: Charles, white-faced and trembling, as he took up the knife, as he slashed away in blind frustration.
— He is finding the studies difficult, and he receives little encouragement from his friend Mr. Kingston. Only ridicule. —
— Wende
ll Holmes is a good and supportive friend. —
— Yes, but you are perhaps the most skilled dissector in your class. That's what Dr. Sewall tells me. So I'd appreciate it, should you see that Charles needs any extra guidance —
— I'd be happy to look out for him, sir. —
— And you won't let Charles know we spoke of this? —
— You can trust me. —
Both men stood. For a moment, Grenville studied him, silently taking his measure. — And so I shall. —
Thirteen
EVEN A DISINTERESTED OBSERVER would be able to tell, with merely a glance, that the four young men who stepped into the Hurricane that night were not of equal standing. If a man could be judged by the quality of his topcoat, that alone would have set Norris apart from his three classmates; certainly it set him apart from the illustrious Dr. Chester Crouch, who had invited his four students to join him for an evening round of drinks. Crouch led the way across the crowded tavern to a table near the fireplace. There he shrugged off his heavy greatcoat with the fur collar and handed it to the girl who had scurried over the instant she'd spotted the group step through the door. The tavern maid was not the only female who'd taken note of their entrance. A trio of young ladies shopgirls perhaps, or adventurous country visitors were eyeing the young men, and one of them blushed at a glance from Edward, who merely shrugged at their attentions, so accustomed was he to looks from the ladies.
By the light of the roaring fire, Norris couldn't help admiring Edward's stylish neck stock tied ŕ la Sentimentale, and the green topcoat with the silver buttons and velvet collar. The filth of the dissection room had not stopped Norris's three fellow students from wearing their fine shirts and Marseilles waistcoats while they'd cut into old Paddy. He himself would never risk a disastrous stain on such expensive muslin. His own shirt was old and frayed and not worth the price of Kingston's cravat alone. He looked down at his hands, where dried blood was still caked beneath his fingernails. I shall go home with the stink of that old corpse clinging to my clothes, he thought.
Dr. Crouch called out: — A round of brandy and water for my excellent students here. And a plate of oysters! —
— Yes, Doctor, — the tavern girl said, and with a sly glance at Edward, she hurried past crowded tables to fetch the drinks. Though equally fashionable, Wendell was too short, and Charles too pale and timid, to attract the same admiring looks. And Norris was the one with the worn coat and rotting shoes. The one not worth a second glance.
The Hurricane was not a tavern that Norris frequented. Though he spotted here and there a shapeless coat or the faded uniform of a half-pay officer, he saw a crowd that was largely high-collared and well shod, and he spotted more than a few of his fellow medical students eagerly scooping up oysters with hands that only hours ago had wallowed in the blood of cadavers.
— The first dissection is merely an introduction, — said Crouch, raising his voice to be heard in that noisy room. — You cannot begin to understand the machine in all its brilliance until you've seen the variability between young and old, male and female. — He leaned toward his four students and spoke more quietly. — Dr. Sewall was hoping to secure a fresh shipment next week. He's offered as much as thirty dollars apiece, but there's a problem with supply. —
— Surely people are still dying, — said Edward.
— Yet we're faced with scarcity. In past years, we could rely on suppliers in New York and Pennsylvania. But everywhere now, we face competition. The College of Physicians and Surgeons in New York has enrolled two hundred students this year. The University of Pennsylvania four hundred. It's a race to acquire the same merchandise that every other school is scrambling for, and it gets worse every year. —
— There's no such problem in France, — said Wendell.
Crouch gave a sigh of envy. — In France, they understand what is vital to the common good. The medical school in Paris has full access to the charity hospitals. Their students have all the bodies they could possibly use for study. Now, there's the place to learn medicine. —
The serving girl returned with their drinks and a platter of steaming oysters, which she laid on the table. — Dr. Crouch, — she said. — There's a gentleman wishes to speak to you. Says it's his wife's time, and she's in distress. —
Crouch glanced around the tavern. — Which gentleman? —
— He waits outside, with a carriage. —
Sighing, Crouch stood up. — It appears I shall have to leave you. —
— Shall we accompany you? — asked Wendell.
— No, no. Don't let the oysters go to waste. I'll see you all in the morning, on the ward. —
As Dr. Crouch walked out the door, his four students wasted no time attacking the platter.
— He's right, you know, — said Wendell, plucking up a succulent oyster. — Paris is the place to study, and he's not the only one to say it. We're at a disadvantage. Dr. Jackson has encouraged James to complete his studies there, and Johnny Warren will soon be headed to Paris as well. —
Edward gave a dismissive snort. — If our education is so inferior, why are you still here? —
— My father thinks studying in Paris is an unnecessary extravagance. —
Merely an extravagance for him, thought Norris. For me, an impossibility.
— Have you no wish to go? — said Wendell. — To learn at the feet of Louis and Chomel? To study fresh cadavers, not these half-pickled specimens practically rotting off the bone? The French understand the value of science. — He tossed the empty oyster shell onto the platter. — That is the place to learn medicine. —
— When I go to Paris, — Edward said with a laugh, — it won't be to study. Unless the subject is female anatomy. And one can study that anywhere. —
— Although not as thoroughly as in Paris, — said Wendell, grinning as he wiped hot juices from his chin. — If tales of the enthusiasm of French women are to be believed. —
— With a large enough purse, one can buy enthusiasm anywhere. —
— Which gives even short men like me hope. — Wendell raised his cup. — Ah, I feel a poem coming on. An ode to French ladies. —
— Please, no, — groaned Edward. — No verse tonight! —
Norris was the only one who did not laugh at that. This talk of Paris, of women who could be bought, reopened the deepest wound of his childhood. My mother chose Paris over me. And who was the man who'd lured her there? Though his father refused to speak of it, Norris had been forced to come to that inevitable conclusion. Surely a man was involved. Sophia had been barely thirty, a bright and lively beauty trapped on a farm in quiet Belmont. On which of her trips to Boston had she met him? What promises had he offered, what rewards to compensate for the abandonment of her son?
— You're awfully quiet tonight, — said Wendell. — Is it about that meeting with Dr. Grenville? —
— No, I told you it was nothing. Just about Rose Connolly. —
— Oh. That Irish girl, — said Edward, and he grimaced. — I have a feeling Mr. Pratt has more evidence against her than we're hearing. And it's not just about some fancy bauble she's stolen. Girls who steal are capable of worse. —
— I don't know how you can say that about her, — said Norris. — You don't even know her. —
— We were all on the ward that day. She revealed a complete lack of respect for Dr. Crouch. —
— It doesn't make her a thief. —
— It makes her an ungrateful little brat. Which is just as bad. — Edward tossed an empty shell onto the platter. — Mark my words, gentlemen. We'll be hearing more about Miss Rose Connolly. —
Norris drank too much that night. He could feel the effects as he walked unsteadily home along the river, his belly filled with oysters, his face flushed from the brandy. It had been a glorious meal, the finest he'd enjoyed since arriving in Boston. So many oysters, more than he ever thought he could consume! But the glow from the alcohol could not ward off the bone-chilling wind that blew in fro
m the Charles River. He thought of his three classmates, bound for their own far superior lodgings, and pictured the cheery fires and the snug rooms that awaited them.
An uneven cobblestone caught his shoe and he stumbled forward, barely catching himself before he fell. Dazed by drink, he stood swaying in the wind, and gazed across the river. To the north, at the far end of Prison Point Bridge, was the faint glow of the state prison. To the west, across the water, he saw the lights of the jail on Lechmere Point. Now, this was an uplifting view, to see prisons in every direction, a reminder of how far one could fall. From a gentleman to a mere tradesman, he thought, is just a matter of a wrong turn at business, a poor hand at cards. Forfeit the fine house and carriage, and suddenly one is merely a barber or a wheelwright. Take another tumble, incur another bad debt, and one wears a pauper's rags and sells matches on the street or sweeps dust for a penny. Yet another tumble and there one will be, shivering in a cell on Lechmere Point or staring through prison bars in Charlestown.
From there, one can tumble only one step lower, and that is into the grave.
Oh, yes, this was a grim view, but it was also what fed his ambition. He was driven not by the lure of endless platters of oysters or a taste for fine calfskin shoes or velvet collars. No, it was this view in the other direction, over the precipice, to where one might fall.
I must study, he thought. There's still time tonight, and I'm not so drunk that I can't read just one more chapter in Wistar's, cram a few more facts into my head.
But when he climbed the narrow stairs to his freezing attic room, he was too exhausted to even open the cover of the textbook, which sat on the desk by the window. To save on candlelight, he stumbled around in the dark. Better not to waste the light and wake up early, when his brain was fresh. When he could read by daylight. He undressed in the faint glow of the window, staring out across the hospital common as he untied his cravat, unbuttoned his waistcoat. In the distance, beyond the black swath of the common, lights flickered in hospital windows. He imagined the shadowy wards, echoing with coughs, and the long rows of beds where patients now slept. So many years of study lay before him, yet he had never doubted that he was meant to be here. That this moment, in this cold attic, was part of the journey he'd begun years ago as a boy, when he'd first watched his father slice open a slaughtered pig. When he'd beheld its heart still quivering in the chest. He had pressed his hand to his own chest, and felt his own beating heart, and had thought: We are alike. Pig and cow and man, the machine is the same. If I can only understand what drives the furnace, what keeps the wheels turning, I will know how to keep that machine working. I will know how to cheat Death.
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