by S L Farrell
Audric nodded. He coughed, taking a breath and wiping his mouth with the sleeve of his bashta, lifting his other hand to the councillors. “I apologize, Councillors,” he said finally. “Please understand that my… umm, vehemence comes solely from my deep concern for Nessantico and my worry about the Holdings-and I know you all worry with me.” He glanced at Sigourney. “Councillor ca’Ludovici, Regent ca’Rudka will never come to you. Never. The truth is that he intends to remain in power, no matter what my age might be.”
“That is a troubling accusation, Kraljiki, to be certain,” Sigourney responded. “Do you have proof of this?”
“Like Kraljiki Carin,” he answered with a nod to Odil, “I remember what is said in my presence. The Regent has hinted at this to me, and I’ve heard him whispering to Archigos Kenne when they thought I was asleep or too ill to pay attention. Proof? I have nothing but what I’ve heard, but I have heard it. There are curious facts as well. Regent ca’Rudka, after all, was the Commandant of the Garde Civile in my vatarh’s time, and also head of the Garde Kralji before that. The Regent’s handpicked men still provide the security for Nessantico: Commandant cu’Falla with the Garde Kralji and Commandant cu’Ulcai with the Garde Civile. Yet, somehow, not only couldn’t they prevent the assassination of our beloved Archigos Ana, they both claim that they didn’t even know of any plot against her.”
“What do you mean, Kraljiki?” Aleron asked. “Are you saying that Regent ca’Rudka…?” He stopped. A pudgy forefinger stroked his bearded chin.
“You all know the rumors regarding Archigos Ana-that she sometimes used the Ilmodo to heal, even though the Divolonte speaks against such practices,” Audric told them. “I know those practices to be true, because the Archigos helped me, many times, in just that way. Yes, Councillor ca’Ludovici, I see you nod. I know everyone suspected this. With Archigos Ana dead, why, someone might have believed that I, too, would soon die as well-and that the Council of Ca’, in gratitude for long service and given that the direct line of Kraljica Marguerite currently had no issue, might just name the current Regent as Kraljiki in title as well as fact. If ca’Rudka waited to act much longer, why, there’s the danger that I might marry and have children who could claim the title.”
He could see them thinking about his accusations, especially his cousin Sigourney ca’Ludovici. Trying to still the coughing, he hurried into the rest. Yes, you have their attention now, he heard his great-matarh say, her voice pleased.
“This has further come to a head because of the continued bad news from the Hellins,” Audric hurried to continue. “Councillor ca’Ludovici, your brother is struggling mightily with the puny resources we’ve given him. Commandant ca’Sibelli is a fine warrior, unmatched, but still we are being humiliated by the Westlanders: we, Nessantico, the Holdings, the greatest power in the world. These people are little more than savages, yet they are stealing from us the land that the blood of our soldiers sanctified. I have told the Regent that I will not tolerate this. I have told the Regent that I wish to have additional troops and war-teni sent to the Hellins to help your brother put down this rebellion. Let me ask each of you, has Regent ca’Rudka spoken to any of you of this?” He saw their heads shake silently. “I thought not. He is content to let the Hellins fall-he has told me as much. He is content to have the great sacrifice of our gardai be wasted. Were I Kraljiki now, I would order the immediate arrest of ca’Rudka. I would put him in the Bastida and have him give us his confession, as he’s made others confess over the decades. But if you won’t do that, then I suggest you simply ask him. Not about the death of the Archigos or his intentions for me, but about the Hellins-ask the Regent about our situation there and what he feels our best course might be. Ask him how it is that he knew nothing of the plot against Archigos Ana. Listen carefully to his answers. And when you realize that I tell you the truth about this, you should understand that I’m telling you the truth of the rest as well.”
He stood. He could feel his body trembling from the effort, the exhaustion threatening to take him. He seemed to see the three as if through some smoke-stained glass, and he wanted nothing more than to fall into his bed under the watchful eyes of Marguerite. He had to end this. Quickly. “For now, we’re done here,” he said. “Talk to ca’Rudka. And after you do, think of what I’ve said to you.”
He bowed to them, then-with as slow and dignified a pace as he could muster-he walked across the room to the door of his bedroom. Marlon opened the door for him.
He managed to wait until it closed behind him to fall into the arms of Seaton.
Sergei ca’Rudka
“ Regent ca’Rudka! A moment!”
Sergei turned from the entrance of the Bastida a’Drago. Above him, mortared into the stones of the dreary ramparts, the skull of a dragon’s head gaped down with its massive jaws open and needled teeth gleaming. The dragon’s head, discovered during the building of what had been intended as a defensive bulwark, had given the Bastida its name: Fortress of the Dragon. Now it leered at prisoners entering the dungeon, seeming to laugh as the Bastida devoured them.
Or perhaps it was laughing at all of them: the Numetodo claimed it wasn’t a dragon’s skull at all, but the skull of an ancient, extinct beast, buried and turned to stone. To Sergei, that was too convoluted a theory to be believable, but then the Numetodo also claimed that the stone seashells found high on the hills around Nessantico were there because in some unimaginably distant past, the mountains were the bottom of a seabed.
The past didn’t matter to Sergei. Only the present, and what he could touch and feel and understand.
A carriage had stopped in the Avi a’Parete. Sigourney ca’Ludovici gestured toward Sergei from the window of the vehicle. He bowed to her courteously and walked over to the carriage. “Good morning, Councillor,” he said. “You’re out early-First Call was barely a turn of the glass ago.”
Her eyes were a startling light gray against the dyed blackness of her hair. He could see the fine lines under the powdered face. “The Council of Ca’ met with the Ambassador cu’Gorin of the Coalition this morning, Regent-as your office was informed.”
“Ah, yes.” Sergei lifted his chin. “I saw the statement Councillor ca’Mazzak put together. He did a fine job of walking the ground between congratulating the new Hirzg and threatening him, and I gave the statement my approval. I’m thinking that Councillor ca’Mazzak would make a fine Ambassador to Brezno, if he were willing. And I think Ambassador cu’Gorin will be suitably irritated by the appointment.”
At another time, Sigourney would have laughed at that, but she seemed distracted. Her lips were partially open as if she were waiting to say something else, and her gaze kept moving away from his face to the Bastida’s facade. It wasn’t his metal nose-Sergei was used to that with strangers, with their gazes either being snared by the silver replica glued to his face, or so aware of it that their gazes slid from his face like skaters on winter ice. But Sigourney had known him for decades. They had never been friends, but neither had they been enemies; in the politics of Nessantico, that was enough. Something’s wrong. She’s uncomfortable. “What did you really want to ask me, Councillor?” Sergei’s question brought her face back to him.
“You know me too well, Regent.”
He might know Sigourney, but she didn’t know him. No one really knew him; he had never let anyone come that close to his unguarded core, and he was too old to begin now. She would be appalled if she knew what he’d done this morning, in the bowels of the Bastida. “I’ve had practice at reading people,” he told her, with a nod of his head to the dragon on the Bastida’s rampart. “It’s in the eyes, and the tiny muscles of your face that one can’t really control.” He tapped his false nose, deliberately. “The flare of your nostrils, for instance. You’re troubled by something.”
“We’ve all read the latest report from my brother in the Hellins,” she told him. “That’s what troubles me-the situation there.”
Sergei put a foot on the step of the ca
rriage, leaning in toward her. The springs of the carriage’s suspension groaned and sagged under his weight. “It troubles me as well, Councillor.”
“What would you do about it?”
“When one is bleeding badly,” he told her, “one is advised to bind the wound. I say that with no criticism of your brother. Commandant ca’Sibelli is doing the best he can with the resources we can spare him, but fighting a determined enemy in their home territory is difficult in the best of circumstances, and well nigh impossible at this distance.”
“Are you suggesting we bind the wound, Regent, as you so fancifully put it, or to flee in disgrace from what is causing the damage?” Her eyebrows lifted with the question, and Sergei hesitated. He knew that Audric had met with Sigourney, Odil, and Aleron-that kind of gossip couldn’t be kept quiet in the palais-and he remembered all too well the arguments on the subject he’d had with Audric. Sergei hadn’t yet had a chance to broach the subject with any of the Council of Ca’; now it appeared that Audric had done it for him, and he doubted that Audric’s view had painted him in complimentary hues.
“Whether there is disgrace in retreat depends,” he answered carefully, “on whether you believe that the next wound might be a mortal one.”
“ Is that what you believe, Regent?” she persisted. “You believe the war in the Hellins is lost?”
Once, he might have hedged, not certain what was the safest opinion to reveal. As he’d grown older, as he’d gained power, he’d become less inclined to be subtle. “I believe there is a danger of that, yes,” he told her. “I’ve told the young Kraljiki my opinion, and such will be my statement to the Council of Ca’ in my next report. So you have a preview of it.” He smiled; it took effort. “From the way you speak, Councillor, I suspect the Council is already aware of my feelings. Your prescience is impressive.” There was no returning smile; Sigourney’s face was impassive in the shadows of the coach. “Let me give you the rest of it. The worst danger, as I’ve also said to the Kraljiki, is that in looking west, we are ignoring the East and the Coalition. I take it Audric didn’t mention that to you.”
She stayed in shadow, her response masked. “You don’t advise sending more troops to the Hellins? Do you advise abandoning what we’ve gained there?”
Sergei glanced back at the dragon; it seemed to be leering toothily at him. “Why is it that I believe you already know my answers to those questions, Councillor?”
“I would still like to hear them. From your lips.”
“Then: no, and yes,” he told her flatly. “If we send more troops, we are sending more of our gardai to die across the Strettosei when I am convinced we will need them here, and perhaps sooner than we might like. As for the Hellins: my experience tells me that another commandant will fare no better than your esteemed brother has. Commandant ca’Helfier, his predecessor, is ultimately responsible for the terrible situation there; it was his bungling and poor judgment that caused the Tehuantin army to become involved in the conflict, and that tipped the balance.” Sergei was pleased to see her draw back at that and look away from him, as if the sight of the Pontica ahead of the carriage was suddenly far more interesting. “Our difficulties are the distance, and communication, and a vast enemy who is fighting on their home ground.” He tapped the open window of the carriage with his hand. “And an enemy who is now stronger than most of us want to believe. When we took the Hellins, the Tehuantin stayed in their own lands beyond the mountains, but ca’Helfier’s actions caused the natives of the Hellins to call on their cousins for help. We can call the Westlanders savages and infidels who worship only the Moitidi and set them up as false gods, but that doesn’t alter the truth that their war-teni-through whatever deities they call upon-are at least as effective as our own. Perhaps even more so.”
“Some might say you skirt dangerously close to heresy yourself with that statement, Regent,” ca’Ludovici told him, making the sign of Cenzi.
“I see my duty as Regent to look the truth in the face, no matter what that truth is, and to speak it,” he told her. That was a lie, of course, but it sounded good; as he saw it, his duty as Regent was to see that the Nessantico he handed to the next Kralji was in a stronger position than he’d originally found it: no matter what that entailed him doing or saying, legal or illegal. “That has always been my function within Nessantico. I serve Nessantico herself, not anyone within it. That’s why Kraljica Marguerite named me Commandant of the Garde Kralji, and why your cousin Kraljiki Justi placed me first as Commandant of the Garde Civile and then named me Regent, even when we often disagreed.” His mouth twitched at the memories of the arguments he’d had with the great fool Justi. May the soul shredders tear at him for eternity for what he did to the Holdings.
“I, too, serve Nessantico first,” Sigourney said. “In that, we’re alike, Regent. I want only what is best for her, and for the Holdings. Beyond that…” She shrugged in shadow.
“Then we agree, Councillor,” Sergei answered. “Nessantico needs truth and open eyes, not blind arrogance. The Council of Ca’ certainly recognizes that, doesn’t it?”
“Truth is more malleable than you seem to think, Regent. What is the saying? ‘A ca’s vinegar may be the ce’s wine.’ Too much of what is termed ‘truth’ is actually only opinion.”
“That may be the case, indeed, Councillor, but it’s also what people say when they wish to ignore a truth that makes them uncomfortable,” Sergei answered, and was rewarded with a moue of irritation, a glistening of moistened lips in the dimly-lit face. “But we can speak of that later, with all of the Council present, if you wish. There should be a new report coming from the Hellins soon, and perhaps that will tell us what is true and what is only opinion.”
He heard her sniff more than he saw it, and a white hand lifted in the shadowed interior, rapping on the roof of the carriage. “We shall talk further on this, Regent,” she told Sergei in a cold, distant voice, then called to the driver in his seat: “Move on.”
He watched her drive away, the iron-rimmed wheels of the carriage rumbling against the cobblestones of the Avi. The sound was as cold and harsh as Sigourney’s attitude had been. Sergei turned again to the Bastida and looked up at the dragon’s skull above the gates. The ferocious mouth grinned.
“Yes,” he told the skull. “The truth is that one day we’ll all look just like you. But not yet for me. Not yet. I don’t care what Audric has said to the Council. Not yet.”
Jan ca’Vorl
Jan found his Matarh standing on the balcony of their apartments in Brezno Palais. She was staring down at the activity on the main square. The Archigos’ Temple loomed against the skyline directly opposite them, nearly half a mile away, and nearly every foot of that distance was covered with people. The square was illuminated with teni-lights in yellow and green and gold, dancing in the globes of the lampposts, and the markets and shops around the vast open area were thronged with shoppers. Music drifted thin and fragile toward them from street performers, wafting above the hum of a thousand conversations.
“It’s a scene worth painting, isn’t it?” he asked her, then before she could answer. “What’s the matter, Matarh? You’ve been keeping to yourself ever since the party. Is it Vatarh?”
She turned at that. Her gaze slid from his face to the chevaritt’s star that he wore, and he thought that her tentative smile wavered momentarily. “It’s just been an overwhelming few weeks,” she told him. Her hand brushed imaginary lint from his shoulders. “That’s all.”
“I think Vatarh’s behavior has been abysmal since he came here,” Jan said. “I swear, sometimes I think I could kill the man. But I’m sure you’ve been far more tempted than me.” He laughed to take the edge from his words, but she didn’t join him. She half-turned, looking back down toward the square.
“You’re a chevaritt,” she said. “Someday you’ll go to war, and someday you’ll have to actually kill someone else-or be killed yourself. You’ll be forced to make that decision and it’s irrevocable. I know…”
“You know? ” Jan frowned. “Matarh, when did you-?”
She interrupted him before he could finish the half-mocking question. “I was eleven, nearly twelve. I killed the Westlander spellcaster Mahri, or I helped Ana kill him.”
“Mahri? The man responsible for Kraljica Marguerite’s death?” Is this a joke? he wanted to add, but the look on her face stopped him.
“I stabbed him with the knife Vatarh had given me, stabbed him as he was trying to kill Ana. I never told anyone afterward, and neither did Ana. She was always careful to protect me.” She was looking at her hands on the railing; Jan wondered if she expected to see blood there. He wasn’t sure what to say or how to respond. He imagined his matarh, the knife in her hand.
“That must have been hard.”
She shook her head. “No. It was easy. That’s the strange part. I didn’t even think about it; I just attacked him. It was only afterward
…” She took a long breath. “Did you ever think about how it might be if someone you knew were dead-that it might be better for everyone involved if that were the case?”
“Now there’s a morbid subject.”
“Someone killed Ana because they thought that their world would be better if she were out of the way. Or maybe they did it because someone they believed in told them to do it and they were just following orders. Or maybe just because they thought it might change things. Sometimes that’s all the reason someone needs-you don’t think about the people who might care for the victim, or what the repercussions might be. You do it because… well, I guess sometimes you aren’t certain why.”
“You’re making me worry more, Matarh.”