by Sosie Frost
Until then, I’d earn whatever money I could to help her and keep my sister out of trouble.
The Rhys family owned a farm five miles outside of town. Nolan went into law, but he kept the land. Only reason I knew or cared was because Chelsea had always liked the house. She used to talk about working a farm with a family, everyone helping out and depending on each other for a better life. I hated to remind her, but we did work together when we were kids. We sold what Dad told us to sell on the same corner. I got the black eyes when the deals went bad. Chelsea got it worse.
I did the job for Nolan and got out as quick as I could while still doing the quality of work that would have made Matthias proud. Never thought I’d actually like a trade. I wasn’t the best with customers, and I dropped out of high school in the tenth grade. But the job was a challenge and kept me busy. I liked that, and I liked even more that it was a respectable living. Something I could use to support Josie and the family I was determined to make with her.
But I was an idiot.
No honest jobs existed—just opportunities to take what you needed to get taken by those making a profit from you. Nolan’s profit wasn’t money. He’d pay for one pound of Josie’s flesh at a time.
I woke the next morning at six. Some jackass pounded against Josie’s door.
I didn’t like rude awakenings, and I liked even less that they scared the piss out of Josie. She peeked out a window and frowned. I warned her not to open the door, but she didn’t listen.
Damn innocent girl. She let the monster into her home.
“Chief Craig?” Josie hadn’t worn anything to bed last night. My orders. She struggled to bind her robe before she flashed those perfect curves to a man sleazy enough to look. “Is everything okay?”
The chief stared past her. He sneered at me. “Sorry, Josie. It’s not.”
She panicked, and her nails scratched the door. “Is it Granddad?”
“No, no. Matt’s fine, but…”
Fucker. I recognized his grin. Hard to forget a punchable face. I pulled my shirt off the couch and tugged it over my head.
Josie wasn’t gonna like this.
“Mr. Maddox has to come with me,” Chief Craig said. “I got some questions for him.”
Josie hadn’t heard that phrase for a year. Her eyes closed, and she opened the door wider. Her glance to me was as subtle as a kick to the nuts.
“Seriously?” She wasn’t even mad, just exasperated. “What happened?”
“We’ll talk at the station.” Chief Craig acted friendly, but I knew he couldn’t wait for the handcuffs. Maybe if I went willingly, he wouldn’t humiliate me in front of Josie. “You better come with me, son.”
“Sure,” I said. “Got my lawyer on speed dial.”
That was a lie. I didn’t have the money for an attorney, not when I shoved every spare dollar I had into the chief’s pocket like some rented whore.
Like how he treated my sister.
“I’ll be back.” I didn’t want Josie following, but she was already rushing to the bedroom to get dressed. “Don’t worry.”
She didn’t answer. Probably deserved that even though I didn’t know why the fuck the chief was hauling me into the station. For the first time, I was actually behaving.
I should have suspected it. Nolan Rhys met us at the station.
That son of a bitch faked a scowl when he saw me. No sense hiding it—he loved watching me get frisked and handcuffed. Bastard wanted a cavity search too, but Saint Christie wasn’t exactly the NYPD. Chief Craig forced me in the chair next to his lieutenant’s desk. He offered me coffee, but I was their guest enough times to know better. The grounds they had in the machine were probably the same ones from a year ago, last time they held me in a cell.
“You can save us some time here, Maddox.” Chief Craig shuffled the paperwork for the booking. He studied me over his reading glasses. “We found the campaign signs. We know what happened. Let’s get this over with so Josie doesn’t have to watch me fingerprint you.”
“You don’t have those on file?” I asked.
“You burned your hand in the fire,” he said. “Can’t be too careful now, can we? Especially when it comes to men on parole.”
What the hell was he talking about? I ignored the chill on my spine. “Wouldn’t want to hamper your investigation.”
Nolan adjusted his tie. “I told you we could resolve this quickly and quietly.”
I snorted. “Gonna tell me what I did?”
“A confession would save us time,” Nolan said.
“Right. But that would ruin your fun.” I shrugged. “This is your moment of glory, Rhys. You get to play victim, prosecutor, judge, and executioner.”
“If only. What do you have to say for yourself?”
A lot of things I prepared to slur at his feet, but not once the front door swung open and Josie hurried inside. She tossed her curls in a headband, but she forgot to match the orange material to her vibrant pink yoga pants. Chief Craig tried to keep her away, but she prepared for war. She slammed a newspaper onto the lieutenant’s desk and stared only at Nolan.
“Imagine my surprise when Sean calls me—not because he wanted to offer me some hours to help with this afternoon’s issue, but because he wanted a quote.” She crinkled the front page’s headline. “Your campaign signs were burned last night, and you think it was Maddox?”
Nolan hadn’t expected her attitude, but he never did take the time to know Josie, not when he only wanted the curves hidden in her yoga pants. He smiled, offering her a seat that she immediately refused.
“A majority of my campaign signs were pulled from yards during the night,” he said. “The rest I had stored in my family’s barn. Someone burned the lot of them on the edge of my family’s property.” Nolan sipped the coffee Chief Craig offered, grimaced, and set it down. “I’m not a betting man. I only put my chips down when I’m expecting to win. But…given the circumstances…”
Josie bore the insult to her grandfather’s debts with more poise than I did. She didn’t back down. “You’re going to accuse Maddox of vandalism…why? Just because he’s in town?”
“It’s a serious crime when a politician is targeted,” Nolan said.
“Oh, for Pete’s sake. Maddox didn’t do this.” She pointed at me. “Tell them.”
“I didn’t do it,” I said, for all the good it’d do.
“Josie.” Chief Craig edged between her and Nolan, just as a precaution. “You might want to do Maddox a favor and call his parole officer and lawyer.”
“He didn’t do it,” she said. “Why would he jeopardize his parole? When would he have done this? What evidence do you even have?”
The chief hid his smirk. “Maddox was on Mayor Rhys’s property.”
“No, he wasn’t!”
Son of a bitch. Why did it take me this long to see through Nolan? He wouldn’t piss on his own campaign just to toss me in jail overnight. They’d never get enough evidence to prove it was me, and that worked for him. He wasn’t after me.
He struck at Josie.
Nolan took too much enjoyment from this. I’d have broken his damn neck if he smiled any wider at her. “Maddox was at my barn yesterday.”
“I don’t believe you.”
This hurt more than getting cuffed and slammed into a cell. “Sweets, I was there. I was doing a job.”
If it were any other gig, I would have tried to impress her with my work ethic. Anything, no matter how small, was worth it if I could prove to her I wasn’t a complete deadbeat with a record who couldn’t hold a job unless he was holding a gun.
I hadn’t told her about Nolan because I didn’t want to piss her off.
Ironies of ironies.
“You’re working for Nolan?” Her voice caught somewhere between disbelief and rage. “Why?”
Nolan answered for me. “I hired him to rewire my barn lights. He did a job and was paid for it.”
“Why would you hire him?”
“Oh, well, befo
re his arrest, I paid him to do all sorts of odds and ends for me.”
It was a strange feeling to watch another man break my girl’s heart. Nolan did it masterfully. Deliberately. He watched as every passing second struck her like a slap to the face.
“You’ve worked with him before?” Josie whispered to me. “Even now? You…you helped him?”
“I needed the work, Sweets.” Wasn’t that the same excuse every asshole gave to justify his ends? “I figured I’d fix his barn and get some…extra money.”
Chief Craig raised an eyebrow. That bastard knew exactly why I took the job, and he practically salivated over the thought of another grand in his pocket. And why not? Either he got money from me or he got his dick sucked by a woman too doped up to realize when she was getting abused.
“I didn’t set the signs on fire,” I said. “I was in and out of his property during the day. I came back home. Stayed in.”
“This happened during the night,” Chief Craig said.
“So?”
“Where were you last night?”
Nolan listened too intently, imagining why Josie squirmed. That little fucker meant for her to admit it aloud. He had warned me to stay away from her as part of our agreement for my parole. He treated her like she was his property, like she belonged to him and I trespassed. Now he’d shame her and make her explain where she spent the night.
That was easy. She stayed in my arms, in our bed.
Having orgasm after orgasm as she rode me throughout the night.
But I doubted she wanted him to know that.
“I was at home,” I said.
Chief Craig cleared his throat. “Is anyone willing to…substantiate that claim?”
Josie lowered her gaze. She had no reason to look so humiliated. So scared.
“He was with me.”
“All night?” Nolan interrogated her behavior more than mine.
“Yes.”
“Are you sure? You couldn’t know where he was at all times. What about when you slept?”
“She said I was there,” I said. “I have an alibi.”
“Josie, are you certain?” The chief ignored me.
She sucked in a desperate breath. “We…weren’t sleeping the whole night. He didn’t leave the house.”
Hardly left the bed.
Nolan’s stare burned through me. I could practically smell the gasoline he used to ignite his own campaign property.
“Could have just asked me, Nolan,” I said. “Saved yourself the dirty work.”
Nolan regained his composure. “If Josie says he was with her all night, then I suppose he’d have no reason to leave her. The vandals might be one of the Braddock’s kids, some sort of practical joke.”
Chief Craig moved slow, disappointment threading his motions. He’d have to try harder to land my ass back in jail, and I was sure he’d try.
“Fine. You’re free to go, Maddox. But don’t give me a reason to haul you in here again.” His voice lowered. “Don’t want anything to happen to those you leave behind.”
Asshole. Nolan threatened Josie, and the chief harassed my sister. No one was safe in this godforsaken town.
And it was about to get worse.
Josie didn’t wait for me. The station’s chime twinkled as the door slammed behind her.
Fuck.
I knew it was possible that she’d find out about my jobs for Nolan sooner or later, but I’d hoped it’d stay a secret. She’d never forgive me for taking a job from him. Nolan was more than an obsession to her—he was the cause of everything evil in the town. She didn’t care that other men had the same reasons to burn her shop, and she ignored every logical explanation that proved Nolan wasn’t the arsonist. He was just a lecherous bastard who’d never torch a building that would have benefited him financially.
But she wouldn’t forgive me for my desperation.
I had to try.
Nolan stopped me before I chased her, stepping in front of the door. I wasn’t in the mood for threats, and murder would be too damn noticeable in the middle of the police station.
“I told you to stay away from her.” He buttoned his suit. “This should guarantee it.”
“You really think you can keep us apart? Are you that pathetic that you’d burn your own damn signs just to humiliate me?”
“They were misprints. This way I can order a new batch with the insurance money.”
“Glad you could break her damn heart to stretch your campaign budget.”
“You never did tell her you were my errand boy, did you?”
She had a good idea now. “Doesn’t matter. She’ll forgive me.”
“Are you so sure?”
“Josie’s mine.” I leaned closer. “The sooner you realize it, the safer you’ll be.”
“Another threat?”
“Unlike yours…my threats are guaranteed.”
Nolan raised his eyebrows. “Do you think she’s worth it?”
What kind of question was that? I didn’t answer. He shrugged, passing from the door to let me chase after her.
“It just seems strange a love that strong wouldn’t last through prison,” he said.
“What the hell do you know about—”
“I know she never visited you in jail. Never wrote. Never called. Maybe you ought to ask her why she deliberately ignored you in prison…even after you saved her life.”
Ice shredded my veins, and doubt planted deep in my mind, in that dark and unsettling place I knew existed but fought to suppress. Nolan left me to assist the chief on another lead.
Son of a bitch.
I wasn’t playing his games anymore, and I’d make sure he paid for humiliating Josie.
First, I’d find her, explain myself, tell her why I slept with the devil to give my angel her halo.
Then, I’d get to work.
Three men threatened Josie, but one just wormed his way to the top of my shit list. I didn’t care if Nolan was responsible or not. Once I was through with him…he wouldn’t need his damn campaign signs.
Dead men didn’t get elected.
13
Josie
My phone rang for the tenth time.
This ended now. I was done ducking calls, done simmering in anger, just done with Maddox.
How was I supposed to trust a man who would betray me, who would work for a man like Nolan? I sacrificed so much to try to protect Maddox, and he walked right into the lion’s den.
He helped the bastard who burned down my shop!
I answered the call and tried to sound anything but heartbroken.
“Maddox, I mean it. Stop calling. I will not talk to you—”
“Uh…Josie? This is Larry from Willowbend Health Care Center...”
I dropped my bowl of cookie dough. I had been too depressed to even bake the damn cookies.
“Larry? I’m sorry! I thought you were…is everything okay?”
Larry’s heavy sigh froze the half batch of cookie dough sitting in my stomach. “It’s Matthias. There was an accident.”
This wasn’t happening. Not now.
“Is he okay? Is it his lungs?”
“He’s okay, Josie. He accidentally took too much of his medication.”
I stood too fast, knocking over my drink and the TV remote. I tripped over the coffee table in a search for my shoes. “I thought…don’t you handle his meds?”
“We oversee his medications, but Matt was capable of administering the prescriptions himself. He always handled it…you know him. But today he took a large amount of the wrong pills. He probably confused them because they’re in a new container.”
“Is he…?”
“He’s okay. A doctor was on-call and checked on him. We’ll watch him close tonight in case he needs a transfer to the hospital.”
I didn’t remember if I answered. I changed into a pair of jeans and a sweatshirt and rushed around the apartment, grabbing anything that might have helped the care facility. All the paperwork was already there t
hough. I had nothing but a platter of cupcakes to offer.
Would Granddad even be awake to eat one?
I bolted to my car and sped to the care facility, racing my tears and the passing minutes. The nursing staff waited for me at the entrance—and even Tina Raynos, one of the meanest girls in my high school class, offered to park my car so I could rush inside.
Larry met me at the doorway to Granddad’s room. He gave me a hug.
“We’re out of the woods, but he’s probably going to be sleeping. Which is good—he was pretty cranky when we helped him.”
“Sounds like Granddad.” I wiped away another tear and offered Larry four very smooshed cupcakes. “Can I…?”
“Go on in.”
I nodded, but I didn’t move.
I wasn’t proud that I hesitated before approaching the bed. It was just…
The instant I saw him, life would change. Again.
It would be one of those moments we were helpless to stop, the kind of revelation that destroyed an already broken family. At least nothing could be worse than the first time I almost lost a loved one.
One year ago, I woke in the hospital after the fire and learned Granddad was hurt. The smoke had damaged his lungs, and the doctors weren’t sure of the full extent of his injuries. They had told me to wait and see.
So I did. I remembered stepping into his hospital room. Everyone warned me he’d look tiny in the bed. They were wrong. He had looked like my granddad. Not sick, not weak. Just…him, and I had no idea what to do or say or feel.
The memory still hurt. I had wanted to comfort him, but even that turned awkward and confusing. Our family and the doctors looked to me like I knew what we had to do, who to talk to, how to get the information I needed from the hospital and insurance and the police and fire marshals…
No one gave me the instructions for what to do when the child became the caretaker. Suddenly, I was taking more and more responsibilities away from Granddad so I could manage his health. The only advice I had from friends and family were the choices that infringed on Granddad’s privacy. The ones that hurt his pride. But it had to be done. I made those decisions, and I lost my grandfather.