Then the pounding resumed, slower this time.
Soon she heard only the pattering. The men had gone on, searching ahead. They would not be fooled for long, though. She waited until they would have moved well beyond the marsh before reaching over and squeezing Irkadiy’s hand and poking her head above the water.
Seeing that they were indeed alone, they stood and cut across the path they had taken earlier during their flight, making their way quickly but quietly toward their ponies.
Atiana whispered, “They may have taken them.”
Irkadiy shook his head and whispered back. “We hid them far enough. They won’t have found them yet.”
The tone in his voice sounded more hopeful than certain, but they found both ponies right where they’d left them. They mounted and kept the ponies at a walk for some time. Atiana felt muskets being trained on them, felt something at the nape of her neck and the small of her back, phantom pain in the center of her wet bodice where the musket ball would strike. She resisted the urge to touch the scar where the musket shot had torn through her chest five years before. It still ached from time to time, and it was doing so now, worse than it had ever been except for the days that had followed Soroush’s failed ritual on Oshtoyets.
In the end they made their way back to the road and then pushed hard for Vihrosh. They stopped outside of the city and found a clear stream that ran over gray rocks. While Irkadiy watched the path for signs of pursuit, Atiana stripped and washed the worst of the marsh stench from her clothes and skin. It wasn’t perfect, but it would prevent anyone from asking of it—or more importantly, remembering it. As she washed the clothes, she kept glancing toward the tree Irkadiy was hiding behind, wondering if he was going to pop his head around to steal a look. But he never did.
They switched places, and Atiana was not so resilient as Irkadiy had been. She did steal a look, and Irkadiy was looking right at her when she did. He smiled, and when she ducked back behind the tree, he laughed.
She was too embarrassed to look again, but the sound—the healthy laugh of a naked man in an idyllic place like this—did much to drive back the terror she’d had in her heart since finding the spire.
They didn’t wait for their clothes to dry, but instead trusted to the wind to do that for them, at least as much as it could in the light drizzle. By the time they reached the straits and took to the ferry that would bring them back across the water, the Spar looked vastly different than it had that morning. The sun had already set, casting it the blue color of wet slate. The Spar had never looked anything but imposing, but now it seemed bellicose as well, like a hand upon the hilt of a knife.
What would Arvaneh or the Kamarisi want with a newly built spire? Clearly it would be to control the aether in some manner, but this made no sense. Unless she considered the presence of Ushai. Years ago she had been learning the ways of the dark from Fahroz in the depths of Iramanshah. Clearly in the years since she had learned much. In all likelihood she had surpassed Fahroz herself in ability. And now she had turned up here, in Baressa, in a place where it was imperative that someone with the abilities of a Matra be found and used.
But toward what end? It seemed likely that it was to control the flow of aether between the northern and southern halves of the island. And if that were so, then it would seem to make sense that the bridge would have something to do with it. Why else would both have been built at the same time?
“Irkadiy, you said you know your way around Baressa.”
“Like the back of my hand.”
“Good, because there’s someone you need to find for me. An Aramahn woman. It’s most important, Irkadiy.”
“Yes, My Lady.”
When Atiana returned to her room, she was shocked to find not Yalessa, but Bahett in her apartments. He was sitting in a padded chair, watching the fading light of dusk through the nearby window.
“You’ve returned from your hunt,” Atiana said with as much nonchalance as she could muster. She thought of trying to bully him away, to force him to speak with her tomorrow, but there was something about him—the angled way he was sitting in the chair, the tilt of his head—that shed light on not only how furious he was but how desperately he was trying to hide it.
“Good thing that I did,” he said, turning to look at her. The shadows were heavy across his face, somehow turning his refined beauty into something wicked. “You’re wet.”
“I left with Irkadiy to take in Vihrosh.”
“Irkadiy?”
“A strelet in my Father’s service.”
“Why?”
“Why what?”
“Why did you go to Vihrosh with a lone strelet?”
She thought at first he knew of the spire, but then she caught herself. Was he jealous? “His family is from Galahesh. He wanted to visit the city before the Spar was complete.”
“Why?”
Atiana shrugged. “Because the lifts will no longer be needed. He remembers it fondly and—”
“Nyet. Why did you go to Vihrosh?”
She gave him a stare that made it clear that this was a subject she no longer wished to discuss. “I went because I needed to clear my mind. And I wanted to see more of Galahesh.”
“With one man. Alone.”
“Da,” she said, daring him to accuse her of anything more.
His eyes bore into hers. His whole body was tight. Eventually he broke his gaze and stood, pacing to the far side of the room. “You disobeyed me. After I explicitly forbid it, you spied upon Arvaneh. Why?”
“Because she needs spying on. You said it yourself in Galostina.”
He stopped his pacing and faced her. “I will not stand for this from a wife of mine.”
“I’m not yet your wife.”
“You are, Atiana. You represent me now. I had to tell my servants that I had agreed to your trip so they didn’t think you were scheming. But some no doubt heard me in the courtyard. They’ll talk. My authority will be questioned.”
Atiana stared, feeling the anger radiating from him. He really was affronted by what she’d done. “I’m sorry,” she said. “You’re right. It was disrespectful. I only thought… I only thought I could catch her unaware, thinking her guard would be down with you and Hakan and the other men gone from the kasir. It won’t happen again.”
The anger remained in his face, but his body relaxed. And then he seemed to soften. “In any case, we know that you can take the dark here.” He looked at her more closely. “You can, can’t you?”
“I can, though the straits make the aether swirl in unpredictable ways. It’s difficult, but I can manage.”
“And what of Arvaneh? What did you find?”
“I found nothing. When I went to the tower, she wasn’t there.”
“Where was she?”
“I don’t know.”
“In the kasir? The bazaar?”
“I don’t know. She was simply gone.”
“She can’t have disappeared. You must have missed her.”
“I didn’t miss her, Bahett. She was gone, or she was able to hide herself from me.”
Atiana felt her fingers go cold.
Her hands began to shake and she was forced to cross her arms so Bahett wouldn’t see.
Or she was able to hide herself.
The words struck a memory, like the feeling a low chord from a harp made in her chest.
While she’d been in the aether, her memories had played through her mind as if someone were sifting through them.
She realized now that they had been... Arvaneh had not been the one to be searched. Atiana had. She had entered the dark here, in Baressa, and she had searched Arvaneh out. And Arvaneh had found her.
Her mind started working backwards. Bahett’s insistence she not go. The hunt. Ishkyna’s insistence that Arvaneh would be vulnerable.
Had it all been a ruse?
And if so, why?
Because they wanted her relaxed. They could not have her on her guard.
And it had wo
rked. She had gone, confident that beyond the difficulty of taking the dark so near the straits she would be able to handle anything.
Arvaneh had found her and sifted through her memories.
But why? What could she have wanted?
She didn’t know, but she knew this: Bahett had been lying to her from the beginning. The man beneath the willow had hinted as much, but she hadn’t quite believed it. Bahett had lied about Arvaneh. Lied about Hakan. And he had manipulated her masterfully at the stables. He’d forbade her to take the dark, knowing full well that it would force any one of the Vostroma sisters to do the opposite.
Most importantly, he’d lied about the reasons he wanted Atiana to come to Galahesh. It hadn’t been so he could learn more about Arvaneh. It had been so Arvaneh could learn more about her.
Bahett was staring at her. “Are you quite all right?”
The concern in his voice sounded genuine, but she was beginning to learn just how good an actor he was. It also made it clear what would happen if she were to let on that she knew what had happened. She would be killed, as simple as that. And it would happen as soon as could be arranged. This very night, most likely.
“I’m sorry,” she said. “I was merely trying to think where I might have gone wrong, but I swear to you, Bahett, she wasn’t there. I felt her not at all.”
“You were—” Standing near the mantle, he visibly calmed himself. “I’m sure you tried, but she has magics we do not understand.” He stepped forward, the light of dusk casting his face in stark and desperate relief. “This is merely one small hint of what she can do.” He was so close now that he was towering over her. His hands shook as he spoke. “There is time yet. I have made arrangements.” He turned and walked back to the chair.
“What sort of arrangements?”
“Your father arrives in two days. The following night we will have a grand celebration, and the day after that, your father and Hakan will be wrapped up in negotiations. That night, in Arvaneh’s drink will be placed a tincture. It will do little at first, but it will muddy her mind. She will retire early. It is then that you must watch her.”
Atiana already knew he was lying. “There’s to be a dinner that night with the wives who’ve come from Anuskaya. My absence will be noticed.”
He was already shaking his head. “You will take ill early in the meal.”
“I require Ishkyna.”
“Your caring sister will escort you from the room, making your apologies for you.”
“And what is it about this night that makes you think that it will be easier to watch her?”
“Your father’s arrival demands it. Hakan will rail against her control. He will need to be controlled more than ever. And,” Bahett continued, “there’s also the chance she will attempt to do the same to your father.”
“It cannot be so easy as that.”
“Who are you to say? This is exactly why we need you, Atiana.” He came to her and rubbed her shoulders, the old Bahett once more. “The Grand Duchy needs you. Galahesh needs you.” He took her hand and held it tenderly. “I need you.”
His touch made her skin crawl, and before she knew it she’d snatched her hand away. Too quickly.
He stared down, a glimpse of his other self returning. “Forgive me. The Kamarisi... I have seen much over the past week that makes me think that he considers Galahesh little different than the islands of the Grand Duchy.”
“A fruit ripe for the plucking,” Atiana said.
“Just so.” He swept to the door. “Three nights, Atiana. This may be our last chance.”
And with that, he left, leaving a rush of wind and a chill in Atiana’s heart.
She waited for a time, but then left the room and moved down to Ishkyna’s apartments. Ishkyna opened the door a crack, but when she saw who it was, she opened the door and allowed Atiana in.
Atiana could hear from the next room the bed creaking, blankets rustling.
“We must speak, Ishkyna.” She glanced at the bedroom door. “Alone.”
Ishkyna stared at Atiana for a long moment, then rolled her eyes. She stormed over to the bedroom door, opened it wide, and said, “Out!”
A minute later, a young man—a stablehand, if Atiana wasn’t mistaken—bowed his head and fled from the room.
“Now, what is so important”—Ishkyna fell into a chair across from Atiana—“that you need to interrupt my sleep?”
“There’s trouble, Shkyna.” Atiana told her everything Bahett had said.
“And this couldn’t wait until morning?”
“He was lying.”
She paused. “How do you know?”
“Because he was eager. Too eager. It’s a trap. They want me to watch Arvaneh.”
“But why?”
Atiana shook her head. “I think Arvaneh has what she wants from me, but I’m too big a prize to simply throw away. I think she’s planning on beguiling me as she has the Kamarisi.”
“Why wouldn’t she have done so already?”
“Because—” Atiana stopped. She couldn’t because she needed Atiana’s mind to be her own. But Arvaneh had given Atiana a suggestion. She was sure of it now. The urge to control the spires. She’d done so at Arvaneh’s bidding.
“What?” Ishkyna asked, concern coming to her face for the first time.
“You’re right. She has done so already. In the aether, she put a suggestion in my mind to work the aether through the spires. And when I did, she watched. That’s what she’s wanted all along, the knowledge of how to control the spires.”
“And now she has it?”
“Perhaps not. That may be why she wants me to take the aether again.”
Ishkyna shook her head, her long blonde hair swaying against her shoulders as she did so. “You can’t be thinking of going.”
“I am. But we will not be unprepared.”
CHAPTER THIRTY
Khamal steps into the celestia. Standing along the edge in a wide circle are dozens of men and women, Aramahn one and all. They wear their robes of summer solstice, flax and lemon and gold. Outside the celestia, rain falls in sheets. The air is thick with the smell of it. The skies are dark, with lightning striking bold across the sky, the thunder soon following, raucous and fey.
By way of protest, Sariya and Muqallad have not come. The same can be said for some of their disciples, but by and large the people have been persuaded by Khamal’s words—that this is the only way.
In the center of the celestia stands a girl. Her name is Yadhan. She is thirteen, but she looks no older than ten. She, of all the children that remain in the city, seems most prepared for what Khamal is about to do.
He approaches her, motioning to the celestia floor. The girl glances toward her father, who merely nods. She stares with uncertain eyes at Khamal. Khamal smiles for her, though there is regret in doing so. He does not wish this upon her, but there is no other way, not if they are to halt the steadily marching progress of the rift.
“Lie down,” Khamal says, annoyed at the need to speak.
She does. She closes her eyes. Her nostrils flare. She swallows uncontrollably.
Her mother watches, her tear-filled eyes alternating between her daughter and Khamal.
Khamal does not acknowledge her. Doing so would give the impression that there is something wrong, that this is something to be consoled. It isn’t. This sacrifice is what Yadhan was made for—of this Khamal is sure. There is a part of him that wishes it didn’t have to be children, but they had already tried this ritual with five adults of varying ages. All of them had died. Only near the change to adulthood was it possible to create a vessel where the soul of the child and the soul of a suurahezhan, a spirit of fire, could coexist.
Khamal kneels by Yadhan’s side. When he does, twelve of the most gifted suuraqiram step forward and surround them. They begin a chant, a dirge from the Gaji that is often sung during vigil—a mourning period of three days and three nights in which a loved one’s death is honored and their procession to
the life beyond is made easier.
Khamal chose this song not for himself, but because it holds meaning for Yadhan. She was born in the Gaji Desert, and so it will bring some sense of normalcy to this island and this city that has become little more than anathema to life.
As the dirge continues, Khamal takes his piece of the Atalayina from his robes. He holds it in his hand, feels its heft. He studies the delicate striations running through it and wonders once more if the fates are watching him. He has tried to do right by them. He thought—as did Sariya and Muqallad—that the world was ready. They were not so foolish as to believe everyone was ready—certainly that wasn’t the case; he did not even believe that the three of them were truly worthy—but he thought that by ushering in indaraqiram the rest of the world would follow, that they would become enlightened, as it was meant to be.
How wrong they’d been. How many had suffered.
And now there would be one more.
Yadhan watches with fearful eyes as Khamal places one hand on her chest. With the other he places the Atalayina upon her forehead.
With this she tightens. Her body rigors. Her neck muscles grow taut, and her arms and legs shake as though she’s been struck dumb.
Khamal can feel the hezhan now, the one that chose her. It is near. It’s so close it could cross the threshold into Erahm any time it chose. And yet it does not. It is drawn to Yadhan, but more than this, it is drawn to the stone. It wishes to touch it, to have it, to experience it, perhaps as it did on that night nearly one moon ago when the Al-Aqim ripped the world asunder.
Yadhan screams, shaking the stone, but Khamal keeps it in place, and though the throes of her agony seem to shake the very dome of the celestia above them, he does not yield. This is unfortunate but necessary.
A shift in the aether takes place.
The suuraqiram feel it too. Every one of them pauses momentarily before picking up the chant once more.
Yadhan goes silent. She falls slack to the stone and lies unmoving. Her breathing slows, but her eyes are moving beneath her lids, back and forth, as if she dreams. As if she’s having a nightmare.
“Leave us,” Khamal says.
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