Hugo Awards: The Short Stories (Volume 3)

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  None of these legends are true, although some of them are closer to true than others, specifically that most species eventually find humans interminable, and it’s unlikely night dragons would be an exception to the rule.

  Here is a true thing about night dragons:

  They don’t exist.

  Never have. Because—as the apparently doomed Ruell cogently noted—they are biologically impossible. You might as well put wings on an elephant and expect them to pull themselves through the air, and land with anything other than a most discouraging splatter. The largest flying animal anywhere near Skalandarharia was the Great Southern Albatross, the largest example of which had a wingspan longer than two not excessively large men. As impressive as that was—and it is impressive, as Great Southern Albatross could easily beat the hell out of most unarmed humans and enjoy itself while doing so—it’s nowhere as large as a night dragon is supposed to be, since legend has it peeking its head into second story windows.

  However, what the night dragons have always been, is a convenient excuse. One used by the Emperors of Skalandarharia when from time to time they find it useful to remove some of the more annoying thorns in their sides. For example, wealthy caravan traders who have begun to balk at the taxes and tariffs imposed on their trade. Or the occasional citizens who have begun to question whether having a hereditary head of state with unquestioned authority is really the best and most efficient way to run a government. Or, from time to time, someone who just annoys the emperor for one reason or another—say, an ambassador who does not show proper deference, a former lover who is not accepting exile from court with the proper gratitude, or a courtier who chews too loudly and laughs with his mouth full.

  An emperor doesn’t have to use a cover for such things—what fun is being an emperor if you can’t do whatever you want? You might as well be a king then—but even an emperor knows that from time to time perhaps it’s best not to show your hand holding the knife.

  An emperor can’t use the night dragons too often or too carelessly. Use it too often, people will figure it out, because they stubbornly persist in not being stupid. For little things, it’s better to blame vampires and werewolves. But once per reign, more or less, when things are beginning to look a little messy, it’s an option. If you’re the emperor you have to make it count (so make sure you have a long list), and you also have to throw in a little collateral damage here and there just to make sure it doesn’t look too targeted. Among other things. There’s a manual. But each emperor is also encouraged to be creative.

  The current Emperor of Skalandarharia was Sukesun IV, and as Skalandarharian emperors go he was near the bottom of the pack: Not as abjectly stupid as Blintin II, who banned Tuesdays and believed that babies came from geese (and goslings from ham), and not as wantonly cruel as Gorsig the Pitiless, whose official cause of death of “sudden perforated bowel” neglects to cover the scope of having an entire coliseum of people come after you in your sky box with knives, including the fruit vendors and the dancing girls, but plenty stupid and cruel for all of that. Now in the twelfth year of his reign, Sukesun IV had amassed enough enemies and troubles that he was advised by his counsel—Imo Morde chief among them—to exercise the option, and engage in the shadow war of the night dragon.

  Which was going swimmingly, until three imperial castle guards went missing and Captain Ealth presented Morde with what was a clear, obvious, unambiguous, absolutely no doubt about it night dragon scale. It couldn’t be a night dragon scale, and yet it couldn’t be anything else, either. Everything in myth and legend described it exactly as it was when it landed on Morde’s desk.

  How could a thing that could not exist, exist? If it did exist, which of the many legends about it would turn out to be true? What did its existence mean for Imo Morde, for Sukesun IV, and for the city and empire of Skalandarharia?

  Therein, my friends, lies a tale. A tale of war. And dragons.

  And a dead city.

  A tale, which, as it so happens, begins on another dark and stormy night.

  THE HOMECOMING

  Mike Resnick

  I don’t know which bothers me more, my lumbago or my arthritis. One day it’s one, one day it’s the other. They can cure cancer and transplant every damned organ in your body; you’d think they could find some way to get rid of aches and pains. Let me tell you, growing old isn’t for sissies.

  I remember that I was having a typical dream. Well, typical for me, anyway. I was climbing the four steps to my front porch, only when I got to the third step there were six more, so I climbed them and then there were ten more, and it went on and on. I’d probably still be climbing them if the creature hadn’t woke me up.

  It stood next to my bed, staring down at me. I blinked a couple of times, trying to focus my eyes, and stared back, sure this was just an extension of my dream.

  It was maybe six feet tall, its skin a glistening, almost metallic silver, with multi-faceted bright red eyes like an insect. Its ears were pointed and batlike, and moved independently of its head and each other. Its mouth jutted out a couple of inches like some kind of tube, and looked like it was only good for sucking fluids. Its arms were slender, with no hint of the muscles required to move them, and its fingers were thin and incredibly elongated. It was as weird a nightmare figure as I’d dreamed up in years.

  Finally it spoke, in a voice that sounded more like a set of chimes than anything else.

  “Hello, Dad,” it said.

  That’s when I knew I was awake.

  “So this is what you look like,” I growled, swinging my feet over the side of the bed and sitting up. “What the hell are you doing here?”

  “I’m glad to see you too,” he replied.

  “You didn’t answer my question,” I said, feeling around for my slippers.

  “I heard about Mom—not from you, of course—and I wanted to see her once more before the end.”

  “Can you see through those things?” I asked, indicating his eyes.

  “Better than you can.”

  Big surprise. Hell, everyone can see better than I can.

  “How did you get in here anyway?” I said as I got to my feet. The furnace was as old and tired as I was and there was a chill in the air, so I put on my robe.

  “You haven’t changed the front door’s code words since I left.” He looked around the room. “You haven’t painted the place either.”

  “The lock’s supposed to check your retinagram or read your DNA or something.”

  “It did. They haven’t changed.”

  I looked him up and down. “The hell they haven’t.”

  He seemed about to reply, then thought better of it. Finally he said, “How is she?”

  “She has her bad days and her worse days,” I answered. “She’s the old Julia maybe two or three times a week for a minute or two, but that’s all. She can still speak, and she still recognizes me.” I paused. “She won’t recognize you, of course, but nobody else you ever knew will either.”

  “How long has she been like this?”

  “Maybe a year.”

  “You should have told me,” he said.

  “Why?” I asked. “You gave up being her son and became whatever it is you are now.”

  “I’m still her son, and you had my contact information.”

  I stared at him. “Well, you’re not my son, not anymore.”

  “I’m sorry you feel that way,” he replied. Suddenly he sniffed the air. “It smells stale.”

  “Tired old houses are like tired old men,” I said. “They don’t function on all cylinders.”

  “You could move to a smaller, newer place.”

  “This house and me, we’ve grown old together. Not everyone wants to move to Alpha whatever-the-hell-it-is.”

  He looked around. “Where is she?”

  “In your old room,” I said.

  He turned, walked out into the hall. “Haven’t you replaced that thing yet?” he asked, indicating an old wall table. “It was
scarred and wobbly when I still lived here.”

  “It’s just a table. It holds whatever I put on it. That’s all it has to do.”

  He looked up at the ceiling. “The paint’s peeling too.”

  “I’m too old to do it myself, and painters cost money. I’m living on a fixed income.”

  He didn’t reply to that, but walked down the hall and was fiddling with the door handle when I joined him.

  “It’s locked,” he said.

  “Sometimes she gets up and goes out for a walk, and then can’t remember how to get back home.” I grimaced. “I can probably keep her here another few months, but then she’s going to have to move into a special care facility.”

  I uttered the code word and the door opened.

  Julia was propped up on her pillows, staring at a blank holoscreen across the room, unmindful of a lock of gray hair that had worked its way loose and obscured her left eye’s vision. The channel she was on had finished broadcasting for the night, but it didn’t make any difference to her. She was content watching the flickering gray cube.

  I ordered the bed lamp to turn on and gently pinned her hair back up. Now that the room was illuminated, I could see our son staring at it. The holographs of him when he played on the high school basketball team were still on the wall, as well as the one of him in his tux at the prom, and his trophy for winning the science contest remained atop the dresser, though it needed dusting. Just above it was his framed diploma from college. Lining the walls were other photos and holographs, from when he was still a baby until a month before he’d undergone what Julia always referred to as his Change. I could see his face twitching as he looked around at the memorabilia of his youth, and I felt like I could almost read his thoughts: They’ve turned the damned place into a shrine. Which I suppose we had—but to what he had been, not to what he was now. And I’d moved her in here because she was comforted by things from the past, even things she could no longer name.

  “Hello, Jordan,” said Julia, smiling at me. “How are you?”

  “I’m fine, Julia. Do you mind if I turn off the holo?”

  “I was enjoying it,” she said. “How are you?”

  I ordered the screen to deactivate.

  “Is it August yet?” she asked.

  “No, Julia,” I said patiently. “It’s February, just like it was yesterday.”

  “Oh,” she said, frowning. “I thought it might be August.” Then a friendly smile. “How are you?”

  Suddenly our son stepped forward. “Hello, Mother.”

  She stared at him and smiled. “You are really quite beautiful.”

  He reached out and took her hand with those incredibly long, stick-like fingers before I could stop him.

  “I’ve missed you, Mother,” he said. He seemed like he was choked with emotion, but I couldn’t tell, because his voice never changed from those musical chimes. It was so unlike a human voice that I don’t know how we were able to understand him, but somehow we did.

  “It is Halloween already?” asked Julia. “Are you dressed for a party?”

  “No, Mother. This is the way I look.”

  “Well, I think you’re beautiful.” She stopped and frowned. “Do I know you?”

  He smiled, sadly I thought. “You did once. I am your son.”

  She was silent for a moment, and I knew she was trying to remember. “I think I had a little boy once, but I can’t recall his name.”

  “My name is Philip.”

  “Philip … Philip …” she repeated. Finally she shook her head. “No, I think it was Jordan.”

  “Jordan is your husband,” said Philip. “I’m your son.”

  “I think I had a little boy once,” she said. Her face went blank for a moment. Then: “Is it Halloween already?”

  “No,” he said gently. “I’ll let you go back to sleep. We’ll talk in the morning.”

  “That will be fine,” she said. “Do I know you?”

  “I’m your son,” he said.

  “I’m sure I had a son a long time ago,” she said. “How are you?”

  I could see a crystal tear run down his silver cheek. He tenderly laid her hand on the bed and stepped back. I activated the holoscreen, found a station that was still transmitting, killed the sound, and left her staring happily at it as I followed Philip out into the hall, locking the door behind me.

  We walked to the cluttered kitchen, with its ancient appliances and the three cracked tiles on the floor. (Each of us had been responsible for one of them.) I found the room homey and comforting, but I saw him looking at a burn spot on a counter that had been there since he’d accidentally made it as a kid and for just an instant I felt guilty about never having fixed it.

  “You should have told me about her,” he said when he’d gotten his emotions under control.

  “You shouldn’t have left, or become whatever it is that you are.”

  “Damn it, she’s my mother!” The chimes were louder; I assumed he was yelling or snapping.

  “There was nothing you could have done.” I ordered the refrigerator door to open and pulled out a beer. “You want one before you go back to wherever the hell you came from?” I thought about it and frowned. “Can you drink human drinks?”

  He didn’t answer, but walked over and grabbed a beer. I could see that his mouth wouldn’t be able to accommodate the container, so I just watched and waited for him to ask for a glass, or maybe a bowl. He knew I was staring at him, but it didn’t seem to bother him. Instead something—not a tongue, and not quite a straw—slid out of his mouth, and when it was a few inches long he inserted it into the top of the container. He swallowed a few seconds later, and I knew he was somehow getting the beer into his mouth.

  He set the container down and stared at an old pennant I had stuck on the wall when he was a little boy.

  “You’re still a Pythons fan,” he observed.

  “Always.”

  “How are they doing?” There was a time when he actually cared, but that was many years ago.

  “They haven’t had a decent quarterback since Christ was a corporal,” I answered.

  “But you root for them anyway.”

  “You don’t stop rooting for a team just because they’ve fallen on hard times.”

  “A team, or a parent,” he said. I didn’t know how to reply to that, so I remained silent, and after a moment he spoke again. “I know there are medications for Alzheimer’s. I assume you’ve tried them?”

  “There are all kinds of senile dementias. They call them all Alzheimer’s, but they aren’t. They haven’t yet found out how to cure the one she’s got.”

  “There are specialists on other worlds. Maybe one of them could have done something.”

  “You’re the space traveler,” I said bitterly. “Where were you when she might have been cured?”

  He stared at me. I stared back, determined not to look away first.

  “Why are you so angry at me? I know you cared for me once. I’ve never hurt you, I never took a penny from you once I got out of college, I never—”

  “You deserted us,” I said. “You deserted your mother, you deserted me, you deserted your planet, you even deserted your species. That poor woman down the hall can’t remember the name of her son, but she can remember that people only look like you at Halloween.”

  “It’s my job, damn it!”

  “There are thousands of exobiologists right here on Earth!” I snapped. “I only know of one who turned into a silver-skinned monster with red eyes.”

  “I was offered an opportunity that has been afforded very few men and women,” he replied. “I took it.” Even with the chimes he couldn’t keep the resentment out of his voice. “Most fathers would have been proud.”

  I stared at him for a moment, amazed that he still didn’t understand. “I’m supposed to be proud that you became a thing that hasn’t got a trace of humanity left in him?” I said at last.

  He stared right back through those multi-faceted insect eye
s. “You really believe there is nothing human left of me?” he asked curiously.

  “Look in a mirror,” I told him.

  “Don’t I remember you telling me back when I was a boy that you should never judge a book by its cover?”

  “That’s right.”

  “Well?” he said.

  “I just saw one of your pages slide out and suck up the beer.”

  He sighed deeply, to the delicate tinkling of chimes. “Would you have been happier if I couldn’t drink it?”

  I seriously considered it for a minute. “No, that wouldn’t have made me happier,” I told him when I’d formulated my answer in terms even he could understand. “You know what would have made me happier? Grandchildren. A son who visited us for Christmas. A son I could leave the house to now that it’s finally paid off. I never asked you to follow in my footsteps, attend my college, go into my business, even live in this town. Would expecting you to want to be a normal human being be so goddamned wrong for a father?”

  “No, it wouldn’t,” he admitted. Then: “For better or worse you’ve lived your life. I have the right to live mine.”

  I shook my head. “Your life ended eleven years ago. You’re living some alien creature’s life now.”

  He cocked his head to one side and studied me curiously. It seemed almost birdlike. “Which bothers you more—that I left Earth, or that I became what I am?”

  “Six of one, a half dozen of the other. You knew you were the center of your mother’s life, but you left her and went to the far end of the galaxy.”

  “Not quite the far end,” he said, and I couldn’t tell from the chimes whether that was sarcastic or sardonic or simply a straight answer. “And my mother wouldn’t have wanted me to stay here when I wanted to be out there.”

  “You broke her heart!” I snapped.

  “If I did, then I am truly sorry.”

  “She spent years wondering why, back when she could still wonder,” I continued. “So did I. You had so much promise and so many opportunities, damn it! You could have been anything you wanted! The sky was the limit!”

 

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