by Terri Lane
Travis did arrange a great opportunity for her – an amazing dancing job for a music video shoot in Hawaii. There, the sexy rock star Rex Ryder offered her the world, and she fell into bed with him too. She hadn't meant to – she’d only intended for them to remain friends, and resisted him at first. But with Travis seeming not to want her anymore, she found Rex hard to resist, especially after all that she’d just been through. He gave her a confidence boost that she really desperately needed.
That had led to another dilemma – one that she hadn't been prepared for at all. Rex said he wanted her in his life. But his life was a whirlwind of media attention and travel, so he gave her a week to think about it. On the flight back from Hawaii, she thought she’d made her mind up, but then at the airport Travis was there. He said he missed her, and that he would break all of his crazy rules for her. She had no idea which one to choose.
Somehow, all of that had led – and she still couldn’t quite explain it, even to herself – to a night of passion between all three of them, and her being more confused about what to do than ever.
The problem was that she really liked them both – Travis was strong, powerful, and really sexy. Rex was kind, sweet, and a great friend to her. They both had amazing qualities that she wanted in her life, and she didn’t know which one she needed more. She didn’t want to make a decision that she would later go on to regret.
Then again, both of them might dismiss her after what had just happened. On top of the threesome, with its morning-after ultra-awkwardness, the media had already snapped a picture of Rex kissing Abbie – and with his fame status, that would be big news soon enough. That was going to add in something else to complicate things even further.
“Abbie,” one of the men called to her again. “Where are you?”
And that was a complication that she was going to have to face right away.
***
She wandered back into the bedroom feeling the weight of the world on her shoulders. This was going to be the worst conversation of her entire life, and she really wasn’t ready for it. This was going to be more difficult than the moment she walked in on her ex-boyfriend Greg screwing that girl – and back then she thought that that had been the end of the world.
“Are you okay?” Travis asked, concern plastered across his face. “What’s wrong? What’s happened?”
He shook Rex who stirred too, finally opening his eyes, and Abbie sat on the end of the bed, pulling Rex’s robe tighter around her. They were in his home, a mansion. It was filled with all kinds of clothing, so she was sure he wouldn’t mind her borrowing this one thing.
“My friend just called me,” she confessed in a whisper. “Someone took a picture of Rex kissing me, and it’s already on the Internet.” Her body was shaking, terrified for what would happen next, but the guys didn’t seem to share her fears.
“Oh God,” said Rex, rolling his eyes, looking weirdly unbothered. “This again. I can’t seem to do anything!” He was actually joking about it!
“You don’t… mind?” She asked, staring into his eyes. “What about your mom?”
Rex’s mother was a very religious woman, who didn’t like reading about any of his romantic liaisons, so she didn’t feel like this would be good for them. Especially if she went on to learn that her son had been involved in a threesome. Rex had confided in her before that he really struggled with people knowing everything about him, and she hated that she’d just added to that. However, his reaction wasn’t what she expected at all.
“It really doesn’t matter,” he grinned up at her. “I feel like I can defend my actions better when I’ve actually done what I’m being accused of. It’s the lies I really hate – especially when no one believes me.”
“But… this is… it’s…” Abbie didn’t know what to say, this was almost overwhelming her. “I don’t know what to say.” She’d been waiting for shouting and yelling and a whole load of stress… yet somehow she hadn't gotten any of that. It made her feel like maybe she was the one overreacting!
“Look,” said Travis in a calm and considered tone of voice. “What’s happened has happened, it doesn’t matter now. There’s nothing we can do. A photo that’s only minimally incriminating isn’t anything to worry about. At least people don’t know the truth – now that would be a scandal!” He actually laughed, which had Abbie’s mind reeling. What the hell was going on here?
“But what will people say?” she asked, still fearing the worst. This seemed to be going too well for words, which meant there had to be some sort of negative coming her way. That was just the way that things worked after all.
“It doesn’t matter,” he confirmed grinning at her. “Life is here to enjoy, so why not come over here and kiss me again?”
“Huh?” she said in shock, expecting that least of all, but both of the men simply smiled, clearly wanting this to happen all over again.
Abbie glanced between both men a few times in shock, seeing that familiar spark there, and she couldn’t stop a red-hot sexual desire from growing inside of her too…
***
Despite knowing that she really wanted to go through with what the guys were offering her, Abbie found herself frozen to the spot, unable to make the first move. Her mind was so conflicted and scared, so she was glad when Travis stood up to grab hold of her hand, taking the lead once more.
He led her over to one of the luscious couches that Rex had dotted around the room and he sat down, pulling Abbie onto his knee until she was straddling him. She was naked apart from the robe, and so was he still from the previous night, so she could already see and feel his hardness. She had to gulp down the buzzing excitement that was building up progressively, trying to control herself, and she did a pretty good job of it until he pulled her in for a rough and passionate kiss. As soon as her lips were pressed up against his, she lost everything about herself all over again.
As her hands tangled up in his hair, and he yanked the robe from her body, she became acutely aware that Rex was watching them both, which sent prickles of excitement racing up and down her spine.
Travis’s fingers started to travel up and down Abbie’s body, working their way over her breasts and to her core. Just as she thought that she was about to experience the warmth of those sensuous fingers inside her all over again, he grabbed hold of his length and pushed inside of her, completely stunning her in the best way possible.
“Oh shit,” she cried out in ecstasy. The sensation grew more as she felt the presence of Rex up behind her. She ran kisses over her neck, whilst fondling her breasts, which caused Travis to thrust more powerfully underneath her, almost as if he needed her attention back on him. This weird, manly competition between them made Abbie even hornier.
After only a few moments, she pulled Rex around to face her, wanting to taste his cock once more. She loved feeling him between her lips last time, and she couldn’t wait to revisit that moment all over again, so she gobbled it hungrily. It felt right, especially after the guys had been so good about what had happened.
Seeing Rex in Abbie’s mouth so close to his face drove Travis wild, and he started to tremble very quickly, feeling himself teeter dangerously towards orgasm. Rex needed a release too – Abbie could feel his intense need for it, so she dragged her fingers up and down his length too, wanting to make this as amazing for both men as it was for her. In the throes of passion, it was easy to feel like she was enough for both of these men, but in her moments of doubt, she was certain that she could never be enough even for one of them.
Not wanting to be ignored, Travis thumbed her clit, sending her so crazy that she wasn’t sure she could contain it any longer. At the moment that the orgasm started to brew in her toes, Rex exploded his salty passion, filling her throat, and somehow filling her whole body with shuddering pleasure too. She thrashed and buckled underneath the weight of it all, not even noticing that Travis was losing himself to her at the same time…
***
As the day started to become eve
ning, Abbie forced herself to go home. Travis was leaving too, so the fantasy was well and truly over anyway – it was time to face real life. It was time to leave the fun behind, and to consider the potential consequences of what she’d done.
As they’d all said goodbye to one another, there had been a lot of bizarre unsaid things between them, but the moment had been too much and none of them had vocalized anything.
Rex hired a car to take Abbie across the city, but even on that short journey, she could feel her mood turn from happier than she’d ever been, to absolutely terrified. All of the issues and confusion that she had pushed to one side in order to experience the threesome with Travis and Rex came bubbling back to the surface, more powerfully than ever. Those issues hadn't gone away just because she had decided to ignore them temporarily, and she really needed to consider that now.
She had been caught kissing Rex, then she’d gone home with him – Travis too. There was no way all of that could remain a secret. Not with Rex’s fame status and Travis’s reputation. She was potentially about to go from a nobody in the background, to a notorious woman. That was too much for someone like her. She should have been smarter, thinking with her head not her lustful body, to avoid this mess that was even worse than before.
As she walked through the front door of her parent’s home, her mother tried to call her into the kitchen for a chat but she feigned tiredness in order to get out from it. All she wanted right now was to be alone with her thoughts. There was no way that she could make polite conversation with a woman who could only be disappointed at the mess Abbie had gotten herself into. She certainly didn’t think that her mom or dad would be particularly pleased to see that photograph online.
“Oh God,” she muttered to herself once she was locked in her room. “What the fuck am I going to do?”
Not only had she not solved any of her problems, she had made them all worse. Now she needed to sort them all out before she made any more crazy errors in judgment.
***
Over the next few days, Abbie’s phone went off like crazy. If it wasn’t texts from Travis or Rex trying to find out what was going on with her, it was the media calling to try and find out how long she had been dating the rock star whose music video she had danced in. They had well and truly jumped on the story, which she hated. She wanted to remain private and secretive, she didn’t like anyone knowing about her at all, and this all felt horrible.
It was a nightmare, one that was bringing on endless anxiety, and she didn’t know how much longer she could survive it all. Sure, she was safe enough locked in her room, but she sure as hell couldn’t stay there forever. She knew that she was becoming overwhelmed and getting swallowed whole by this mess, but she didn’t know how to extract herself. She felt she was sinking deeper and deeper.
Her mom had tried to talk to her, to pull her out from her funk, but she refused. Luckily her dad was mostly leaving her alone, which was exactly what she thought she needed, but her mom wasn’t getting the message. The only person she had spoken to was her best friend Lauren, and that was only the occasional message here and there. She had officially isolated herself, because it was the only place that she felt safe, and she wasn’t sure if she ever wanted to leave again.
***
In the end, Rex could take it no more. He knew that Abbie’s freak out into solitude was a combination of the silly media interest – which wasn’t as huge as it could have been considering, probably because they couldn’t dig much up on her – and that crazy night of passion that they experienced with Travis. He wouldn’t allow himself to get wound up by something so silly – he knew that he needed to help her, and he didn’t intend to take no for an answer.
He went to her parents’ home, needing to speak to her, but it wasn’t Abbie who answered the door, it was her mom. From the odd look that she shot him, he could tell that she thought he was her boyfriend, which was good fortune – it made it easier for him to get inside. He barely had to explain who he was at all.
In her bedroom, overhearing the slightly awkward small talk between Rex and her mom, Abbie could take it no longer. She needed to rescue Rex from her mom’s clutches before things got too weird, which meant that she would have to leave the prison that she’d put herself in. They hadn't discussed any of it at all, but she knew her mom had been looking for information on her ‘relationship’ online. She’d tried to ask questions, but Abbie was giving her nothing.
“Come to my room,” she snapped quickly, pulling him away as she shot her mom a look. “We can talk there.”
She could feel her mom’s eyes boring into her back as she moved, but she refused to look back, not wanting to make any more eye contact. This was difficult enough as it was, without her mother making it any worse! She would eventually explain everything to her, someday. Maybe…
“Are you okay?” Rex started as soon as they were alone. “I know the media can be a bit much if you aren’t used to it.” He pulled her in for a hug, which she allowed him to do for a split second, before steeling herself and pulling back.
“I’m okay,” she said, sitting backwards onto the bed. “It’s just everything. You know?” She didn’t want to admit to him how much she had enjoyed the threesome itself, if not the aftermath of it – it felt so wrong to say to him when she knew how much he liked her. Her head was all over the place, and it was making her feel nauseated. “I don’t know, I just feel really weird. I don’t know how to deal with… well, any of it really.”
“Don’t freak out,” he insisted, instantly seeming to understand her. “It was fun, we all had a good time. Honestly, we’re all consenting adults who can do as we damn well please.”
The way he worded it made Abbie feel better, and she realized that part of her mixed up feelings were because she thought of herself as a… well, as a slut, or wrong for having the threesome. But his words made her feel like she wasn’t.
She wasn’t sure how he did it, but Rex just had this way of reassuring her. He was charismatic sure, which drew people to him, but he was also kind and warm, which had made Abbie fall for him in the first place. He seemed to be able to make her happy, even when it seemed like all hope was lost.
“I don’t even care if the media find out about all three of us!” he exclaimed, completely shocking her. “It was fun, and it made me happy, and you know what? So much of this restrictive life makes me miserable, so why the hell not?”
“But… it would be too much,” Abbie tried, wanting him to see what she did. She could already see how horrible it could make her feel, and she hoped that he would understand that too. The headlines would be unbearable, and the intrusion that they were currently experiencing would be a million times worse. After all, sex with one person was one thing, but a threesome was something else – something much more lurid and scandalous. A shiver ran through her. The idea of people knowing anything about her made her feel cold.
“But we would have each other. We could support one another.” He held onto her hands and stared deeply into her eyes. “It would be okay.”
Would it? Could it actually be all right? Abbie tried to imagine her possible future life in a threesome with Travis and Rex. She’d been dealing with all these intense feelings alone. But what if she had the support of Travis and Rex as well. Would it be okay? Could it?
Although Rex was the only one here, Travis had been more than kind, really expressing concern for her welfare. That was a different side to the man who had once told her:
“I have this rule that I don’t hook up with a woman more than once, so that I don’t get my heart broken.”
“Would it be okay?” she asked.
“It would,” Rex tried to reassure her, before pulling her in for a deep and calming hug. They stayed there for a few moments, enjoying their embrace, but it wasn’t long before the entire atmosphere of the room shifted into something else, something more intense, and before either of them could stop it they were kissing once more…
***
Ab
bie had no idea how this had gone from a serious conversation, to a passionate make-out session, but she was glad. Kissing she could deal with – her emotions she couldn’t. It was nice to have a distraction for a change, something to pull her from her negative thoughts, so she threw herself wholeheartedly into it.
Rex laid her back onto her bed, and started to tug her top over her body – an action that she imitated, desperately needing to see his naked body too. The fact that they were in her parent’s home and had to be virtually silent, added another illicit thrill to their moment, making it that much more exciting. In a weird way, it felt like they were teenagers, sneaking in a quickie upstairs while mom was in the kitchen. That gave the encounter a freshness that was really exciting. It wasn’t something Abbie had ever done in her parents’ home when she was younger, so it was thrilling to finally have that experience.
Rex slowly and tantalizingly started to tug down her trousers, but she impatiently kicked them off. This wasn’t the moment to be slow and passionate – she needed heady and frenzied, quick and frantic – a moment to make all of this feel right once more.
“Fuck me,” she whispered quietly to him, not needing to waste time on any foreplay. She needed to feel that thick, phenomenal length inside of her right away, and wanted him to comply right away.
Rex stared at her for a few moments, trying to decipher her emotions, before tugging his own trousers down and thrusting smooth hard inside of her, finally giving her everything that she needed. Even though she was getting it as hard and fast, just as she wanted, it somehow left her so shocked that she was breathless and gasping.